ふうううううううううううううううううううううううううううううううううううううううううう

Like imnnot crazy for this take Right

I KNOW

okay now thats out of the way LOL

kenneth

Like imnnot crazy for this take Right

TRUE TBH

1:07 AM

Idrc what labels ppl use but i dont like it when ppl act like yume is superior

I feel like the more yumetwt gets bigger the more its roots are forgotten

1:07 AM

Like

1:07 AM

The entire thing came from japanese self insert fanfiction

1:08 AM

Idk it seems crazy I think this started when the term "yumeshipper" was introduced as an english word which is fine for its gender neutrality but like

1:09 AM

Its also ok? To call urself a selfshipper???

ig people see yume as a shorter way to say selfship?

Theres also ss (selfship abbreviated)

1:10 AM

but that could also stand for screenshot so i understand why thats not popularized

>₍^. .^₎<

Idrc what labels ppl use but i dont like it when ppl act like yume is superior

people who act like yume is a superior term are just orientalist

but its i dont think its inherently orientalist to call yourself a yume

1:13 AM

I dont know this discourse makes my head hurt because like

1:13 AM

I've only seen one japanese person in yumetwt talk about this issue

kenneth

I've only seen one japanese person in yumetwt talk about this issue

No literally

kenneth

people who act like yume is a superior term are just orientalist

but its i dont think its inherently orientalist to call yourself a yume

i guess its also up there riako/gachikoi (maybe im stretching it), like ill see people use it to word theyre madly in love with f/o which is like the correct way to use it. but also i think people just use it as a way to seem more higher up compared to others

1:16 AM

idk i feel silly saying this when i have gachikoi in my twitter bio

If you say yume idc i have many friends who call themselves such just dont act like youre hot shit over it

2

no one can pry the label of yumedanshi from my hands though that is me Idc (edited)

TRUE !!

1:18 AM

im a yumejin #idc

I love being a yume that talks about my ships in smaller spaces its more liberating than feeling inclined to get popular on social media

Its not the. Accurate term but its the more well known one

>₍^. .^₎<

Its not the. Accurate term but its the more well known one

yeah the reading "jin" is reserved for residents of a country LOL

1:19 AM

if I remember

YEAH

1:19 AM

I would use the accurate one but i feel like ppl will recognize the -jin more

kenneth

I love being a yume that talks about my ships in smaller spaces its more liberating than feeling inclined to get popular on social media

Like I get bigger validation from talking about talasuke in the wrong organ server I literally made an oomf from it and he drew tala for me LOL

aw thats so sweet

1:21 AM

having ficto oomfs is so good especially when they all f/o weird characters. just ur own corner in the world

me nd the . roblox yume and the bugsnax yume

its klike this knowing how many discords we've all been through and platforms

kenneth

I love being a yume that talks about my ships in smaller spaces its more liberating than feeling inclined to get popular on social media

Im in a friends selfship server and its so fun and nice there tbh

smaller selfship servers >>>

TRUE

like im sorry a public selfship server being huge is a red flag in itself IMO

im scared of yumetown

100x more likely someones gonna be posting over you (edited)

UEAH YEAH YEAH

just saw the filipino daisuke headcanon be followed up with the worst mouthwashing headcanons known to man dont talk to me right now

I WAS GONNA BRING THAT UOP HERE FBUT I DIDNT WANNA RUIN YOUR DAY

stuff

I WAS GONNA BRING THAT UOP HERE FBUT I DIDNT WANNA RUIN YOUR DAY

IM GOING TO VOMIT WHY CANT JIMCURLERS SHUT UP DUDE

i luike how they drew him hes very kitty but then you see him and its like oh

MAKING THE MISOGYNIST RAPIST A GAY MAN AND HIS VICTIM A LESBIAN ??????????????

also the comments are just funny odd

7:43 PM

"I mean look at her" good lord

7:43 PM

WTF IS THQAT PINNED

Im actuallyl ill fuck you mean femboy in crossed out

WHAT I DIDNT SEE THAT

7:45 PM

kenneth

just saw the filipino daisuke headcanon be followed up with the worst mouthwashing headcanons known to man dont talk to me right now

OMG I SAW THIS

7:47 PM

Mouthwashing should not have a fandom

7:47 PM

only cool people are allowed to like good stuff

echo

OMG I SAW THIS

I DONT WANT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH THESE PEOPLE DUDE WHYYUHJGJY

Guys hes so lesboy omg

7:48 PM

why did they make jimmy gay

7:48 PM

are they rarted ?

i know rape is more about power than attraction but its very much in bad taste to make him gay still

kenneth

i know rape is more about power than attraction but its very much in bad taste to make him gay still

yeah

echo

why did they make jimmy gay

some people gotta die

1

echo

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Hahaha took ur nose

kenneth

some people gotta die

not everyone has to be lesbian or gay guys.

7:50 PM

the Swansea one is reaching

echo

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Oh yeah this artist draws femboy jimmy

ew omg

Its in his pinned

unemployed final boss

7:52 PM

18…

but u act like yu 13

kenneth

Im actuallyl ill fuck you mean femboy in crossed out

I LITERALLY JUST SAW THAT MINUTES AGO

8:01 PM

Plz dont look at that persons pinned

8:03 PM

Ohwait that was just mentioned i;might be stupid

8:04 PM

Whatever thatpersons entire profile is going togive me a tumor

Exactly

8:05 PM

He drew fujoshi anya too ifndsgvmdsg

Im Never Trusting Jimcurly Shippers

Those assholes deserve each other and no one else but people are a little too yaoibrained

kenneth

Those assholes deserve each other and no one else but people are a little too yaoibrained

Not sayingn that in a shippy way . They're literally just horrible for anyone else

Ppl who fixate on jimmy (not in like a "oh this character is so intricate" way but in That Way) have Got to be put on a list

2

kenneth

He drew fujoshi anya too ifndsgvmdsg

she would never stoop that low.

echo

she would never stoop that low.

like this would be her

yes

sums up my feelings about wrong organ rn

8:13 PM

like i've seen yaelokre try to put a stop to the proship content of her characters and they got mass harassment over it. i dont fault an indie dev group for being kind of spineless

Will never understand people that will bash indie creators when they put up boundaries for how the community treats their characters dude like…why are YOU mad that you can’t make (insert problematic ship) u look mad weird trying to justify it rn

1

C (I promise)🦇

Will never understand people that will bash indie creators when they put up boundaries for how the community treats their characters dude like…why are YOU mad that you can’t make (insert problematic ship) u look mad weird trying to justify it rn

i doubt the writer for wrong organ (kasuraga) actually condones jimanya art im more mad at the shippers than the devs

Nah ur real for that I hope all jimanya shippers explode and get sent 2 hell

also proshippers are just. insufferable LOL if you tell them to stop theyre the type of people to push out more of that thing

CANNOT fathom how people would look at those two and think “erm well!!! In this AU I made they actually get along and it’s healthy yadayadayada” IDC ABT UR AU DUDE THATS A WHOLE ASS RAPIST AND VICTIM

DID U PLAY THE GAME W/ UR EYES CLOSED

kenneth

also proshippers are just. insufferable LOL if you tell them to stop theyre the type of people to push out more of that thing

No literally they’d be in the idgaf war

C (I promise)🦇

CANNOT fathom how people would look at those two and think “erm well!!! In this AU I made they actually get along and it’s healthy yadayadayada” IDC ABT UR AU DUDE THATS A WHOLE ASS RAPIST AND VICTIM

DID U PLAY THE GAME W/ UR EYES CLOSED

I Played Mouthwashing With My Eyes Closed And This Is My Art ❤️

NAHHHH

8:21 PM

NAHHHHH

8:22 PM

THIS IS REACHING SO HARD

8:22 PM

did you see the crossed out femboy

8:22 PM

next to jimmy

I DDINT EVEN SEE THAT WHAT

8:23 PM

OH MY GOD

8:23 PM

FEMBOY???? Girl….

8:23 PM

Not everyone has to be gay bruh

yes lets headcanon the rapist to be a gay femboy and his victim a lesbian

I need to know the mental gymnastics the artist went thru to come up with that conclusion

kenneth

like i've seen yaelokre try to put a stop to the proship content of her characters and they got mass harassment over it. i dont fault an indie dev group for being kind of spineless

that was so evil

8:24 PM

i had to pity follow yaeklokre cause i felt so bad for thwem

"hey i dont appreciate nsfw art of my child characters thats actually fucking nasty" "PURITAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"you're CENSORING QUEER MEDIA"

8:25 PM

bitch stfu

stuff

"you're CENSORING QUEER MEDIA"

treating pedophilic shota yaoi porn like its the greatest thing to happen to queer ppl next to stonewall

2

8:27 PM

Hi I Am A Rainbow Meaty Millennial on The Interwebs we are out here defending the dead dove tag like we're in the riots (edited)

kenneth

Hi I Am A Rainbow Meaty Millennial on The Interwebs we are out here defending the dead dove tag like we're in the riots (edited)

i am 30 year old vtuber fan wine mom who is obsessed with hazbin hotel and dark romance, we need to protect our rape fanfic culture!!!

stuff

i am 30 year old vtuber fan wine mom who is obsessed with hazbin hotel and dark romance, we need to protect our rape fanfic culture!!!

YESSSS TOGETHER! WE ARE PROSHIPPERS!! MINORS DNI! Fictional minors hmu

FICTIONAL MINORS OMFG

I feel kind of awkward when oomf suddenly tells me hes going to shit ok have a nice shit

Is this a bad time to say that this lowk reminds me of my exes’ proship of their oc and a sans au character where their self insert character was a technically a dead child dating sans and they didn’t see anything wrong w/ that

literally that memory just popped into my mind and im glad im not talking to them anymore bcs

kenneth

I feel kind of awkward when oomf suddenly tells me hes going to shit ok have a nice shit

Don’t fall in!!!!

kenneth pinned a message to this channel. 6/20/2025 8:32 PM

HELEP

C (I promise)🦇

Is this a bad time to say that this lowk reminds me of my exes’ proship of their oc and a sans au character where their self insert character was a technically a dead child dating sans and they didn’t see anything wrong w/ that

literally that memory just popped into my mind and im glad im not talking to them anymore bcs

Brother were you dating a blogthegreatrouge disciple

They were a huge fan of them actually

brother they tried to GET ME TO WATCH THAT FUCKASS DAYCARE COMIC DUB (I didn’t and just said it’s not my thing so they wouldn’t keep trying to get me into it)

I... actually watched the pjs daycare dubs as ak id......

It’s okay I forgive you

8:35 PM

I FW U

I never really got into it bcs it just wasn’t for me, when I tried to watch like…5 mins of it I thought it was weird and clicked off to watch that BATIM X cuphead comic dub instead

8:36 PM

DO YOU KNOW THAT ONE?

8:36 PM

I think it was by the same creator I think

C (I promise)🦇

I never really got into it bcs it just wasn’t for me, when I tried to watch like…5 mins of it I thought it was weird and clicked off to watch that BATIM X cuphead comic dub instead

NNBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

8:36 PM

I REMMERMBER THERE WAS THIS PANEL

8:36 PM

WHERE IT WAS THE UGLY ASS MUG CRYING

STOOPPP I THINK IK WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT

8:37 PM

Dude

SPOILER

kenneth pinned a message to this channel. 6/20/2025 8:38 PM

IM GIGGLIGN SO FREAKING BAD RIGHT NOW

8:39 PM

Literally 10 y/o me looked at this and thought it was peak cinema

SPOILER

C (I promise)🦇

I never really got into it bcs it just wasn’t for me, when I tried to watch like…5 mins of it I thought it was weird and clicked off to watch that BATIM X cuphead comic dub instead

BENDY AND THE QUEST FOR THE INK MACHINE .

C (I promise)🦇

Dude

Omg hes sooooooo hot im fapping it hard

I GET THIS AS A STANDALONE NOTIF.

9:19 PM

TWIN

kenneth

I feel kind of awkward when oomf suddenly tells me hes going to shit ok have a nice shit

guess what im doing rn

️

stuff

guess what im doing rn

️

Dude.

11:48 PM

How was the shit

awful i hated it

think im being stalked by an ex friend

3:15 PM

idk what they did but they gotta give it up

Its a long story, we were shit to each other, i was emotionally unavailable as i could be and he would vent to me unprompted iirc and threw fits over me prioritizing other people over him

3:29 PM

I think when I was still in denial about being a guy, he would call me a whore and a slut and say I slept with people (even though it was, all online and I was REALLY uncomfortable with sexual shit due to trauma)

oh they're working on CT you could totally take the extra step and get them off the game

Im not gonna contact them for now

3:30 PM

CT i mean

3:30 PM

But if they go ultra incel I might as well.

i have my own ex friend too but i do agree this guy might be obsessed just a smidge

yeah wtf

3:32 PM

not gonna interact at all btw, just looking

stuff

yeah wtf

This is like looking back in a mirror

bitch those are triangles you can find in studio

3:33 PM

trying to act all mysterious i see....

yeah this guy would copy paste poems when he was upset with me

speaking of ex friends lmaoo

3:37 PM

3:40 PM

MNY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT\

stuff

speaking of ex friends lmaoo

the google doc note ouu

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

IS THIS THE GUY WE TALKED ABOUT THAT ONE TIME

4:04 PM

yknow. That one time a year ago

4:05 PM

RIP FazberAlt you wouldve Loved Dead to Me by Kali Uchis

stuff

MNY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT\

https://x.com/YumiAndCallie/status/1927146764085203297 sorry to interupt but dude

Yumi ~ Number 1 LORD X LOVER (@YumiAndCallie)

@ramiposting okay idk if you can see this but holy fuck this game exists? (literally can make you join any roblox player kreekcraft is COOKED)

4:05 PM

https://x.com/YumiAndCallie/status/1913304894699946305 oh they made this render and for context i used to be their rp partner

Yumi ~ Number 1 LORD X LOVER (@YumiAndCallie)

"It's not worth it to fight back those dirty whores..."

4:06 PM

anyways back to you guys

>₍^. .^₎<

yknow. That one time a year ago

the guy who made a twitter callout on me

4:07 PM

i have tofind the screenshots omg

oh dude i was considered a "victim" in a oomf call out post once </3

kenneth

the guy who made a twitter callout on me

YEAH

4:14 PM

BRO THAT DUDE

4:15 PM

Potentially a hot take but why is being braless in your own home percieved as pervy behavior motherfucker im letting them breathe leave me alone (edited)

1

i had to wear one today and it was hell

If someone notices a little extra jiggle and is bothered by it that is their problem get tf out my home

its not like im shirtless or anything too

LITERALLY

10:52 PM

those straps are a bitch and today they were hurting my shoulder

TMI but if I have to sleep anywhere else I have to go braless before bed I cant worsen my breathing problems (edited)

no i get that, i feel like bras can be dangerous sometimes with breathing conditions

kenneth

Potentially a hot take but why is being braless in your own home percieved as pervy behavior motherfucker im letting them breathe leave me alone (edited)

MY BROTHER SHAMED ME FOR THIS A FEW DAYS AGO

>₍^. .^₎<

MY BROTHER SHAMED ME FOR THIS A FEW DAYS AGO

The bigger your boobs are the more complaints you get trust me I've experienced this

10:56 PM

Like god LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE LET ME BREATHEE

10:56 PM

LITERALLY

10:56 PM

another day of thanking god for being A cup

10:56 PM

rip big boob havers

10:56 PM

i pray you get them removed

im triple d cup bordering on e cup i believe. my transmasc nightmare

i like to gaslight myself that im amab

2

its kinda affirming when i jokingly get called sir by my mom ngl

11:10 PM

or just feeling like "one of the guys" around some people

11:10 PM

im nonbinary but i like masc stuff

2

stuff

or just feeling like "one of the guys" around some people

Very euphoric feeling

roblox and like splatoon made me realize i like going by he/him

11:12 PM

like i would wear ig like a troll avatar and get refered with he/him and went "waow"

im a butch lesbian

wait

11:14 PM

why are most of my online oomfs lesbians

LMFAOOO

11:14 PM

DYKE TAKEOVER

11:14 PM

carpet muncher meetup

?? SHOE IS A LESBIAN?? ECHO IS A LESBIAN (?) STUFF IS A LESBIAN ??? WHAT IS MY TRANSMAN ASS DOING TO BEFRIEND LESBIANS ONLINE

IM SORRY FOR BEING A LESBIAN

2

I keep playing this dating sim and imconstantly romancing the women not even intentionally i just think all the girls are hot

stuff

IM SORRY FOR BEING A LESBIAN

hey, lets be friends! NONLESBIANNONLESBIANNONLESBIANNONLESBIANNONLESBIAN NONLESBIAN NONLESBIAN NONLESBIAN vNONLESBIAN NONLESBIAN NONLESBIAN im sorry for not being a lesbian

kenneth

?? SHOE IS A LESBIAN?? ECHO IS A LESBIAN (?) STUFF IS A LESBIAN ??? WHAT IS MY TRANSMAN ASS DOING TO BEFRIEND LESBIANS ONLINE

ANYONE ELSE IN THIS SERVER LIKE MEN? Daisuke:

no one in this server should like men (For legal purposes this is a joke) (edited)

if i said daisuke was a bisexual with a fem preference would people stone me

>₍^. .^₎<

I keep playing this dating sim and imconstantly romancing the women not even intentionally i just think all the girls are hot

dating games having pink hair girls i want to romance but they're guides and i need to unlock all the secret shit monsters in order to date them

HI SKYLAR.

YES i know how yt-dlp works YES i know how to use a terminal YES i still use cobalt.tools because im a lazy slob fuck you

i tried using yt-dlp but it kept saying everything was lijke protected and when something worked it was really low quality

stuff

i tried using yt-dlp but it kept saying everything was lijke protected and when something worked it was really low quality

i am a terminal freak. i cower at the sight of gui code editors and i am strictly vim only. i download terminal emulators and customize them to hell and back. but i would still use cobalt

im in a phantom arcade twitter space and i hope he selects me so i can talk about roblox and selfshipping

12:23 AM

NOO final person

12:24 AM

they got the roblox ghuy in front goddammit

how do people work with shipping the saja boys together bc arent like 4 out of 5 of them blank slates to fill kpop bg tropes

(edited)

when the trailer for the movie came out people said people were gonna make a mad dive for the boy group and push aside the girls

5:28 AM

its happening

im eating good with the rumira ruzoey polytrix nd the doomed rujinu!! but like the rest of the saja boys barely have any personality dev of their own so like HUHHH

(edited)

stuff

when the trailer for the movie came out people said people were gonna make a mad dive for the boy group and push aside the girls

btw demon hunters could make such a good spinoff series its crazy

5:31 AM

the americas yearn for idol magical girls

i want a ppop aswang hunters wehhhhhhh

5:33 AM

hearing my mom cry in her roo,m

5:33 AM

oh man i hate that helpless feeling. i wish i could comfort my mom when shes in the dumps but i juast stink at comforting and im only good at listening

i have a really hard time connecting with my mom emotionally LOL

5:35 AM

so i cant rlly . comfort her nor do i ask her to comfort me

yeaaah

5:38 AM

this sounds evil but sometimes i wonder even if i do comfort her this is the same person who had beef with me when i was 4 and growing. i knowing shes not evil and just mismanages emotions but yeah

its weird having a mom who did something absolutely Fucked up to you that you fear you'll never resolve but you still love her for some reason

5:39 AM

the only reason why my trauma is kind of covered up legally is because my mom doesnt want to do anything about it

kenneth

its weird having a mom who did something absolutely Fucked up to you that you fear you'll never resolve but you still love her for some reason

THIS

5:40 AM

its just weird funny interesting how we can be so buddy buddy but not

kenneth

the only reason why my trauma is kind of covered up legally is because my mom doesnt want to do anything about it

like being silenced obviously feels so irritating and hopeless coming from someone who's supposed to protect you

5:41 AM

but then i still love her because. i dont know. shes my mom and i love her and she says she loves me back.

5:42 AM

the real reason i want to leave vegas is because when im old enough to tell the truth, the cards already are stacked against me and i wont be believed

5:42 AM

id rather just start anew somewhere

5:42 AM

else

5:43 AM

its fucked up, whats happening with my moms side of the family

5:43 AM

i think my grandpa was the glue instead of my grandma

5:43 AM

and hes dead

5:43 AM

so

5:44 AM

i can tell my mom and her siblings they dont like each other very much

5:44 AM

i have half-brothers that will unconditionally love their dad no matter what he did to me

sibling beef is also common in my family, i have a distance aunt who refused to visit us after my sister was born and my moms brother who thinks he knows whats best

stuff

sibling beef is also common in my family, i have a distance aunt who refused to visit us after my sister was born and my moms brother who thinks he knows whats best

my aunt heavily criticized my moms way of parenting me

5:46 AM

my uncle had to tell me my mom let my exabuser in my house while i was away in nj

5:47 AM

for my aunt, she thinks im being neglected, but honestly its a one sided way to look at it. i dont want anything to do with her emotionally either because idfk what to do with that type of mom (edited)

kenneth

my aunt heavily criticized my moms way of parenting me

my uncle too, im not the biggest fan of hitting discipline and my mom works on that my dad not so much yada yada long story short my brother made a mean joke at my mom, dad smacked his head, and then my uncle threw a burger at him?? and everyone there kinda just spiraled and i brokedown. crazaaaazy night

stuff

my uncle too, im not the biggest fan of hitting discipline and my mom works on that my dad not so much yada yada long story short my brother made a mean joke at my mom, dad smacked his head, and then my uncle threw a burger at him?? and everyone there kinda just spiraled and i brokedown. crazaaaazy night

oh i had my fair share of crazy nights as a kid too LOL

5:49 AM

mom and her boyfriend. always Yelling at each other

my mom pounding at the door of my parents bedroom while i had to sit in the other room and listen as she threatens to call the cops on my drunken dad

5:50 AM

kinda hate having a room next door cause i can hear you fuck

my moms ex was an addict hfjsdfhsj hence why all the arguments, however i didnt understand that yet

5:51 AM

i just dont understand how all that noise happens because of drugs but not with. you know. when your kid is emotionally scarred for life

ah fawning

5:53 AM

im happy my mom is trying to change and grow and its funny when she has to bring up not to "yell" or apologize for raising her voice or say "im not in trouble"

kenneth

i just dont understand how all that noise happens because of drugs but not with. you know. when your kid is emotionally scarred for life

like her ex fucked up my entire childhood i had to move because of him and my mom still treats him like a friend its crazy

kenneth

like her ex fucked up my entire childhood i had to move because of him and my mom still treats him like a friend its crazy

how do you even recover from a drug abuser in your life like that. your mom definitely got over it waaay too fast

unfortunately there are things my mom will never address that should be

stuff

how do you even recover from a drug abuser in your life like that. your mom definitely got over it waaay too fast

hes also worse than a drug abuser

5:54 AM

like he should be on the registry

5:55 AM

but he gets a brand new start, new family, new kids

good lord

like if nothing is going to be done about him id rather disappear from the city entirely

with all these job turnsout am i really just not that desirable?

looking back at that ivantill scene from karma man was that kiss uncomfortable as hell

9:07 PM

eait new alien stage came out?

stuff

eait new alien stage came out?

YEAH

YES

I'm reading some posts and some are saying it's dogshit

kenneth

looking back at that ivantill scene from karma man was that kiss uncomfortable as hell

DUUUUDUDEEEEE

DONT GET ME STARTED

stuff

I'm reading some posts and some are saying it's dogshit

I don’t think it was that bad imo but it’s def a lot to take in

C (I promise)🦇

DUUUUDUDEEEEE

DONT GET ME STARTED

like i feel so bad for till man the communication was so bad so the forced kiss on the stage mustve been so unexpected for him

SPOILER

what is she doing

kenneth

like i feel so bad for till man the communication was so bad so the forced kiss on the stage mustve been so unexpected for him

THAT FACT THAT LIKE Mizi and sua’s heart became whole was bcs of their reciprocated love but when till didn’t reciprocate Ivan’s love therefore breaking the heart by forcing it UGGHGHHGHH

2

3

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

1

I didn't read the comics what was suas plan

think the initial plan was that sua and mizi would try to get an equal score so they'd both live, but sua was also preparing to die for mizi, something mizi knew but pretended not to

ohhhh

i hope this is the last time this guy ever vaguetweets about me, mind you his ex friends approached me with a ton of complaints and information about him, i just want this dude to move on from me ffs

kenneth

i hope this is the last time this guy ever vaguetweets about me, mind you his ex friends approached me with a ton of complaints and information about him, i just want this dude to move on from me ffs

DAAAMN EVEN HIS FRIENDS ARE AFTER HIM

"i could reveal details about you but i wont" Thinly Veiled Doxxing Threat

jesus christ

5:41 PM

talk like an adult and you're 17. which is close but you're still a minor.

kenneth

i hope this is the last time this guy ever vaguetweets about me, mind you his ex friends approached me with a ton of complaints and information about him, i just want this dude to move on from me ffs

LET IT GO HOLY FUCK

5:42 PM

THE BEEF WAS OVER A YEAR AGO

5:42 PM

IF YOU LET IT CONTINUE TO SIT THERE ITS GOING TO CONTAMINATE !!!!

5:43 PM

AND BECOME A BIOHAZARD !!

god what a stalker

no idea what kind of details hes talking about other than my personal info

5:46 PM

does he just think i have no friends

5:47 PM

you only cause destruction to those close around you and refuse to ever get your shit together nobody is even gonna be there to pull her (me) out

kenneth

"i could reveal details about you but i wont" Thinly Veiled Doxxing Threat

i feel like it might be a doc but they dont have a big enough following to do some damage

5:49 PM

sorry im just thinking outloud about this

i have nothing to hide, the only things i barely talk about are related to my sexual trauma

5:49 PM

google doc on a person with barely any following is. laughable

callout post on random guy on the street who didnt answer when i said hi

kenneth

i have nothing to hide, the only things i barely talk about are related to my sexual trauma

i could talk about it here but its probably going to be very very uncomfortable, so im probably gonna dm instead

i only say so cause they have ex forsaken dev and is currently working on a upcoming game with a known fanbase

and even then only shoe fully understands and knows about what i left behind, so does this guy think everyones gonna leave me

5:55 PM

hey

5:55 PM

he clearly found my twitter

5:55 PM

why is he still misgendering me LOLLLL

Tbh with the type of guy he is i dont expect him to respect ur pronouns at all

LOL

LMAO

5:58 PM

i went on his account and he left like a stupid message underneath and im too lazy to check if it wasnt there before

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

lowkey reminds me how i would chat with people thru statues and rp names

6:10 PM

SCREW MY BAKA GAIJIN LIFE! ARIZONA IS THE WORST STATE IN THE WORLD.

10:23 PM

I went in my living room and there was A SNAKE IN THE VENTS!!! T_T

10:23 PM

I cant belief i have to deal with this... it could be any where.

wan

I went in my living room and there was A SNAKE IN THE VENTS!!! T_T

that was me bruh be nice

10:38 PM

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm Not that scary come on .

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

wan

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

get a load of this Guy

WHAT

4:23 AM

WHAT THE FUCK DID ICYTEA DO

4:23 AM

THAT WAS EXOOMF

4:23 AM

??????????????

4:26 AM

I nearly had an heart attack

4:27 AM

Read the entire doc

4:27 AM

Its likely he's being falsely accused

YOU WERE OOMFS WITH ICY???

stuff

YOU WERE OOMFS WITH ICY???

i used to go by "sumi" but recently i deleted the account where i was mutuals with him

i find it super weird rolve doesnt wanna give any details

this is like the only proof i can gather of our ints but yeah, i knew the guy, but not very much as we were merely oomfs (edited)

4:29 AM

we followed each other during the spacehey hype train and tried to start a roblox spacehey community

oh interesting

4:34 AM

only shocked cause i have another oomf whose also oomfs with icy

4:34 AM

#connections

mom broke up with her bf and she told me she's gonna try dating women next time She's Dead Serious Lol

5:03 PM

being bisexual is in my genes, apparently

LMAO?????

den I'm convinced you have 7 evil exes

dude i genuinely want to vomit

5:51 PM

this happens after i listened to traitor by olivia rodrigo yesterday

?

check pilotkelsonn he posted something 21h ago

Oh i justsaw ur.Priv

5:54 PM

"Im not fit to be in any relationship" Bro?

is that ur ex ace

omg yea the one with the dnf comic

its okay we can all hate on him together

5:55 PM

im too lazy to retype my thoughts so. heres a mineraft sc from when i found out minutes ago

No dude he is SUCH an asshole

5:58 PM

What the fuck is wrong withhim.

they gotta check me out for bpd at this point at the way im taking this. Bad

5:59 PM

I just took my meds too

oh jeez

6:02 PM

What happened when u guys broke up

Like two days after our final conversation he started bragging abt flirting with his coworker

6:02 PM

What he did was undeniably better than cheating

6:02 PM

But im still very angry man

Understandably so

6:05 PM

I can only imagine the shit he's saying on his privs

It feels like i was the test run or something. Like I would be disposed of for the better thing but he wouldnt tell me when

Its funny bc he had past exes too (from looking up the word Bf on his main) Does bro just never learn

I have to genuinely put off dating i dont know why I let myself get exploited like this

6:07 PM

I dont want this to happen again to me

Its good to do that tbh

6:08 PM

Im sure he gave you like Mega trust issues

kenneth

I have to genuinely put off dating i dont know why I let myself get exploited like this

and that's why selfshipping is

6:09 PM

what's the point just date fictional guys

6:09 PM

I don't have time or the interest for real relationships

6:10 PM

I feel like I'm too controlling and I like being able to have periods where I'm super lovey and others where I don't care

1

Some dudes will go through a life milestone and decide they want to move on from people in their old life for whatever reason

wan

Some dudes will go through a life milestone and decide they want to move on from people in their old life for whatever reason

yeah

6:11 PM

the moment he sent a breakup msg to me

6:11 PM

he tweeted on his priv "closing another chapter in my life"

6:11 PM

and i was like? what the fuck ?

WAIT WHAT

6:11 PM

THIS IS NEWS TO ME

6:11 PM

OH BRO

6:11 PM

WHAT THEFUCK

Like graduating from high school is not that big of a fucking deal man

YOU WERE NOTHING BUT A CHAPTER TO HIM

that's crazy

JUST FILLER

6:12 PM

THATS SO FUCKING MESSED

IKR

He sounds like a real piece of work

thefuck flthe fuck

thats enough men in my life

If he sees people like that, theres no way anyones ever gonna love him

6:12 PM

I feel for him

6:12 PM

He probably doesnt know how shitty hes making his own life

RIP toxic yaoi dendoc you wouldve LOVED Just Like Chet by Laufey

INSANE

>₍^. .^₎<

RIP toxic yaoi dendoc you wouldve LOVED Just Like Chet by Laufey

DENDOC IS CRAZY WORK IT WAS ALWAYS DOCDEN

I always thought I might be bad now..

Well clearly u were putting in more work in the relationship

kenneth

Like two days after our final conversation he started bragging abt flirting with his coworker

BRAH

u cannot do that when you are already dating someone

>₍^. .^₎<

Well clearly u were putting in more work in the relationship

hashtag pants

>₍^. .^₎<

Well clearly u were putting in more work in the relationship

i never really thought that because

6:14 PM

he was giving me all the gifts

Because money = happiness

echo

BRAH

u cannot do that when you are already dating someone

no he broke up with me THEN immediately flirted with his coworker like 1-2 days after BRUH

kenneth

he tweeted on his priv "closing another chapter in my life"

Using twitter as a diary

6:15 PM

cornyyyy

Also he has a job unlike you so he has more confidence to be a spender

kenneth

no he broke up with me THEN immediately flirted with his coworker like 1-2 days after BRUH

thats still crazy

echo

Using twitter as a diary

sorry echo i kinda do this too LOLL

I used 2 do that

>₍^. .^₎<

Also he has a job unlike you so he has more confidence to be a spender

olivia rodrigo i thought i could never relate to you. im sorry for being wrong

Heh .... if I chuck out a little dough for my expendable boyfriend.... then he will think i love him for just a little longer!

kenneth

sorry echo i kinda do this too LOLL

ok but youre cool he is not so its different

1

#sugardaddydoc

>₍^. .^₎<

#sugardaddydoc

STOP

Wait can you invite tupperware here i wanna do something really funny

OKAY

hey babes

who want s to be my new touy

???????????????????????????????????????????????

i have 6 dolars in my bank acocut

No Thank you WHite Boy

Oh... den..

oh i mean hi den

6:22 PM

Whgatdi you tink of my drawing of curly's tits.... doy ou like it?

pilotkelsonn

Oh... den..

oh i mean hi den

i hear the new cashier is hotter than the frycook

6:23 PM

..

pilotkelsonn

Whgatdi you tink of my drawing of curly's tits.... doy ou like it?

@wan how do we feel about this

Onion curly is all i think about inmy life...oh and my boyfriend i guess........

6:25 PM

Tbh......... i just don't think im really for any relatiosnhip.......

pilotkelsonn

Tbh......... i just don't think im really for any relatiosnhip.......

look! hot coworker!

I'm just... too busy all the time

6:25 PM

Reply to: @kenneth look! hot coworker!

W

6:27 PM

Time to adopt a beautiful new boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT

how many boyfriends do you have

Um.....

whose alter is this

https://youtu.be/_XWlcEt_qr4?si=1HUr871ewrXkDcNw

I Have 50B Boyfriend

ALTER IS CRAZY

stuff

whose alter is this

PLURALKIT ISFOR ALTERS

6:28 PM

People say I'm a self-insert Mary Sue slut... but the truth is, I have fifty BILLION boyfriends. And they all love me. And you're just mad that I'm having WAY more FUCKING FUN than you EVER WILL. You know, what's your damage? Maybe you should try having fifty BILLION boyfriends too, because then you might not be such a salty, jealous bitch. I'm just sayin.

kenneth

@wan how do we feel about this

WHY DID U PING ME

?

6:36 PM

Wanted your thoughts on the matter!

I dont care abt ur curlits or ur onionzoingas . I only care about money

6:37 PM

Now go to the portal with me so we can farm bricks

I need more bricks to throw atwife

wan

Now go to the portal with me so we can farm bricks

yayyy

@C (I promise)🦇 heyyy

8:09 PM

twin

Heeyyyy twinnnn

spill the lore

8:10 PM

fagtopia lore

I wasn’t really involved in Doc’s server a lot and the people I asked about it didn’t want me to be part of it so I just remained neutral and tried to gather what I could get from Doc’s ex friends and Doc’s side of the story (bcs I ended up talking to him more after everyone split up sweating emoji looking around nervously) but ILL DO MY BEST TO REMEMBER AND FIND EVIDENCE

Omg O_o

C (I promise)🦇

I wasn’t really involved in Doc’s server a lot and the people I asked about it didn’t want me to be part of it so I just remained neutral and tried to gather what I could get from Doc’s ex friends and Doc’s side of the story (bcs I ended up talking to him more after everyone split up sweating emoji looking around nervously) but ILL DO MY BEST TO REMEMBER AND FIND EVIDENCE

YOU WERE IN CONTACT WITH DOC"S EX FRIENDS???

YEAH

8:13 PM

LIKE..MOST OF THEM

we out here making seven evil exes

I didn’t talk to them much because I was #TooShy but we had like. Small friendly convos at best

8:14 PM

Idk why I felt so intimidated by Doc and his friend group I think freshman year me was just anxious meeting new ppl

(edited)

8:14 PM

BUT ANYWYAS

8:16 PM

Doc invited me to a few severs of his, the one I’m talking about is this “BMW” server with his whole entire friend group. I was only in it for a few days just chatting regularly with a few people before I suddenly got kicked when I was about to send everyone art of their sonas as a random gift or whatever- but I reached out to one of his ex friends, CV, who explained very little here

8:18 PM

But from what I gathered from doc’s side was that there was a lot of arguing going on in private group chats that I wasn’t a part of that lead to bro’s whole ass friendgroup splitting up and everyone posting in the last day of the server “fuck the Jerma trio” (which were him, finch, and abyss if they even go by those names anymore) once those three quit the server

"fuck the jerma trio" is crazy

I KNOW IT WAS SO RANDOM

bro still has this on his spotify im

But yeah, they didn’t want me to get involved into the drama so they UNFORTUNATELY told me so little SIGH But I remember everyone completely dogging on the Jerma trio and leaving all of the old severs that I was invited to when they were together

do you know anyone who depsised the jerma trio who could tell you wtf they did

I’m still in one of his servers, very dead but it’s just him and finch and abyss

kenneth

do you know anyone who depsised the jerma trio who could tell you wtf they did

I know CV and another person, I forgot their name, but we haven’t spoken since 2023 I think it would be rlly awkward now gulps

if they ask you Why tell them i asked im docs ex and im nosy as fuck

LMFAOAOOOO

C (I promise)🦇

I know CV and another person, I forgot their name, but we haven’t spoken since 2023 I think it would be rlly awkward now gulps

who CV

I know CV was one of Doc’s close friends, they seem really nice but we only spoke a few times sighs

this is how i get my closure . i get it knocked into my head that he was a piece of shit person

8:22 PM

LOL

I think I could message them, I’ve been thinking of messaging them again but I’m just awkward and the overthinker

C (I promise)🦇

I think I could message them, I’ve been thinking of messaging them again but I’m just awkward and the overthinker

yo just do it but just be kind of #nonchalant about it but yea dont immediately open with asking what did doc do

OKAY!!!

up to you tho

Nah I’ll do it, it’ll make my day more interesting I lowk can’t just goon all afternoon /J/J

Fucking gooner

THIS IS JUST LIKE THAT ONE IMAGE

8:26 PM

BRO

'

LMFAAOAOOOO REAL

8:27 PM

Bro has NOT messaged me since my birthday im nervous over NOTHING

8:28 PM

We literally didn’t talk for a straight year and bro still wished me happy birthday im tweaking to know what happened

8:36 PM

I dont know any of these people and im still interested #Nosy

8:42 PM

Wtf ... I have finch followed T_T

8:43 PM

Why is it always a jimmy artist at the scene of the crime. Im killing myself

wan

Wtf ... I have finch followed T_T

FINCH?????????????

8:43 PM

HOW DO YIOU KNOW

I have A finch followed

8:43 PM

Lmk if its the same one

8:44 PM

https://fixvx.com/_mrf6414

Twitter

finch (@_mrf6414)

she/her •

8:46 PM

Actually maybe not cuz she says 18+ in the bio

yea i dont think thats the same finch

Good to know

8:48 PM

Im sorry for dogging on this random person who draws normal fanart

8:49 PM

I just didnt think thered be two finches

wan

I just didnt think thered be two finches

me when im birdwatching

LMFAO

wan

I dont know any of these people and im still interested #Nosy

Im also kinda invested even though i only talked to doc Once ICL

If i ever interacted it was probably some shit like "Nice art" "Thx"

8:54 PM

I cant believe most of the mouthwashing accounts i know kind of know each other

8:54 PM

This is living rent free in my head

yea my ex was getting big on mwtwt before switching to conclave

8:55 PM

i think tomi followed him

I wanna watch conclave but i have such bad associations T_T

wan

I wanna watch conclave but i have such bad associations T_T

he bought me the book believe it or nnot

Bro...

wan

I wanna watch conclave but i have such bad associations T_T

wat happened (no pressure)

I found out a few of my old friends turned out to be weird proshippers, and after they left mouthwashing, they collectively switched to conclave

The Fandom Collective Pipeline Phenomenon ...

I dont even think theyre similar works

8:58 PM

Not sure why this is a pipeline

9:00 PM

There wasnt any major event that caused me to break away or anything in case ur nosy self was wondering

im a nosy chud

Im a boring guy who leaves situations quietly

wan

I found out a few of my old friends turned out to be weird proshippers, and after they left mouthwashing, they collectively switched to conclave

ohhh

me and doc got into conclave together, but after the breakup i stuck to the filipino side of conclave fandom

Unfortunately I have BPD

because he was always popular with english audiences

1

The last time i ever talked to an ex friend was me lashing out

9:01 PM

dont wanna assume i have bpd but shits not looking too good for me

9:02 PM

i reclaim conclave and brokeback mountain from doc. and the movie queer

If the mood swings dont go away by the time you hit twenty you might be cooked

9:03 PM

Praying for u

unrelated ish but when den started following me I thought it was so funny to see the hololive idolm@aster layout and the retweets old man priest yaoi

Cuz i have bpd too

like yeah this guy rocks

HELP

wan

Cuz i have bpd too

stuff

unrelated ish but when den started following me I thought it was so funny to see the hololive idolm@aster layout and the retweets old man priest yaoi

all my old man yaoi oomfs see hololive and all my non-cclv moots just see old man yaoi

kenneth

all my old man yaoi oomfs see hololive and all my non-cclv moots just see old man yaoi

Can confirm

my tlsk twt account isnt even my main

Theres hololive on my timeline and brother ive never watched a vtuber in my life

1

LMFAOOO

I like that the managers have vtuber sonas

For real?

A CHAN ❤️

OH DID YOU KNOW ON ROBLOXS TWITCH THEY HAD A VTUBER SONA

I literally only found out Jonah Scott was also a vtuber days ago bc of Date Everything

stuff

OH DID YOU KNOW ON ROBLOXS TWITCH THEY HAD A VTUBER SONA

youre fucking Kidding

I'm real lemme get the pics

9:09 PM

it's real and it was a segment with deeterplays

kenneth

youre fucking Kidding

FOUYND IT

10:04 PM

NOT BULLSHITTING

10:04 PM

VERY REAL

10:05 PM

idk if i can find a video of it in action since roblox took down all their vidyas on twitch but yeah its real

stuff

FOUYND IT

GAAAAH no wonder why people are homophobic this is scary AF!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guess what

@C (I promise)🦇 grateful for you oomf it was actually comforting reading ur message

11:14 PM

Like another layer of closure if you get what i mean

YESSSS

11:17 PM

I’m so glad I cut him off too, like I know we didn’t talk to each other at all but blocking him after sending that was like giving an angel their wings back

It made me feel less crazy knowing that someone who knew doc a little longer knew what he was did was wrong too :''

11:18 PM

Idk wtf id do without you man Im glad urh ere

C (I promise)🦇

I’m so glad I cut him off too, like I know we didn’t talk to each other at all but blocking him after sending that was like giving an angel their wings back

DID U SEND A MESSAGETO HIM

YESS I HAVE A SCREENSHOT

LET ME SEEEE

Message so long my phone can’t take a fill single pic I’ll just copy and paste it here

LMFAO okay

Rate my friendship break up message

Hey man I know this is random, but I just really wanna get this off of my chest that it just really sucks watching someone who I really enjoyed interacting with completely mistreat my best friend. I know we hardly talked and drifted apart after some time, but genuinely I don’t want to be associated with people who have wronged friends closest to me, but part of me feels heartbroken that you are the same guy that genuinely gave me a few fond memories from our interactions from 2022-2023 that I wanted to become closer friends w/ bcs I just thought you were really cool, at least from how I first viewed you. I know that sounds weird, but seeing you on twitter announcing a new boyfriend and the statuses acting like your relationship with my friend didn’t mean anything- like you just dispose relationships like garbage with eagerness to jump into a new one without even WAITING for a considerate amount of time- just moving on like it was just a temporary experience just makes me feel so upset and heartbroken. Witnessing this go on and watching my friend go through so much mental anguish from your actions really hurts from the fact that you were treating my friend like this, just watching you do all of this like you weren’t the same person I genuinely felt a connection to. Even if it didn’t last long, I can’t help but feel heartbroken. I know this is out of the blue, but I just want this to be my final message to you. Den wanted me to tell you that he hopes you know that your actions hurt people that trusted you deeply. He doesn’t want you to actually get back together with him, whatever he’s feeling isn’t jealousy, but he’s mad that you had the gall to lie to him when all he wanted from you was to be honest with him. Don’t hurt your new boyfriend the way you hurt my best friend.

3

emphasis on ur last sentence like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YO RHIS SHIT IS FLAMES!!

THANKS GUYS HEH

kenneth pinned a message to this channel. 6/29/2025 11:20 PM

I LOVE MY OOMFS!!!!!!!! I LOVE DEFENDING MY OOMFS!!!!!! NOTHING GETS BETWEEN ME AND OOMFS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2

I LOVE YOU MORE /p

I’m so sad the yaoi gifs aren’t a thing anymore on discord can you pretend I sent one #platonically

1

11:21 PM

JOKING BTW

there will never be another doc pilotkelsonn in my life and im 100% grateful thats the case

Actually that felt so good if you ever come across another red flaggot just hmu

kenneth

there will never be another doc pilotkelsonn in my life and im 100% grateful thats the case

Pls

1

kenneth

there will never be another doc pilotkelsonn in my life and im 100% grateful thats the case

LITERALLY HOPING AND PRAYING EVEY GUY LIKE DOC GOES TO HELL

1

Dude ive known u so long ive known u throughout so much of ur horrors

1

genuinely bro could’ve done the easiest thing and told the truth and had clear communication the entire relationship, but chose to LIE and be a LOSER JERK

I want u to stay safe

doc exposed me to a unique evil in my life like holy hell

Poorly aged message

kenneth

doc exposed me to a unique evil in my life like holy hell

No literally what the fuck was his problem

>₍^. .^₎<

Poorly aged message

WHAT HTE FUCK

>₍^. .^₎<

Poorly aged message

BROTHERRR

>₍^. .^₎<

Poorly aged message

(he ended up being worse)

I hope the next relationship you get into is far far FAARR better than your previous relationships and you guys both hold hands and ride off into the sunset on a unicorn (if you ever do that’s def your choice)

2

And be so truthful

1

im now straight ladies hmu

LMAOOO

STOPPPP

11:28 PM

ITS JUST LIKE THOSE LESBIAN CONVERSION TIKTOKS

Butch Lesbian and transmanhet solidarity TBH ...

2

HONESTLYYYY

11:30 PM

Den don’t take this the wrong way but this made me stop yearning for a boyfriend and made me lock in on focusing on myself first

C (I promise)🦇

Den don’t take this the wrong way but this made me stop yearning for a boyfriend and made me lock in on focusing on myself first

valid

LMFAOO

11:31 PM

Icl i was kinda yearning last night like full on kicking my legs and shit but today something completely unrelated happened and now im kinda like. Snapped outta it LMAO

1

11:32 PM

Not for a boy though

NO LITERALLY

11:32 PM

Sigh everytime I yearn for a guy I realize that I’m yearning for a guy and then I lock the fuck in

11:33 PM

Yearn for a WOMAN instead

️#sapphic

#DYKE

#DYKESFOREVER

?!

HELPPP

AREYOU A LESBIAN

YES I know I told den earlier I was pan but the more I consider it I might just be a lesbian den im sorry for lying

everyone i befriend has like a 80% chance of being a lesbian im unfazed

LMFAOOAAOOAO

HELP

11:36 PM

THE MOMENT YOU SAID THE SLUR U TURNED LESBO ..

STOPPPP

11:36 PM

I PROMISE GUYS I PROMISE!!!!!

i think whatever i had with doc affirmed cleo she was a lesbian

HELPPP

11:38 PM

Den I'm pretty sure i've been a lesbian the entire time we've known each other i think or like early on

LIKE I SAID…once I realize im yearning for a man I LOCK in and switch that up you will never catch me doing loser shit like that ANYMORE

REAL!!!!

Plus I literally said men ain’t shit in ur dms like multiple times

Asked my mom for white claw but when I went to the fridge there's none fml

kenneth

Asked my mom for white claw but when I went to the fridge there's none fml

No buddy of mine is drinking their sorrows away in fucking hard seltzer

wan

No buddy of mine is drinking their sorrows away in fucking hard seltzer

1:33 AM

Today's your lucky day dude

Sucks to be u

1:33 AM

Wanna finish making that window

1:34 AM

Or do u wanna hop on youtube and watch a one hour masterpiece

1:34 AM

Ive also got uh

1:34 AM

Fucking ror2

Heating up dinner rn

1:35 AM

We could watch youtube

Heck yeah!

wan

Heck yeah!

In vc

Im fumbling so bad bro ... i begged for free art for the first time today and embarrassed myself in front of an artist i liked

OH GOD what happened

They showed me a comm they were working on

3:43 AM

I asked how i could get one

3:43 AM

Having little money, i inquired if there was anything i could get for my undying love and gratitude

3:43 AM

Then i offered twenty dollars and a please

wan

Having little money, i inquired if there was anything i could get for my undying love and gratitude

wan

Having little money, i inquired if there was anything i could get for my undying love and gratitude

Mecore tbh

Ive been dying inside a little bit

3:45 AM

Its been half an hour of silence and they just responded

Ohh howd they respond

"Sure u can get a colored sketch. Also i drew ur sona because i like u"

3:45 AM

WTF

LMAOOO

3:45 AM

THATS SWEET ACTUALLY

I didnt ... i didnt even know they liked me

3:45 AM

you did indeed get something for ur undying love and gratitude

#Gatekeeping

3:52 AM

wan

#Gatekeeping

bro fuck you be generous share the @

Im Totally Evil

we are going to kill vansawbone

They cant KNOOOOOOW how much im tweaking out about this

3:53 AM

Itll break my nonchalant persona

so called nonchalantpersona

Listen alright we all make minor mistakes

wan

WTF

how do you even respond when someone you like or oomfs with draws your sona in like a doodle page without sounding like you're just going "ohok cool" when really this means the world to you

ill show everyone your blender donut

STOP

3:55 AM

NO!!!

ITS SO FUCKING BAD

kenneth

ill show everyone your blender donut

Are there bones

>₍^. .^₎<

Are there bones

yea

The blender donut is soooooo fucking long bro

3:55 AM

Idont blame u if it looks bad

speaking of donuts if i were born a man i would st

NO

3:56 AM

LEAVE MY DONUT ALONE

3:56 AM

I WILL REND YOU INTO POLYGONS YOU HAVENT EVEN THOUGHT OF BEFORE

I WASNT TALKING ABOUT YOUR DONUT

kenneth

speaking of donuts if i were born a man i would st

Itsok to play pretend

YOURE A DONUT

I do it all the time

wan

YOURE A DONUT

WHERE DID THIS COME FRFOM

Cupcakes ass scenario

>₍^. .^₎<

Itsok to play pretend

STACKING DONUTS ON MY DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK

3:58 AM

Den and vane saw bones?

Dencore

>₍^. .^₎<

Click to see attachment 🖼️

wow this is me and Van (have not seen the cupcakes video)

Oh my god

kenneth

wow this is me and Van (have not seen the cupcakes video)

A Wholesome Animated Cartoon that was a Beloved part of my Childhood ❤️

2

4:02 AM

@3 ounce orange 7 soda He dumped den cuz the moment he graduated high school he decided he needed to move onto a new chapter in his life

4:02 AM

Quote unquote

yeah but like there was More to that

OHHHH THAT GUY

4:03 AM

I had zero idea wtf

you're like. the fourth mutual of him to know about this

4:03 AM

the first one actually knew him before i met him and im her IRL lol

4:04 AM

she just cut off with him today

️

2

I remember I saw some of my ex mutuals talk to him a bunch and was in his friendgroup I think but I never really interacted with him all that much Jesus Christ

wan

@3 ounce orange 7 soda He dumped den cuz the moment he graduated high school he decided he needed to move onto a new chapter in his life

THATS SO SHITTY

4:05 AM

im so sorry man I had zero idea

3 ounce orange 7 soda

im so sorry man I had zero idea

its okay HDGHJDS its always a shock whenever i tell ppl who were moots with doc this. Like even myself wasnt prepared for what he did

4:06 AM

but yeah he told me that he wasnt ready for a relationship when we broke up, lode and behold right now he just announced his new boyfriend on main

4:06 AM

its been what? 1-2 months?

lrierally

kenneth

but yeah he told me that he wasnt ready for a relationship when we broke up, lode and behold right now he just announced his new boyfriend on main

and the real kicker is 1-2 days after the breakup he started bragging abt flirting with his coworker on dpriv so Theres That

god that’s so shallow

4:07 AM

my lord

ITSSO FUNNY THE MOREI TELL PEOPLE ABOUT THIS PERSONALLY I JUST GET THE SIMILAR RESPONSE OF "wow that was shitty" like man i really wasnt the crazy one Huh

4:08 AM

but yea that guy was. Something. like prior to all that all my friends were rooting for us

4:09 AM

thought he put in a lot of work because he consistently messaged and gifted me art and real mail

4:09 AM

i even have a plushie from him, for the movie he's currently into we watched together the first time (edited)

conclave? or thej other one

conclave

but no yeah god that’s so shitty

he showed me brokeback mountain and queer but we watched conclave together the first time

4:12 AM

he's obsessed with the filipino pope but treated his filipino ex like this HHSDFFDJS

4:13 AM

its okay i surround myself with people better than him ill be fine </3

kenneth

he's obsessed with the filipino pope but treated his filipino ex like this HHSDFFDJS

AHHH

kenneth

its okay i surround myself with people better than him ill be fine </3

YES!!!!!! he was so awful theres much better people who care

1

Why couldnt u have been a candidate for the papacy :/

wan

Why couldnt u have been a candidate for the papacy :/

pope den xiv

den guve me a pope blessing

Me too

4:15 AM

Pls

Den speak me a pope wisdom

okay

4:15 AM

wait

Bless me

wheres the template for papal blessings

4:15 AM

its ac ertificate

No me first

DONALD TUMP?

den in the popemobile

Im sorry the popemobile looks so fuckingfunny to me

Nvm

THATS YOU!

4:16 AM

Ij the mobile

like why the long head

jfk

I didnt realize the popemobile was a jeep

I thought it was like

4:17 AM

more fancy

I remember it being longer

doesnt the church have like 1 poopmillion dollars why it’s it so small

wan

I remember it being longer

yeah

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/short-history-popemobile-180956657/

A Brief History of the Popemobile

From sedan chair to Mercedes-Benz

4:19 AM

They actually did try to assassinate a pope in the 80s

4:19 AM

I didnt fucking know that

This is a glowdown if im being honest

5:08 PM

Like did the loli brainworms get to the designers head wtf is going on with saba's design

5:10 PM

https://vxtwitter.com/keumasou/status/1935187507403976777

keuma 🤍 (@keumasou)

character design guesses for saba

#samekosaba #saba https://t.co/r8MWNzKJJe

5:12 PM

we coulda had it all with this one i genuinely dont know whats going on w sabas design it seems lazy

kenneth

https://vxtwitter.com/keumasou/status/1935187507403976777

these are so much better

Theyre pretty cute designs i guess but i dont see the appeal in looking five years old

1

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

corpo graduations retire the character

ohh

wan

Theyre pretty cute designs i guess but i dont see the appeal in looking five years old

lolicon audience

kenneth

This is a glowdown if im being honest

This looks like such ass bro

I KNOW

like you'd expect an equally fire design from vtuber lebron going indie bro she looks like all the 5000 other lolibait indie vtubers now

https://vxtwitter.com/T0iletp/status/1939766833776869621 (edited)

Garten of Gangnam (@T0iletp)

The context is that a korean pedophile pretending to be japanese was talking about how children's bellies are erotic, followed by crying emojis. #yourewelcome

QRT: bvtm_tnd https://t.co/UkPWLtMwY4

stuff

https://vxtwitter.com/T0iletp/status/1939766833776869621 (edited)

i fucking hate the uooohh meme theres so much layers to it given the creator of it referenced ACTUAL children for his nsfw art i

My major pet peeve is ppl who cant do anything without blazing it. Im hanging with my buddy right now and he stinks So Bad of it. He always does it even when hes doing normal stff like going to class and hanging out with friends T_T

5:50 PM

#Annoyed

wan

My major pet peeve is ppl who cant do anything without blazing it. Im hanging with my buddy right now and he stinks So Bad of it. He always does it even when hes doing normal stff like going to class and hanging out with friends T_T

Dude are you surrounded by stoners

Ya i live in arizona

LMFAOO

5:50 PM

Never been around a stoner unless I'm at my cousins. I used to see a cousin that owned a vape shop tho

Omg

Bro

Owning a vape shop is crazy

He would blow vape smoke into my 11 year old face

5:51 PM

IM CRYING

5:51 PM

Tryna ensure customers early

Both my parents smoke and use vapes u can imagine what thats like for me

I guess he wanted to show off the cool vape tricks he could do but giving your younger cousin cancer particles is so funny to me (edited)

One time i was doing driving practice and my dad blew out a fat puff of vape and it got into my face

Stoners r so crazy for needing to blaze it before running an errand or watching a movie or doing anything

My cousins when I turned 13 were like "hey if you wanna try weed give me a call" and i dont know if they were joking or serious

i remember going to colorado and driving past bumbling stoners and staring at them in awe

No yeah

stuff

i remember going to colorado and driving past bumbling stoners and staring at them in awe

kenneth

My cousins when I turned 13 were like "hey if you wanna try weed give me a call" and i dont know if they were joking or serious

>₍^. .^₎<

Both my parents smoke and use vapes u can imagine what thats like for me

me too brah, thankful my dad quit but my mom still smokes on and off but she vapes

my mom is vape god like she has multiple vapes

MY PARENTS TOO

and then i have a gradma who smokes to the point i have to take a shower after visting her

prior to vapes i always smelled her cigarette smoke as a kid im cooked

my mom always breaks her

Dude its always old people who smoke the hardest

kenneth

prior to vapes i always smelled her cigarette smoke as a kid im cooked

ME TOO ME TOO

my mom smoked a bit with me when i was in her belly

5:55 PM

she also fell down the stairs with me too but whatever

i knew an older teen before whose dad let her vape and during a camping trip they dared me to take a sip of vodka

stuff

she also fell down the stairs with me too but whatever

i was nearly a miscarriage

Im the King of Repression so i dont rememebr shit

kenneth

i was nearly a miscarriage

my mom got 2 aborts before me and then i was baby or bust

1

So uuuuuh my dad offered me beer. Im 16

3

5:56 PM

/ref

wan

So uuuuuh my dad offered me beer. Im 16

So uuuuh my mom offers me beer. im 17

kenneth

i knew an older teen before whose dad let her vape and during a camping trip they dared me to take a sip of vodka

watching a bunch of teens get drunk on vrchat when i joined my irls instance was funny

1

iwant whiteclaw too

they were all persona avatars too

>₍^. .^₎<

iwant whiteclaw too

My mom is quite the engima for letting me drink hard seltzer early

5:57 PM

If I drink w/o her permission ill be killed tho

Last year i was incredibly suicidal and considered snagging a beer from the fridge and chugging it all

Nooooo :(

that is difficult to do when you never tasted beer at all prior

5:59 PM

i remember the first time (i accidentally) tasted it as a kid i spat that shit out asap i thought i was drinking my apple juice from a red cup

Yeah i heard it kinda tastes like sheit

It does

OH SHIT THAT REMINDS ME

6:01 PM

i remember like being 4 years old, and my parents would drink right? so they would ask me to take their cans and recycle them and i had a habit of drinking what was left in the can and MIND YOU i thought they were sodas and only thing i remember was my parents yelling at me

Oh Shit

6:02 PM

We're playing traumadump candy salad up in this bitch

If I traumadumped right now you would all send me to the ward

me too

6:02 PM

I remembertraumadumping to my friend and they said Word for Word "You need to go to the mental hospital"

whatever man

LMAOO

6:04 PM

whatsur pinterest

https://www.pinterest.com/StuffyBunhell/

STUFFY

STUFFY (StuffyBunhell) - Profile | Pinterest

STUFFY | my sexy alt: @LIVXBATLAS1968

Thx i need to follow my pinterest friends

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ZiiNNFm43YmXf3wcfI81dCvvCVvGfE_uJifguSiDarw/edit?usp=sharing i think the burner that called out my oomf is gone. and they did the callout as a thread so thats lost media. but extra context oomf was accused of grooming minors into a gore fetish

my opinions on ur humor

MA! MA! Come in here, come in the living room, I finally made it. My screenshot is on a callout doc ma! The last place online, twitter, is where I wanna reveal my age online, but I think it was obvious by now I am a minor and those are my messages. Proof? Proof? Oh wait, you’re just gonna assume...

8:23 PM

this was nerve wracking writing this when i first read the thread but i laughed really hard so this has a playful tone

Im Very Conflicted about something right now

yeah?

?

I need some advice

for wat (edited)

3:00 AM

whatsup

Earlier this week, i made a friend, and for whatever reason, we gelled really fast

3:01 AM

Nothing wrong with a bit of Banter

3:01 AM

But im starting to realize that this person might be a bit Frightening

yeah?

examples?

Hes twenty years old and when i joined his server just now, he was jokingly flirting with a seventeen year old, and i really did not fuck with that

Oh gtoss

grossss

My ex friends r dating. They are 17 and 20

did you tell him your concerns like

I want to give my friend the benefit of the doubt because maybe hes just fucking stupid or something, but i dont think this is an Appropriate Boundary at all

3:03 AM

I told him to stop and he said he would, and he was sorry he was making me uncomfortable

3:03 AM

But i just ... i dont know

did he know they were 17

Yes.

euhhh

If he's sorry that he's making u uncomfortable rather than flirting with a minor at Adult non-teen Age thats uh

Yeah uh thats what im saying

‍

️

I dont know what to fucking do though

3:04 AM

That minor is his best friend

bruh

Oh what the hell

3:05 AM

How long haev they been flirting

Im not sure, because ive just met them

>₍^. .^₎<

How long haev they been flirting

I guess it could be construed as funny, but "i'll send ankle pics at your eighteenth birthday" doesnt sound... right? Thats like, spawn camping

3:07 AM

I feel a little bit ill

YOURE RIGHT

3:09 AM

Do u know anyone else who like. Also thinks its weird

3:09 AM

Bsides us

To be honest with you, my other buddies arent anything but gaming friends

3:11 AM

Im just worried because if, and i hope there isnt, there is something wrong here ... and if i call it out, nothing will come of it because that guy has eighty friends

EEEK

Id say im probably positively acquainted with the teen because we like the same franchise?

3:12 AM

So all ive done so far is tell my "friend" off and offer to watch something with the poor birthday bloke

TGE POOR BIRTHDAY BLOKE

Im wondering if keeping an eye on things would help, or if i should just fuck off

3:13 AM

This is a lot to walk into

I rlly think u should keep an eye on it

3:13 AM

Bc it could easily derail and its good bc u can potentially prevent smthn (edited)

I didnt think that the guy i was fond of who was hitting on me was a potential nonce

3:17 AM

This is the worst tuesday ive ever had

euuughhh ive been there-ish

3:17 AM

im sry bro

Whatd you do?

It's more of like I've looked up to people and befriended them but then they turn out terrible

3:19 AM

I was mutuals wirh a groomer when i was 13 and they drew something for me and kept praising me. Thankfully it didnt go too far with me but like

Eughhhh

Also sometimes i'll grow really fond of someone and then they say something and i feel like they view me negatively and then i feel like Shite

3:20 AM

Not quite the same. But ykno

This is roughly how my weekend went >Me: I Love Your Art! >"Friend": ahauelghuaoegheahgohaeg i adore yours so much lets be best friends >Me: Ok We spend more time together. I think hes nice enough and listen when he gives me his life story. I learn he has bpd. Im like me too

3:21 AM

Now hes attached to me hella

#BPDBros

I was kind of warming up... but now im scared

Ouughhhhhh yeah

>₍^. .^₎<

#BPDBros

I appreciate the bpd solidarity, but opening up with having attachment issues is a bit scary

3:22 AM

All I asked is if he wanted to play minecraft

Oh yeah definitely my bad

Oh not you

3:22 AM

I mean him

Nod nod

#Lovebombing...

Opening up abt something like that is definitely terrifying I agree because ive honestly been there Not with someone like 3 years younger tho

wan

#Lovebombing...

TRUE ....

saba is unwatchable with this design Jesus Christ

ouhh dear

Like couldnt she hire amashiro again ?????

4:09 PM

1million after 2 streams tho thats wild

https://x.com/HANCXCK/status/1939710830364516759

HANCOCK (@HANCXCK)

vtubers if pedophiles didnt exist

My suspicious Friend got nightmares about people leaving them sfter i told them not to talk to teens like that

??!!!!

5:42 AM

ok i get having rsd but also this is abt a bery suspicious agegap

wan

My suspicious Friend got nightmares about people leaving them sfter i told them not to talk to teens like that

5:43 AM

chances of people leaving them will decrease if he simply stops acting weird around teens (edited)

around tees

stopsgdl

me when i see a rather delectable graphic shirt

>₍^. .^₎<

ok i get having rsd but also this is abt a bery suspicious agegap

It could mean nothing but it is a bit suspicious

No yea ure totally right

5:46 AM

Sorry i just cant imagine telling someone 3 yrs younger than me that ill send them ankle pics

Dude it feels so weird to me saying this kind of thing

5:46 AM

Because this person IS three years younger than me

5:46 AM

My ocd is like ... what if IM the freak O_o

No dude

5:47 AM

Ure trying to reason

5:47 AM

Like ok the difference between u and that guy Vs that guy and that minor is that the former is two adults flirting

5:47 AM

theyre both pretty mature enough n stuff

5:48 AM

And u guys met at those ages its fine

Im praying to god that minor and him didnt know each other that long or im gonna be so sad

However this guy knew their friend for idk how long and 3 years is a wiiide age gap when it comes tk minors in relationships

Right?

char this is reminding me of capp Icl

BRO

Out of the loop

guy i met i was 12 and he was 16, and was weirdly affectionate with me (albeit never dated) all the way up till he hit 18

kenneth

char this is reminding me of capp Icl

dude the way you guys interacted back then had my groomer senses tingling

to be fair i did grow a real bad attachment towards him for a while

5:50 AM

️

i agree

Thats still old enough to say "Cool it" or "Fuck off"

>₍^. .^₎<

dude the way you guys interacted back then had my groomer senses tingling

yeah it was genuinely unhealthy on my end too, im glad i could clear it up with him and his girlfriend but yikes man

Dude...

5:51 AM

And he had a girlfriend?

I remember u guys making like constant sexual jokes and i was like Uhh Okay

5:51 AM

Bc i was as young as u were but i still felt weird

he didnt have a gf until we drifted apart

5:52 AM

like i genuinely felt dependent on this older dude for emotional validation it was weird i was weeeiiirddd i even dug up his old youtube channel he never told me about himself

if i may come clean

5:52 AM

i have a habit of doing stuff like that myself

kenneth

like i genuinely felt dependent on this older dude for emotional validation it was weird i was weeeiiirddd i even dug up his old youtube channel he never told me about himself

im just glad younger me didnt let his obsession steer it into something way worse, even if the sexual jokes and affection were weird

oh definitely

Im glad nothing came of it ...

like holdo n

5:53 AM

let me grab his apology

Didnt u say u had kind of an epiphany when i pointed it out. This is the importance of stepping in folks

>₍^. .^₎<

Didnt u say u had kind of an epiphany when i pointed it out. This is the importance of stepping in folks

yeah you asked me how old he was and i just never responded . i was lowk scared

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Man this fucking sucks

5:55 AM

You probably didnt know what boundaries were normal since all that happened to you as a kid, and this stupid teen didnt know the right way to talk to someone younger or how to handle that

5:55 AM

Im glad that he realized what he was doing was wrong

5:55 AM

But still

5:55 AM

I just ...

im glad hes not a YKNOW but its fucked up looking back at it

Im glad he realized how messed up tjat was but he still let it happen as the significantly older person

Hey, he didnt turn out to be a nonce. You turned out better for it, because you learned how dangerous that kind of thing could be and stopped

5:57 AM

Still messed up, but probably the best result that could come from this situation

i rlly dont get why ppl r like this sorry Im like 17 rn (turning 18 in a few) but like my preferred interaction age minimum is 16

>₍^. .^₎<

i rlly dont get why ppl r like this sorry Im like 17 rn (turning 18 in a few) but like my preferred interaction age minimum is 16

same here

I donteven like talking to 15 year olds. Sorry to 15 year olds of the world but i feel weird and awkward

i always joke about being the youngest in friend groups but its because i genuinely dont want to be around a 13 year old online given My Kind of Humor (edited)

Me neither

Also i will say that my humor is pretty sexual (coping mechanism 4 my hypersexuality) and I rlly dont want to talk to a 15 yo like that

5:59 AM

Not to condescend 15 yos bc yeah ofc they also experience sexual thouggts as teens But still (edited)

6:00 AM

I remember befriending this 13 yo on roblox and we started chatting over tiktok and i kind of Ghosted them oops

Sometimes i get kinda uncomfortable because lets be real, most of my fandoms are shared with teens and im ... fine with that as far as fanart and nerd shit goees

6:00 AM

But they get too comfortable and start hitting on me

6:00 AM

And im like bro

6:01 AM

Im 23 years old and autistic

6:01 AM

I dont want to hear any of that shit at me

wan

Hey, he didnt turn out to be a nonce. You turned out better for it, because you learned how dangerous that kind of thing could be and stopped

but yeah i trusted too much and i thought at the time i was kind of doomed to be under power imbalanced relationships for the rest of my life, so i tried shruggingconcerns aside. but im around better people especially those who can point out their concer for me when i dont see it (edited)

2

wan

But they get too comfortable and start hitting on me

Ure like my friend who i just follow around like im a duckling bc I think u're cool asshit. Like u're older than a lot of the ppl i tend to befriend but u dont make me uncomfortable like u actually Know boundaries

1

kenneth

but yeah i trusted too much and i thought at the time i was kind of doomed to be under power imbalanced relationships for the rest of my life, so i tried shruggingconcerns aside. but im around better people especially those who can point out their concer for me when i dont see it (edited)

Im glad you and char met! You take great care for the other l:

wan

Im glad you and char met! You take great care for the other l:

we've been pals for 8 years for a reason Lol

his stepmom actually tried to tear us apart for a bit LOL

YEAH

6:03 AM

there were lengthy periods of time where we just werent able to talk

6:03 AM

but the power of the internet and keeping contact somewhat

6:04 AM

I remember back in early years of hs ur mom texted my number bc apparently u mentioned me in a notebook thing and wanted for us to meet again

kenneth

but yeah i trusted too much and i thought at the time i was kind of doomed to be under power imbalanced relationships for the rest of my life, so i tried shruggingconcerns aside. but im around better people especially those who can point out their concer for me when i dont see it (edited)

i dont knowhow else to explain it but u know how victims r most likely to be revictimized yeah i fell into that pattern for a looong while

I feel that

>₍^. .^₎<

I remember back in early years of hs ur mom texted my number bc apparently u mentioned me in a notebook thing and wanted for us to meet again

Thats so movie sweet

We never rlly got to meet again until like. Earlier this year LOL

6:05 AM

Like irl

6:05 AM

Literaly before that the last time we met irl was in. 2018?

For real? It sounds like you two used to be neighbors

6:06 AM

Did you move back to the same city

Ohhh no we werent we were just family friends lol

i stayed in the philippines for a year once i think i told u that

Yah

Oh!

He keeps fuckin moving bro

im glad i dont have to move states like years ago bc of my exabuser

From the day we've met ive stayed in the same house all theoughout LOL

now i just move areas

Well if we're talking about vulnerabilities

6:08 AM

#latenighttraumadumpcandysalad

6:09 AM

Hope u dont mind bc ive actually been feeling kinda unwell lately and i wanna express it too

idm

Yeah, i dont mind either, sounds like youve been thinking about something for awhile

Now for a long time ive always thought that yeah I have mega mood swings and i have a chronic fear of abandonment but i dont typically experience people obsessions. My ass was so fucking wrong. This year i kinda feel more. Self-aware now and the more i realize the more i feel like shite because erm. I realize i kinda shape myself from other people Way Way more than i should

6:12 AM

If that makes sense

6:13 AM

Do u guys remember when i talked abour how someone was vaguing me. What if i told you i was fixated on that person and I got really fucking upset over that one post and freaked out and isolated myself from them for a few days

6:13 AM

We're friends btw

>₍^. .^₎<

Now for a long time ive always thought that yeah I have mega mood swings and i have a chronic fear of abandonment but i dont typically experience people obsessions. My ass was so fucking wrong. This year i kinda feel more. Self-aware now and the more i realize the more i feel like shite because erm. I realize i kinda shape myself from other people Way Way more than i should

dude i understand. theres always a chunk of me that wants to satisfy my friends as much as i can. hell i got into a crisis because i emotionally depended on the wrong person this year

1

For what it's worth, if you're the type who tried to satisfy and placate others instead of having a normal childhood, it's normal to not know who you are and rely on others

6:15 AM

It's also normal to not have a defined sense of self yet, but you can change that

(@ den) NO ME TOO.Dude i was defending rhe yume label bc a lot of my friends used it and i really didnt want them to be upset or feel bad. I still think its not a serious discourse but also i realize how ridiculous i sounded and i probably sounded like a meatrider (edited)

1

thankfully i do snap out of trying to please others when it conflicts with my morals (i.e connor trying to detrans me or a whole nother can of worms i dont think i can talk about here)

Dude unfortunately i am a mega people pleaser sometimes

6:17 AM

People pleasing final boss

kenneth

thankfully i do snap out of trying to please others when it conflicts with my morals (i.e connor trying to detrans me or a whole nother can of worms i dont think i can talk about here)

i seriously gave the wrong person so many chances because he kept venting his misery to me

Rsd doesnt help ... sigh

6:18 AM

Like i realize i often cant form opinions by myself. I constantly rely on my friends talking about it and then i absorb what they're saying as part of me

kenneth

i seriously gave the wrong person so many chances because he kept venting his misery to me

BRO ...

kenneth

i seriously gave the wrong person so many chances because he kept venting his misery to me

Ugh, that sucks

I just want the ppl i care abt to like me and be happy with me but also i end up making other ppl upset at me and then i feel bad

I feel like ive been both people in this scenario

oh yeah

Me

U Susceptible to loudest opinion

YEAH

6:21 AM

I'm easily swayed

me with abn, he was like obsessed with me in a way i wouldve been obsessed with another person had they wronged me, but the way he took it i havent even done

No yeah i get having attachment issues but he really was imagining something that wasnt there

Lowkey this abn guy is just a shitty person. Big difference between thoughts and actions

6:22 AM

Like I also get obsessed with ppl who treated me like shit. Unfortunatelt i still think abt my ex friends even though we cut each other off like beginning of the uear

2

6:23 AM

But while I do get tempted to do things, i never rlly go thru bc i dont want to stir up more trouble than its worth

6:23 AM

Plus I believe in karma

6:23 AM

They're going to face the consequences for their shit attitudes

i think of doing something ridiculous and hten i get hit with the thought "thats actually fucking cringe"

YEHA

6:24 AM

I'll admit I wrote an entire fake callout document. Not one I'll ever release its just so i can get the joy of writing out the bad shit they've done and acting like im telling people about it (edited)

Some of my ex friends were the type to look for the worst spaces ever to write callout docs

6:24 AM

Nothing they did was really wrong

6:25 AM

I kinda hated it though cuz they didnt really care about helping victims, just jumping people

6:25 AM

And they brought that kind of energy into every minor conflict

YEAH ... im never a huge fan of when the victim Who Needs Help gets pushed aside so ppl can shit on others For brownie points

6:27 AM

Imagine getting assaulted and telling ppl about it but instead of treating you medically and emotionally n all that they all push you aside to jump someone . Not that its a bad thing for harmers to be harmed back but like Guys think abt the affected too (edited)

Ill never forget the day a friend group i had imploded because my partner and group leader at the time was outed as abusive when i told one person

?!???

Not only did they confront that person without me, they turned on me too for letting my partner manipulate them and ditched

WHAT

6:30 AM

THATS GENUINELY BANANAS

6:31 AM

MAN THEY RLLY WERE JUST OUTING THEM FOR THE HELL OF IT AND NOT BC YOU WERE HURT

That was the day i realized no one gaf about me

Bro I gaf u're like a friendly uncle

the unc

Unc status

Me in 15 days

6:32 AM

What u want for ur birthday ?

allll i want for christmassss

6:32 AM

isss

6:32 AM

um

mail him bombs

6:32 AM

pls

Ok, if thats What he Wants

Ummm

my birthday is on

6:33 AM

october 30th

6:34 AM

i would like talasuke to be real

6:34 AM

thank you

Almost halloween! Thats a good birthday

Btw good news Den my stepmom likely wont be around much during my bday celebration bc she's starting a j*b on that exact day

(edited)

2

>₍^. .^₎<

Btw good news Den my stepmom likely wont be around much during my bday celebration bc she's starting a j*b on that exact day

(edited)

HOORAY

Char and is birthdays r just a week apart

Oh Shit ?!?!

when is yours van

July 25th

kenneth

october 30th

Btw fun fact u share a birthday with one of my ex friends and i remember u mentioning having a roblox selfship wedding on ur bday and my ex friends also had plans and i thought i would have to go back and forth in intervals like a comical cartoon plot

6:36 AM

I didnt register What u said as a joke

i will marry n harm,onia on roblox on this birthday #trust

6:37 AM

my 18th too

OK!!!

wait

6:37 AM

i wont be a minor anymore

6:37 AM

NO

yeah thats what i keep thinking about

PLEASE

6:37 AM

IM AN ADULT MINOR

6:37 AM

TURN BACK THE CLOCK

6:37 AM

BIG TIME IS BEHIND ALL THIS

What do u do when u age past ur yumes

On one paw i can finally let ppl onto my secret blog but also Pls this doesnt feel right

Do u make them grow up too or what

thankfully n's like 20ish i dont have to think about that fora while

Uhh if the f/os r minors i would turn th s/i into an oc

my wife is late 20s (edited)

Mine is in his late 30s. Im set for a long time i think

i thought id be a teenager for much longer wtf is this

Sorry did i say his

6:39 AM

Shes bigender

2

Technically ure still a teen til ure 20. U just cant rlly say ure a kid anymore (edited)

wan

Shes bigender

#REAL

#NotGay

Beating the fagllegations

I have bpd so it works out cuz id only like them half the time anyways

HGEKPP

6:40 AM

WHO UP #SPLITTING ON THEIR F/Os

>₍^. .^₎<

WHO UP #SPLITTING ON THEIR F/Os

my oc x canon:

1

Its like playing house with divorce and suicide threats

TRUE ..!

6:42 AM

Thank u guys for being there 4 me

✨

1

No problem

6:43 AM

Now that i know your susceptible to opinions, i can spread my cause

Heh..ok!!!

SOCIETY WANTS U TO THINK ITS NOT OK TO PISS IN THE SINK BUT LETS U SINK IN THE PISS

️ SOCIETY WANTS U TO THINK ITS NOT OK TO PISS IN THE SINK BUT LETS U SINK IN THE PISS

️

1

Wow.....i believe that. #felt

i believe its not okay to do either

This.. this is deep..

deep like how he sunk in the piss

yes

6:45 AM

urine it now

U have giot to be kidney with thsse puns

6:46 AM

Ok... kill me now

wan

Ok... kill me now

boooooooooooo tomato tomato

U could say im a Pee Wiz

this is why i waterboardedyou in minecraft

Thank u for letting me go scott free

6:47 AM

I'll rate u... 4.8 stars

Soon the curse of the pharoah will spread to ure urethra

bladder baddies

wan

Soon the curse of the pharoah will spread to ure urethra

im pissing sand

YES TF WE DO HOPSCOTCH RING AROUND THE ROSIE DUCK DUCK GOOSE FOUR SQUARE MONKEY IN THE MIDDLE JUMPROPE TETHERBALL

5:08 PM

FUCKING

5:08 PM

DODGEBALL

squid games version of monkey in the middle would go hard

@>₍^. .^₎< sudden telehealth session and my new psychologist is suspecting me of bpd . i might be in the club bro

10:59 PM

he caught wind of my shitty suicide attempt and could sniff out the borderline particles im actually cooked LOLL

kenneth

@>₍^. .^₎< sudden telehealth session and my new psychologist is suspecting me of bpd . i might be in the club bro

Did u talk abt it to him or did he just bring it up randomly

>₍^. .^₎<

Did u talk abt it to him or did he just bring it up randomly

i was going over my issues with him i think the suicide attempt was enough for him to suspect bpd for some reason?

Like did you explicitly say "i probably have bpd or whatever" or was he like "you might have bpd"

the latter

11:42 PM

he brought up something along the lines of "attention seeking behavior" but he clarified to me it didnt mean i was bad or anything

Oh wow

11:43 PM

Yeah bro have fun wirh that LMAO

11:43 PM

im scared of a professional borderline diagnosis bc it can hinder u from jobs

Fuck

Self harm apparently does too Im cooked as hell

11:44 PM

Thats why i dont talk abt my attempts to my psychologists

>₍^. .^₎<

im scared of a professional borderline diagnosis bc it can hinder u from jobs

IT DOES???????????????????? Ok it’s over for me

omg why does half the server have bpd

11:45 PM

Tbh im also suspecting npd but i dont want to worry abt that rn

3 ounce orange 7 soda

IT DOES???????????????????? Ok it’s over for me

omg im saved from a j*b

Also i RLLY dont want to look like that person who collects disorders like yugioh cards

kenneth

omg why does half the server have bpd

me who's just learning bpd

>₍^. .^₎<

Also i RLLY dont want to look like that person who collects disorders like yugioh cards

i summon schizoid personality disorder how do you counter

Bro

11:47 PM

No bc i used to suspect i had schizophrenia

is anyone like doing anything in the background in this vc

kenneth

omg im saved from a j*b

True……

>₍^. .^₎<

No bc i used to suspect i had schizophrenia

schizoid isnt schizophrenia Char

I know. I never said they were the same (edited)

11:48 PM

I took Abnormal Psychology

do they have freak psychology

98 percent sure I have it since a bunch of my relatives are diagnosed and but I will never get diagnosed Never Ever Evr Rvr I would rather DIE I need a JOOOB

im just bringing it up because they are similar

i love doing this by the way

3 ounce orange 7 soda

98 percent sure I have it since a bunch of my relatives are diagnosed and but I will never get diagnosed Never Ever Evr Rvr I would rather DIE I need a JOOOB

brah my mom have bpd

SHE DOES??

Ya

MINE TOO

Like is she professiobally diagnosed with it

yea :SOB:

Bro

11:52 PM

I dont know any of my family history of anyrhinf besides my dad was diagnosed with depression back then bc they dont gaf abt anyones mental health

11:53 PM

Like no wonder why i act the way i do No one gaf

11:53 PM

One thing i know is that my dad has anger issues and unfortunately i do too

11:58 PM

Like i get unreasonably really irritated when i feel like ppl are treating me like im stupid bc that means im inferior

11:59 PM

Also when i feel like i get ignored and unwanted And this isnt like a "multiple times i snap" thing (alrhough it could be the case sometimes) it could happen Once and i get rlly rlly fucking mad

12:00 AM

Especially when i feel like ppl prefer other ppl than me

>₍^. .^₎<

Especially when i feel like ppl prefer other ppl than me

i get this ngl

#emotionalinstability

when i was still w doc i feared he preferred hanging out with his bff more than me well

Ahen i was in my ex friend group they would constantly ping someone to join but never me

12:01 AM

I love being pinged and spammed

12:02 AM

I literally had a breakdown everytime they wouldnt invite me to join it was actually hell

Im having a Miniature Mental Breakdown right now because the server im in is full of suspiciously wealthy airplane furries and i didnt even realize

wan

Im having a Miniature Mental Breakdown right now because the server im in is full of suspiciously wealthy airplane furries and i didnt even realize

WHAT

12:18 AM

if one of them work for Lockheed Martin u gotta dip bro

wan

Im having a Miniature Mental Breakdown right now because the server im in is full of suspiciously wealthy airplane furries and i didnt even realize

wait

12:19 AM

theyre into

12:19 AM

anthro planes?

Yeah. What the fuck?

searching anthro planes up rn

Wait whats weong with it

12:19 AM

Ive seen anthro planes before

No... theres nothing wrong with it. I just didnt expect it

12:20 AM

Theyre so muscular?

kenneth

searching anthro planes up rn

yo i'll never look at jetblue airways the same again

12:21 AM

I JJUSTSAW ANTHJRO PLANE 9/11 ART

12:21 AM

IM FUCKING CRYING

LMFOAO

12:23 AM

This is kinda funny actually

:3

Hes so kawaii :)

are there kemono aeromorphs hold on

Lowkey i think airplanes are cute

I think airplanes are cuter as is T_T

12:31 AM

I dont like it when they get eyes and things like that...

Is anyone else here #objectum

I like aeroplanes

>₍^. .^₎<

Is anyone else here #objectum

no but i used to get a lot of objectum people on my timeline because im into vintage computers

stuff

is this what you both mean

no

12:34 AM

its attraction to inanimate objects

12:34 AM

in any form

12:34 AM

familial platonic romantic etc

You learn something new everyday

lava lamps are hot in more ways than one

theyre very #girl

kenneth

no but i used to get a lot of objectum people on my timeline because im into vintage computers

do you fw a macintosh 128k

stuff

theyre very #girl

Are they femme4butch

netrunner from the year 2077

do you fw a macintosh 128k

yeeesss

12:37 AM

do you know what my username is based off of

12:37 AM

(denkenbak)

not quite

1st computer!!!

acthualyl

12:38 AM

first commercially sold personal computer

thought it was some japanese thing or something not sure how

kenbak-1

das ist very kuul yes yes

12:38 AM

apparently vintage macs used motorola processors

‍

(edited)

12:38 AM

yes anything but intel until 2006 (edited)

xerox alto :D

I think when it came to personal computing I would know most about apple stuff

12:40 AM

I even have matching cards I bought from the apple visitor center in cupertino last week lolz

admittedly dont know a lot about apple stuff, a lot of my knowledge about computer history has to do with the ancient stuff i.e. analytical engine

12:41 AM

by the way i can see you type on stream LOL

I think it's fascinating to see how we brought everything down to a very small formfactor

12:41 AM

lmao

12:41 AM

probably will get back to pizza tower eventually

netrunner from the year 2077

I think it's fascinating to see how we brought everything down to a very small formfactor

yea how it was all very v veeryy big and we just squeezed it down into a box

#advancement

i saw a demo of the ibm 1401 last year

>₍^. .^₎<

#advancement

a lot in the fab process has changed as well

semiconductor development?

I wish the visitor center had some sort of classic macintosh

kenneth

semiconductor development?

yes

haha holy shit i had to do a slideshow presentation on that for my final

well I was going to mention mass production but that doesn't really matter

kenneth

haha holy shit i had to do a slideshow presentation on that for my final

holy shit I wanna see

12:43 AM

I'm overly obsessed with computers

its so ass not gonna l ie

I took AP computer science A just recently

ihad to do a group presentation abt the history of the internet once

netrunner from the year 2077

I took AP computer science A just recently

ME TOO

>₍^. .^₎<

ihad to do a group presentation abt the history of the internet once

arpanet

arpanet mention

lowkey java sucks but it was fun learning something new

2

i dont thinkk i can access the slide rn my school google acc is locked

darn

Im scared abt havinf to learn java Gulps

I was going to use gradle for making java projects but that was such a hellhole

know too much abt java but dont know how to mod minecraft rip

netrunner from the year 2077

I was going to use gradle for making java projects but that was such a hellhole

gradle made me cry

I wanted to make a minecraft plugin for my friends

i tried making my own build tools with batch files believe it or not

12:45 AM

LOL

lol

12:45 AM

I also wanted to explore swift on the side

i have advanced studies for senior year

https://www.swift.org

Swift.org

Swift is a general-purpose programming language built using a modern approach to safety, performance, and software design patterns.

like advanced studies cs

other than that I main pretty heavily on javascript and lua

van knows python but i assume his computer science hw gives him headaches

python is okayish

i scripted with lua months back for figura mod

just don't know what to use it for

kenneth

i scripted with lua months back for figura mod

try using it for roblox studio lmao

netrunner from the year 2077

python is okayish

i guess for prototyping stuff idk, when i think of python i think of the fact it has a shit ton of libraries

true

allmy python knowledge comes form ren'py

I honestly will look into some niche languages like swift, just because it has hidden potential

I use python for stats programs and data mining in my work O_o

i tried learning scheme (lisp dialect) too

I have an oomf who knows C# and its a similar deal with java but like

kenneth

i tried learning scheme (lisp dialect) too

(Tried going through SICP before getting sidetracked award)

I just don't know where to start if I want to make any sort of project

C# and lua for modding ❤️

lua❤️

netrunner from the year 2077

I have an oomf who knows C# and its a similar deal with java but like

he's thunder in dynabroth btw lol

netrunner from the year 2077

I have an oomf who knows C# and its a similar deal with java but like

i might have to learn c# for TSA competition stuff thhis school year

12:49 AM

specifically gamedev

I wanna learn swift because its gaining momentum and it reportedly has the best resource footprint efficiency

i have like a bajillion rpgmaker games but hardly touch any bc i dont have any ideas

kenneth

specifically gamedev

what are you strictly confined to unity engine?

some of rpgmakers r code-free though

netrunner from the year 2077

what are you strictly confined to unity engine?

i have never done unity dev prior to this its gonna be one hell of a learning experience, plus ill have to work with a tema

12:50 AM

team

oh you'll do just fine

Have any of u played Until Then

just keep trying man that's really what you need to do

>₍^. .^₎<

Have any of u played Until Then

havent but isnt that the game set in the philippines

yea

i know python from my GATE program ❤️

12:50 AM

i tried messing around w pygame once

Tbh my highschool was so nothingburger

12:50 AM

Didnt even have a god dam theater program

I took an intro to computer science which is how I learned a bit of python

12:51 AM

I'm moving onto AP computer science principles now

I didnt even know they had an AP compsci course no 1 told me abt that shit

dont know if i want to work as an artist or a programmer or go the extra hard route (indie gamedev)

i wanna be a sprite animator

12:52 AM

Aesprite here i com e

ohh i see ur screen pix lol

?

12:52 AM

Oh

we're both in call

I know that.

I had a 160 point project in my freshman year on a student manager project

I forgot hewas streaming i thouggt you were saying youve seen my pixel art

it is rather long if you ask me

netrunner from the year 2077

it is rather long if you ask me

sighhhhh i remember in my apcsa test one of my white friends literally left the room sweating and all pink

12:54 AM

like

12:54 AM

he was a tomato

12:54 AM

he was so locked in

wow okay it wasn't THAT bad bruh

12:54 AM

legit took it so light and still had way too much spare time

admittedly i was a tad bit frustrated i had to essentially compute in my brain for the questions

yeahh I'm still waiting on those scores right now

12:55 AM

college board if you are hearing this please hurry the fuck up

i want to blow up collegeboard i have a love hate relationship with AP

this was my first shot with AP aside from AP physics in the same year but yeah

i took apush

‍

️

me too

12:56 AM

heimler chan! haaaaaaaaaaaiiiii! nani ga suki?

One of my clasmates had a crush on heimler

kenneth

heimler chan! haaaaaaaaaaaiiiii! nani ga suki?

Shut the fuck up

I should have taken AP US history but at the same time though I don't want to run out of other things I want to do in high school

12:57 AM

so I just elected to do high school level courses for those in summer school

apush made me feel like that one image

12:58 AM

ofthe guy not locking in at school vs locking in at video games (edited)

wow guys its rainign

Been looking at npd spaces

4:33 PM

Im not self dxing rn i dont feel like it i still have a long way to go

>₍^. .^₎<

Im not self dxing rn i dont feel like it i still have a long way to go

valid

Ilearned what Narcissistic Supply is and Covert Narcissism

4:33 PM

And um

4:33 PM

Um um um um

what are those

Narcissistic supply is basically praise that pwnpd crave to mantain their self esteem

groundbreaking discoveries are being made in fuucord

And Covert Narcissism is a type of npd thats more introverted and hides their more provlematic traits

stuff

groundbreaking discoveries are being made in fuucord

Gulps

I genuinely thought there was only one type of narc

this reminds me when i learned what quiet bpd was and started profusely sweating

you learn something new every day

kenneth

this reminds me when i learned what quiet bpd was and started profusely sweating

Oh i experience petulant LMAO

kenneth

this reminds me when i learned what quiet bpd was and started profusely sweating

learning what fawning is

Ive always told ppl when im venting that my self worth is Highly reliant on what ppl say about me like i need praise from others to feel good abt myself

sometimnes when im bored i look at a roblox character and decided if they have derealization-depersonalization

THATS REAL OF U

builderman does 100%

Also im extremely sensitive to criticism (i dont like to admit that bc thats kinda stupid). I get pissed off a little more often than i want when ppl tell me thing s

4:39 PM

I just dont show it that often becauz i dknt want to cause issues

>₍^. .^₎<

I just dont show it that often becauz i dknt want to cause issues

reaal

I think I'm sensitive to criticism depending on how it would be projected, if you're just gonna straight up insult me then yeah I will not be as forgiving so I try to seek constructive criticism instead

4:43 PM

because not everyone is gonna like what I do and that's fine, but I'm always looking on how to do something better rather than just be in this fixed position and refuse to change at all

oh yeah definitely

4:43 PM

i dont like it when icfeel like im being condescended or made fun of

yeah that's gonna set me off

I dont like being made fun of for not knowing something

sometimes people don't realize I don't like it so I try to talk it out instead so the topic has a happy ending

>₍^. .^₎<

I dont like being made fun of for not knowing something

definitely same (edited)

I get annoyed when ppl correct me on thinfs i already know

mansplaining

>₍^. .^₎<

I get annoyed when ppl correct me on thinfs i already know

This happens A Lot btw

in another perspective sometimes other people don't know you know so I try to be forgiving and explain that I already know without getting annoyed

4:46 PM

I'm annoyed on the inside and that's fine I just don't take it out on other people

yes i am aware of that

4:46 PM

i dont take it out on people but i probably come off as passive aggressive sumtimes

well that's just feelings in general, I wish there were some feelings I never had

exactly

4:48 PM

thoughts arent controllable

4:48 PM

thought crimes dont exist. its how you act that matters

I hate getting mad at people, but yet when people DON'T FUCKING LISTEN I... yeah even the thought of it just sets me off a bit

i also hate getting mad at people but unfortunately my dad gave me anger issues

4:49 PM

its not overt though i tend to just ruminate on it

4:49 PM

communication is importamt

2

true...

TGE EMOTES??!!

4:50 PM

true...

>₍^. .^₎<

TGE EMOTES??!!

I just spam uploaded them in a dump server

4:51 PM

lol

i very hardly get nitro but i

emote servers

>₍^. .^₎<

communication is importamt

anyways what I must say about this is that's what I've feel like I pressed my friends on hard enough, I've had problems before where I'll just get mad because I think they're doing something my mind makes up that they're really not

no literally my ex friends refused to communicate with me so i had a breakdown in someones dms #lol

sometimes I'll think my friends are slowly turning against me when they behave a different way from before

4:54 PM

or sometimes I think they're losing interest

4:54 PM

god that feeling is really hard to control

netrunner from the year 2077

or sometimes I think they're losing interest

ME

because I got so comfortable with the attention my friends give me that once they start finding interest in other things its like I'm becoming less relevant to them

I GET SO FRUSTRATEDWHEN I FEEL LIKE PPL DONT LIKE ME ANYMORE

the keyword is "I feel like"

ya

because I see something that's like

4:55 PM

just not as interested

4:56 PM

but like they're playing Roblox or something on their status and I can see them playing with friends

4:56 PM

so it's obviously not that you're not interested in playng roblox but you're unfairly biased towards me

YEAH i also think that

that just hurts a lot when I see it, and actions usually speak louder than words when I have to call it out

4:57 PM

I am one of those people who won't hesitate to speak up when I see something off

tagts good Tbh

4:58 PM

Rather than just letting it sit and get worse

that's true but sometimes I get the wrong idea

4:59 PM

at least when I was starting to get comfortable with speaking up I did have the wrong idea (edited)

5:00 PM

and I think before I feel like I might have been too selfish with attention that I tried to put it into a even playing field that like I would like more of a balance

5:00 PM

not too much but definitely not too little either

netrunner from the year 2077

the keyword is "I feel like"

my point to that was more about how I had a bunch of thoughts in my mind that something was going on and I theorized a lot but it turns out I'm wrong

#paranoia

so like I feel like this is happening where people don't like me any more but instead we spend too much time and they wanna do other things too

>₍^. .^₎<

#paranoia

basically that yeah lmao

5:04 PM

another thing I hate is that I have one friend who like constantly shifts games all the time

5:06 PM

I asked them to get on satisfactory but they want to play frostpunk (singleplayer only woohoo) I asked them to get on space engineers but they want to play terratech (another game to buy woohoo) I asked them to get on minecraft but they want to play (I can go on probably)

5:06 PM

like I BOUGHT THESE GAMES BECAUSE YOU WANTED ME TO PLAY THEM WITH YOU, now you're just going to turn me away on them?? (edited)

5:07 PM

sorry my point is these were games that I bought to play with them and they're just not interested anymore and it annoys the living shit out of me

Thats so real actually tbh i get this

like money doesn't grow on trees bro, I had to do things to be able to get my hands on all of these games and now it feels like I'm just wasting money to go on a wild goose chase to play a fucking game with them

Whenever friends shift fixations quickly i feel so out of the loop sometimes

lowkey can I actually just play one game we already own

My bugsnax hyperfixation has been going on for like. Almosg 3 years

5:09 PM

I respectpeople who switch fixations weekly bc good god damn

I have a hyperfixation to satisfactory and fortnite although I haven't played in a while until recently

>₍^. .^₎<

My bugsnax hyperfixation has been going on for like. Almosg 3 years

I've been hyperfixated on my selfship for 2 years while i see my friends switch f/o fixations monthly

netrunner from the year 2077

I have a hyperfixation to satisfactory and fortnite although I haven't played in a while until recently

OHH fun

so happy to see my irl and online oomf trauma bond together

OH THATSYOUR IRL??

surprise surpirse

woaw ...... fun

yea I knew stuff for like 6 years now holyshit

I've known den for 8 ...

5:12 PM

Longtimes irls gamg

I kinda wanted to be in this server mainly for the minecraft shit but I vibe with it a lot now

Out of curiosity how old r u two (you dont have to respond)

netrunner from the year 2077

I kinda wanted to be in this server mainly for the minecraft shit but I vibe with it a lot now

REAL

I'm 16, not really concerned since like I trust you all as much as stuff would

Ohhh okay nods

5:13 PM

Im thrning 18 in like 14 days (edited)

5:13 PM

Gulp .......

I like how both of you are irls and then me and stuff are irls its like irls on irls bridged online kinda idk

TRUE

are there any games you play besides probably minecraft and roblox lol

Ill give u my steam if u want! In terms of multiplayer ive started ror2 recently, i also have content warning but i havent quite had a group to play with before so i only touched it Once

5:16 PM

Im considering getting repo

I would get more co-op games if they didn't die down trend wise within 3 months

https://steamcommunity.com/id/chorble/

Steam Community :: char

snorpy's silly spouse ❤️ ːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerːːBungerː

netrunner from the year 2077

I would get more co-op games if they didn't die down trend wise within 3 months

true ....

cos when it becomes less trendy less people wanna play

5:17 PM

oh cool you play deltarune

YEAH

>₍^. .^₎<

Out of curiosity how old r u two (you dont have to respond)

16

nodss

lmao since you know we're irls now did you know we have a major height difference it's probably like

this big

5:19 PM

tall giraffe vs short bunny

5:20 PM

people would call me a basketball player but like I tried playing basketball and I'm just not much into it

Who is who

5:20 PM

OH

5:20 PM

LMAO

5:20 PM

How tall are you?

uhh 6 foot something

JESUS

still have to double check now because its been a while

im 5'4"

im 5'5

5:21 PM

im like

5:21 PM

one inch taller than char

5:21 PM

(and van)

5:21 PM

but dont tell van i said that

5:22 PM

OMGF

Brah what did you say

VAN HEIGHTLINKED?!!!

5:22 PM

unc is 5'4

heightbonded

5:22 PM

Plus we bothhave july birthdays

i hope inherit my bio dad's height

Everyone in my family is pretty tall for east to southeast asians

5:23 PM

Theyre from 5'8ish to 6'0"

5:23 PM

Guess u could say i got the short end of the helix

Im taller than most of my family other than the Guys

just for the record

5:24 PM

lmao

Im the shortest dude in my family but also the oldest of my siblings

netrunner from the year 2077

just for the record

Brothers head is hidden by the doorframe

netrunner from the year 2077

just for the record

U're like a titan bro

wan

Brothers head is hidden by the doorframe

NO I THINK I NEARLY HIT MY HEAD ON ONE WHILE I WAS THERE

Fucking hell

5:26 PM

So are you saying their doorframes are shorter than the ones at your house or what

5:26 PM

Thats insane

uhmm good question they might be

5:27 PM

what's funny is I surprised everyone by using my long ass legs to hop over the dog gate since I guess everyone has to take it down to get between rooms

netrunner from the year 2077

just for the record

Stuff house reveal

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

I is slenderman

wan

Stuff house reveal

that is correct his house is covered in tons of moss

5:29 PM

@stuff I don't feel comfortable talking about you while you aren't here come in and join the party bruv

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

killing myself

we might be doing something 4th of july, I'm too excited

5:31 PM

yesterday lit off a handful of fireworks, I really like the cannons

5:32 PM

I would have done it tonight but work is calling for a closing shift RageFUUUU

Hope everyone sparkles on for 4th of july ^_^

hope everyone loses their fingers

5:35 PM

insert susie laugh here

WTF

isnt it like a saying of the opposite to not lose your fingers on the 4th?

5:37 PM

its reverse psychology

5:37 PM

you BETTER not

but uhh btw im 4'6 irl

3

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I thought you were taller

5:39 PM

do you just lose inches every year

stuff

but uhh btw im 4'6 irl

dont sad react my height

you can't tell me what to do

tcoaal on brazil news ts is frying me

opening twitter seeing tcoaal onthe news make me tear up

3 ounce orange 7 soda

opening twitter seeing tcoaal onthe news make me tear up

lets all kill ourselves

we need to go back in time and shoot the developer of tgat game in the head before they opened rpg maker

its sad because no good noelle seems cute wtf nemlei

kenneth

lets all kill ourselves

they just have the same fucking art style

6:06 PM

sorry i mean same face

i know given thats nemlei's artstyle

feeling extra irritated than normal if my mom doesnt hand me my new meds this instant.................

9:40 PM

i shoulnt have tried kms i have a camera in my room and i dont have access to my own medication Bruh

Wait, really? When was this? What happened?

april around the time i broke up with doc

9:44 PM

ngl that psychologist clocked me

That blows chunks...

bro speaking minecraft slang

What can i say? Minecraft adds inches to my brain

9:45 PM

Can you ask your mom to get you meds in the one a day blister packs

no im not allowed to touch my medication unless given to me i assume to prevent overdosing

Well, I hope she remembers

9:47 PM

It sounds a little embarrassing to have to get watched like a dog to see if youve eaten your meds, but at least she cares for your sake

yea i can give her credit for that

Whats it like? Being on meds, i mean

9:49 PM

I have an Appointment in a couple weeks and i worry about if i start those

9:50 PM

Do you feeeel... different?

wan

Do you feeeel... different?

a lot different

9:52 PM

i dont really cry as much as i used to before taking meds

9:52 PM

nor have suicidal thoughts

9:52 PM

but i have to work twice as hard to feel happy honestly (edited)

when i was on lexapro i noticed that my brain focused on what made me happy the most and like ouh

9:54 PM

Like i legit couldnt stop thinking about my fucking selfship i got ship zoomies

9:54 PM

I was infodumping like ive never infodumped before

So bpd meds even you out and depression meds can make you think about your hyperfixations

9:55 PM

That doesnt sound too bad, really

Imagine knowing me while i was on lexapro

9:56 PM

I wouldve gotten hella bugsnax lore :P

snorble lore mostly tbhhh .....

WTF... Love ❤️

1

9:58 PM

Im not too used to talking to doctors about whats wrong. My brain kinda goes Empty. How would u start explaining?

9:58 PM

Is ther an easy way?

I just have them ask questions first tbh

9:58 PM

I also struggle with that

9:59 PM

Like more specific questions

Lowkey theres alot going on but i try not to think about it cuz i have a job rn

10:01 PM

#Dementia

10:02 PM

I legit cant talk about things that upset me without losing my gourd and i dont wanna get locked up if i start visibly reacting

Me when i write interview questions for myself and write bullet points in a scientific fashion

10:11 PM

#Autism

the guilt of not having a part time is catching up to me

Dont worry about it bro

10:35 PM

Its hard to get apps accepted

wan

Its hard to get apps accepted

trolling my mom by acting shocked everytime i get rejected every interview

I believe in you!!! :P

10:39 PM

It took me like, fifty rejections before i could get my first job...

10:39 PM

It helps a bunch if you go to shops with hiring signs in the front and ask to see their manager for an interview

1

kenneth

the guilt of not having a part time is catching up to me

lowkey

Sites like linkedin are pretty much bogus 'cuz they use ai to filter candidates

i swear its probably just me, but van isnt wrong start small

10:41 PM

apply to local places, if you know anyone who works ask them if they can get you a job

Yeah! Talk to the people straight up!

10:42 PM

Nothing is more disappointing than pasting your cv for the millionth time and waiting for that confirmation

ok thank you guys!!!!!!!

10:42 PM

U got this #Money

seeing people hate on something you love with all your heart is like getting shot 3 trillon times that and switching up on it like DEAR GODDDDDDDDDDD

5:53 AM

im going to DIE

5:54 AM

“my fandom is dead :(“ that’s a blessing in disguise you wouldnt get it

5:55 AM

I want all my fandoms dead for 12 years I want there to be 5 fans including me I want peace and quiet

5:55 AM

Twitter makes me evilsorry ok im DYING!

moutwsahing

5:58 AM

Theres so much hate now from the ppl who used to be totally obsessed with it from all their hearts

5:58 AM

Or were dudes just into it cuz it was popular at the time?

wan

moutwsahing

how it feels to be insanely autistic about something people fucking HATE

wan

Theres so much hate now from the ppl who used to be totally obsessed with it from all their hearts

dude it makes me so upset because why am III responsible for what other people in this fandom do

6:05 AM

6:06 AM

now it’s “slop” or wtv because people are so fkn tiktok brain (edited)

Ppl will literally just believe the loudest ragebait take if its said enough

“horrorslop” AHHHH AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHV IM TEARING MY SKIN OFF AHHHHHHHHHH

when people started trying to call out the devs i started losing my mind

DEADASS MAN

6:09 AM

“the devs are so spineless!” they already made the statement regarding harassment what, what else do you want them to do

like okay so once people start making jokes and making good aus we’re not taking it seriously but when people do take it seriously or show the traumatic parts of the game then it’s going to far or they complain about how it makes them uncomfortable OKAY BRO

Hey dudes... Im totally not into mouthwashing anymore. I think its total walking sim fix the generator low poly playstation slop

anonymous asexual

like okay so once people start making jokes and making good aus we’re not taking it seriously but when people do take it seriously or show the traumatic parts of the game then it’s going to far or they complain about how it makes them uncomfortable OKAY BRO

Me when the horror game has horror in it

3 ounce orange 7 soda

“the devs are so spineless!” they already made the statement regarding harassment what, what else do you want them to do

people when game devs don’t wanna spend hours policing randoms on twitter because we all know how well that’s gone in the past

anonymous asexual

people when game devs don’t wanna spend hours policing randoms on twitter because we all know how well that’s gone in the past

kept seeing people complain that the devs weren’t doing anything about those artists drawing jimanya shit WHAT ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO DO

Bro no one can stop people from drawing anything

if anything it would probably make them draw MORE out of retaliation

3 ounce orange 7 soda

kept seeing people complain that the devs weren’t doing anything about those artists drawing jimanya shit WHAT ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO DO

Yeha if u draw anything in this game that isn’t the characters ( only anya and daisuke ) standing around doing fucking nothing the devs should come to ur house and give u five whoops on the butt

6:12 AM

WE DID IT GUYS. WE SAVED MOITHWASHING.

wan

Hey dudes... Im totally not into mouthwashing anymore. I think its total walking sim fix the generator low poly playstation slop

mouthpooping was actually the worst game ever made Actually. lol.

Remember when that fanart of anya drowning her baby got backlash cuz it was disgusting

YES

6:13 AM

maybe anya would not be a good mother to a child she was not prepared to raise and was a result of trauma to a man who hated her and wanted to kill her…idk guys

anonymous asexual

Yeha if u draw anything in this game that isn’t the characters ( only anya and daisuke ) standing around doing fucking nothing the devs should come to ur house and give u five whoops on the butt

I AGREE! I AGREE! anyone who ever draws the characters ever Will be Sent to hell

Yeah, i cant imagine why anya would get postpartum psychosis after starving for months and being terrorized by her abuser

6:14 AM

She should sacrifice everything for her lovingly conceived child and be picture fucking perfect

6:14 AM

It is gross and scary

6:15 AM

Thats the fucking point

guys it’s not okay to portray anya as doing yucky things! girls can’t go through gross mean trauma, am i right? #barbiemovie

anonymous asexual

maybe anya would not be a good mother to a child she was not prepared to raise and was a result of trauma to a man who hated her and wanted to kill her…idk guys

it makes me want to die that these characters are so interesting but evrrytime someone wants to explore more of them it’s “bad” like that comic of her drowning the baby was so interesting to think about

6:15 AM

but god forbid we do that GOD FORBID

Unironically that comic is my favorite piece of fanart ive found so far

6:16 AM

Cuz its the one of the few things ive found that dares to explore the characters in an interesting way

that headcanons post that one artist made truly sent us back like 5 years

1

6:16 AM

it’s so over

6:16 AM

Genuinely over

Um

6:17 AM

Is it the zzoupz one

6:17 AM

Theres a lot of guys like that

yes

I cant lie i wanted to hang myself a little when i saw it but it really was milquetoast

Also i’m not gonna lie, i don’t think all aus of anya keeping her baby are bad. Sometimes victims CANNOT GET ABORTIONS and the result can be incredibly traumatizing and a way to show how anya’s trauma affected her. Not every person that portrays her with a child does it because they think it’s good, majority they do it because it’s a real thing many rape survivors experience

YOU GET IT

Did u know she had twins

6:18 AM

U can see them in the ultrasound game

wan

Did u know she had twins

evrytime I think of that I feel hollow ohmygooddd anyaaa

anonymous asexual

Also i’m not gonna lie, i don’t think all aus of anya keeping her baby are bad. Sometimes victims CANNOT GET ABORTIONS and the result can be incredibly traumatizing and a way to show how anya’s trauma affected her. Not every person that portrays her with a child does it because they think it’s good, majority they do it because it’s a real thing many rape survivors experience

Given the circumstances i dont think its possible she wouldve been able to have a healthy baby to term

6:19 AM

Much less the two implied in canon

6:20 AM

There are flaws in mouthwashing, but none of the chuds who criticize the game actually see them

people criticizing the game but they only mention the fans and fandom

6:21 AM

mouthwashing haters when they actually have to criticize the fucking game

6:21 AM

then quiet

My qualm with mouthwashing is that even though its a game about sa and its consequences, the way it was written combined with having jimmy as a protagonist means that its centered more about his toxic bromance with curly as opposed to writing anya

6:22 AM

Shes possibly the least developed character in the game

6:22 AM

Yet shes the victim

6:22 AM

In this way, its not truly a feminist game

6:23 AM

I thought the jump between her confiding in curly to her killing herself was too abrupt, and none of the other characters react to her death

6:24 AM

While it can be argued that anya isnt seen because jimmy is the protagonist, she couldve still been better written through curlys or even daisukes pov

6:24 AM

She just didnt do anything

6:26 AM

I hate it when female characters die to add tragedy

6:26 AM

Anya had more potential...

I agree somewhat like I wish we got more of her compared to like daisuke

Fuck, I love daisuke, but he had nothing to do with the core conflict

Okay i’m ngl I don’t completely agree, I think it’s mainly the fact that the game is out of chronological order and that it’s a short game plus that her character seems to be a bit bland combined with her character is supposed to be overlooked. I think it was done on purpose because even though you don’t really see her doing much as the characters you know that she is the one who kept everything together post crash, she was the one who kept jimmy occupied by giving him the role of taking care of curly despite jimmy wanting to let him perish, changed his bandages, helped daisuke after he got drunk, and she also kind of served as a tutorial guide ( giving many overall directions to jimmy throughout the game ) it also is why i think she was the first one to die because it set off a domino effect, we see without her around there is no ship and with jimmy left to his own devices he can’t control anyone. Idk i have a lot of thoughts on why anya is written so plain and i think it also has to do with the fact that Jimmy is so caught up in himself he has no care to learn about Anya and how most people took her for granted, we see looks of her personal life through her items in her office ( cork board, books, etc. ) but i think if we knew more about her then i don’t know how much sense it would make story wise

6:32 AM

SORRY FOR THE RANT

6:32 AM

YOU DONT HAVE TO AGREE I JUST THINK ABIUT THIS A LOT THIS IS NOT AN ATTACK

NO THANK YOU

6:32 AM

I LOVE THAT YOU PLAYED THE GAME

anonymous asexual

Okay i’m ngl I don’t completely agree, I think it’s mainly the fact that the game is out of chronological order and that it’s a short game plus that her character seems to be a bit bland combined with her character is supposed to be overlooked. I think it was done on purpose because even though you don’t really see her doing much as the characters you know that she is the one who kept everything together post crash, she was the one who kept jimmy occupied by giving him the role of taking care of curly despite jimmy wanting to let him perish, changed his bandages, helped daisuke after he got drunk, and she also kind of served as a tutorial guide ( giving many overall directions to jimmy throughout the game ) it also is why i think she was the first one to die because it set off a domino effect, we see without her around there is no ship and with jimmy left to his own devices he can’t control anyone. Idk i have a lot of thoughts on why anya is written so plain and i think it also has to do with the fact that Jimmy is so caught up in himself he has no care to learn about Anya and how most people took her for granted, we see looks of her personal life through her items in her office ( cork board, books, etc. ) but i think if we knew more about her then i don’t know how much sense it would make story wise

EXACTLY I agree I agree so hard

anonymous asexual

Okay i’m ngl I don’t completely agree, I think it’s mainly the fact that the game is out of chronological order and that it’s a short game plus that her character seems to be a bit bland combined with her character is supposed to be overlooked. I think it was done on purpose because even though you don’t really see her doing much as the characters you know that she is the one who kept everything together post crash, she was the one who kept jimmy occupied by giving him the role of taking care of curly despite jimmy wanting to let him perish, changed his bandages, helped daisuke after he got drunk, and she also kind of served as a tutorial guide ( giving many overall directions to jimmy throughout the game ) it also is why i think she was the first one to die because it set off a domino effect, we see without her around there is no ship and with jimmy left to his own devices he can’t control anyone. Idk i have a lot of thoughts on why anya is written so plain and i think it also has to do with the fact that Jimmy is so caught up in himself he has no care to learn about Anya and how most people took her for granted, we see looks of her personal life through her items in her office ( cork board, books, etc. ) but i think if we knew more about her then i don’t know how much sense it would make story wise

Thissathjs this

kenneth pinned a message to this channel. 7/4/2025 6:34 AM

See, I agree that anya is meant to be a background character, and that she does a great job at keeping the ship together by instructing jimmy

6:34 AM

But, when she dies, you don't see the direct impact of this on other characters ... and that sucks

6:35 AM

I don't need to necessarily know more about her personal life, but in a game about her assault, she should have a greater effect on the people around her

how she was written makes a lot of sense story wise, the story is supposed to be about her but it’s not, she’s surrounded by people that won’t help her in any meaningful way. really all I wish is that she was in more scenes, like, she’s there but no one really acknowledging her, she’s truly alone on the ship I find that really compelling cause I’ve experienced stuff like that before

6:38 AM

curly is friends with jimmy, daisuke is swanseas intern, anya has no one, jimmy is outright horrible to her, swansea makes misogynistic remarks towards her and daisuke is clueless to it all

6:38 AM

fuck im so autistic about this game sorry

My flaming hot take is that if they wanted to show the consequences of her not being acknowledged, she should have miscarried on that ship

I understand your point but also I think that her death did impact the characters, for example when daisuke was badly injured people often say that he should have been able to have been saved if curly was too. The issue is that Anya was not around to help and it even references that when they use the mouthwash as a disinfectant ( which anya stated previously in the game would provide no help ) So if they had a medic ( aka anya ) although daisuke was injured via trying to save anya, had she been alive she would have been able to help. The game then creates a domino effect of the other characters spiraling or descending into madness afterwords. I think maybe they could have made it more clear, but that was the understanding that I got

anonymous asexual

I understand your point but also I think that her death did impact the characters, for example when daisuke was badly injured people often say that he should have been able to have been saved if curly was too. The issue is that Anya was not around to help and it even references that when they use the mouthwash as a disinfectant ( which anya stated previously in the game would provide no help ) So if they had a medic ( aka anya ) although daisuke was injured via trying to save anya, had she been alive she would have been able to help. The game then creates a domino effect of the other characters spiraling or descending into madness afterwords. I think maybe they could have made it more clear, but that was the understanding that I got

The foreshadowing is actually really well done, but i hate that shes never mentioned

6:40 AM

I know its part of the point and all

6:40 AM

It is just upsetting

That’s understandable, for me it just made her death more impactful to me but I do know why you would feel like they should have improved ^^

anonymous asexual

I understand your point but also I think that her death did impact the characters, for example when daisuke was badly injured people often say that he should have been able to have been saved if curly was too. The issue is that Anya was not around to help and it even references that when they use the mouthwash as a disinfectant ( which anya stated previously in the game would provide no help ) So if they had a medic ( aka anya ) although daisuke was injured via trying to save anya, had she been alive she would have been able to help. The game then creates a domino effect of the other characters spiraling or descending into madness afterwords. I think maybe they could have made it more clear, but that was the understanding that I got

It is not as if anya dying had a direct part in them descending into madness, because they were already doing that on their own

her presence being so important but always being in the background in the game makes me crazy I think about it all the time

Swansea gets drunk off his ass on day one, and daisuke is thinking about his mom

6:43 AM

Jimmy is... himself

ugh… ughh…. polles text being blue just like hers im Sick

I do like that part of the game a lot

TAHT PART MADE ME FEEL ILL

Dude

anonymous asexual

TAHT PART MADE ME FEEL ILL

I KNKOOOWWWWWWWWW

>Why are you still so concerned about him?

wan

It is not as if anya dying had a direct part in them descending into madness, because they were already doing that on their own

IM SORRY IF WHAT I SAID CAME OFF AS RUDE OR ANYTHING BYW i was basically just saying i get why you interpreted it that way and i just saw it as different

No its actually fine

replaying the game like a trillon times and inspecting stuff and it always coming back to anya makes me genuinely ill I love her so bad

I love it when people disagree

6:45 AM

New perspectives on my favorite game are awesome

6:45 AM

TRUE i love hearing about how other people viewed the game because they all feel so original

3 ounce orange 7 soda

replaying the game like a trillon times and inspecting stuff and it always coming back to anya makes me genuinely ill I love her so bad

All this time ... jimmy refuses to acknowledge what he did to anya because thats the one thing he cant spin into making himself the heroic victim

3 ounce orange 7 soda

replaying the game like a trillon times and inspecting stuff and it always coming back to anya makes me genuinely ill I love her so bad

THE AMOUNT OF TEARS IVE LOST TO HER BRO

I miss the analysis threads seeing people interpret stuff differently was so fun

When hes about to die, all he thinks about is making it up to curly, because he doesnt truly care about anything else

6:46 AM

I hate that chud

6:46 AM

Hes like, barely sentient

Sigh… November…. the good ol days…..

I loved the era of seeing all those anya or curly centered comics

6:47 AM

I was eating good

6:47 AM

I wish i knew how to draw during that time

3 ounce orange 7 soda

Sigh… November…. the good ol days…..

bro i talk about november/december 2024 like im a 50 year old women

November,,,,,,

TAKE ME BACK!!!!!

wan

All this time ... jimmy refuses to acknowledge what he did to anya because thats the one thing he cant spin into making himself the heroic victim

her presence and what he did to her is always there but he refused to acknowledge it even when it was staring at him in the face

3 ounce orange 7 soda

her presence and what he did to her is always there but he refused to acknowledge it even when it was staring at him in the face

I think about how polle is his son

anonymous asexual

bro i talk about november/december 2024 like im a 50 year old women

WE ARE THE SAME PERSON DAWG ME TOO FUUCK

6:49 AM

just realized it’s only a few months till this fixation turns 1 year old yeah it’s actually over for me

6:49 AM

it’s so over

November 2024....when I started dating him... Made that fuckass mouth washing Hamilton animatic. .....

I didnt know how to draw in november bruh

3 ounce orange 7 soda

just realized it’s only a few months till this fixation turns 1 year old yeah it’s actually over for me

bye i am actually gonna cry when that comes

Worst mistake of my life... not levelling up sooner so i can make animatics

I really wish I posted fanart during its peak but too bad I was in twitter fanart heaven that I didn’t post any of my own Oh well

6:51 AM

I was too busy staring at anya paintings SUE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (edited)

3

I lost. Interest in MW sometime but it just came back very. Recently

everytime i think it goes it just comes back stronger than ever

kenneth

November 2024....when I started dating him... Made that fuckass mouth washing Hamilton animatic. .....

this reminds me when me and my friends were drawing 2016 esq tumblr fanart of the characters for shits and giggles TAKE ME BACCCCK IT WAS AWFUL

Im not even joking when i say this

6:53 AM

The only person i knew who liked writing jimmy as much as i did while being normal stopped liking mouthwashing when he started taking meds

LMFAOOOOO

3 ounce orange 7 soda

this reminds me when me and my friends were drawing 2016 esq tumblr fanart of the characters for shits and giggles TAKE ME BACCCCK IT WAS AWFUL

bro

anonymous asexual

everytime i think it goes it just comes back stronger than ever

dude im in hell

I qrted that with the Daisuke galactibun style and that was the only time I blew up

im in genuine hell

dawg i remember i listened to fkn headlock all day after playing mouthwashing first time

months ago if I listened to anything that didn’t remind me of mouthwashing I’d genuinely start tweaking

bro does anyone remember the mouthwashing live streams

6:55 AM

on tiktok

headlock and jigsaw falling into place and lets go on repeat forever

3 ounce orange 7 soda

months ago if I listened to anything that didn’t remind me of mouthwashing I’d genuinely start tweaking

Me Rn

anonymous asexual

bro does anyone remember the mouthwashing live streams

YES

wan

Me Rn

SMAE

However its in reverse cuz everything i listen to reminds me of mouthwashing

If I wasn’t staring at screenshots of the game and listening to my playlist I’d feel so irritated

wan

However its in reverse cuz everything i listen to reminds me of mouthwashing

I can make anything about mouthwashing

6:57 AM

SO FUCKING TRUE

6:57 AM

STOP

6:57 AM

I WETN RUNNING AFTER THAT IMAGE

AHAHAAAAAAHAAHAAHAAAAA

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HjXUWojULAOTWJEWPeFvG?si=748999faa6994040

6:58 AM

anyoa

❤️

6:59 AM

Im so cooked... ill pick a random song from my liked songs shuffle and ill think about mouthwashing

7:00 AM

Im not even trying to make it about mouthwashing

7:00 AM

Its just Right There

https://open.spotify.com/track/2D1rYPinUnikGU9xNWylnN?si=Zs_zMC6BRWySaxfr7MjWag this song reminds me of her sm idfk why

wan

Im not even trying to make it about mouthwashing

SO DAMN TRYE

7:01 AM

https://open.spotify.com/track/0yRtn9coNCSWIigvKJA5wn?si=w1VyBZ61S3iwo8ZzIjVASw

7:01 AM

yall about to get some music

1

7:01 AM

Im going to End it all...

https://open.spotify.com/track/19wyEOwk4PTvfhBxSoZ34a?si=HZjpUEYVQIKtQyPucvHgBg

anonymous asexual

https://open.spotify.com/track/2D1rYPinUnikGU9xNWylnN?si=Zs_zMC6BRWySaxfr7MjWag this song reminds me of her sm idfk why

Curly you bitch why did you abandon her

https://open.spotify.com/track/0IVkP59yJ9GFF6B7IrvrxA?si=QJ8gQGESR_yCPUiXrf_FyQ

Its her ...

OKAY TWO MORE SONGS THDN IM DONE

7:03 AM

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Pjvp4iXfHQRI9FfsFqbcA?si=uiAntuSYQK6r5t__aeR5cA

7:03 AM

okay this one’s more jimmy centric https://open.spotify.com/track/6DyywdbmTzlmXBzG9ym7Rt?si=SuDszc71S7mOeWSbj57CGg

https://open.spotify.com/track/7h14W1uQK7sjpVI1oVTobt?si=a0da58a9a4ad4c17

7:03 AM

This one reminds me of anya

7:03 AM

#Vibes

https://open.spotify.com/track/6d67Xv8ms2noA8wWFLiPDN?si=UjgFHISGSEmExenUPAeX5A&context=spotify%3Atrack%3A6d67Xv8ms2noA8wWFLiPDN the lyrics not so much but the singers voice reminds me of her sooooo much like that s how id imagine her voice

3 ounce orange 7 soda

https://open.spotify.com/track/6d67Xv8ms2noA8wWFLiPDN?si=UjgFHISGSEmExenUPAeX5A&context=spotify%3Atrack%3A6d67Xv8ms2noA8wWFLiPDN the lyrics not so much but the singers voice reminds me of her sooooo much like that s how id imagine her voice

Hey, ive listened to this one before O_o

7:04 AM

I really like boas songs

THAT SONG IS SO FIRE

https://open.spotify.com/track/5nW4z3pfZgJAJ2QTCz9AIE?si=41063ca81e7e4076

7:05 AM

Gang classic

7:05 AM

https://open.spotify.com/track/51xP6VLYFTaeY3j8rdnI1X?si=cb0a10b487734ac8

7:06 AM

Theres surprisingly less scary jokes lovers in the mouthwashing community than i thought thered be

https://open.spotify.com/track/5cjaDxaXyRlxGgGjRlte7m?si=ic9af650S8OtalIkFIom-A this one reminds me of the game in general

I think this captures her and jimmys dynamic pretty well

3 ounce orange 7 soda

https://open.spotify.com/track/5cjaDxaXyRlxGgGjRlte7m?si=ic9af650S8OtalIkFIom-A this one reminds me of the game in general

Reminds me of curly

https://open.spotify.com/track/1DtLnHvLta8jPswUfplrfT?si=GJckEDRJTVCzMN8NA3ODFg

7:07 AM

OKAY IM NOT DONE

7:07 AM

https://open.spotify.com/track/4eGHEHqoDMMejzPhRFTc7p?si=HLeGb1HbQYixB8KmNOwaDQ

7:07 AM

https://open.spotify.com/track/089jl361OtZ6VpYvhgPiTS?si=dVk6sZeDTOOCWD859rUm4w

anonymous asexual

https://open.spotify.com/track/1DtLnHvLta8jPswUfplrfT?si=GJckEDRJTVCzMN8NA3ODFg

YESSSSSS PEAK

7:07 AM

FUUUCK

YESS HOLYSHIT

https://open.spotify.com/track/4iG2gAwKXsOcijVaVXzRPW?si=0u0V7EHwTAW2lpxhQg5MVg

7:09 AM

daisuke…

Type o negative :hea

7:10 AM

:hrt:

7:10 AM

❤️

Hrt

@wan

*everyone

I don't go here but why do ppl give the flat chested nb Roblox character visible big boobs (edited)

3:55 PM

"nonbinary female"

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chai tea referring to?

3:55 PM

Oh. Yea I don't like it when ppl treat nb people's birth sex as a binary

you know I didn't really care much for the first two-time design with books cause like yea some enbies do have those but I definitely think it got outta hand and now we're doing softcore porn of robloxs

I started questioning shit when they started exaggerating the boobs like Hmmmm

kenneth

I don't go here but why do ppl give the flat chested nb Roblox character visible big boobs (edited)

also in my time of looking at shitty roblox boobs using the mesh sphere is criminal

3:59 PM

also the women torso is taking me out

stuff

also in my time of looking at shitty roblox boobs using the mesh sphere is criminal

real rogooners use two extruding cylinders

"I'm a bad writer" that orc city snippet making the rounds on Twitter:

what is orc city

4:57 PM

ive been seeing it on my tl

https://vxtwitter.com/capybaroness/status/1940947975775146142?t=Rxdu-O6JTaVdRKOl137Pvg&s=19

largest rodent (@capybaroness)

this is how this guy's book starts

QRT: J0hnADouglas Whenever someone glazes Hideo Kojima, remember he once made a boss character that’s a lardass in a bomb disposal suit riding around on rollerblades and sipping wine from a wine glass with a straw. His name? Fat Man. “Genius” https://t.co/8Qa9EwjVfn

MY DAD INVITED A FRIEND HERE WITGOUT ME KNOWING AND I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NAP AND GOT JUMPSCARED BY HIM ARE YOU SERIOUS

?!??!?!!

hadto speedrun changing from my pajamas to like Decent clothes bc they didnt tell me shit

6:17 PM

Doesnt help i literally just had a bad dream abt my dad too

looking into punching into a wall because apparently my two fucking assignments i did a few days ago didn't submit =

2:38 AM

what

2:38 AM

please i have to hold myself back and write some corporate garbage text and you're telling me i have to do it again?

Just saw oomf in birdie video essay?

?!

Yeah i dont think its appropiate to say who since hes in this server so ill dm

4:00 AM

I dont wanna suddenly out him birdie drama was THAT bad

Um ... the dude who did things to his ferret?

Thats the guy but iirc he attempted to, but didnt actually end up violating his ferret

I should make my fingers fly up the ass of everyone trying to get help with tech issues and not having any pictures to provide of the problem

1

hate people like that

My dumbass buddy went to office spaces at 10 pm to buy a new hdmi cable for his monitor thats stuck in standby mode

11:11 AM

It didnt work, so hes reinstalling windows

wan

My dumbass buddy went to office spaces at 10 pm to buy a new hdmi cable for his monitor thats stuck in standby mode

ain't no way LMAOOOOOO

And failing to reinstall windows because he

11:12 AM

Didnt look up how to do it

11:12 AM

Or format his ssd

how do you fuck up a windows installation

11:12 AM

honestly

11:12 AM

just READ THE GODDAMN SCREEN

He'd probably fall for deleting system32

Im trying to tell him my mild IT knowledge but keeps shushing me

11:13 AM

Like no no no, ive totally got it, see, i think its turning on, my computer is thinking

dude even I helped setup stuff's new pc back last year and HE even knows how to reinstall windows

He bought that shit from a thrift story and its over a decade old

11:14 AM

Fucking falling apart

no shade on stuff for not knowing how to setup a new pc I mean it was his first time setting up a desktop system coming from laptop but still

netrunner from the year 2077

dude even I helped setup stuff's new pc back last year and HE even knows how to reinstall windows

My friends got two people on call quote unquote helping him

caveman discovered hdmi cables

this will be bros pc in 2030

But they cant install windows either

11:15 AM

Fuck me with a chainsaw

wan

But they cant install windows either

let me guess because the guy doesn't even know how to use his phone to take pictures?

how old is this dude anyways

Bro hes 20 years old

probably born in 200 BC

11:15 AM

oh

UM

His waifu chan is a computer

buddy this is the AGE of computing I'm actually fucking worried for that dude

WAS BRO AMISH OR SOMETHING?????

Shouldnt he be autistically better at this

reminds me of that one amazing world of gumball episode

whichone

I watched him try to turn on his monitor for an hour straight

kenneth

whichone

https://youtu.be/b-DBtGiiPYU ignore the title lol

The Amazing World of Gumball

Mom, TLDR does NOT mean Toilet Doctor! | Gumball - The Web | Cartoo...

The indicator would go, eventually, blue like it would switch on but kept going back to standby immediately after

11:17 AM

And hed just

11:17 AM

Keep ripping out the hdmi

11:18 AM

And putting it back in again

11:18 AM

Thats gore......

11:18 AM

Thats gore of my favorite object

11:19 AM

Its been

11:19 AM

Six hours of this

11:19 AM

11:20 AM

He doesnt even shut ofg the computer or anything

11:20 AM

He does it while its on

netrunner from the year 2077

https://youtu.be/b-DBtGiiPYU ignore the title lol

True...

11:21 AM

Sorry for ranting, i think im going genuinely insane

wan

Thats gore of my favorite object

I would hang myself with that cable if I had to endure six hours of that. Godspeed van

wan

Sorry for ranting, i think im going genuinely insane

sir ranting in a rant channel is perfectly okay

For like two minutes straigjt when he was trying to stream the problem hed kind of put the phone down

11:22 AM

But not really

11:22 AM

He was just showing his toes while being like

11:22 AM

Do you see my light van? It turned blue

11:23 AM

No i cant fucking see your computer all i can see is your dogs

11:23 AM

Move your PHONE UP

yeah its beyond me how the hell this guy has barely a fucking clue on how to use anything that requires electricity

11:24 AM

be surprised if he managed to plug in the computer all by himself

He is literally a digital artist for a living

11:24 AM

Fucking hell

dude I knew how to do everything hes doing like way back in elementary school so its like hes so behind on times (edited)

20 years old dawg were cooked

Dude i dont know every step but when i have a problem i can take a picture and google it

wan

He is literally a digital artist for a living

wan

Dude i dont know every step but when i have a problem i can take a picture and google it

the problem is he probably doesn't know what google is and he probably doesn't even know how to take a picture

I learned this shit in middle school because my mom wasn't as computer savvy

Learned to reinstall drivers and everything

in 4th grade I already figured out how to install a virtual machine

netrunner from the year 2077

the problem is he probably doesn't know what google is and he probably doesn't even know how to take a picture

he'd probably mistake edge for google

1

I am on the google edge and I can't figure out how to click the search button can you please help

Whats really funny is that he knows more about stuff like memes and pirating

I'm trying to edge a question

But cant seem to use the computer itself for shit

11:30 AM

I dont get it

kenneth

I'm trying to edge a question

bro's lingo is probably from the babylonian age

Putting magnet links in torrents is harder to me than turning on a monitor or installing windows

I might be wrong tho he might not just understand basic computer functions which could be the extent of his lack of IQ

But he has to know how to install and update drivers

netrunner from the year 2077

bro's lingo is probably from the babylonian age

Otherwise he couldnt link his tablet to his pc

11:31 AM

Im genuinely baffled

11:33 AM

Like itd be one thing if he was grug glogshit and he just upgraded from stone tablet

11:33 AM

No, its a twenty year old man with moderate knowledge of software

11:33 AM

math isn't mathing

11:34 AM

since he has no clue what he's doing you should trick him into installing linux

Thats evil bro

send him to the edge of OSes

11:35 AM

the only way he can escape is by entering a bunch of prompts

Hes spiritually a mac user

netrunner from the year 2077

since he has no clue what he's doing you should trick him into installing linux

hit random on distrowatch

he should be a mac user honestly

kenneth

hit random on distrowatch

omniOS

Illumos

puppy linux

Yumetwt discourse but if men are feeling like a minority in a predominantly female space idgaf... I know what it feels like for girls to have an interest shared by mostly men (edited)

wtf is that last part

5:48 PM

"cis women have power over trans men" huh

if it's the fact cis women Aren't Trans sure

confuzzled

netrunner from the year 2077

confuzzled

i think this started when an mlm selfship page started posting confessions that basically were like "am i the only one whos uncomfortable when WOMEN selfship with my f/o?!?!?!?!?" and with yumejoshi being a hobby created by women, people didnt take kindly to that (edited)

1

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at least one right wing weeb could do something hilarious right now

just casually imposing tariffs that come nowhere close to the trade agreements our country has carefully constructed

9:33 PM

pretty normal

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s73DBsYjrs4 what

Lessons in Meme Culture

Epstein List Doesn't Exist

WHAT

delete this if you want but its funny cause they had like these shitty blender headswap edits of digit head on like some default big booty body LMAOOO BIG DUMPY DIGIT IS LOST MEDIA

2:45 AM

i cannot remember if like deleted users art still stay up on DA

I might want to ask what a transformation space is but I feel like if it’s bad enough it has to stay here then maybe I don’t… (edited)

i meant spaces like communities

either way

3:00 AM

da must be one of the most interesting nets I’ve heard of so far even though I have never touched it not even with a 1 meter classroom pointing stick

nets lol?

site

3:01 AM

internet

ohhhh DA

don’t even know why I said that

yeah deviant is interesting

3:01 AM

its just filled with funny and odd people

looking back at canihavepromo i cant help but feel somewhat bad ngl

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

?

6:38 PM

Whats happening

idk if i should say here but yea i trust so easily

Tbh yeah

6:40 PM

Thats gotten you in a lot of trouble lije a billion times dude

6:41 PM

Ive witnessed it

what like you don’t think about what people try to get you into?

2

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still fairly surprised you haven't been employed yet this summer

you got way too much time on your hands

11:40 AM

like I might complain I have to work sometimes but that's only because it just feels like an inconvenient time to be taken out of the fun stuff I was doing, but like I get paid to do it so I don't really see why I should be

I love work so much, co-worker was yapping about how back when youtube had no restrictions she came across porn when all she wanted was gay/lesbian kissing videos

5:00 PM

she was also really young at the time so that was really interesting

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update: passed my learners permit and got $100

netrunner from the year 2077

I love work so much, co-worker was yapping about how back when youtube had no restrictions she came across porn when all she wanted was gay/lesbian kissing videos

this is the most stuff coded story yet

stuff

update: passed my learners permit and got $100

YOOO I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT

5:05 PM

hey if you need a smaller car to drive I can ask my mother in case you’re too scared about how big yours is

5:06 PM

I love driving my mother’s car cause it feels like floating on a cloud without the engine

5:07 PM

I still need hours at night in order to get my probationary license but after that I’ll be able to drive alone

2

>Draw jimmy from mouthwashing >Someone sees it and compliments the art "Wow! I love your design! The way you draw jimmy is the only style that looks like him. He is just like i imagined" >Look inside kin list >j

wan

>Draw jimmy from mouthwashing >Someone sees it and compliments the art "Wow! I love your design! The way you draw jimmy is the only style that looks like him. He is just like i imagined" >Look inside kin list >j

THATS CRAZY

ALL THE TIME

when i look at the comments of jimmy fanart and see people thirsting over him

The way a lot of people draw jimmy makes it obvious they were hoping for bucky barnes instead

can’t we just make art to have fun and inspire others and not so others can simp for them

6:31 PM

sigh

Some of the greatest works of art of all time were simping, but freedom of will aside, i still reserve the right to be disappointed

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unrelated but i really like these screenshots

LMFAO

dinglemcfaggot jr didnt even notice that

wan

Some of the greatest works of art of all time were simping, but freedom of will aside, i still reserve the right to be disappointed

personal desire always wins no matter what smh

6:33 PM

would you have just been happy with that complement if you hadn’t seen the list

i just searched bucky barnes fanart on pinterest. you might be onto something

netrunner from the year 2077

would you have just been happy with that complement if you hadn’t seen the list

To be honest, yeah

6:35 PM

6:36 PM

It sucks having jimmy as my favorite character cuz i have to share him with the worst people on earth

I don’t think I have much else to say since I don’t know enough about why being on a kin list is bad

6:36 PM

oh makes sense

Hes the guy whos the evil rapist

6:37 PM

The game is about his descent into madness

oh so people simping for a rapist is what’s concerning

and kinning a rapist is uh

2

now that rounds up a lot of logic

kenneth

and kinning a rapist is uh

freaky

kenneth

and kinning a rapist is uh

holyshit i follow this tumblr kin blog and they got this andy leyley kinnie saying what jimmy did was bad and he deserves a second chance cause this is a new life and to a anya kin

6:39 PM

it was like a confession blog

6:39 PM

i only know about this cause they were a fortnite kin and i would talk to them sometimes

Wow. The Nightmare blunt rotation ❤️

andy and leyley kinnie wanting to give jimmy a second chance

Fork found in kitchen

i found the base blog since this was all anon and they had that helluva boss fangirl from that one short

6:40 PM

her

6:41 PM

we're a couple from israel and this is our matching tattoos

HELP

theres these twitter accounts which is like these two "twins" dating eachother and everytime i see what they look like irl beyond the picrew icons they both look like fat todorokis

6:42 PM

i say twins in quotes cause i think its just grade A trolling

kenneth

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I recoiledp

stuff

theres these twitter accounts which is like these two "twins" dating eachother and everytime i see what they look like irl beyond the picrew icons they both look like fat todorokis

i think i know what incest twins you're talking about

kenneth

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would ricky and nara get this yes or no

NO

6:42 PM

WHAT THE FUCK

ricky seems like the guy who tries to be edgy and would post the "cry about it" image

1

1

1

1

1

1

1

1

1

1

1

i am from israel and this is my headcanon

HE WOULD NOT DO THIS

sorry i think ricky would poke fun at nara's weeb interests

ignore the fact that while you were all talking I uploaded 10 sob emojis just so I can react to that message 10 times

kenneth

sorry i think ricky would poke fun at nara's weeb interests

He mispronounces all the words and calls them cartoons

kenneth

sorry i think ricky would poke fun at nara's weeb interests

he seems like an american cartoon elitist

oh since this is the rant channel i really hate ame chan and im not touching you from a 100 radius if shes on your kinlist

This is True

wan

He mispronounces all the words and calls them cartoons

nara seethes while correcting his pronounciation

stuff

oh since this is the rant channel i really hate ame chan and im not touching you from a 100 radius if shes on your kinlist

i have bad news for nara

ohmygod

NARA...

i feel bad for ame ofc but i also just want her to give up

you gotta get her off the internet

shes an awful person but should seek help and i also want her dead in a ditch

wan

This is True

but the moment he picks up a slow-burn fluff slice of life yuri manga in her bookshelf

6:47 PM

nara calls people tourists

1

I like reading this channel and having no idea what anyone is talking about

6:48 PM

having been lost on the lore here goes

I think ame chan is pretty toxic but im not sure if shes a bad guy

6:48 PM

I only remember her hurting herself

alternatively, nara being shown invader zim for the first time

6:48 PM

wan

I think ame chan is pretty toxic but im not sure if shes a bad guy

yea exactly

6:49 PM

shes actively hurting herself and that makes me angry

stuff

oh since this is the rant channel i really hate ame chan and im not touching you from a 100 radius if shes on your kinlist

i can relate to her heavily on some parts Tbh but like yeah she makes Terrible decisions

stuff

shes actively hurting herself and that makes me angry

i mean as someone who self harms i can kind of empathize

GOD

6:50 PM

I HATE HER

kenneth

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we aint that easy yall

(i say that but...........)

6:50 PM

Shut up you little chud

but i think in a alt timeline i would end up being oomfs with ame

kenneth

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whats terrible is that nara would say something like this

Shes so fucking soggy and pathetic

6:51 PM

Bursts into tears

Ok

whenever someone has the chance can anyone tell me who everyone is that y'all are talking about because I am

% lost

As someone with a terrible internet addiction

6:51 PM

I love ame. As a character.

netrunner from the year 2077

whenever someone has the chance can anyone tell me who everyone is that y'all are talking about because I am

% lost

Ame chan is the main character of needy streamer overload

oh that game

Its a game about a lonely neet who decides to become a streamer for internet attention

netrunner from the year 2077

whenever someone has the chance can anyone tell me who everyone is that y'all are talking about because I am

% lost

amechan i think a lot of pwbpd who play the game resonate with her? but i do know a pwbpd oomf that resonates with pchan more lol

yeah I got rid of that game from my library I don't care for it

kenneth

amechan i think a lot of pwbpd who play the game resonate with her? but i do know a pwbpd oomf that resonates with pchan more lol

i resonate wit g ame

Pchan ?!

Pchan is the pink cat

i think she has good writing and she definitely reminds me about some of the people ive interacted with. im not saying her writing is bad but im like her parents wishing she would get a job

I didnt think pchan was real

It isnt

I'm not sure who ricky and nara are though I just hear that name tossed around a lot

netrunner from the year 2077

I'm not sure who ricky and nara are though I just hear that name tossed around a lot

ricky is van's oc, nara is my oc

Mystery flesh pit ocs

6:53 PM

:)

beautiful

1

this is me to ame

so now I might be caught up

THE FALLOUT NEW VEGAS IN THERE

6:53 PM

kenneth

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No yeah

I think I'm just going to play wurdweb instead

kenneth

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one time i wrote an essay on splatoon lore on a real big test instead of the prompt

stuff

this is me to ame

i need to draw nara like this

stuff

this is me to ame

LMAOO

and then for another big test it was almost my anni with luna so i wrote some gay ass poem about our love

Unfortunately I relate to this

kenneth

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me somtimes

kenneth

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in it for the grind

It really sux when people do stuff for attention instead of the love of the game

6:57 PM

Being fawned over by strangers is totally meaningless

I love nso its such a representation on how trauma loneliness and internet addiction heavily affects people Because I Go Through That but god i feel embarrassed admitting im a fan of it because of those shit ass kangel pfps seeping Ame's behavior into their bloodstream and trying to be the most problematic for the clout

it gets scary and im glad the game sheds light on the anxiety to be big and gamous

6:58 PM

like i really like the high stat segments where shit gets off the rails

wan

Being fawned over by strangers is totally meaningless

That is true on a deeper level but unfortunately on surface level Being fawned over is Being fawned over nonetheless

okay i am a little internet addicted but i feel like it was pretty inevitable because of how i grew up

Like being fawned over "means" you're a likable person

kenneth

okay i am a little internet addicted but i feel like it was pretty inevitable because of how i grew up

real

7:00 PM

I can't really escape the internet because my friends are on here but without them I can probably detach like a plug

1

LMAOOO

>₍^. .^₎<

That is true on a deeper level but unfortunately on surface level Being fawned over is Being fawned over nonetheless

Like you dont get better at anything, you didnt make something from it, and it doesnt even mean u get new friends either

7:01 PM

Strangers liking u just means u might make money and ur more likely to see a random guys weiner unsolicitized

7:01 PM

No Thank U

netrunner from the year 2077

I can't really escape the internet because my friends are on here but without them I can probably detach like a plug

Im just overall social media addicted

7:01 PM

Even without friends doomscrolling feeds me

i can probably drop tiktok if I had no friends on there

7:02 PM

same with twitter

7:02 PM

same with instagram

7:02 PM

same with everything

its so challenging to make friends at my school

I'll be the first to admit that I frequently fantasize about being liked by sooo so many people even strangers and That Did happen to me at some point on twitter

netrunner from the year 2077

i can probably drop tiktok if I had no friends on there

Legit same

in fact literally the only reason why I even check twitter is to see what my friends (singular noun) posted

like the moment i click with a friend group consisting of guys ,, junior year is already ending

I don't even use tumblr, nor pinterest, nor like anything else because there's nothing in it for me

7:04 PM

I like playing video games not browsing twitter for art or drama

I use social media to look at art or comics or check out hobby groups

7:04 PM

If i see one or three cool things, i just log off and go about my day

kenneth

its so challenging to make friends at my school

Its abhorrently difficult for me, not because i cant make friends for shit, but because Everyone has their own people they prefer more than me

7:04 PM

Its miserable

wan

If i see one or three cool things, i just log off and go about my day

I wish I could say the same about a close friend who is constantly drowned in twitter...

7:05 PM

like take a break holy shit

I hate twitter drama T_T

netrunner from the year 2077

I wish I could say the same about a close friend who is constantly drowned in twitter...

That used to be me in 2019-2022

i remember this one popular twitter comic artist who was addicted to twitter and it lowkey scared me

like he lowkey couldnt take a break for shit and kept getting into controversy

twitter takes hours away from your life there's nothing in it for me

I quit posting sometime in 2024 and im not as attached to twt anymore but unfortunately i still want to keep up with my oomfs

I would rather play satisfactory for hours and at least have some sort of fun rather than be slaved to a timeline

Ur so right

I forget I have so much discipline I can easily drop twitter whenever I want to but I can't say the same for other people

Eh, you probably have other ways to get dopamine

satisfactory

7:08 PM

I think I prefer my FICS tag

If my parents were talking, theyd probably call you a video game addicted bum

Thw reason im so unproductive is bc im so addicted to other ppls opinions

wan

If my parents were talking, theyd probably call you a video game addicted bum

still better than being a social media fanatic which seems to be what everyone shits on

netrunner from the year 2077

still better than being a social media fanatic which seems to be what everyone shits on

You know, true, but neither of those things are great

netrunner from the year 2077

still better than being a social media fanatic which seems to be what everyone shits on

Ok thanks dude

I don't even care for snapchat I just send snaps like 5 times a day and move on sometimes I even forget I have it

You're right but damn

wan

You know, true, but neither of those things are great

true

>₍^. .^₎<

Ok thanks dude

what, was that personal?

Sorry if i sound pissed im kind of annoyed rn because im at a kids party and i hate the venue and im overstimulated

netrunner from the year 2077

what, was that personal?

No rhat was lighthearted

netrunner from the year 2077

what, was that personal?

Half of this thread was the server talking about how online they are

2

fair I thought you were being sarcastic or mad because some people can be really attached to that stuff that they'll defend themselves for overusing it

No I'm not defending myself

7:11 PM

Like im very aware its unhealthy

7:11 PM

That just felt backhanded

yeah I just have a rather salty opinion because I feel like I lose my friends to social media because now "social batteries" exist when that was never a problem before they discovered social media in general

I feel like

7:12 PM

Social batteries can exist even without social media

7:13 PM

Like. That was a thing before even I'd say

please excuse my really rash attitude I just hate it so much (edited)

Its totally depressing that doomscrolling and arguing with people online counts as socializing

7:13 PM

The social battery should only apply to hanging out

EXACTLY LIKE HOW THE HELL CAN YOU BE FUCKING DRAINED FROM JUST SHIT YOU DEAL WITH ONLINE GTFO BRO

7:14 PM

I mean

7:14 PM

some people I think forget real life exists...

I grew apart from one of my friends 'cuz instead of them hanging out with me, they'd just scroll twitter and talk about how bleeble blorbus from roblox or blizzard or whatever the fuck touched twenty kids

7:16 PM

And sure, i was interested for a bit, cuz gossip is something most humans are wired to like

yeah I started to realize maybe I should just ask my friends to reduce using social media when we're hanging out

7:16 PM

lowkey kinda annoying looking over a friend's shoulder and just watching them doomscroll twitter

IT REALLY IS

7:16 PM

It makes me feel like such shit about myself

7:16 PM

Like, am i so uninteresting that you gotta scroll twitter

bingo

7:17 PM

not that that's true but like

7:17 PM

you can't constantly try to entertain yourself man just calm the fuck down

Its like they forgot they had someone else with them

I think i have an addiction to just talking to people in general. If i have an interesting ongoing convo with someone i'd rather dedicate all my attention to that instead of doing literally anything else lmaoo

>₍^. .^₎<

I think i have an addiction to just talking to people in general. If i have an interesting ongoing convo with someone i'd rather dedicate all my attention to that instead of doing literally anything else lmaoo

dude same

7:18 PM

you wanna talk about something? I am so fucking down for it

Um ... I hope u do

but like in general

im hungry as fuck brb

wan

Um ... I hope u do

LMAO okay i worded that funny

sometimes I feel like people give up on trying to have a convo and start diving into their own personal things like social media

But i would never want to pause to like eat or something even if i should.

like bro it takes effort

>₍^. .^₎<

But i would never want to pause to like eat or something even if i should.

real

7:20 PM

sometimes I completely forget I'm supposed to be doing something

netrunner from the year 2077

like bro it takes effort

I cant lie, this is why most of my real life friends are like a decade older than me

late evening I spent like an hour talking to oomfs father about a city near us which was ran down economically

Back in my ex friend group they tended to have all-day calls and i would neglect to do basic things such as shower and brush my teeth

it feels so fucking good

Real ...

Like i felt like i HAD to be part of every call every time and i would feel terrible whenever they started a call without me

>₍^. .^₎<

Like i felt like i HAD to be part of every call every time and i would feel terrible whenever they started a call without me

HELLO THAT'S ME OVER HERE!

7:21 PM

WHEN I'M AT WORK AND I LOOK INTO A SERVER AND PEOPLE (ESP OOMF) ARE IN VC I GET SO FUCKING JEALOUS

YEAH

Man, I used to get so jealous whenever my friends hung out without me, even if it was just 'cuz I was at work

3

HELLO THAT'S STILL ME OVER HERE

this is so dumb and stupid but i remember planning to stream something one day and then i woek up that day and my friends were already in vc playing roblox pressure and i started crying

THIS IS KINDA WHY I STARTED TO FEEL SLIGHTLY BITTER ABOUT HAVING A J*B

It never gets better. Whenever shit like this happens, all u can do is close ur eyes and ponder ur bushido code

>₍^. .^₎<

this is so dumb and stupid but i remember planning to stream something one day and then i woek up that day and my friends were already in vc playing roblox pressure and i started crying

sigh hellooo?? did you forget about me?

7:23 PM

dude please ping me I want to be with you guys so badly

YEAH

7:23 PM

TEY ALWAYS PINGED THIS ONE PERSON BUT NEVER ME

Lowkey i dont even wanna be with everyone all the time

7:24 PM

I just get mad if i dont get invited

2

PLEASE PLEASE JUST PING ME MAN I WILL LITERALLY GO OUT OF MY WAY TO HANG OUT

I have the worst fomo known to man bro

lowkey i jkinda dont care anymore to be left out, yea it sucks but its like oh sweet more me time

>₍^. .^₎<

I have the worst fomo known to man bro

you mean we have the worst fomo

7:25 PM

I have the worst moodswings (borderline moment) so like i can get rlly intense

stuff

lowkey i jkinda dont care anymore to be left out, yea it sucks but its like oh sweet more me time

there was an instance where you pinged me cause you felt like you were missing out but at this point I can see that

Also off topic but oh my god i fucking hate this poace the floor is sticky and theres so many kids and voices

7:26 PM

My body hurts bc i was assembling a bookshelf yesterday and i dont see why i had to go here at all

7:27 PM

Igot dragged alongggg g g g

netrunner from the year 2077

there was an instance where you pinged me cause you felt like you were missing out but at this point I can see that

well again im probably just being overdramatic

stuff

well again im probably just being overdramatic

if only I knew when you were being dramatic and when you weren't

Whoa...

7:29 PM

If you feel like youre being left out, maybe you can try to include yourself into others business

7:29 PM

I do that all the time :'P

Unfortunately rhen I'll get thoughts that im burdening other people and ppl dont want me there (edited)

Well, its silly to worry about not being close with someone if you make yourself distant on purpose

That is true

wan

If you feel like youre being left out, maybe you can try to include yourself into others business

this is how we became friends in the first place ngl

TRUE XD

7:31 PM

It feels like everyone in the wrong organ server already knows each other

i think tyhis is the reason why i cant join yumeship servers

7:32 PM

everyone is in these niches like man whats the point

wan

If you feel like youre being left out, maybe you can try to include yourself into others business

literally already what I'm doing as we speak lmao

1

trick is to join them early

1

stuff

everyone is in these niches like man whats the point

I hate communities that feel cliquey as hell (edited)

when i join them early and groups start to form i always tried getting new people into the mix so it wont be awkward

>₍^. .^₎<

I hate communities that feel cliquey as hell (edited)

i fucking harted being a roblox yume befor forsaken made it big

Oh you know what i hate

even now i feel left out cause im dating the horrors or some shit

I hate it when im in a vc with someone and they're hanging out?? With someone else not in vc?? Like theyre playing a game with another person??

7:34 PM

And ignoringthe other peopel in the vc

7:34 PM

Does this make sense

Walks away sadly withno mic in hand

Nah i get it

wan

Walks away sadly withno mic in hand

everytime you order a mic it disappears

Im not kidding

7:35 PM

Its true

7:35 PM

Ive been trying to buy a mic for a year and something always happens

For a year is crazy

One time, my mail was being delivered by train and when i called to ask why it was a month late, apparently the entire track got derailed

7:37 PM

And lots of times ive ordered a mic and gotten the wrong thing

Can u go to like a physical store

have you tried ordering headphones with a mic?

And uh buy it from there

I went to the store to just buy headphones with a mic, but before i had a chance to try talking, i fell asleep with them on and broke them rolling over

DUDE

7:40 PM

Ill try ordering another mic once i have the money

Crasy

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

the only thing eventful I had ordering tech was that my pc tower was delayed and my headphones were delivered to the neighbors

This is legit why i havent bought a pc yet

7:41 PM

If this is what happens to my headphones, imagine what would happen to a bajillion dollar computer

7:41 PM

and the neighbors at first didn't wanna give the headphones back because they thought at first it was there's

LOL

we were out of town and I was freaking out when I saw they got misdelievered I spent 40 dollars on that pair

GODDAMN

Mine was $160 T_T

7:43 PM

I was looking forward to enjoying my audio technicas so bad

7:43 PM

FML

I broke my original dollar store pair so I was banking on my new ones

I need new headphones bc the mic on my current one is so so bad

getting better headphones is like the jerma hearing for the first time

Man, I hate it when I play a game with a random and they out of nowhere drop some information that makes me feel bad for them

wan

Man, I hate it when I play a game with a random and they out of nowhere drop some information that makes me feel bad for them

like?

This guy was like "my birthday in a month", so obviously i say congrats, happy early birthday, yeah?

1:09 AM

But then he goes on to say he doesnt care about his birthday, and hes going to spend it by himself

1:09 AM

What do i even do

im always left speechless at those kind of responses, because wtf do i say to that

IDK ^_^;

like when the topic suddenly takes a sharp turn into self loathing im like damn buddy Me Too but also i dont think that about you

Im on that "Thats rough buddy" and that "Gotta thug it out"

i mixed up the convos and i thought you said this guy was from gumption

i think everyone in gumption has several unchecked mental illnesses

Howd u know

gastric ejecta

The imnumerable deaths of family members ❤️

love is in the air? nah its gastric ejecta ❤️

wan

Man, I hate it when I play a game with a random and they out of nowhere drop some information that makes me feel bad for them

out of nowhere traumadumping can be so funny or awkward depending on it

>₍^. .^₎<

out of nowhere traumadumping can be so funny or awkward depending on it

i know its not traumadumpingn but me rushing to explai nmyself everytime you bring up your mom died

PLZ KNOW IM NOT BRINGING IT UP OUT OF GENUINE OFFENSE BUT ITS JUST BC I THINK ITS INCREDIBLY FUNNY

I overslept and missed my First Therapy Appointment, but they called and said they scheduled me for the wrong office anyway

4:18 PM

#Luck

#LUCK

wan

I overslept and missed my First Therapy Appointment, but they called and said they scheduled me for the wrong office anyway

roblox chiikawa grind got serious

Apparently they accidentally scheduled me for an office that was over an hour away, so if i did start making the trip, it wouldve been a total waste of time anyway

4:20 PM

Im really lucky to have overslept

#LUCK

# #LUCK

No doubt that was because of my lucky kurimanju collection

kenneth

roblox chiikawa grind got serious

Insomnia so bad i was on that 6 am chiikawa grind

YOU WERE UP UNTIL 6???????????

I feel bad for people who suffer from insomnia

I was up until 8

4:24 PM

It takes me a hell of a while to fall asleep

I usually would just sit on my phone and do things but to be honest you can't fall asleep doing that so I just try like hell

sleep issues grind

my sources say you really need to get yourself to be tired to go to sleep

4:25 PM

that's why I sleep so easily after work

4:25 PM

cos I'm exhausted

Its really hard for me to fall asleep because i get anxious as all hell and also i keep shifting around or have hypnic jerks whenever i try to sleep comfortably (edited)

during the school year i always end up napping rlly long after coming home

kenneth

during the school year i always end up napping rlly long after coming home

Me too

If im really tired i cant fall asleep

>₍^. .^₎<

Its really hard for me to fall asleep because i get anxious as all hell and also i keep shifting around or have hypnic jerks whenever i try to sleep comfortably (edited)

during heat waves I also have trouble as well because my room is on the second floor and air circulation is hard to get upstairs

4:27 PM

especially when heat rises

4:27 PM

so I'm on the hottest level

My hair keeps getting itchy whenevr i rest my head

netrunner from the year 2077

during heat waves I also have trouble as well because my room is on the second floor and air circulation is hard to get upstairs

Oh thats awful

>₍^. .^₎<

My hair keeps getting itchy whenevr i rest my head

Like ... like bed bugs ?

4:27 PM

I would kill myself

on a saturday about two weeks ago I was not feeling myself and it sucked because I had to work that day

4:27 PM

because the night before not only was I writing a long ass document but I also was super hot

4:28 PM

and also I wasn't used to getting up later

4:28 PM

nowadays I do get up later

wan

Like ... like bed bugs ?

Nop

4:28 PM

Like it just itches

Thats messed up

4:30 PM

Me, i have trouble getting to sleep cuz of hella nightmares

4:30 PM

Usually a weighted blanket helps, but its like a hundred degrees and if i could take off my skin i would

4:31 PM

It totally is what is though

wan

Usually a weighted blanket helps, but its like a hundred degrees and if i could take off my skin i would

see what's weird is I hate being warm but I also like being warm

4:33 PM

like how does that even work

4:33 PM

I hate being too warm at night but when I wake up I feel cold getting out

Your metabolism drops when you sleep to save energy, meaning you digest slower and produce less heat

4:35 PM

Kind of like a computer when you leave it for a while

oh yeah true although my computer never really gets warm anyways lmao

4:36 PM

but either way I guess that explains why you shouldn't be eating before going to sleep

Yessir

4:37 PM

@kenneth My last name is seong, I have a scar on the side of my face, freckles, and meat nightmares

4:37 PM

Is it over ?

IS THAT ACTUALLY YOUR LAST NAME

Umm

yeah

Yeah

he told me in magma

is seong just korean surname #4

Yessir

wan

@kenneth My last name is seong, I have a scar on the side of my face, freckles, and meat nightmares

seong nara have you started taking testosterone ?

my last name is chinese and its certainly. a last name

4:51 PM

Ppl keep makoing fun of me over it

kenneth

seong nara have you started taking testosterone ?

Nada

4:58 PM

Unrelated: Sometimes its hard to have opinions at all about fandom cuz no matter what i say everyone is gonna always beef with me since ppl dont read more than one sentence

wan

Unrelated: Sometimes its hard to have opinions at all about fandom cuz no matter what i say everyone is gonna always beef with me since ppl dont read more than one sentence

wan

Unrelated: Sometimes its hard to have opinions at all about fandom cuz no matter what i say everyone is gonna always beef with me since ppl dont read more than one sentence

TRUE!

People saying mouthwashing shouldnt have a fandom always sound dumb, but people who get really mad about this are also dumb because the first group wouldnt be saying this if there werent problems with fandom

5:00 PM

They gotta put this on

I think mouthwashing should be appreciated and have a community dedicated to liking the game (also you cant quite prevent fandoms) but also there definitely are lots of issues with Some of the fans

like mouthwashing isnt patient zero for fandom misogyny its been an ongoing problem for ages

1

You legit cannot release anything without having a fandom. Fandom is liking something. But fandom also brings stuff like erasing female characters for yaoi, mischaracterization, and girlbossifying or woobifying victims

5:01 PM

It actually blows chunks

5:02 PM

While mouthwashing isnt new for this, these aspects of fandom are more horrifying than they usually are cuz the game is entirely about violation

2

5:02 PM

So anyone who isnt balls to the walls deep in fandom already is understandably pretty put off

5:03 PM

You can argue that most horror fandoms are more light hearted than the game as a method of cope. However, more people can relate to being assaulted and see this as a realer fear, while there are not many who were murdered and survived

5:05 PM

I dont know ... i think we should kill everyone

2

Agreed

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

@C (I promise)🦇 can we recreate this?

Yes!!!!!

Can i be the first man made centipede

yessss

5:10 PM

@netrunner from the year 2077 can be the mit scientist

5:11 PM

im the 44 year old twitter user with ao3 addict in their bio

5:11 PM

C is the verbose baby ❤️

2

Can i be googiekitsch-deactivated2024071

Yea❤️

kenneth

C is the verbose baby ❤️

LMFAOAOOOOO

how do i politely tell them this doesnt work because there's no visible way to convert the talent model into the polygon file type

5:35 PM

unless you can import talents into polygon and i just didnt know

stuff

how do i politely tell them this doesnt work because there's no visible way to convert the talent model into the polygon file type

oh sorry but I was looking to be able to convert the model into a polygon since I want to use it with blender or any other 3d program

6:43 PM

is what I would have said, hopefully that helps

i really hate asking lots of question when im learning a new thing cause i can tell people get visibly mad

6:45 PM

like i remember asking questions on sims 4 modding and then ghosted the forum because i could tell the guy trying to help was getting frustrated

stuff

like i remember asking questions on sims 4 modding and then ghosted the forum because i could tell the guy trying to help was getting frustrated

something that saves me from this anxiety is making sure i tried all of what the person suggested before moving on to another question

stuff

i really hate asking lots of question when im learning a new thing cause i can tell people get visibly mad

well its sort of on them if they get impatient on you, they chose to voluntarily help and it didn't work so you're just actively looking for solutions and that's fine

im pretending to be oomf's boyfriend for a bit

netrunner from the year 2077

well its sort of on them if they get impatient on you, they chose to voluntarily help and it didn't work so you're just actively looking for solutions and that's fine

so like I think I appreciate the empathizing of other people for their effort although remember that if they get mad they are also doing it to themselves too since you're doing everything you can to figure it out and sometimes their advice doesn't work

7:08 PM

take it from me that I have no reason to be mad at you if you overlooked a feature you were asking about in Roblox Studio, shit happens and we all need a little nudge in the right direction

1

kenneth

im pretending to be oomf's boyfriend for a bit

funniest icon and name combo

stuff

funniest icon and name combo

that being said I will put myself to work to figure this out as well since I can see that it's perhaps frustrating to go this far without a solution

idk if i sent you the site link but 64dd.org has the tools

7:11 PM

thats also where you download the special pj64 plugin pack

ah yeah I'll need to dig into it first so for the first few moments I might not be of the greatest help

https://x.com/8co28/status/1944981101455294942

852話(hakoniwa) (@8co28)

Grok Ani

stuff

https://x.com/8co28/status/1944981101455294942

das ai art

9:35 PM

i

9:35 PM

think

it is

oh checks out then

I thought

9:36 PM

I mean it literally says grok ani

yea

was gonna rant how stupid you must be to draw fanart of mechahitler

Impurity spotted

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/technology/of-course-grok-s-ai-companions-want-to-have-sex-and-burn-down-schools/ar-AA1IGcF4 (edited)

HEARTWARMING: BLENDER CREATOR STUFF LIKES GOT UNBLOCKED

11:49 PM

ITS SO GOOD TO BE BACK

nicely done

I JUSDT SAW THEIR POST ON MY TL AND FOR SOME REASON ACCUNTS THAT HAVE YOU BLOCK FOR A WHILE WILL DISPLAY NORMALLY SO I THOUGHT IT WAS THAT BUT NOPE

11:49 PM

IM SO HAPPY

11:49 PM

i really like their stuff and oc work

11:50 PM

they make like splatoon blender plugins for oc making and like are friends wuith shader makers

for bg context: his ex friend got him blocked because they were insanely racist and kog mistook stuff to be similar to them, which on the side was the straw that broke the camels back for that friendship

my breaking point should've been sooner

makes me feel like a hero pushing you out of that toxic friendship, but not to be narcissistic so I will also say that I'm glad that bitch isn't dragging you down anymore

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1TkmeOgJOe863N-fEQUinKd7i22KMR-RN?usp=drive_link i have a drive of all her shit

netrunner from the year 2077

makes me feel like a hero pushing you out of that toxic friendship, but not to be narcissistic so I will also say that I'm glad that bitch isn't dragging you down anymore

no you helped me so much

1

11:55 PM

you gave me that push

and also in case I haven't mentioned it, the damage she caused healed like it should

11:57 PM

god

also the times she nude flashbanged you and dragged you into her shit

11:59 PM

I'm just going based off another venting channel you talked a lot about of this in

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

im so glad you're not around someone like that anymore jfc

oh and i dont know if its obvious but theyre white

yeah they don't have legal rights to that particular slur

callies face reveal

SPOILER

hold on I wanna post some twitter posts in here but I'm gonna scratch out the handles so nobody has the ability to harass her

gotcha

I trust everyone in here but its an added measure

12:02 AM

12:03 AM

the moment you blocked callie and they went haywire

in some other server they like @ a shitton and i obviously didnt look but i got a dm from the owner asking wtf was going on

did you leave that server though?

yea

12:05 AM

oh and not rlly a big deal kinda thought this was funny but they also brought up my attachment to lua

oh my gosh it's all my fault because of someone else ass comment

netrunner from the year 2077

oh my gosh it's all my fault because of someone else ass comment

she made another shitty sfm render when i dipped ^^

12:06 AM

i wish i had more pics on her smg4 hater era

12:06 AM

if barbie was black

12:07 AM

yeah I'm pretty sure it would be WAY worse using that slur in front of her

12:07 AM

we don't talk about the time she was trying to find ways to get to you

god my heart skipped a beat when i saw that

you sent me that voicemail where she called her so-called black friend the slur a bunch of times too I think (not going to send it here obviously since you sent it in DMs for a reason)

netrunner from the year 2077

we don't talk about the time she was trying to find ways to get to you

uhm lets see pinterest, instagram (forgot to block her there), and STRAPWAGE

12:10 AM

also roblox email

stuff

uhm lets see pinterest, instagram (forgot to block her there), and STRAPWAGE

yeah I remember seeing her in your pinterest followers I think

12:11 AM

or maybe it was toxicallie because I saw her somewhere in there too

beforehand we followed eachother but whatever

12:11 AM

oh toxicallie i think it some artist i follow, i think thats an artist

https://x.com/Toxicalliey

Toxicallie (@Toxicalliey) on X

3d modeler, mostly splatoon but I make whatever you put in front of me. adult. free

2d: open 3d commission ask

“hey I’m sorry, you’re just a little bitch” half baked apology right there

lowkey

netrunner from the year 2077

we don't talk about the time she was trying to find ways to get to you

real quick is the person youre talking about asian

wait did i send the pinterest dms

i just got here so im not caught up

>₍^. .^₎<

real quick is the person youre talking about asian

absolutely not they're white

12:12 AM

white asf

Oh

white flordian

using a RACIST slur

Okay "Yumi"

threw an xbox controller at their mom i think

stuff

https://x.com/Toxicalliey

also cool

stuff

threw an xbox controller at their mom i think

autism can do things to a person

Bro's using a japanese name and saying racist slurs????

12:12 AM

Racism final boss

>₍^. .^₎<

Okay "Yumi"

oh yea thats like the name of their edgy splatoon oc whose also like a sonic.exe

I keep thinking of yume everytime I hear yumi

they made me read these shitty wattpad quality fics written like scripts and then asked me to roleplay that exact scene

my guess is they derived from that term

i might have them somewhere

12:13 AM

https://wikisplatoonexe.fandom.com/wiki/Yumi i helped work on this wiki

Yumi

Yumi is a Splatoon.EXE Original Character, created by the author who goes under the same name[1]. She is a demon who started her life as a domesticated kitten, before becoming mobian and then...

12:13 AM

but yeah

12:14 AM

they had like major beef and even a vrchat hate group cuz they were racist

Occupations/Hobbies

12:14 AM

Pornstar

12:14 AM

Serial killer

12:14 AM

Army commander (edited)

fml

do you sometimes get a good laugh out of the things she posts when you think of her sometimes

TYERS

12:14 AM

YES

12:14 AM

ITS SO DEVIANTART

12:15 AM

i need to remove this entry i left

getting everything from https://discord.com/channels/1274452782853787772/1317972531050975252 (another server) as we speak lmao

thats alright

12:15 AM

WAIT IM STILL A MOD ON THE WIKI BUT SHE SAID SHE GOT BANNED?

12:15 AM

ohmygooood

still surprised the vrchat group is still up even though I reported it

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YUVmpqabuWqHBi_bAQtdHC7J0oS9MIfOMleiWbBn52I/edit?tab=t.0

Yumi: The forbidden one

After the events of Terror of 11’, life seemed perfectly normal But then, betrayal leads to more trouble.. … Adoption day In 2012, 1 year after the terror. Tokyo, Japan was the hottest place on earth.. In the empty, quiet alleyways of the tallest buildings, Cats an...

12:15 AM

dude

12:16 AM

sigh

White person writing about a japanese environment. Um. Gulps

they laced fentanyl in my ibuprofen

12:16 AM

I think I know of the person who said that a lot

i forgot i still have wiki perms i could do like the funniest thing right now

Always a white floridian at the scene of the crime

stuff

i forgot i still have wiki perms i could do like the funniest thing right now

# EVERYONE GO BLOCK YUMI ALMIGHTY THEY'RE A BIG RACIST AND SHOULD NOT EXIST ON THE INTERNET!

12:17 AM

you should put that on the front page

my profile

you are not 3 inches

okay 4 inches

that's more accurate

im debating if i should step down or just keep my admin status

does it really matter

12:19 AM

like are they gauging for your contributions

12:20 AM

oh yeah throwbacks to the time she found your email and sent you a Roblox gift card

honestly this just reminds me of my old self but I'd rather keep it between the both of us

i get that feeling

like in general yes I had a problem with using things like gifts as a way to earn respect in the past but I have greatly learned how unethical it is and now I just do it for pleasure, the part I don't really want to talk about here is rather specific (edited)

12:25 AM

did thou ever acquire a limited

no

12:27 AM

roblox wanted me to enable 2FA with the fancy app and i said no

you seriously don't have 2FA enabled?

12:27 AM

oh my god bro you're living life off the edge

well i do ish

what kind

like when i signed into my laptop to do the hunt i had to like verify with a code from my phone

12:28 AM

no wait it was like i had to open the mobile app and verify the login

oh

12:28 AM

well I guess that doesn't exactly count

12:28 AM

discord did that even though I didn't have 2fa (edited)

12:29 AM

to be honest you should just start using passkeys to bypass 2FA on all your devices, I started using passkeys and life is so easy now

12:30 AM

because even if you turn on 2FA you can bypass multi-step with passkeys since your device becomes the password with unique hardware encrypted features

Having mouthwashing mutuals who have opposite aesthetic preferences from u is evil

1:27 AM

I asked to give anya gap teeth once and the guy i wasa drawing with said "ew" after making them and deleted it

wan

I asked to give anya gap teeth once and the guy i wasa drawing with said "ew" after making them and deleted it

kill

KILL HIM

Kill him van

1:27 AM

you have no other option

1:28 AM

Gap teeth are objectively attractive

1:28 AM

You just have to kill that dude.

KILL

THE

MOOT

I totally gotta put him down

1:29 AM

My lukewarm take is that if people arent willing to draw traits they dont find attractive, theres probably an evil in their soul

someone gotta get ruben sim to shut the fuck up

URE RIGHT

true…

Me forcing my friends to draw my snorpy fizzlebean human design (he has a hooked nose and is a large fat guy with a lot of hair)

WHAT

To me or to what den sent

BOTH OF THESE?

Look

1:36 AM

That welder isnt skinny

1:36 AM

I know in the game he has stick legs but like

1:36 AM

Have u ever seen a thin mech engineer

1:37 AM

#ilovefatbitches

1

1:37 AM

But on the topic of what den sent yeah i agree with you

No, im pretty sure snorpy is fat, but he is totally not that large

1:37 AM

He has short energy

The combination of the words "large fat guy" is funny

1:38 AM

Thus why I used it

Are u a tall snorphead or a small snorphead truther

1:38 AM

Answer wisely..

tall #sorry

1:38 AM

At least taller than average height

We fight at dusk

1

He's cnaonically taller than average actually i just draw him Taller becaus i party party party

wan

We fight at dusk

1:40 AM

I hate this gif

I love this server sm

put a straight cisgender in front of a bunch of trans/nonbinary and see what happens challenge

Thank u for being our token cishet

netrunner from the year 2077

put a straight cisgender in front of a bunch of trans/nonbinary and see what happens challenge

you're like the evil version of me i have a friendgroup where im the only trans guy

I have a gc where like half is trans and half is normal

half is normal

half is trans and half is normal

trans or nonbinary

1:44 AM

half is cis

den panic attack pt. 7281

Afaik there are like at least 4 whole guys in this server

2:59 AM

Every1 in this server who is a guy gets a pass

>₍^. .^₎<

Every1 in this server who is a guy gets a pass

any man in fuucord is here because they are the rare exception

3:00 AM

gurt: yo

im actually on his dni LMFAOOOO

How much hate can u have for one person if hes almost your entire dni slot

3:54 AM

Is that dude who was stalking you earlier

yea

I thought hed have beef with more people but its literally just you

3:54 AM

kenneth

im actually on his dni LMFAOOOO

which evil ex is this

stuff

which evil ex is this

abn and hes not an ex

kenneth

im actually on his dni LMFAOOOO

generic dnis on the list is really funny

4:04 AM

what are you supposed to add more things or add more bizarre do nots

4:04 AM

look my dni list would be nuts if I included fandoms

4:05 AM

and like pet peeves

kenneth

im actually on his dni LMFAOOOO

DUDE

4:06 AM

ITS BEEN

4:06 AM

2 YEARS

4:06 AM

NO FUCKING WAY

4:06 AM

has he neevr had a fallout with anyone else in his life except you??

(This is my ex friend) ok vro

3:38 PM

Of course you need this vro

3:39 PM

Its not like i begged you to tell me whats wrong and then you straight up drove me into a breakdown vro

3:40 PM

Wait i think i misinterpreted the post i thought it was a tip post for people to communicate with their BPD friends (edited)

3:40 PM

Yeah i did

3:40 PM

Whatever she constantly dickrides cluster b disorders despite how she treated me Anyway

3:43 PM

God I hate her

Is it over for me? I went to a mental health counselor and when i told her honestly what was going on she said she couldnt refer me to a therapist in good conscience

Thats pretty vague

5:08 PM

Like does she mean that even therapists will have a hard time with you

She said i should go to intensive outpatient therapy asap

Oh

5:09 PM

Alright

A therapist is not enough to help me, she said

Yeah id say its pretty bad for you but i wiuldnt say its over

I didn't get any recs

5:11 PM

I said some "doesnt everyone think about killing themselves from time to time" and she started fidgeting nervously and said "um... no"

5:11 PM

5:12 PM

I shouldn't have answered that question honestly

Oh yeah thats the thing

Im not trying to get locked up three days a week. I just want Help

If you ever talk about wanting to kill yourself like ever to a psychiatric expert they're gonna immediately point you towards intensive care

2

Brah

5:13 PM

I just wasted three hundred bucks

5:14 PM

Im never seeing a therapist

Im so sorry for u :(

It is what it is

wan

Im never seeing a therapist

I mean im pretty sure you still can even if she doesnt refer you to one

5:16 PM

Like IOPs typically involve therapy as well

really though how else would a therapist solve depression at that level

Not enough to help you doesnt mean you shouldnt get it at all

I don’t think that’s what they can fix themselves (edited)

>₍^. .^₎<

Not enough to help you doesnt mean you shouldnt get it at all

I advocate this statement

netrunner from the year 2077

really though how else would a therapist solve depression at that level

You just need additional things

All i wanted was a doc to tell me how to concentrate on my work

5:18 PM

I dont care about my backstory and crap. I got bills to pay

then maybe try not talking about depression at that exact moment

5:19 PM

focus on the other things during the session (edited)

Eh, i guess youre right

5:21 PM

In the assessment, they asked how i was doing in the last year

5:22 PM

Do my results carry over to other places

I still think you need to work on depression but go into therapy focusing on problems you actually want to fix

Im not depressed :[

>₍^. .^₎<

If you ever talk about wanting to kill yourself like ever to a psychiatric expert they're gonna immediately point you towards intensive care

I thought you said something like this so that’s where I get it from (edited)

Pretty understandable

5:26 PM

Is it worth just going straight to a provider or should i tough it out

5:27 PM

Sounds like therapy is kind of a waste on me if i gotta lie about everything, innit

it’s not worth going to therapy to lie that’s for sure

5:29 PM

they’re here to help with your real life, what’s the point in spending time on a fabricated story

No I really have to talk shit out with him what do you mean he hasnt gotten the memo that im a guy

no dick, no balls, and probably no butthole since this guy feeds on radiation

1

9:00 PM

sorry I forget this is a rant channel not a memes channel

kenneth

No I really have to talk shit out with him what do you mean he hasnt gotten the memo that im a guy

can tyhis guy leave you the fuck alone

stuff

can tyhis guy leave you the fuck alone

he is so hung up on me i ts crazy

SERIOUSLY

is this that douche you posted about that I replied under your tweet

netrunner from the year 2077

is this that douche you posted about that I replied under your tweet

wdym

https://vxtwitter.com/dGFsYXN1a2UK/status/1939459858434322484 (edited)

poonjak (@dGFsYXN1a2UK)

He didnt cheat but i still have a right to hate him right

QRT: dGFsYXN1a2UK i might as well have a personality disorder that is borderline because I Don't Know why this hits hard, i thought i was over him but apparently not :/

9:15 PM

https://vxtwitter.com/dGFsYXN1a2UK/status/1939455925179535384

poonjak (@dGFsYXN1a2UK)

ex finally admitted on main that he broke up with me just to run to some1 else right away how yall doing

9:15 PM

just realized that was the first tweet about what I'm talking about

thats a different ex

o

9:15 PM

ic

fazberalt isnt an ex

9:16 PM

he did have a crush on me tho

makes sense

9:16 PM

just brushing up on the den lore

im gonna talk to abn now, should i keep you guys updated

yes

11:43 PM

im nosy af

no idea who that is but I’d like to hear asw (edited)

i'll stream the convo on vc if you like @>₍^. .^₎<

Okok hold on

i had to let out a silent cry cause the shoe in blender wasnt duplicating correctly

1:24 AM

EVEBN ON THE SIMILAR VERIOSOPMN AS THE TUTOPRIAL IT STILL WONT DUPE CORRECTLUY

1:25 AM

ITS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE THIS

1:25 AM

AND EVEN WHEN I SELECT SHOE IT JUST COPIES THE BONES NOT THE FUCKING MODEL

rigging was such a pain the first time

and i ghave to keep in mind to keep on trucking so that mini cry session meant a liot

1:27 AM

ALSO NOT TO MENTION THE GUY HEAD IS FUCKED UP

don’t push yourself over the edge though, if need be just come back tomorrow when things get too rough on your mental state

stuff

ALSO NOT TO MENTION THE GUY HEAD IS FUCKED UP

it can be fixed in shading i tyhihnk but still more leg work

1:28 AM

blend file if any of you wanna poke around

FUCK.blend

5.93 MB

1:28 AM

video too

Venumus22

How to make a Splatoon 3 Avatar in Blender

also if you want to adjust what bones influence what part of the mesh, select the mesh itself and switch to Weight Paint

1:29 AM

when you select a bone it’ll tell you what bone influences what part of the mesh and you can “paint” to change the influence

1:31 AM

https://youtu.be/5M7YO3SYJ_U?si=Wa1cjzLS_W-uOdBk

Yami 3D

Weight Painting Is EASY!! (Blender 3D)

i would go back to the plugin but there was this thing where the right eye would turn black if you changed something and it could be fixed but you had to re-texture it and i couldn't figure it out and this video was suggested

1:32 AM

to help fix it

weird

1:32 AM

it could just be a weight paint thing I know I realized the eye brows on luna wasn’t painted so it always stayed in place during posing

1:33 AM

I fixed that so you’re fine using the model I sent you

its hidden but if you looked in the blend file the eyebrows and pants had weird things going on

your file you mean?

1:34 AM

I’ll have a look at it either way, right now I’m watching anime so I’ll probably look later once I end the stream

@stuff make sure you're packing your blend files before exporting them because the textures won't load on my end

1:48 AM

ohhh okay

packing allows for textures to be bundled with the files you're sending

FUCK.blend

7.88 MB

1:50 AM

hopefully this is updated

it worked thanks

1:51 AM

hold on I realized my blender is out of date and I think that explains why I have a fully white face on the model

no its like that for me too

its been a while since I heard of any update for blender so yeah

other models work fine

1:51 AM

like other splatoons i should say

oh okay well still I should probably update to make sure we stay compatible

these were ripped from the jame so you have to manually assemble them

ohh yeah thats a pain

plugin does the hard work with its custom rigs and holds ur hand

1:52 AM

the vid i semt helps

I only used rigify when making my rig and that was already bundled with blender

1:53 AM

luna's human body anatomy

1:54 AM

dude I was at my tipping point when every time I followed what the video did it I kept getting errors when binding the rig to my character

1:55 AM

turns out one of the common problems is something to do with clean up which also can remove erroring vertices

2:02 AM

oh my god who actually made this rig model, it makes me wanna personally stab the 3D artist to death

2:02 AM

THEY COULD HAVE FUSED THE ENTIRE MODEL TOGETHER AND JUST USED A SINGULAR RIG

some people need to stop fetishizing straight ppl cant a man and woman just be friends :// sigh... (edited)

what kind of fetish, sorry I need to dig more examples on fetish to gain a better understanding of it

i dont know what you mean i Love straight people

(joke)

people juggle these words around and I want proper education

no its just a joke theres this thread going around syaing that people turn homophobic because of gay ships

netrunner from the year 2077

what kind of fetish, sorry I need to dig more examples on fetish to gain a better understanding of it

i believe that kenneth is making a joke about how normaliYeah

kenneth

no its just a joke theres this thread going around syaing that people turn homophobic because of gay ships

LMFAOOOAOOAOO

MY heteroslop is better than everyone's heteroslop.

2:30 AM

Call it heterogem

what’s a good example for fetish

2:31 AM

a foot fetish ew

netrunner from the year 2077

what’s a good example for fetish

go on deviantart

culture fetish

why would someone be attracted to feef

fetishes can be nonsexual too

netrunner from the year 2077

why would someone be attracted to feef

feef

2:32 AM

believe it or not, a foot fetish is more mundane compareed to other fetishes

bro is sexually attracted to feef -# (…am I using that right?)

LMAO

2:33 AM

yeah in the context of most foot fetishes

kenneth

believe it or not, a foot fetish is more mundane compareed to other fetishes

I can tell

>₍^. .^₎<

yeah in the context of most foot fetishes

so that’s what that whole feet pics meme was about

2:34 AM

which

2:34 AM

makes no sense in reality

2:34 AM

WHAT IS SO GOOD ABOUT FEEF BRO

netrunner from the year 2077

what’s a good example for fetish

hold up did this just label a mask fetish for an example (edited)

2:35 AM

what the fuck

2:35 AM

attraction to SURGICAL MASKS

2:36 AM

HOW IS THAT SEXUALLY APPEALING

netrunner from the year 2077

WHAT IS SO GOOD ABOUT FEEF BRO

every pot has its lid

2:36 AM

i may not get a lot of things personally but im not going to judge

my brain is melting I think I’ll just go back to watching anime

unless its straight up harmful

>₍^. .^₎<

i may not get a lot of things personally but im not going to judge

fair

>₍^. .^₎<

unless its straight up harmful

yeah

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

I SAW THIS VIDEO LMAOO

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

my favorite israeli foof is cheeseburger

>₍^. .^₎<

I SAW THIS VIDEO LMAOO

thank god im trans so i dont have to die for a genocidal country with little to no culture

beesechurger

2:40 AM

ack what happened I was supposed to be watching anime

this is so weird, this meme "if kids ran the airports..." blew up on tiktok but the disappointing part is most people don't know that the creator of that original video owns a cp ring desolate

3:45 PM

like haha the meme is kinda funny but you're also giving this guy who actually created the meme more attention

WHAT

yes cp as not in cyberpunk but the other one

if kids ran the airport the boarding passes would be telegram links

https://youtube.com/shorts/JiEfFSe4M2M?si=hCGobNw4PPJE6UpR

KidPower HQ

If Kids Ran the Airport… Chocolate Tickets & Pizza Flights?! ...

3:47 PM

this also has to be AI generated but regardless of which, he's been called out a lot on the main video but on all the other videos people reuploaded there's not a sight of the callout

i wonder if these videos act as bait

3:52 PM

Kids cannot run an airport, because there would be serious problems with safety and efficiency. Kids don’t understand the importance of rules like checking IDs, screening for dangerous items, or following schedules, so security could be completely ignored. Flights might leave late (or not at all) because the kids got distracted playing tag on the runway or arguing over who gets to drive the luggage cart. Baggage would get lost or mixed up because kids might treat suitcases like toys, opening them up or throwing them around for fun. Passengers would quickly become frustrated with the confusion and lack of order, and the airport could become a very unsafe place for everyone. Another problem is that kids lack the maturity and knowledge to make good decisions in emergencies. If there’s bad weather, a medical emergency, or a mechanical problem, they wouldn’t know what to do — and might even make the situation worse by panicking or treating it like a game. Running an airport also requires careful coordination between pilots, air traffic controllers, and ground staff, which kids wouldn’t be able to handle. Flights might crash into each other or get stuck on the runway because no one is properly managing the airspace. While kids might bring fun and creativity, an airport needs serious, responsible adults to keep people safe and get them where they need to go.

kenneth

Kids cannot run an airport, because there would be serious problems with safety and efficiency. Kids don’t understand the importance of rules like checking IDs, screening for dangerous items, or following schedules, so security could be completely ignored. Flights might leave late (or not at all) because the kids got distracted playing tag on the runway or arguing over who gets to drive the luggage cart. Baggage would get lost or mixed up because kids might treat suitcases like toys, opening them up or throwing them around for fun. Passengers would quickly become frustrated with the confusion and lack of order, and the airport could become a very unsafe place for everyone. Another problem is that kids lack the maturity and knowledge to make good decisions in emergencies. If there’s bad weather, a medical emergency, or a mechanical problem, they wouldn’t know what to do — and might even make the situation worse by panicking or treating it like a game. Running an airport also requires careful coordination between pilots, air traffic controllers, and ground staff, which kids wouldn’t be able to handle. Flights might crash into each other or get stuck on the runway because no one is properly managing the airspace. While kids might bring fun and creativity, an airport needs serious, responsible adults to keep people safe and get them where they need to go.

I love that vid sm

3:53 PM

like duh kids would never run the airports but I have to believe it’s just satire

3:54 PM

I mean I don’t really know if I could trust the direct source since they can say whatever they want

netrunner from the year 2077

https://youtube.com/shorts/JiEfFSe4M2M?si=hCGobNw4PPJE6UpR

you can look under the comments of those two posts and see

3:58 PM

HUH

5:33 PM

uh

5:34 PM

let me check tumblr to see the buzz

they only made one post but god leave me alone

confused but alright

i kinda dont wanna look through the message but im sure you're curious on what it may be

dude if you're not comfortable then I don't think I should push you to see it

OH that fucker

5:39 PM

idk man you told her you'd stop talking to her and I think you should just hold up to that. I know that's counterintuitive to everything I told you about just ghosting people but like you gave her your word and I think it might just be wise to say nothing (edited)

5:40 PM

like she isn't respecting the one wish you wanted which is to stop talking to her, so like

5:41 PM

you told her what the deal was and she is well aware you are seizing comms with her, so there's really not much else I could say (edited)

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

wait what yuri pings???

5:43 PM

did they send me yuri to win me over?>?

honestly thinking about all this now I would have probably wrote a longer more comprehensive document and just sent that to her myself just so she gets the gist of the reality but considering her mental state I don't think she'll listen so it's probably not worth it

well… (look above tweet) https://vxtwitter.com/classicplayz_/status/1946415335516647921?s=46&t=14dBAhP0phd2dJLL_yjz9A

ClassicPlayz (@ClassicPlayz_)

↪️ Replying to @r4y319

@r4y319 My cousin went to that when he was a kid, he died in 2023 in a crash, I miss him

went to a con with a friend dressed as anya and got harassed by some 30 year old guy fml

12:39 AM

fat super hairy guy wearing a tank top wiyh an American flag on it making sexual comments about a teen girls body while im 5 feet away okay Whatwver

Im so sorry wtf ??

yeah it was WEIRD

12:40 AM

just wanted to complain cus it’s been annoying me

grandma health scare so im home alone

12:52 AM

i hope she'll be alright

Fuck my stupid college life i feel like impulsively changing my major to biology

5:00 AM

Suddenly i want to study plants

5:01 AM

Im already too far in the comp sci hole though so might as well

5:01 AM

#myplants

did you ever use to think that an artist's work was good and then realizing their character was really awful shifted your opinion on their art as well, for me it was an "eh, why was i glazing it that hard" (edited)

my ex friend

like

1:07 AM

seperate art from artist yeah

1:07 AM

but im talking about doc here so

LOLLL

1:07 AM

TWINNING

1:07 AM

WE'RE BOTH TALKIGN ABT EX SOMETHINGS

honestly hard to admire something created by someone you don't like

1:08 AM

or created to represent someone

Why did i think this was good

Now dont get me wrong, doc's art is cute but like

1:08 AM

meh

kenneth

did you ever use to think that an artist's work was good and then realizing their character was really awful shifted your opinion on their art as well, for me it was an "eh, why was i glazing it that hard" (edited)

i have art of now cancelled artists on my harddrives

if I could do better than him when it comes to treating other people, then I can be better than him in art as well, right

its disgusting knowing i have pedos art saved but hey being an archivist is a bitch

I dont know

1:09 AM

it was a petty thought that came up

stuff

its disgusting knowing i have pedos art saved but hey being an archivist is a bitch

it must be daunting to hoard art like that but like it's hard when the content itself is just that good

1:10 AM

like if you forgot that the creator is a weird fuck then the art is something to admire

kenneth

if I could do better than him when it comes to treating other people, then I can be better than him in art as well, right

i dont think my art is objectively better than doc's in any way i just found it interesting that its hard for me to like his work anymore

like i cant celebrate fat girl fall no more cause a groomer invented it

Tbh my ex friend was the biggest case of "friend glazing" ive ever had

1:11 AM

Do u guys wanna see my ex friends animation memes

2nd piece is spawnspoke

stuff

like i cant celebrate fat girl fall no more cause a groomer invented it

the dopamine disappearing faster when I find out the creator's real colors

1:12 AM

so sad when you get so into art you really like then you realize it would be big bad to like it because of that (edited)

1:13 AM

can we have like normal people who don't try to harass others make this kind of art that we can admire

netrunner from the year 2077

so sad when you get so into art you really like then you realize it would be big bad to like it because of that (edited)

like i cant post these anywhere now cuz theyre tainted

have yall heard of achooshi

nahh

I HAVE

I THINK I KNEW THEM THROUGH YOU

yeah its insane

didnt they get ppl to harass U bc u were "copying" their style

1:14 AM

Or is that a false memory

no they got people to harass my exmutual because of it

Omg

even though they were supposed to be on hiatus

1:15 AM

because they were called out for pressuring an ex into sexual activity

Wtf

1:15 AM

LOL

wicked stuff

my hot take is that While i get why people get upset over it art style theft is stupid as fuck

their old classmates came out and said that cho had a mega superiority complex

1:17 AM

like

1:17 AM

damn

woof

think they were like rich as hell too like having maids rich

1:18 AM

i remember seeing one of their photos of a sculpture of their oc, it was surrounded by coco chanelmademoiselle perfume

???!

1:18 AM

I mean i have to assume theyre 13 at the time so im not gonna get all over them for it

1:19 AM

Because im gonna be honest 13 year olds do Not have great mindsets

1:19 AM

Just like. Wow

true

1:19 AM

i think they like

1:19 AM

joined twitter at 11

me too

1:19 AM

Like 10-11 for me

at that age i was on amino so

I was on amino at 8-9

1:22 AM

How i didnt get uber groomed is beyond me

Does any one here have a working gaydar

why

I think one of my friends is gay for me but im lowkey employed so i cant care rn

any

2:39 AM

Signs

2:39 AM

you picked up

wan

Does any one here have a working gaydar

hi

They made a spotify blend of our music tastes

okay they're fucking gay for you

other token

hi

can I use your gaydar

yes

I need to see if my fellow turtle friend is gay

teenage mutant ninja turtles

netrunner from the year 2077

I need to see if my fellow turtle friend is gay

oh yeah the minecraft guy

2:40 AM

see if he places your bed next to yours

wan

They made a spotify blend of our music tastes

Play minecraft together and if he places your bed next to yours theyre gay

he keeps denying it but I suspect he's like super ultra hyper gay or something

Omg? How do u know?

Um

wan

Omg? How do u know?

trust me bro

i cracked my phone fhelp

he's just

2:41 AM

is

Like

that's why I need the other token's gaydar

Like he sounds gay or what?

2:41 AM

He could be just californian bro

wait this is a rant channel not a jokes channel

2:41 AM

uhh

TAKE LOS ANGELES TOO

WHAT THE FUCK

2:43 AM

Bro the tim hortons

2:43 AM

THE DUNKIN DONUTS FOR NEW YORK BROOOOO

can someone with a gaydar help me out too

hi

Wait Nevermind i forgot someone who knows this specific person is also in this server

2:44 AM

Fuck my life

If theyre in this server theyre probably gay

2:44 AM

Hope this helps

netrunner from the year 2077

Click to see attachment 🖼️

saving this omfg

They arent but someone who knows them is

Except killian, he's the token straight

1

I almost exposed myself

straight as fuck

Straight people have a hella gaydar

2:45 AM

U should ask pixel

2:45 AM

I think he knows

wan

They made a spotify blend of our music tastes

They also dreamt about talking to me O_o

2:46 AM

This is crazzy...

2:46 AM

Im really boring and bad at conversation so this is really funny to me

wan

Im really boring and bad at conversation so this is really funny to me

you're taken by warm milk and garlic bread

Usually when i talk to this person i say some shit like "I dont like you and you should never carry again" or "Kys"

2:49 AM

And then i dont say anything else for ten hours

2:49 AM

Mixing spotify blends sounds gay ... but like ... r u sure?

2:50 AM

Maybe im being presumptuous

2:50 AM

Or this guy has really bad taste

wan

Or this guy has really bad taste

bad taste in men?

Yessir

2:52 AM

Ive legit never spoken to this person except to call them chopped and ugly every day

2:53 AM

reverse psychology rizz

wan

Ive legit never spoken to this person except to call them chopped and ugly every day

Bro they into that?

They giggle every time i do it but im not joking

2:53 AM

Its not like they do anything wrong

2:54 AM

Its just that something about them being alive around me makes me inexplicably enraged

>₍^. .^₎<

Bro they into that?

Im not sure...

damn thats

2:54 AM

hella masochistic

I hope they lose their feelings about you

Me too

2:55 AM

This makes me sound really abusive but im not

2:55 AM

Theyre just british

bro

2:56 AM

LMAOOO

STOP EXPOSING ME LIKE THIS

Im sorry i keep shoving stuff into the quotes channel im having so much fun

2:57 AM

Imlaughign my ass off

One day theres gonna be a google docs leaked about me and everyone is going to know i mentally abused some gay i dont like for being british

Are rhey whtie

Extremely

Oh hell no

What

2:59 AM

Am i going to get colonized or what

2:59 AM

What does that mean

Bro its always the white people who are relationship masochists

leans against wall

2:59 AM

White people...

1

3:00 AM

sighs

kenneth

White people...

other token

Click to see attachment 🖼️

the white people in this server are Fine

fuucord is the white people safezone dont worry

joyous

takes drag out of cigar

3:01 AM

We just dont take kindly to.. white ex boyfriends round these parts...

and white ex friends

Man, this is a dilemma (edited)

3:04 AM

If i get meaner, theyd probably think im doing a bit

3:04 AM

If i get nicer, theyd probably think theyre unlocking my nonexistent soft heart of gold

Genuine question why r u still hanging around them if u dont like them

Cuz theyre my teammate in games... and even though i hate them... theyre really good at carrying

3:06 AM

And i begrudgingly respect the grind

Oh wow

3:07 AM

Hmm

3:07 AM

This is a dilemma

Its like a rivalry where ive given them a pass for being competent at one aspect of their meager existence and weve reached a tentative peace treatise, but they dont even know i dont like them

wan

Its like a rivalry where ive given them a pass for being competent at one aspect of their meager existence and weve reached a tentative peace treatise, but they dont even know i dont like them

3:14 AM

Is this like a new form of friendship

3:15 AM

Like... I GUESS im going to accept my fate? This is Twisted

Id probably get crucified for this but i think anyone can id as almost anything even if it doesn't make sense

4:55 PM

Ppl should get to call their experience anything they want as long as it doesnt hurt anyone

i remember looking at old queer ads and its shocking that wacky queer identities have been a thing for a loong time

I see a lot of hate for butch transmascs even though they were the ogs

ive honestly stopped caring, like i used to be such a swine over mspec lesbians and now i rlly dont care anymore cause its not harming others or them

4:58 PM

queer drama is so pointless when its over nothingburger things, we used to throw rocks at cops

Its an understandable misunderstanding based on whether wlw means only loving women, but i feel that like

i remember the lesboy discourse in roblox

ME TOO

To anyone outside the community

THIS ONE GAME CALLED LIKE ANGELS SENSORY ROOM GOT RAIDED BY SOME TIKTOKERS

4:58 PM

IT WAS SO STUPID

wan

I see a lot of hate for butch transmascs even though they were the ogs

do u know how shocked i was to hear that bisexual people used to id as butch/femme

baby fights lowkey

A woman who likes a woman is gonna be seen as a lesbian anyway

kenneth

do u know how shocked i was to hear that bisexual people used to id as butch/femme

BUT ITS A STYLE FOR WOMEN

5:00 PM

I dunno

wan

BUT ITS A STYLE FOR WOMEN

i knoww i did not know that the exclusion came later

since we're talking queer terms, gold star lesbians is really stupid

so pompous

5:02 PM

oh doe reminds me of this term i saw for like deer lesbians or whatever

I cant lie stag is kinda a cool term

5:02 PM

The rest of this blows though

it was this 70s/80s term for lesbian who just liked cuddles n shit

Aww

wan

I cant lie stag is kinda a cool term

Im a fucking mage LMAOO

Bro why are we dnd classes

stuff

queer drama is so pointless when its over nothingburger things, we used to throw rocks at cops

like G-man since when was the last time lesbians were actually a problem these people are so fucking dramatic

queer discourse is so unbelievably stupid im so sorry theres bigger issues at hand than you thinking a flag is ugly

>₍^. .^₎<

queer discourse is so unbelievably stupid im so sorry theres bigger issues at hand than you thinking a flag is ugly

YES THANK YOU

5:04 PM

ive noticed how fandom orientated modern queer spaces are

what have lesbians actually done that changed your life other than just exist

Of course sometimes flags themselves have meanings linked to the creators beliefs (lipstick lesbian flag) and by all means you can switch it over but most of the time Come On

I was one back in the day

or the axe butch flag

people were trying to gaslight me to thinking this flag was problematic in any aspect all i see is a bunch of stripes

‍♂️

Unfortunately I Was A Twitter User in 2020

kenneth

people were trying to gaslight me to thinking this flag was problematic in any aspect all i see is a bunch of stripes

‍♂️

>₍^. .^₎<

Of course sometimes flags themselves have meanings linked to the creators beliefs (lipstick lesbian flag) and by all means you can switch it over but most of the time Come On

well going back to that discussion about foreign countries and asian enemies I guess when you grow up with a stereotype you just end up hating without any plausible reason

5:06 PM

also about flags that's just stupid, deciding which flag you want to be with is your business and no one elses

Queer identity drama usually comes from what they feel is outsiders ruining their space

"xenogenders make us look bad!!" bitch looking bad is our thing we've always been bad in others eyes

3

Social media is poison for people with moral scrupulosity ocd or any kind of moral anxiety

queer headcanon discourse is a wholoe nother can of worms

I don't see a problem with stuff having a nonbinary/lesbian flag in his room and I probably wouldn't care for anyone holding up a big flag in the LGBTQ umbrella that identifies with them either

See and its awesome that u can mind ur business like that

like holy shit you're so dramatic, these people aren't going to bother with you if you don't go after them day and night (edited)

5:09 PM

this is why politics is so stupid

5:09 PM

but that's probably not the best topic here

if bitches say theyre gay then bitches gay, im not gonna interrogate anyones queerness thats none of my business

just dont fuck children or animals and really thats all i care about

2

quoted for being awesome

oh and im gonna stir the pot before i leave but radqueers need to KILL THEMSELEVES

Mspec lesbian drama is lowkey projecting personal insecurities onto bi people

3

gonna be pretty honest though what does bother me is quite the opposite and is when close people hide their identities that they want to go by

stuff

oh and im gonna stir the pot before i leave but radqueers need to KILL THEMSELEVES

pedophilia will never be queer Idgaf

Its always been "traditional" its not revolutionary in any sense its harmful, any "anti-pedophilia" motive by conservatives seven times out of ten is just bluff

Im still waiting for the files man...

what files?

5:13 PM

there were no files bro

5:13 PM

epstein killed himself

5:13 PM

get it right

Ohhhh

5:13 PM

Ok i believe you

U dont have to understand something to respect it

netrunner from the year 2077

gonna be pretty honest though what does bother me is quite the opposite and is when close people hide their identities that they want to go by

like okay pal you want to tell the world you go by he/him but you somehow leave me to figure that out for myself omfg drives me up a wall at times

>₍^. .^₎<

U dont have to understand something to respect it

(thsi doesnt apply to shit like pedo/zoophilia bc that shits harmful)

How does that happen lmfao

hey by the way, discord lets you set your pronouns and I would appreciate if y'all would use them so that way I remember who you go by

Thx Pixel

my pronouns are already set

good

wan

Thx Pixel

thank you for making an effort to establish clarity

5:15 PM

@kenneth that leaves you my friend....

he/him in his bio

Kenneth clearly has no pronouns and can only be referred to by name

1

>₍^. .^₎<

he/him in his bio

yeah he changed it

wan

Kenneth clearly has no pronouns and can only be referred to by name

ken/neth

5:17 PM

if you have no pronouns I will make you pronouns

WHAT

van/ny

5:17 PM

cho/rble

5:17 PM

misgendering on a whole new level

netrunner from the year 2077

@kenneth that leaves you my friend....

I PUT PRONOUNS RALEDYA

danke

van. whatever you do, do not look in magma

Ok

5:20 PM

Man this shit gay asf

wan

Man this shit gay asf

saying this about ricky and nara

kenneth

saying this about ricky and nara

What makes spiritually doomed yaoi versus spiritually doomed yuri if its a man and a woman

spiritally doomed yuri is talasuke

OHHHHH

5:24 PM

I GET IT

i think its also

5:24 PM

inspiration lol

5:24 PM

i did say i did take inspo from mizisua for talasuke

kenneth

pedophilia will never be queer Idgaf

Its always been "traditional" its not revolutionary in any sense its harmful, any "anti-pedophilia" motive by conservatives seven times out of ten is just bluff

omg it pisses me off when they're called maps and not pedos

did yall see the iramouse vshojo shit?

what happened

7:10 PM

omg

7:11 PM

i thought ironmouse was alrgiht

vshojo owes her a shitton of money plus they didn't donate the money from the subathon charity

7:18 PM

so she left

WHAT THE FUCK

IKR

Being a filipino with an ED is fucking embarrassing i went to the doctor and they could Not stop talking about how underweight i am

jesus christ

7:23 PM

then theres the flip side where relatives and family will stuff ur face with food every day and then wonder why you're gaining weight

Im scared of havjng to eventually be hooked up to one of those nutrition iv bags fuck my stupid arfid life

kenneth

then theres the flip side where relatives and family will stuff ur face with food every day and then wonder why you're gaining weight

IVE HEARD OF THUS

>₍^. .^₎<

Im scared of havjng to eventually be hooked up to one of those nutrition iv bags fuck my stupid arfid life

are u in the process of any kind of recovery at least :(

im trying to eat more but its hard to not just forget

7:24 PM

Or like sometimes my relatives only serve me stuff that doesnt look appetizing to me

snorpy fizzlebean: please.. dont forget... for me...?

Yesterday night was baOKAY!!!

7:24 PM

sometimes it's take imaging Naruto telling you these things

1

eat dattebayo!

i had to imagine Luna yelling at me to get into the shower back when I was uneducated lmao

i had to imagine natural harmonia gropius telling me to take my pills

lord, if you're hearing this, please make sure stuff gets his plush by wednesday. please lord, I'm counting on you. thank you lord.

specuial week needs to meet real horses and get inspiration to win the finals

i think i found kens ex friend

linlin avatar i made is based on this @kenneth

this is the final month of summer break andsafe to say i dont know what the fuck am i gonna do with my life

honestly, my mother said she had the same thing when she graduated. she’s also an immigrant and told me she never expected to move to the US and when she lived in NYC for a while basically she did whatever sticks before joining the military. that doesn’t mean you’ll end up like her just that all you probably need to do is never give up on finding your place even if it takes years to get there

im lying bed thinking "oh god i cant be the eldest daughter and a fucking bum"

you won’t know what your place is in this world until you keep trying and find what you really like that brings you happiness, a good job alone won’t bring happiness that’s for sure

3:27 AM

like for me I wanna seek perhaps starting a family or something because growing up as an only child I feel like I never had much integration and was mainly alone for the most part

3:28 AM

when I met stuff’s family not only was I in awe of his family it also kind of made me think about how important family is in general, but regardless of which I’m just thinking miles ahead (edited)

3:28 AM

my question to you is like what do you want to do?

i want to make art

you probably like art and drawing and all but to be fair you also need to set some hobbies aside so you can continue to enjoy them rather than it feel more like a chore

programming was the hobby if im being honest

I can see that

i like coding things because i like automation and if i can code pretty things thats a bonus. im not interested in an it job nor its environment

yeah that makes sense. I’ve been commissioned several times for my work in programming but to be honest it’s only when I feel passionate that I do my best work (edited)

3:33 AM

have you maybe considered an art school?

i have, but i know i'll need a portfolio for those

3:34 AM

i think

well you have something to start with in #art

3:34 AM

which I see you regularly post in

3:35 AM

maybe hint your growth if you have old artworks to show to show your skills truly improve

kenneth

im lying bed thinking "oh god i cant be the eldest daughter and a fucking bum"

bro same

3:36 AM

I chose comp sci as my major bc i wanna get into tech more + thats what my dad did and also he's pretty experienced with computers (he's built pcs before) so i hope i inherited the #computergeekgenes but rn im really questioning it

kenneth

im lying bed thinking "oh god i cant be the eldest daughter and a fucking bum"

to be fairly honest what else could you be doing at this particular age which if I recall you’re still 17? oomf is past 18 and he still hasn’t gotten a job in the technical degree he was given

I rlly like organisms and stuff so im thinking about switching to biology but im shit at most sciences

3:38 AM

English prolly suits me better bc ive been told im a good writer like multiple times but idk what im gonna do with that

>₍^. .^₎<

I chose comp sci as my major bc i wanna get into tech more + thats what my dad did and also he's pretty experienced with computers (he's built pcs before) so i hope i inherited the #computergeekgenes but rn im really questioning it

the only concern I have for computer science is the job market is kind of saturated and slowly I can see my skills being replaced by automation down the road

netrunner from the year 2077

the only concern I have for computer science is the job market is kind of saturated and slowly I can see my skills being replaced by automation down the road

oh yeah its also really competitive

that as well

I joke aboout being a shutin loser sometimes but i dont actually want to go down that road, the thought of it is very horrifying to me, semi related but i got emotional at gregor samsa's situation with his family post metamorphosis

you will not go down that road so long as you try not to

3:39 AM

because you will keep trying until you are on the opposite side of the spectrum

3:40 AM

the one you would dream of

3:41 AM

I feel like by now people my age should have jobs but the reality is it’s just a super extra bonus for people who are serious about their career, having a job is less common than I thought I guess

3:41 AM

ignore me throwing that one word yall hate

Sorry unrelated but theres a bug in the fuckin room im staying in

but like I don’t think I’m going to work where I’m at forever. definitely not. I’m in it for the work experience with making money as a bonus

Admittedly i still kinda have that instilled fear of bugs being around me so im kinda just hanging around in the dark ass living room for now

university of san francisco must admit me for having 2 years experience at a restaurant right!? I mean I hope I get to work there for the rest of my high school life tbh

Damn you work at a restaurant?

>₍^. .^₎<

Admittedly i still kinda have that instilled fear of bugs being around me so im kinda just hanging around in the dark ass living room for now

fair I always live in the darkness and everyone around me seems concerned

>₍^. .^₎<

Damn you work at a restaurant?

well fast food yes

3:44 AM

le dairy queen

netrunner from the year 2077

I feel like by now people my age should have jobs but the reality is it’s just a super extra bonus for people who are serious about their career, having a job is less common than I thought I guess

also not to mention jobs are egregiously difficult to get nowadays

3:45 AM

At least here

3:45 AM

The job market is so fucked

it was difficult to get one here as well

3:45 AM

I lowkey felt so goddamn lucky I got started in the beginning of the summer

3:46 AM

I honestly wish I could share that luck with the same person who was not as fortunate in the same server here…

netrunner from the year 2077

I lowkey felt so goddamn lucky I got started in the beginning of the summer

I got termed from my first job last year in July under suspicion that the other restaurant was too saturated in employees so they made significant cuts, I started applying again in November because I wanted to wait until I turned 16 to start applying again

3:48 AM

surprisingly after applying a second time at the same dairy queen I was interviewed and hired on the spot

3:48 AM

I first applied on that november tho

at the very least i could try art comms if i want to make money so bad

you should

Ive always wanted to open comms but wirh my current art consistency IDK

3:49 AM

Bro i still have only 3 attacks in for artfight

that’s the one thing that nobody can stop you from doing thanks to the beautiful internet

3:49 AM

just setup an online comms site or accept requests on twt

im actually not very confidentn in drawing the human body but like theres probably still demand for roblox comms

Also idk how to price my art i kinda just want someone to help me out

kenneth

im actually not very confidentn in drawing the human body but like theres probably still demand for roblox comms

just put yourself out there, I’m sure some of us can help people find you

hooray

I dont even draw humans all that much LMAOOOOO

3:50 AM

Im too grumpuspilled

i know that roblox avatars can get rlly complex should i charge for avatar complexity

yah

3:51 AM

sorry liberals, i actuallym want art as my main job and programming on the side

1

U would piss my dad off LOL

>₍^. .^₎<

Also idk how to price my art i kinda just want someone to help me out

well like do you think $10 or $20 is worth your time for just a rough sketch, $40/50 coloring, and so on? how much time do you spend on your art usually

Like

3:52 AM

Days?

3:52 AM

Including breaks and stuff

i am so egregiously slow on my art but thats mostly because im not obligated to finish any pieces rn

Fuck my shit ass life im trying to look for examples but most r selfship related

wait I just realized I’m talking to char

3:53 AM

smh

LOL??

like

3:54 AM

i didnt even finish the weezer piece yet

3:54 AM

thats like

3:54 AM

4 characters

3:54 AM

fully rendered

3:54 AM

3/4 of a body

uh either way like try to time yourself on how long you take because usually the idea is how much can you get out of X amount of time?

3:54 AM

rhetorical question

3:55 AM

because I’m sure you can craft quality artwork with time just depending on how much time you’re willing to spend

kenneth

3/4 of a body

what do you even have left of it

you see... ive been sidetracked by magma

3:56 AM

hold on

really the point of this convo was deciding what to do next and I think you doing comms and if you plan to go to an art school you can use your comms for your portfolio, going forward after art school I’m optimistic the market is looking for people like you

yeah being an artist is what i feel more

3:59 AM

comfortable with

3:59 AM

but im also hesitant because i feel like its not gonna you know. pay well

yeah thats unfortunately a big concern

my mom really wants to mentor me in data entry tho

kenneth

but im also hesitant because i feel like its not gonna you know. pay well

unfortunately yes you do need to be adaptable to the market in a sense that if what you’re doing isn’t going to pay enough then you have to be ready to take on other jobs that will satisfy your living conditions

kenneth

my mom really wants to mentor me in data entry tho

nothing wrong with trying it if I’m being honest

4:02 AM

cos when you try new things you’ll find out if you really like it or not

yeah im fine with trying out data entry

now if you will excuse me I shall go to sleep, for I have therapy tomorrow and work in the afternoon but I look forward to hearing if you’ve been thinking about your future more (edited)

2

if u ever wanna talk abt this kinda stuff lmk too bc im in the same boat lol

4:06 AM

Honestly my big worry for my current path is that like i brought up earleir computer science is heavily competitive

4:06 AM

In the job field

4:06 AM

And guess who didnt even know there was apcs at my school

4:07 AM

I pray my dad will guide me (though his tutoring style leaves far more to be desired) but ehhhgg

4:07 AM

We will get thru this together

1

If youre struggling to price commissions, try bumming off this guy and referencing her ^_^;

5:04 AM

https://remiune.carrd.co/#prices

Rem's Commissions

commission information

5:05 AM

She has a tos, payment methods up front, art examples, and some tables with prices for different styles and levels of body drawn

5:07 AM

Being a commissioned artist for a living really blows chunks unless you have a series with a following or you cater to some niche

5:08 AM

So, once if any of you get commissions, ill do a comm and tell my friends to make things easier :D

5:11 AM

Eh... From what little i know of the state of art careers, graphic design is art adjacent and lets you make websites or assets to use in company advertising. Thats moderately in demand

5:12 AM

If youre any good at html or css, its relatively easy to start freelancing websites

5:13 AM

One of my ex friends also says he got paid to do murals occasionally and taught art classes for kids, so either of those things might be worth a shot

5:15 AM

Video game and 3d modelling might be huge, but i dont know anything about these things

5:16 AM

If you are a 2d illustrator, its sometimes possible to sell physical products. Market sucks though

5:17 AM

Some people will do okay if they have a large enough following

5:17 AM

If i like, tried relying on comms for a living, though, id totally starve

5:19 AM

I used to try appealing to more people, but worrying about what trends were popular all the time made me change my art in ways i didnt like and burnt me out on art for a long time. So be careful with that

5:22 AM

Your best bet right now is a main job that gives you the freedom to study and plan your next art pieces

5:24 AM

For animation, i would go to art school here, but probably give up entirely on a job and move to australia or south korea where work is actually outsourced

5:25 AM

Working in art in any way... its really hard. Even so, i think you will do great. Cuz I believe in you!

5:28 AM

When its not 3 am, ill try to help with pricing ^_^;

5:28 AM

I need to reopen my comms too

wan

Working in art in any way... its really hard. Even so, i think you will do great. Cuz I believe in you!

1

ken you gotta make a sealsona

kenneth

im actually not very confidentn in drawing the human body but like theres probably still demand for roblox comms

i ❤️ challenging roblox artists to draw anthro

THIS STYLE IS CUTE

wan

THIS STYLE IS CUTE

https://x.com/MEMZVIRUS4040 sorry late reply

MEMZ

(@MEMZVIRUS4040) on X

ENG/ESP

girl multifandom artist, never consistent 18 years of age no kill pls

stuff

https://x.com/MEMZVIRUS4040 sorry late reply

Wow! I didn't know roblox had so much cute character art. I wish I knew more about the little guys.

i am immensely fixated i know so many robloxian girlies

5:28 PM

Are Shedletsky and Buildermans avatar just that popular? Or do they have stories going on? Who is Elliot? I like the radioactive torso guy!

5:30 PM

I have never actually been to the roblox events so i also dont know who luna is

builderman is his own guy, davids oc pretty much. shedletsky kinda is his own guy, elliot is from work at a pizza place, and i believe the radioactive guy is from welcome to roblox building

5:31 PM

sonofsevenless is a popular shedletsky alt, one of the richest robloxians

HES FROM WORK AT A PIZZA PLACE? Omg

5:31 PM

I didn't know he had a name

mhm!!! hes the son of the owner and has a little sister named mia

RLY????

5:32 PM

Wait wait wait. Theres work at a pizza place lore. Oh my gerd

MR BUILDER!!!!!!!!

https://youtu.be/2O6p7OciXe4?si=KFDjL9YYj4XeC1T1

RexYT

NEW Mansion Story - Chapter 1| Made by the Creators of Work at a ...

I get the father and son resemblance, but how come mias got eyes and hook hands

5:35 PM

Are different species of robloxers in the same world

5:35 PM

Ok ok

5:36 PM

Im watching this

5:36 PM

Of course he has a fucking pizza mansion

5:36 PM

LMFAO the guy crying and whimpering at the dark

wan

Are different species of robloxers in the same world

robloxians can vary in different shapes and sizes, this part gets tricky cause some people argue theyre humans while others say humans are seperate and then theres rthro and the debate if theyre humans or robloxians or a new species which is a whole can of worms

no daughter of mine is dating an rthroian

Rthro is the humanlike avatars right?

yes!!

5:38 PM

also known as anthro internally

Bro these names are making me laugh so much

5:45 PM

geometrydashlover365

5:48 PM

Im crying this is so funny

5:48 PM

I cant

5:48 PM

"Ahhhh!!! Im scared!!!" and theyre all just bouncing up and down

5:48 PM

Im so easily entertained this is like keys being jingled in front of a baby

5:49 PM

5:50 PM

What is alexandras problem

waow

7:37 PM

tortoth my hero

I hate people who make ocs who do horrible things for the sake of checking off a box of shock value instead of tellin a story

“you just don’t have media literacy” well maybe if you actually had a fucking story to tell then i wouldn’t tjink that your pedo school shooter oc is buns (edited)

wan

I hate people who make ocs who do horrible things for the sake of checking off a box of shock value instead of tellin a story

incel ocs

anonymous asexual

“you just don’t have media literacy” well maybe if you actually had a fucking story to tell then i wouldn’t tjink that your pedo school shooter oc is buns (edited)

vivziepop

11:42 PM

that stupid moth that i hate

wwo you're telling me your incel oc is a misogynist lolicon pedophile transphobic school shootin heckin incel very bold (edited)

i cannot STAND vivziepop

kenneth

wwo you're telling me your incel oc is a misogynist lolicon pedophile transphobic school shootin heckin incel very bold (edited)

Theres nothing inherently wrong with these things as a story, but instead of like

11:43 PM

Engaging why the character does this in a story

kenneth

wwo you're telling me your incel oc is a misogynist lolicon pedophile transphobic school shootin heckin incel very bold (edited)

like wow…that’s so fkn deep and #psychological horror

They just be sayin this shit for the aesthetic of it all

11:43 PM

Wtf

wan

Engaging why the character does this in a story

its so obvious when the character is edgy for the sake of shock value rather then. actually critiquing the things the character is for

kenneth

its so obvious when the character is edgy for the sake of shock value rather then. actually critiquing the things the character is for

Its really boring because the character doesnt grow or get challenged in any way

like yes tcctwt artist we get that ur columbine wannabes shot up a school because theyre heckin depressed..

Zero backstory. Zero characters that interact with the protagonist. Zero build up to explain their actions

11:46 PM

Just Pure Edge

like the big catalyst for why i thought of nikolai was because i dealt with a guy like him myself and he felt remorse for how he treated me

11:47 PM

not talking about abn

wan

I hate people who make ocs who do horrible things for the sake of checking off a box of shock value instead of tellin a story

urbanspook

THATS SO REAL

11:47 PM

Ewwwuuugh

>₍^. .^₎<

urbanspook

the cory thing makes me repulsed

me too

rumor has is the name cory is reference to cory spazkid

kenneth

like the big catalyst for why i thought of nikolai was because i dealt with a guy like him myself and he felt remorse for how he treated me

I was moved by the way u described how he imposed an identity on silas so he wouldnt be alone

11:48 PM

Its incredibly selfish, but also a believable reason for someone to act that way and something a character could regret and grow from

11:48 PM

Its kino ...

11:49 PM

I love and hate posting about my morally darker characters in my public spaces

i fucking hate urbanspook literally half the stuff in his content is genuinely pointlessly disgusting and half is just. What

wan

I was moved by the way u described how he imposed an identity on silas so he wouldnt be alone

thank u van

1

On one hand, i want to know how people engage with important topics cuz thats what i think art is about

>₍^. .^₎<

i fucking hate urbanspook literally half the stuff in his content is genuinely pointlessly disgusting and half is just. What

the wax pile

On the other hand, i get the biggest morons on earth posting about their incel school shooter tier ocs and thinking im like them cuz my character is also a shit head

11:51 PM

i also wanted to explore a "toxic masculinity rabbit hole" with silas, a transgender boy whose had a female identity imposed on him for a large portion of his life (edited)

Silas is Real for This ...

i guess the closest thing ive had to a "edgy" oc is someone who wants to do a mass genocide on the human race because its impure

Bro

literally chara ass sounding oc but if you're me and know the deeplore youll understand

I just made an oc thats a cop who murdered innocent people

wan

I just made an oc thats a cop who murdered innocent people

1

And the first reaction within thirty minutes of his creation is to start shipping yanderes with him

11:54 PM

I have a cluster headache and blood between one of my eyes from the conniptions i got

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Hey now

11:55 PM

Many dont get the chance to rack a kill streak

11:55 PM

As far as KD ratios go, hes the crystal league of cops

wow hes one of a kind

11:56 PM

kill streaks are often reserved for war criminals

So true!

11:57 PM

The most unrealistic part about this character is that he gets imprisoned, but its kind of necessary for the story to take place

12:01 AM

Badly explained, tommy's deal is that he tries to be an agent of justice while being a corrupt person himself

12:03 AM

He killed a man he profiled as a criminal after a stop turned botched arrest, and although tommy was deemed doing his job, the lover who he did this in front of didnt agree

12:04 AM

So the original victims lover breaks into his home to avenge his deed, and tommy kills him in self defense

12:05 AM

But, when hes found hiding the dismembered body, shaking and incoherent, the court didnt care why he did it, and neither did the media who covered this

12:05 AM

Tommy still believes hes right

12:06 AM

IE, “He was going to kill me. I just moved first.”

we gotta kill tommy

After his spiral, tommy took the contract so he could become free ❤️

i see you're listening to suki suki daisuki

Thats right.............................

12:08 AM

Tommy will act like a de facto leader if i choose him as protagonist, cuz in his mind, he’s the only one trained to make life-or-death decisions. Whether anyone else agrees doesn't matter :P

12:09 AM

The killing of the lover is something between "preemptive justice," retaliation gone wrong, and him not fully remembering the actual events of the mans murder due to his Psychological Problems (edited)

12:10 AM

I think his origin could become the root of something really cool for a story

12:10 AM

Cuz like

12:11 AM

He sees himself as the Only Good Man in a squad of hideous monster freaks, criminals, and liabilities

wan

He sees himself as the Only Good Man in a squad of hideous monster freaks, criminals, and liabilities

"wow everyone here is so weird. im glad im the only normal one here"

He killed a man for looking like a threat, and everyone else on his team is a monster in a figurative or literal way

12:13 AM

Now that the beings around him challenge his understanding of what a human is, im really curious as to whether he can turn into a person who can choose mercy over his violent instincts or if hed die the same man who pulled a trigger on frightened people

12:14 AM

THERES A LOT OF POTENTIAL HERE... BUT NO ONE GAF IN THE MIDST OF CRIME DICK MEASURING CONTESTS AND SHITTY YAOI

12:14 AM

RAHHHHHHHH ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHH *RIPS OFF ASS*

12:16 AM

Im not sure if im justified for thinking this or if im narcissistic

12:16 AM

Im just ... So Sad

wan

Im not sure if im justified for thinking this or if im narcissistic

no ur justified for thinking this way i know what kind of ppl ur talking about and i cant standthemn either

kenneth

no ur justified for thinking this way i know what kind of ppl ur talking about and i cant standthemn either

Tfw ur character is a racist cop and the people around you have characters that are worse than him because theyre edgy torturers, inadvertently proving the cop right about them (edited)

12:22 AM

From a writing perspective wtf do u even do

12:24 AM

I cant challenge his belief that he is a misunderstood last paragon of justice if everyone is actually a horrible degenerate

make him get worse ? but in a way that narratively examines a continued descent

12:25 AM

idrk i just got into this convo

Tommy thinks people are monsters because they are criminals or look freakish In a setting where test subjects turned into monsters are victims, he judges them as monsters for their pasts or appearances In reality, its their actions, as it is true theyre death row inmates for a reason However, tommy is trapped in a broken situation where his own thinking would save him, reinforcing his beliefs. So at some point, if hes forced to act cruelly to survive, then the only moral event horizon he CAN experience is something like

12:31 AM

"If everyone else here is a monster and i kill without remorse, what am i doing thats different"

12:32 AM

IF he gets one at all

12:32 AM

Because again, hes used to dehumanizing people. He needs to have a moral difference between himself and others to stay sane

12:34 AM

I think aside from having no choice but to accept if he wants to become free, tommy was coaxed into accepting being an expendable because the person who reached out to him was like

12:34 AM

"I know you don't deserve this. You were doing your job and you're innocent"

12:34 AM

So if he descends and never changes his way of thinking, maybe the most fucked up ending is if he DOES go free

12:35 AM

And the company is just like “You did well. You were the worst of them, but you were effective.”

12:35 AM

And he realizes that he wasnt picked to be saved because he was an officer, but because he was already the perfect expendable

12:35 AM

Thoughts on this? O_o

wan

And the company is just like “You did well. You were the worst of them, but you were effective.”

this

12:40 AM

i like this

of course my turtle friend makes it into a screenshot that stuff sent somewhere else

1:13 AM

might take him 1-3 business days to check twitter to actually see that

LOL

also I try to keep asking work oomfs if they watch anime and I got like two people who said yes but they all pirate because the licensing sucks ass on crunchyroll apparently, turns out the fact that a ton of popular shows aren't on the platform is kind of a problem nowadays because everyone I asked who watches anime always pirates it (edited)

1:18 AM

gaben of course was right

1:19 AM

why does licensing always get in the way man like just offer something everybody wants to watch and stop trying to earn a pretty penny by taking away from the experience bruh

1:20 AM

this is why music streaming is so much better than like the whole movie or show industry because licensing is much more consistent and I get way more value than I do out of any streaming service where I actually have to watch something

1:21 AM

stupids corps keeps trying to fight for my money when all I wanted was something cheaper and legal

1:21 AM

all anime shows should just be in one place, not anime here and anime there and having to pay for both omfg

yeaaaah

anyways so I will probably keep my subscription but I hope I can get enough bang for my buck this month (edited)

sorry im just not at my full attention atm cause im yelling at studio but sadly we're never gonna live in a world where cartoons and shows are legally in one place

1:25 AM

layered clothuing doesnt wanna work so im doing this again

its alright, I mean I was trying to keep it open ended for everyone and not directly to you so I don't think you did anything wrong unless it was in DMs but what's up with studio

stuff

layered clothuing doesnt wanna work so im doing this again

ah

1:26 AM

what's your particular goal

just retexturing some pieces of layered clothing :}

oh fun I remember retexturing myself many years back

yaaaaay

peak 2019 me

1:28 AM

late 2019 I think

1:28 AM

just randomly was at my grandparents and started creating a variety of soft drink textures

1:28 AM

with ms paint lmao

1:29 AM

I swear I don't know how I like did this stuff at a very early age it's like I was some sort of genius or something

1:29 AM

at least at the age I was back then

1:31 AM

man my sub just renewed today wtf I wanted to watch anime tonight

oh well I guess watching anime was too much for my internet

1:47 AM

YES WE'RE BACK I CAN ACTUALLY WATCH NOW

help I’m being threatened by a turtle

2:27 AM

he thinks me watching my dress up darling is.. gay

netrunner from the year 2077

he thinks me watching my dress up darling is.. gay

tell him that gojo is a prime male role model

he thinks anime is gay in general lmao

netrunner from the year 2077

of course my turtle friend makes it into a screenshot that stuff sent somewhere else

bleugh

2:31 AM

he also likes bringing up long german tank names

2:32 AM

this guy is totally not fit to run an entire empire on an smp

*Tear runs down Face* I messed upp

wan

*Tear runs down Face* I messed upp

what Hpend

Someone asked for criticism of their oc

2:49 AM

I said i found it boring and suggested a list of ways to improve it

2:49 AM

I then realized how i sounded after i hit send

2:49 AM

I can feel the wrong dialogue option weighing down on my back

mfw i have a helpful intention but come off as nitpicky and blunt and dont realize it until i hit send

wan

I can feel the wrong dialogue option weighing down on my back

"YOUR OC IS FUCKING SHIT DON'T EVER DRAW AGAIN"

2:50 AM

very constructive criticism from me amirite

2:51 AM

netrunner from the year 2077

"YOUR OC IS FUCKING SHIT DON'T EVER DRAW AGAIN"

3

wan

I said i found it boring and suggested a list of ways to improve it

on the flip side though i have a horrible habit of making boring ocs so this kind of advice owuld probably be godsend regardless of the tone

at some point people are just not going to vibe with your idea and that's (probably) fine

kenneth

on the flip side though i have a horrible habit of making boring ocs so this kind of advice owuld probably be godsend regardless of the tone

>Horrible habit of making boring ocs >Ten drawing pages of them

wan

>Horrible habit of making boring ocs >Ten drawing pages of them

i have to use all of my brainpower and beyond to not make them too much of a self insert and think about them in depth other than "oh yeah she looks like this and she exists i guess"

netrunner from the year 2077

at some point people are just not going to vibe with your idea and that's (probably) fine

like if you DO have pointers as to make improvements yeah that would be great but sometimes there's just a point where it doesn't fit your flow

2:55 AM

I mean do you actually find the idea boring or do you think it could be better with your pointers?

2:55 AM

"hey your oc is great but I would also like it if dededededede"

netrunner from the year 2077

like if you DO have pointers as to make improvements yeah that would be great but sometimes there's just a point where it doesn't fit your flow

My standard for boring oc isnt "story i wouldnt read", but rather a character that just has stuff happen to them and has no motives of their own

I'm not too experienced with ocs but like just aim to be polite but still honest too

2:58 AM

the first thing I think about is how will someone react when I say it this way, should I try saying it another way? (edited)

2:58 AM

-# (rhetorical)

2:59 AM

Idk maybe you already think that and it's still just not right, with time I'm sure you'll get better at being polite and honest about someone's ideas

2:59 AM

to be fair though I respect honesty more so that would come first imo

https://vxtwitter.com/Rhymestyle/status/1947720089744330791 (edited)

rhyme (@Rhymestyle)

did we just watch this company implode over night?

QRT: Dexerto AmaLee, Kuro, Kson, and Melody have all announced they are leaving VShojo Ironmouse recently revealed the agency owes over $500,000 to the Immune Deficiency Foundation https://t.co/7OfHjCKRSL

oh amalee is the one who voiced both shows I watched

https://vxtwitter.com/theWEBZlNE/status/1947794187740463219 (edited)

Cyan…♂ザ・アザラー🦭 (@theWEBZlNE)

white ppl but not just white i mean THIS type of white

QRT: swagamicchi Real question whats stopping everyone from just moving back to tumblr at this point

Puritan white ppl make me lose my fuckign mind

4:34 PM

Me, not giving a single heck

I DONT HAVE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER!!! FUCK YES!!!

wan

I DONT HAVE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER!!! FUCK YES!!!

I hope this haPPENS TO ME

kenneth

I hope this haPPENS TO ME

And it might! One day!

5:15 PM

Although, the caveat for me is, it might be something worse

oh no

Uh, can't say I've looked up any of this enough to say

5:17 PM

The shrink says bipolar 1

5:21 PM

The situation is a bit unclear right now, since theyre still lookin' to get a diagnosis, but man am I glad that it's not anything too crazy... I hope

???????????????????

that's fucking insane

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iVlSNpq8i8&list=RDcBkG9M3lBoY&index=4 this song is so relatable okay yeah its silly and well done but im actually very all over the place rn and my only consistent objective right now is to not be suicidal. other than that i dont even have a clear direction for myself which is funnybecause im a rising senior Fuc

Jamie Paige / JamieP

BIRDBRAIN (w/ OK Glass) feat. Kasane Teto

oc song hell yeah

11:26 PM

i hate using davinci cause now my audio sounds weird

11:26 PM

well it sounds fine in the program i just cant play videos normally on like youtube

11:26 PM

i could probably fix it but idc

is this like where the audio quality drops when the program opens?

11:29 PM

my assumption is davinci is actively using your microphone or something

netrunner from the year 2077

my assumption is davinci is actively using your microphone or something

yeaaah

just find a way to switch the default microphone to something else because if its set to a bluetooth device the bandwidth is kind of strained with the bluetooth connection (edited)

wont let me change it lol

uhh

11:34 PM

well

my mic is plugged in idk why its not being noticed

~~davinci sucks that's why~~

even after going into sound mixxing and now davinci recognizes my mic things like youtube is still weird

have you tried reopening firefox

11:41 PM

inconvenient but sometimes that'll do it

11:43 PM

amazing

ty for the push ig

11:44 PM

didnt wanna delal with that but hey it was nice to get out of the way

it just makes more sense to keep a topic where it started, regardless of which have fun davincing

i didnt see what channel i was in </3 lol

kenneth

used /wordle

not kenneth and Im the nonbinary character! were playing (edited)

of course you play wordle in the fucking rants channel

wrong channel

imagine if someone starts venting then the bot goes "not kenneth is on a 7 day streak!"

Wordle 1495 6/6 ⬜⬜⬜⬜

⬜

⬜ ⬜

⬜

Wordle 1495 3/6

⬜⬜

⬜ ⬜

Well it was fun while it lasted

1:58 AM

For context this is my old twt account with 2.5k+ followers

>₍^. .^₎<

Well it was fun while it lasted

inauthentic accounts ???

atleast you got a reason

1:58 AM

probably means botted in fancy lingo

I left it back in like, 2022 august and archived it for memory reasons but i guess it had to get the gun at some point

kenneth

inauthentic accounts ???

https://help.x.com/en/rules-and-policies/authenticity

the parody label really helps with avoiding bans n shit

stuff

atleast you got a reason

yeah world's most famous ban message here

2:02 AM

it's even better without an explanation

i have to plead 12 times i am not the second incarnation of hitler

kenneth

used /wordle

Your group is on a 1 day streak!

Here are yesterday's results:

3/6: @>₍^. .^₎< 6/6: @kenneth

Wordle

Your group is on a 1 day streak!

Here are yesterday's results:

3/6: @>₍^. .^₎< 6/6: @kenneth

Im the nonbinary character! was playing (edited)

that was embarrassing

PLEASE JUST LET ME PLAYING TSW5

1:02 AM

I YEARN FOR THE TRAINS

Choo choo...

choom choom

1:05 AM

well my hour to watch anime has begun, better luck next time

well I guess I found a solution

getting better

that was super close, what the hell are these AI drivers nowadays

wowie

Wordle

Your group is on a 1 day streak!

Here are yesterday's results:

3/6: @>₍^. .^₎< 6/6: @kenneth

Your group is on a 2 day streak!

Here are yesterday's results:

6/6: @>₍^. .^₎< X/6: @netrunner from the year 2077

can ignored messages not count as unread messages

Wordle

Your group is on a 2 day streak!

Here are yesterday's results:

6/6: @>₍^. .^₎< X/6: @netrunner from the year 2077

Im the nonbinary character! was playing (edited)

im the wordle champ

*Bursts into Tears* I won my first art raffle but the host didnt give me a prize cuz hes too busy and unmotivated

10:57 AM

Why my luck gotta be so buns

No fucking way bro why do you have comically bad luck

wan

*Bursts into Tears* I won my first art raffle but the host didnt give me a prize cuz hes too busy and unmotivated

is this just a way to say you lost

netrunner from the year 2077

is this just a way to say you lost

Thats a silly way to unannounce a winner

wan

*Bursts into Tears* I won my first art raffle but the host didnt give me a prize cuz hes too busy and unmotivated

That just seems like asshole stuff, you dont say you win then you dont give them what they won??? Just say itll be delayed goddamn

MYFUCKIGN STEPMOM WONT STOP VAPING THERES SO MUCH VAPE VAPOR IN THIS CAR

3:31 PM

MY LUNGS

3:31 PM

THESMELL

They trappin u in the vape hot box tonite

4

such impolite people I tellsya (edited)

3:35 PM

thankfully whenever I ask people to avoid vaping in closed spaces they usually stop right away

Dude i opened the window to let the smell of the vapor out and then i closed it and then my stepmom HUFFED AND PUFFED ANOTHER CLOUD OF VAPE

what the actual fuck dude

3:38 PM

does she like not ask you at all if you like are fine with it

NO

that’s

3:38 PM

just

I just find it really comical that i was facing the window to roll it back up and then i whipped my head around and there immediately was another dense cloud of vape

3:39 PM

Going towards my face bc im facing diagonal from my stepmom

3:40 PM

your mother

HELP

trump basically just told artists that they better watch out for AI using their content... https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxNowwUVjwjifjwXJ320580L2ZsFyZxuKS?si=Lis4angSvv-7crD4

4:10 PM

he would probably advocate to make AI training models exempt from copyright law

Eh?

bottom is ex friend on their bullshit agaion

That must be rough, man, im sorry

5:08 PM

Is it the same person from before? The one whose wiki you were an admin of?

YEAH

SPOILER

Yikes, I could cut myself on that edge

stuff

YEAH

with every screenshot it gets more justified to tell this guy to fuck off and kill themselves they HAVE to leave you alone

it’s been like three months since stuff cut ties and he still gets pecked ong

stuff

YEAH

this is why retards can’t play royale high! because they make me say racist things even though that’s actually my fault but I like to blame the person who I was mad at for “starting it!” (edited)

1

Sounds like they havent really changed much from the last time you saw em

despite expressing the willingness to change to gain stuff’s trust back there’s still evidence that hasn’t happened yet unfortunately

5:14 PM

and it probably won’t happen seeing how this started from years ago

:(

it’s sad cause I can tell that friend meant a lot to stuff even though things went completely south

5:16 PM

talking about meepcity and royale high hangouts and rps

5:16 PM

as well as just going out on adventures n shid

5:16 PM

I saw quite a bit of it from my perspective

5:17 PM

made me kinda jealous a bit sometimes but eh that's just me

Nah, i totally get that

5:18 PM

Online childhood friendships who share niche interests and weird roleplay sites hit different

that’s basically what it was I think

5:18 PM

not for me but for stuff

Even though you two seem to have different interests, its nice to see that youve been there for each other for so long

5:19 PM

How does such a friendship work?

honestly

5:20 PM

I think it’s because I put such a strong focus on this friendship more than anything else

5:20 PM

or at least other friends

5:21 PM

more so I try to explore a lot of the things stuff is doing to kind of be open minded, there are things I simply just won’t get but that doesn’t negate us

5:23 PM

whenever I hear stuff wants to get into blender I try doing the same, when he’s doing an event I like to pair up and play a long with him, when I found out he was getting interested into fortnite that’s when I started playing again

5:23 PM

dude he basically defined a lot of me, I don’t even know how but he did

Aww

5:23 PM

Im sure stuff would be pleased to know that!

5:24 PM

Funny enough, on the topic of blender, thats how me and den met

wan

Funny enough, on the topic of blender, thats how me and den met

^^

wan

Im sure stuff would be pleased to know that!

he will find out soon

5:24 PM

if he hasn’t already

wan

Funny enough, on the topic of blender, thats how me and den met

wait like how specifically

5:24 PM

like a contest or something or just hey I found out you’re into blender

In the Wrong Organ server, den was modelling his oc in blender, and i was so impressed by it that i tried to try making blender humans again

5:25 PM

I was...

5:25 PM

Not very good at it

5:25 PM

But den is amazing! I really look up to his skill in that program.

1

thought you and den were irls

5:26 PM

maybe that’s charley

Thats him and charley, and cleo, i think

I see

wan

But den is amazing! I really look up to his skill in that program.

yeah that’s awesome, me n stuff have been friends for like six years holyshit

5:27 PM

what’s unfortunate is I’m one of the few irl friends he has though

me and den are irls we've known each other for like 8 years

3

as I’ve been gaining momentum on making many irl friends

the first time we met we were roleplaying warrior cats in a bouncy house

1

BROOOO RLLY???

LOL EHAT

there were periods of time where we had to stop talking (mostly bc of my stepmom having a hate grudge over a misunderstanding) but we still came back together

you guys know of boys and girls club of america right

wan

In the Wrong Organ server, den was modelling his oc in blender, and i was so impressed by it that i tried to try making blender humans again

legit thought you guys knew each other forever

me and stuff met at the one in our town, and that’s where it all began tbh

5:30 PM

it’s weird cause it feels like the club has always had a way of circling back

Hah, you talk as if the two of you are the protagonists of some stephen king movie

oh me and den started a little club of our own alright

Hmm?

wan

Hah, you talk as if the two of you are the protagonists of some stephen king movie

it kind of feels like it if you're still talking to me

@kenneth can i tell them abt the people club

netrunner from the year 2077

it kind of feels like it if you're still talking to me

Yeah!

>₍^. .^₎<

there were periods of time where we had to stop talking (mostly bc of my stepmom having a hate grudge over a misunderstanding) but we still came back together

honestly I kept this a secret from too many people because nobody really should know but yeah there were periods of times where we stopped talking as well but it was independent of our parents interest

5:32 PM

except I was more uhm uneasy and had a lot of anger when those moments happened mainly because they didn't happen like hey we need to stop talking but rather it was just vague (edited)

Is this about all three of you?

all three of us?

5:33 PM

where's the third one?

I've heard you mention you not talking to stuff, and charley not being allowed to talk to den

5:34 PM

Are these related things, or...?

5:34 PM

Sorry if im prying

nah

nope

5:34 PM

not at all, i never knew those guys til like last month or something

yeah in fact the only reason why I even know of y'all is cos of stuff LOL

Whoa, thats crazy

an emphasis on the importance he has on me (edited)

I wouldve figured that you all were irls from how you talk

5:35 PM

Howd stuff get here

pretty sure stuff met den or something somewhere at some point he would be the one to know

5:35 PM

online

5:36 PM

but yeah there's just so much our timeline has it's ridiculous how much I could say about it and meeting his family was definitely also a key part of its success (edited)

What a lore drop

5:37 PM

Love to see it, honestly

sorry I was eating and watching grinny vinesauce

I feel like i knew den for a few years at least, but ive actually only known him for a month

wan

I feel like i knew den for a few years at least, but ive actually only known him for a month

oh crazy

stuff

sorry I was eating and watching grinny vinesauce

please join in whenever you can, I'd like to hear a little bit about your side of anything I mention

I did know OF him about half a year before that

yeah makes sense

5:39 PM

also just because we've been friends for six years doesn't mean it went without ups and downs

5:40 PM

there's definitely a lot of things I look back on the past every now and then for my future self

5:41 PM

the important part for me is the turnout, that is even after those ups and downs if whether we still think we'll be in a good place

Thats super cool headed of you! Its definitely really important to be able to talk with your buddies even after fights or misunderstandings

5:43 PM

Im kinda jealous, honestly

5:43 PM

At times, i can get a pretty hot temper

wan

Thats super cool headed of you! Its definitely really important to be able to talk with your buddies even after fights or misunderstandings

believe it or not I have many conversations that have to do with like things I'm concerned about and where we can find a resolution and sometimes there's a neuron that thinks I'm just plainfully annoying him but lately it seems like stuff is more open minded to talking things out

1

Mmm, I see

wan

At times, i can get a pretty hot temper

that happens for me too and that really just depends on how one of us come off to each other Ig, but also I want friends who are willing to change for the better and if they don't show that they are even changing at all then that's when I start to be a bit impatient with others

5:45 PM

like dude this is a problem, you know it's a problem, and you're still doing it

5:45 PM

just in general

5:45 PM

yk

Man... you sound just like my best friend

5:47 PM

I had a fight with him a month ago ever since i flipped out on him during a panic attack, and after that, our entire group stopped fucking with me

5:47 PM

I feel really shitty about it since ive snapped at him before when i shouldnt have, but my dad dying has seriously killed my mood

5:48 PM

I wonder if i should try apologizing to him, or if i should just leave him alone

oh well yeah I also found empathy an important practice and it's unfortunate people sometimes don't have any

5:49 PM

I try to practice empathy to understand others but that can sometimes require me to talk to the other person about it

wan

I wonder if i should try apologizing to him, or if i should just leave him alone

what did you even snap over lmao

Um

5:50 PM

Okay, this sounds embarrassing

5:51 PM

But we were playing abiotic factor, and i was really frustrated that instead of coming with me to do quests, hed just stay at the base and occasionally beat me

5:51 PM

When we play games, hes pretty much almost always played them before, so he leaves me behind to figure things out because he thinks its the best for me, even though i dont like that

yeah that makes sense, sometimes the reason why I don't want to play a game is because I want someone else to teach it to me

When we hopped off the game, i got upset and said if he thought i was so bad, id just try beating the game on my own so i could be as good as everyone else

sometimes being self-taught works but not in games I just don't have an interest in playing alone

YEAH EXACTLY! I HATE PLAYING ALONE!

2

5:54 PM

He got really pissed at me because one of our mutual friends was also new to the game, and if i tried beating it on my own, id be ruining the feeling of just figuring things out for her

5:55 PM

And i was like. Fuck you. I didnt realize you wanted me to be a noob who embarrassed myself to make someone feel better

yeah I can see that, alas it just sounds like he doesn't even want to help at all and that hurts even for me if I have slight interest in figuring things out myself because I feel stranded a bit

5:56 PM

could be missing the point though

I actually like figuring things out, but i dont like that attitude he has where if i ask for help cuz im under attack, he leaves me behind since dying is a part of figuring out the game

5:57 PM

Its that "im doing whats good for you even if you dont like it" attitude that sets me off

5:58 PM

You know what im sayin?

5:58 PM

Im autistic, so ive gotten used to people telling me that. My entire life

yeah I think it just feels like you're stranded

5:59 PM

and obviously you don't always know the right answer

Also, i think its just decency to help your friends if theyre being jumped by mobs

it be enough for me to stop playing the game without help when I need it

wan

Also, i think its just decency to help your friends if theyre being jumped by mobs

right yeah it doesn't make sense unless you just feel like helping others is such a burden in his perspective

6:00 PM

dude that's what they're for, they're here to support you

Yeah...

6:00 PM

I make him sound like a real dick here, since im the one telling the story, but its not entirely his fault

I like the empathy

6:01 PM

in saying its not his fault entirely (edited)

In game, he was busy doing something else at the base, so its not like he couldve come instantly. Though it sucks that he also was later like. Im not going to back u up. At all

6:01 PM

Wtf dawg

the every-man-for-himself moment

6:02 PM

every-van-for-himself

He already beat the game so he doesnt care about building the base or fighting enemies

6:02 PM

Hes just there to fuck around

6:02 PM

Which is... FINE, i guess

6:02 PM

Still hurt

what's the point in even playing if you aren't gonna do anything...... I get it

In previous games, i used to cry about being left out a lot, since all my friends played that game but me and i didnt have fun

6:03 PM

Instead of reacting like a mature adult and stopping playing though

6:03 PM

I kept on going cuz i didnt wanna get left out

6:04 PM

So inevitably id snap about how this sucks

yeah like I said getting to work is cool and all but when fun things happen when I'm busy I get jealous and sometimes annoyed

6:04 PM

in worst cases my brain thinks its intentional

I was weirdly clingy and scared of losing everyone, which made me a real burden 'cuz i always thought they were leaving me out on purpose

wan

I was weirdly clingy and scared of losing everyone, which made me a real burden 'cuz i always thought they were leaving me out on purpose

yeah that feeling brushes on me sometimes

Im the only person in the group who is employed to support myself, and i often just dont feel like playing altogether, so its hard for them to accomodate me (edited)

6:07 PM

I didnt see that at the time

6:07 PM

So i feel like an idiot

yeah that makes sense, I chose to work so it's kind of on me deciding on the time I was going to miss being with friends

6:08 PM

I really didn't have to but... I also think other times I just have nothing better to do with my time

They didnt get this, but even though i look free when i come home and send messages, im actually not

6:08 PM

Cuz coming home from work when u live alone doesnt actually mean ur free of duties

6:08 PM

U need a couple hours after that to do chores, and a few more to attend to school

yeah I can see that

That aside ... its definitely not an excuse to tweak out about how much EVERYONE IS LOOKING FOR AN EXCUSE TO DITCH ME!!! or ... games arent fun . Or whatever

6:11 PM

Even if i liked someone a lot, id get tired of that after a point

6:11 PM

For context, i think its important to know im not the only one in my friend group who was having a hard life

6:12 PM

My mutual friend, the chick from earlier, was dealing with a dying pet, and she couldnt game much either because shed have a late night job that would make her work five or six hours

6:12 PM

Since its her first job, even part time shifts kicked her ass

damn

6:13 PM

I only work about 20 something hours every two weeks so I'm surprised its a lot more for her

She got kicked out of her stepmoms place because her moms boyfriend, who, mind you, was from jail and only lived there for a couple years

6:14 PM

Hated her from the moment he moved in

6:14 PM

And convinced her mom to have her packing bags the moment she hit eighteen

6:14 PM

It seriously blows

6:15 PM

She lives with her dad now, so like, at least shes not alone, but if she wants to live their apartment, she has to get a part time job

yeah that's disappointing

And on top of that, shes dealing with emotional abuse from her stepmom

6:16 PM

She recently just got sent back her childhood lizard that her stepmoms boyfriend straight up stole from her as a kid

6:16 PM

That lizard is in absolute physical shambles

6:16 PM

Its tearing her apart

when parents go blind to the needs of their own children, the one that should matter most imo

6:16 PM

like your child probably matter more than a boyfriend who you probably haven't known for as long as your child (edited)

I hate when moms prioritize their shit boyfriends over their own kids

6:17 PM

You cant let yourself get walked on when youve got someone who depends on you

wan

I hate when moms prioritize their shit boyfriends over their own kids

I seen that happen with an irl

6:18 PM

but it turned into more of an abusive relationship and didn't last much longer

Unfortunately for my friend, thats been her situation her entire life

sigh

6:18 PM

shame to those parents

In the context of the group, we used to be closer, but ever since she got her lizard back and asking for more hours, shed do this thing where like

6:20 PM

Shed ask to hang out Right Now, but start doing something else related to setting up her pc or feeding her lizard, and itd drag on for fucking hours

6:20 PM

Pun intended - its a bearded dragon

yikes, yeah definitely some weird mood swing it feels like

Everyone else was cool with it

I couldn't stand that

6:21 PM

I can't stand when people tell me one thing then change their minds later without properly communicating or just give me a lame ass excuse to cover up their feelings

It pissed me off, 'cuz i was exhausted from work and im serious about my time being respected

That said, i do the same thing when i say im tired after asking to do something

6:22 PM

Which is what they called me out for after i Crashed The Fuck Out

admittingly I'll just do the same except slightly worse and it's hard to admit hypocrisy but that's kind of what it is

6:23 PM

I'll ask to do something but if it takes more than 5 minutes for a response I'll go lay down and sometimes sleep or something

6:23 PM

then an hour or two later I come back to that and I'm like oh right I just asked about that

Long story short, i had a panic attack, confessed to my best friend that i hated playing games i didnt know 'cuz i felt like i would lose them from being so far behind, and made the fatal mistake of admitting

6:25 PM

That its hard to spend time with them, since that mutual friend was so depressed all the time and would care for her lizard instead of hanging out when she said she would

6:25 PM

He uh

I mean you gotta admit that kind of align with your own feelings and I would respect the honesty

Interpreted that as me blaming my friend for not playing video games instead of caring for her dying pet (edited)

6:25 PM

And immediately told everyone

yeah he didn't seek to come to an understanding and just took it personally off the bat

6:27 PM

I swear people don't even try to think that these people literally have good intentions when telling others feelings this is why talking it out is important

In his defense, if he thought i was shit talking his friends, telling them would be the right thing to do

6:27 PM

But it hurt knowing that he didnt even ask me what i actually meant to say

6:28 PM

He just assumed i insulted my friend of half a decade for the love of the game

it sounds like he might have had it out on you but simultaneously he's not in a good position it seems

6:29 PM

maybe that's just my pessimistic brain speaking out on the first half because I feel like people would do the same to me rather than communicating feelings in realtime (edited)

He was in the position of coordinating group activities and making sure everyone was included even when they had life events that made them sad as shit

6:30 PM

My mutual friend only had one real life friend, and online, we were her main group

6:30 PM

He was just trying to look after her

1

it was perhaps just a predicament for him

It probably was, but i still dont understand why he thought id mean such a horrible thing about her when i was friends with her before he was

6:32 PM

In fact, im the only reason everyone met

6:33 PM

I guess being his best friend of a decade didnt fucking matter

6:34 PM

I guess being HER friend of five years didnt matter either

I'm gonna take a minute and play beat saber then I'll get back to this btw

No problem

6:35 PM

And uh, thanks for listening

6:35 PM

Sorry for dumping all of this

6:41 PM

The worst part is that even though i told our mutual friend what i met, she said it didnt matter, since i still insulted her

6:41 PM

The cherry on top is that when i was done explaining myself, she asked "are you done crying yet?"

6:41 PM

Mfw

6:42 PM

Being ditched without hesitation by a friend group you created due to hearsay from your "best friend" is evil work

6:43 PM

I really, super miss him, and i feel like this is probably my fault, but i wonder if it's worth reaching out again

6:43 PM

Or if i'll end up like kenny or stuff's weird stalker ex friends

6:44 PM

Where they like, end up being really creepy and trying to contact even though it's their fault their friends ditched

6:45 PM

I really hope im not a bad person

wan

The cherry on top is that when i was done explaining myself, she asked "are you done crying yet?"

Sorry i just got here but thats such a weird thing to say

That was the last straw for me

6:46 PM

I ended up blocking all of them after that

6:46 PM

I feel like i trolled myself when the panic attack about me being paranoid my friends were going to leave me ended up being what made my friends leave me (edited)

6:47 PM

My fears were right bro . Never confide anything

6:50 PM

Whats really horrible is that they were more emotionally conflicted about cutting off their groomer ex friend than they were cutting off me

6:50 PM

They did NOT fucking hesitate

6:50 PM

Like ... is it over for me? Do i even try anymore?

6:52 PM

I really miss my best friend so bad, i want to unblock him and tell him im sorry, or even just tell him how much i hate him, but when i try to think of words

6:52 PM

I just have nothing to say

wan

Sorry for dumping all of this

tsall good, I appreciate when people actually dump shit because somewhere in there I hope I can fit in some little tidbits of my own or at the minimum at least be there to listen to help someone out

6:53 PM

my therapist says that I always should at least validate someones feelings and make sure I feel like my own feelings are validated

6:53 PM

because to be fair, there's a good reason to feel the way you are right now

After telling her everything that was going on in my life, even my therapist unironically said she would give up (edited)

6:54 PM

LMFAO

I mean at some point you would need to decide when enough is enough

6:55 PM

if you think your friends drag you more than they should be allowed to then only you can stand up to that and set boundaries

Give up on being alive i mean

6:55 PM

She had no advice to give on the friend group situation

oh

6:55 PM

well

6:55 PM

that's disappointing

I know, right?

I mean I can't blame the therapist for not having every solution in the world but still it would be great if there was at least something better to hear from it (edited)

In all fairness, my demons could be beyond the pay grade of a therapist whose trade is treating anxiety or depression

6:57 PM

But shit, I didn't think job problems and arguing with your best friend were that outlandish

to be honest I had old oomfs who used to be irls but moved away

6:57 PM

in conclusion I figured they were just toxic and biased towards me and I was glad I got away from it now

6:58 PM

but before I had a hard time getting away from them due to the roots they had in me

No matter how toxic things can, its just not that easy to move on from your childhood best friend of a decade

6:59 PM

Hell, for a long time, we were each others only true friends

7:00 PM

Im still in shock that hed ... Just Do That

7:00 PM

I dont want to end things without some closure

maybe you might just need to talk it out a bit about the terms of your friendship, I did that with stuff when I felt like it was at its lowest and hearing that he still wants it as much as I do made me feel better but contrary to that at least I could understand if he did not want to be friends anymore

7:00 PM

because if you had to hear that they didn't want to be friends with you anymore, you know it might not be worth your time

After i broke down crying explaining myself they genuinely got together to make fun of my response

that's not good

7:01 PM

that's definitely not good

Shit, im telling the story, so im obviously biased

7:01 PM

Stuff like that makes me wonder if im the bad guy though

I think after your side they changed their perspectives on you now, like it's not as simple as oh that just happened and we move on from it

In what way?

well because now everything you do to try to express an apology and come to an understanding they're just not looking to make ends meet

1

7:05 PM

I'm not sure if that's because they don't respect you anymore or they still just can't get over the feeling or something

7:06 PM

maybe try to just give them some space, forgiveness is not something that always comes immediately and it took me a long time to figure that out (edited)

7:07 PM

I'm certain they understand your point but it's going to take them some time to wear off the feelings they have right now

I think im pretty sure they understood what i meant, but theyre still hurt that i said those things, as you just said

7:09 PM

I guess, something important that you should know is that i cant

7:09 PM

Like, physically feel empathy for other people

it’s a skill

So the way i tried to explain what i meant probably came off as me trying to dodge accountability for hurting their feelings

like I had a hard time with empathy before

Instead of an apology for doing it

7:10 PM

If that makes sense

yeah

Its just, this sucks! And i dont know if i should apologize again, or when, or if i should

7:11 PM

My pride is asking me, even though i started this, why i always have to be the one begging for forgiveness

7:11 PM

Instead of us both acknowledging we did wrong

first I try to express a deep apology then give explanation to show what happened but not to deny that my justification doesn’t equate to being right

wan

My pride is asking me, even though i started this, why i always have to be the one begging for forgiveness

do you see the other end taking accountability too?

My best friend said "sorry for overreacting" when he snapped at me for complaining after the game

7:13 PM

He still did everything after that though, and was certain it was the right thing to do

7:13 PM

And if theres anything i know about him

7:14 PM

Its that he will stick true to what he believes is the right thing for years

7:14 PM

Thats kinda why i needed him, you know

7:15 PM

He has really strong principles and a conviction in what he believes in and i uh ... dont

yeah that’s good for him

In our friend group, this meant that i was the one they were quickest to trust and open up with the most, cause im pretty bubbly, i guess

7:17 PM

They didnt respect me though

7:17 PM

The reverse is true for him. Hes intimidating as shit

yeah makes sense, I can see that as being a good reason for there being both in the group

I just wonder if theyll believe me when i say im sorry, or if theyll clown on me and make a callout doc for trying

how long ago was this btw

About a month ago

7:21 PM

You dont think im a bad guy for this, right?

7:23 PM

In my head ... i mustve done something seriously wrong if i made my entire gang stop fucking with me. I have no idea though

nah I think you had a unique position in this and as someone who’s kind of neutral with what goes on in there I have no reason to say you’re the bad one

wan

In my head ... i mustve done something seriously wrong if i made my entire gang stop fucking with me. I have no idea though

honestly the more people don’t shut up about one thing that happened the worse it gets

7:25 PM

this happened before with old oomfs because they were kind of overdramatic for something that was so small

I REFUSE to lose my best friend over a video game neither of us even like

7:27 PM

If he wont try to reach out to me, i guess that means i gotta

7:27 PM

Just not sure if its the right time, or what to say

7:28 PM

Like my brain goes empty when i try

7:29 PM

I cant even .. muster an "im sorry for everything" or a "fuck you you bitch i hope you die"

7:29 PM

Something!

definitely the kinder part if anything tho (edited)

Im such a coward, im so scared

7:31 PM

But, im a year older, and if i have to spend my first year without him, i want to be able to say i at least tried

7:31 PM

Ill text him a "Sorry" and whatever happens, happens

7:31 PM

Wish me luck

alright

We might be so back or i might kill myself

7:32 PM

7:34 PM

Dude . I just sent a message . I think im going to throw up

7:34 PM

Can someone play a game or draw something with me

7:35 PM

I think im gonna die of shit flipping

7:36 PM

Bro

7:36 PM

He just said "okay thanks"

7:37 PM

Is that... is that it?

I guess so, but I don’t know what else I would say beyond that point

7:39 PM

I’m pretty sure he knows why you said it otherwise I would have went “for what”

He doesnt even care man

7:40 PM

What the fuck ever

you're probably not going to love my response but I think you need to give him some space

7:49 PM

and if it makes you feel any better I've had to do that before with stuff at times I didn't want to

He said he didnt hate me for it but i need to fix myself

7:50 PM

Kinda hurts, but fair, i think

7:50 PM

I dont know if i can be his friend though

7:50 PM

Im still pissed

7:50 PM

Im not in that position though

7:50 PM

To be allowed

I think both of you are and with time it'll heal

7:51 PM

when I forced myself to stop talking with stuff I would generally put focus on other friends

7:51 PM

because no matter what I think me and stuff will still be close friends but regardless of which I can still have fun being around other people too when my close ones aren't an option (edited)

Im cooked

wan

Im cooked

You good?

9:53 PM

Hey has anyone heard from van

9:53 PM

At all

best case scenario he's trying to enjoy life outside of discord due to stress coming from it or napping

>₍^. .^₎<

best case scenario he's trying to enjoy life outside of discord due to stress coming from it or napping

Well I Fucking hope thats the case

Um

9:55 PM

I wish there was something i could do

Me too but theres nothing coming up for me. I dont know any of his other friends outside this server

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Im the nonbinary character! was playing (edited)

kenneth

Me too but theres nothing coming up for me. I dont know any of his other friends outside this server

sorry for uh being kinda late I just looked back here again but I think you did everything you could, best case scenario I'm confident he's taking back control in his own personal life and once it's all sorted out he will have more time for you and this server again

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Im the nonbinary character! was playing (edited)

Wordle

Im the nonbinary character! was playing (edited)

wordle bot I don't get it, what are you ranting about

fuck

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is this boylove 2

no this is cyberpunk 2077 (edited)

1:41 AM

-# (cp2077)

Can we stop the cp jokes sory

yeh

Even tho im cooked and chopped i came back home to find out that a tsunami is going to hit my "bestie"

10:23 PM

#Winning? #Losing?

10:24 PM

His citys by the coast too . Hope bro gets cooked

hope everyone else is safe except for that guy

Hope everyone in the city is safe except for him . I hope he trips and hits his head on the way to the shelter

U Don't Need that guy now. U got Us

Never die for a man

10:26 PM

Its not worth it........

wan

Never die for a man

i learned this lesson months ago

kenneth

i learned this lesson months ago

Even if my childhood best friend of nine years totally betrayed me and cut off my main friend group from me, i keep my head up when my chin is chopped

ok l et me run smapi

Bros running smapi

wow it started..

10:31 PM

ok im gonnan

10:31 PM

host a farm this time

Oh! Did u fix it?

hold on

10:31 PM

OH

10:31 PM

okay

10:31 PM

wait

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wordle is your parents hitting you again? you're like so active in #rant

Fuck my stupid neurodivergent bitch life

4:31 AM

My motor tics have been acting up all day and my face is aching from it

4:31 AM

I hate having facial tics

sorry im being clocked hard by someone i havent talked to in months i need to set myself straight

This is a crazy ass thing to say to someone you havent spoken to in a while but at least theyre honest

stuff

DOZO??

2:59 PM

yumi will just not leave you alone man

ITS CRAZY

kenneth

sorry im being clocked hard by someone i havent talked to in months i need to set myself straight

I dunno your situations but this tone is so rude to say to someone you dont even talk to

3:10 PM

Were u asking for advice O_o

no

3:11 PM

they just wanted to seek forgiveness

3:12 PM

I mean

3:12 PM

the yumi person

Which one

3:12 PM

Ah

basically I think yumi is stalking stuff by looking through his moots and trying to ask them to say that they're (yumi) looking for forgiveness (edited)

That kind of blows

unfortunately yeah

Did stuff talk to yumi yet

wan

Did stuff talk to yumi yet

not in a while no

Im sure if he tells her to stop, she probably would

wan

I dunno your situations but this tone is so rude to say to someone you dont even talk to

no but this blows chunks

wan

Im sure if he tells her to stop, she probably would

well thing is he did….

3:14 PM

then he blocked yumi on everything

kenneth

no but this blows chunks

Is this anyone i know

netrunner from the year 2077

then he blocked yumi on everything

Ugh

>₍^. .^₎<

Is this anyone i know

nope

wan

Ugh

he just doesn’t want to talk to yumi anymore after the mentally draining shit she put him through

kenneth

no but this blows chunks

Wow, thats pretty much exactly what my best friend told me

in case you need a little catch up on the lore lol

I see ...

3:15 PM

I have no advice on this matter cuz i tried to kill myself after being told the same thing

3:15 PM

Hes probably right though

3:16 PM

Good luck

yeah tho I still care for stuff’s wellbeing more, hopefully it WONT lead to her killing herself but still

Its not good for anyone to be so obsessive like that

3:17 PM

No is still no ...

she has autism as far as I know so the way she perceives things is definitely way different

3:17 PM

but still inexcusable

kenneth

no but this blows chunks

My best friend watched me decline and improve rapidly over the course of ten years and decided to detach himself from me after he saw i wasnt getting better

3:19 PM

This kind of thing totally fucks me up

3:20 PM

Its true that there aint no one that can save you, but you can still have life goals and see friends and therapists, i think

i try not to think about my own decline but it always leads to people i know pointing it out one day and it all just hits me

Youre not even eighteen yet

3:21 PM

Youd be a dumbass to think its all over

3:22 PM

You can still go to college and have vacations and see all sorts of stuff

3:22 PM

Plus, unlike me, your family is still alive

3:22 PM

So at least you got someone you can turn to if something you try doesnt go right

wan

Plus, unlike me, your family is still alive

random van lore drop

wan

Its true that there aint no one that can save you, but you can still have life goals and see friends and therapists, i think

well how would you think of a person who went to a mental facility for a while and still behaves like she’s four years old learning words that she definitely shouldn’t be saying

Are you part of the dead moms club

wan

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wait so i cant use your dad jokes

I don’t think yumi will kill herself honestly as that’s too much over a single person but I do think she’s having a hard time learning how to cope

@netrunner from the year 2077 isnt mentally ill theyre just here to study

>₍^. .^₎<

Are you part of the dead moms club

My mom is dying but had memory issues and my dad passed a couple weeks ago not knowin who he is

stuff

@netrunner from the year 2077 isnt mentally ill theyre just here to study

At around fifty years old, this happens to most of the people in my family with few exceptions

3:25 PM

So i uh ... count my years

3:28 PM

Weirdly, i dont really feel much after they pass, but seeing the people i care about go while their bodies are still here definitely did something to my head psychologically

wan

Weirdly, i dont really feel much after they pass, but seeing the people i care about go while their bodies are still here definitely did something to my head psychologically

you feel more to those you have close connections with

3:28 PM

my guess is you just weren't close with your extended family?

Um

3:29 PM

My moms family lives in poverty abroad, and most of my dads family succumbed to the same memory illness

3:30 PM

A monk told my pa that it was a curse for his great uncles sin of cannibalism in the war

3:31 PM

So i have a feeling . And this is just my masculine intuition . That my family might be cooked

3:31 PM

Pun not intended

wait in what awr

3:31 PM

war

The japanese occupation of south korea

bro ate the colonizer and got cursed

Bro ate his wife and cried

3:33 PM

#Love

aw man

I unironically will most likely get dementia in twenty years

make sure to set the event 20 years from now

will van get a mic by then?

Nah id probably forget

will van get a mic by then?

this is going to be on your diagnosis

Nah id probably forget

will van get a mic by then?

if you don't remember to get a mic we will automatically diagnose you with dementia

Nah id probably forget

will van get a mic by then?

netrunner from the year 2077

if you don't remember to get a mic we will automatically diagnose you with dementia

oh boy irl oomf I haven't talked to in a while might have gotten embarrassed, I probably shouldn't share what they said here but let's just say it might have been vent-y before it was gone

11:29 PM

I saw the notification before they deleted it which puzzled me so I added them on snap just to follow up

i feel like a failure then i realize itst ime for me to eat my brainslop and then i get entranced and lose more braincells then the cycle repeats

cycle of self-abuse

i whack my head with a stick and wonder why im getting more stupid Bro

11:41 PM

like what do you mean i dont wanna think at all sometimes i didnt even graduate hs yet

I wonder why I don't do so hot in AP classes then I realize I watch tiktok

11:41 PM

tiktok is the center of all problems in this universe

i think about my future too much and then suddenly its like my soul is exiting my body

your soul exiting your present self to your future self

11:45 PM

gee only in my dreams can I ever do that

bro my future self is not looking too good i think hes dead

cause of death: death

11:46 PM

it's like when minecraft doesn't know what to assign your cause of death because you just.. died of death

i aint living past 30 chat

I’m going to figure out how to live past the 32-bit unsigned integer limit

I dunno if im ready for a life past chronically online teenager but eh

I’m just going to start pushing buttons and seeing what works

https://www.collectiveshout.org/ brother how does this group have this much of a grip on the global internet right now

theyre radfems too eww gross

4:01 PM

uniting with annoying hitlercunnys to stop this organization

i think one of their members described themselves as a "pro-life feminist" im crying

Dude this is one of my worst character traits but i love gossip so freaking much

1

wan

Dude this is one of my worst character traits but i love gossip so freaking much

Im talking to this down on his ropes stranger and his ex is a 28 year old tumblr nonbinary who was in the military

6:12 PM

And i can already feel that some shit is going down

wan

Dude this is one of my worst character traits but i love gossip so freaking much

i love shitttalking, i was in this selfship discord for a reddit and we would just dunk and shitton the other reddit users who were being stupid or dating underaged characters

My oomfs are divorced

most active channel there i think

I love talking shit abt people who get on my nerves sorry

1

wan

My oomfs are divorced

This happens to me alot actually

and then i got banned by the taylor swift 30 something dating alastor got mad at a double dark romance wine mom for making a suicide joke in the venting channel

6:13 PM

alos this william afton selfshipper hated me and wanted my ass dead

Holy shit

I also find it funny to talk shit about doc but you dont hear that from me

i called william a gross old man and they were like "that is extremely rude and i feel uncomfortable" and its their loss cause they liked the pinkypills william afton or whatever

Liking the ugliest version of william afton gotta be something

6:15 PM

Hes purple guy for gods sake

6:15 PM

I thought him being a gross old man was his deal

old man vs pedo twink

6:15 PM

which one clears

6:15 PM

vote now

Shaggy afton ftw

Bro couldnt even bother to yume his sexyman version it had to be the ugly ass rendition

kenneth

I also find it funny to talk shit about doc but you dont hear that from me

No i get this

stuff

old man vs pedo twink

Idc that my ex friend situation was over half a year ago i fucking hate them and i love dunking on them so much bc their art was so fucking ugly

6:16 PM

And i dont mean that just to make fun of artists with lower skill levels Her character redesigns were straight ass

kenneth

Bro couldnt even bother to yume his sexyman version it had to be the ugly ass rendition

My fav william afton design is the one in TFC

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

showing the first sentence to the homeless that sits in front of wendys

We dont talk about my attraction to shane and postal dude shh

Cuz he has so much aura

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

thats the pedo twink, but yea his rotting corpse element is cool

Oh ...

She would give female characters conventionally attractive features

What if i klled myself

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

I ALWAYS COME BACK

stuff

thats the pedo twink, but yea his rotting corpse element is cool

why do /those people/ gotta make william afton the man behind the daughter as if fnaf isnt dark enough already

1

wan

What if i klled myself

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pedopills

LMAO

Urgh...

6:19 PM

Childhood ruined

kenneth

I also find it funny to talk shit about doc but you dont hear that from me

Well thats pretty understandable man

6:19 PM

I mean hes your ex

stuff

showing the first sentence to the homeless that sits in front of wendys

Once again, homophobia from women is ok as long as it's woke

For whatever reason, i always get loads off tea from strangers

6:20 PM

Like ill always be sitting by myself minding my own business on the bus or some shit like that and five minutes later someone will be telling me the entire story of their life

Like this guy breaks up with me and suddenly becomes unfunnier

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

peetah are you a pehdofile peetah

Dont Post That

thank god this is low res

i hatelooking at it

kenneth

peetah are you a pehdofile peetah

BRO

DUDE

kenneth

Like this guy breaks up with me and suddenly becomes unfunnier

My one miracle is that all my ex friends dont really have any social followings, so theres no way i will ever see them again

6:24 PM

Like, ever

did my screen tear when i hit jump to message

Idk

6:25 PM

Im starting to realize a diabolical truth

6:25 PM

It doesnt really matter how evil of a person you are, as long as you arent annoying

6:25 PM

Like, thinking about it, my ex friends are kinda evil

6:27 PM

Even though they said crazy stuff like "twitter people who cut themselves should die already" and "i watch videos of burglars getting shot to death for catharsis," i, who only ever was clingy at the worst, got ousted the most coldly by my so called best friend

6:27 PM

But no matter what they did, he never said anything or really cared cuz it didnt affect him

wan

My one miracle is that all my ex friends dont really have any social followings, so theres no way i will ever see them again

doc used to have 4k but it went down to 3k i do not have this luxury unfortunately

wan

Even though they said crazy stuff like "twitter people who cut themselves should die already" and "i watch videos of burglars getting shot to death for catharsis," i, who only ever was clingy at the worst, got ousted the most coldly by my so called best friend

yo what the hell

Yet i have one panic attack ... and he says MY behavior is unacceptable like he didnt just pick a gang of sociopaths over me

wan

Even though they said crazy stuff like "twitter people who cut themselves should die already" and "i watch videos of burglars getting shot to death for catharsis," i, who only ever was clingy at the worst, got ousted the most coldly by my so called best friend

this is next level jerma car crash laughing

I know i shouldnt have vented to him since hes already pretty depressive, and this is gonna sound crazy

6:28 PM

But i thought that hed like

6:28 PM

Tolerate it more

6:28 PM

Since he apparently thought all of that was fine

stuff

this is next level jerma car crash laughing

My old friend group had a chick whose dad was a millionaire drug lord

??^????????

She also just happens to be into fnaf and args a lot

6:30 PM

So thats how we became friends

6:31 PM

I always knew she was kinda ... different, but i didnt expect her to be cold and quick to oust people even though she said she was cold and quick to oust people from the start

6:31 PM

#trolled

6:31 PM

#iamaretard

6:33 PM

Cuz theyre clinical trial fans, they were always kinda in the habit of posting bout medical gore over coffee

6:33 PM

And i kinda ignored it since i thought they were just into biology

eeeyikes

Howd i not realize they were bad news

6:33 PM

Im an idiot

kenneth

eeeyikes

My best friend called me out and had a group chat with them agreeing to kick me out of the group for my shitty behavior

6:34 PM

And it makes me feel a sort of hollow rage

6:34 PM

Knowing that it doesnt like

6:35 PM

Really matter if you try to be a good person, as long as youre not acting out in a way that doesnt make other people uncomfortable

6:36 PM

He didnt care about their stupid death exploitation videos and their angry rants

6:36 PM

I get sad about being scared to lose them once

6:36 PM

And thats just the last straw for him

Ngl

Being annoying is a worse social crime than being a sociopath with a murder fetish

Its an awful feeling to be kicked out like that but

6:37 PM

Im glad you're not around them anymore they dont seem like good influences

I dunno

6:38 PM

I could see myself being in the wrong if i was just beefing with one person

6:38 PM

But if a dozen people think im a real piece of shit, maybe theyre right?

Ehh

6:39 PM

Biases are reinforced more when a dozen people think the same thing about you

6:39 PM

A whole circle of friends now have the impression im a suicide baiting dependent maniac

Mine too

6:40 PM

Im really embarrassed that my first reaction to talking to be my best friend once was to immediately have a pill mukbang

6:40 PM

He didnt even say anything bad

6:40 PM

He just said "i'm willing to give you a chance but the way you behave is unacceptable. get help"

6:41 PM

Thinking about it, its hard to pinpoint why i freaked out that bad at all

6:42 PM

This is why i need to live alone in the mountains forever and ever and die so i dont bear this humiliation again

wan

He just said "i'm willing to give you a chance but the way you behave is unacceptable. get help"

But they're fine with other friends watching gore for entertainment lmfao

kenneth

But they're fine with other friends watching gore for entertainment lmfao

Yeah

6:43 PM

Um

6:43 PM

Im probably pretty sensitive on account of having been reared religious, but me and my best friend have argued a lot in the past on account of how the dead should be treated

6:44 PM

He doesnt really care about that stuff cuz they already died

6:44 PM

So as long as theres historical or medical value, he only views death in terms of mild human interest

6:45 PM

But i tend to get caught up in preaching about how all dead people deserve to have funerary rites and that its not right to use their bones or view their last moments for entertainment

6:46 PM

But he really just Never Cared since my only arguments on that point have only ever been emotionally based

6:46 PM

Ironically, hes always been better at connecting with people and different human cultures, despite my sadmongering

6:47 PM

It always makes me feel like i have to grovel for his approval

6:47 PM

Messed up if you think about it

6:50 PM

My head says i shouldnt even bother talking to him anymore, but something in me really wants to know why he did all of that to me

wan

My head says i shouldnt even bother talking to him anymore, but something in me really wants to know why he did all of that to me

given what you're telling me about him i dont think you'll ever get that answer unfortunately

kenneth

given what you're telling me about him i dont think you'll ever get that answer unfortunately

Hes a good guy i swear! Just had our rough patches

ehh good luck with him

6:57 PM

idk

6:57 PM

seems complicated

I sound like a battered wife

Do you wanna play Stardew

you guys shoukld do a tradfamily roleplay on stardew

No i got infinite suffering scheduled for the next forty five minutes

wan

No i got infinite suffering scheduled for the next forty five minutes

What the Hell

Since im pretty cooked anyway i think im bouta make a bad life decision and maturely tell him to kill himself

???????????????????

Yeah . This sounds like a great idea (Lying)

Do you not care about reconnecting with him anymore because this seems like a surefire way to end a relationship in flames

No yeah youre kinda right

7:19 PM

Man i dont know what to do ...

U talked about how he treats the dead, the people he surrounds himself with, the weird shit they say, you told me hes a good guy, now you say you're about to tell him to kill himself, man im confused

Dude

7:22 PM

Im confused too

wan

Since im pretty cooked anyway i think im bouta make a bad life decision and maturely tell him to kill himself

I really dont suggest this but i think that rhe thought is really fucking funny sorry

>₍^. .^₎<

I really dont suggest this but i think that rhe thought is really fucking funny sorry

i have always wanted to tell doc to kill himself so im not even angry at his suggestion im just confused

I got three voices 1. Ahheuuughhh im soo sorry forgive me aeeuyggg 2. After thinking about it im really upset about how you treated me. I want to know why you did these things 3. Fuck you you dumb bitch i hope you and all your fake asses die

wan

I got three voices 1. Ahheuuughhh im soo sorry forgive me aeeuyggg 2. After thinking about it im really upset about how you treated me. I want to know why you did these things 3. Fuck you you dumb bitch i hope you and all your fake asses die

me when i split

wan

I got three voices 1. Ahheuuughhh im soo sorry forgive me aeeuyggg 2. After thinking about it im really upset about how you treated me. I want to know why you did these things 3. Fuck you you dumb bitch i hope you and all your fake asses die

the voices in my head won’t stop

kenneth

i have always wanted to tell doc to kill himself so im not even angry at his suggestion im just confused

The only things keeping myself from just telling the people whove wronged me to kill themselves is 1. i'll lose my nonchalant asian status and 2. i dont want to be charged for second degree murder if they actually do

>₍^. .^₎<

The only things keeping myself from just telling the people whove wronged me to kill themselves is 1. i'll lose my nonchalant asian status and 2. i dont want to be charged for second degree murder if they actually do

I don't care if any online reputation I have goes down the drain just because i told a shitty ex to kts but yeah it seems like an easy way to get charged

What i mean by no. 1 is that i dont want them to get the pride of "being the bigger person"

7:26 PM

that belongs to Me

7:26 PM

Im the bigger person because i have better communication skills

i'll always be the bigger person because i eat a lot #fatass

I already lost all my aura so the least i can do is get hollow emotional satisfaction

kenneth

i'll always be the bigger person because i eat a lot #fatass

Give me tips

>₍^. .^₎<

Im the bigger person because i have better communication skills

true…

(half joking)

>₍^. .^₎<

Give me tips

do not do this but replace boredom with eating regardless of how hungry you actually are

7:27 PM

(i'm not that fat, actually, last time i checked i was 138lbs)

On the other hand, getting doxxed and having a callout doc written on me would suck

1

IM 98 BRO

>₍^. .^₎<

IM 98 BRO

Me too

you can take some of my pounds

wan

Me too

HUH??

wan

Me too

5'4 and 98

AND WE ARE THE SAME HEIGH??

>₍^. .^₎<

AND WE ARE THE SAME HEIGH??

Puts hand on our shoulder

Im just van jr

eating disorder twitter isnot going to psyop me into thinking my body type is fat no Im Normal

ok

7:29 PM

Can i admit something

Wahts up bro

Now i do have an eating disorder that isnt influenced by my weight like a lot of others

7:29 PM

However

7:30 PM

Because my shit ass is afraid of change

7:30 PM

I get scared imagining myself as anything but a twink

Agh thats so rough

7:31 PM

Do you not like super masculine traits

I wouldnt say i have ana or bul or anything like that but sometimes my brain wants to feel special and is like Hey do u wanna go down a pound so your weight is even more concerning, attracting the attention of a lot of other people?

wan

Do you not like super masculine traits

I wouldnt say i want super masc traits no

7:31 PM

Just normal masc

i want a transition timeline like that catboy to catman image

Huh

My friend says i look like a boy and i sometimes get mistaken for a boy #butchrealness

Weirdly, people only started saying i looked like a boy after i grew my hair out

>₍^. .^₎<

My friend says i look like a boy and i sometimes get mistaken for a boy #butchrealness

char im seething right now

7:33 PM

One time i was at this gas station and they had you ask the cashier for the bathroom code so i asked him and then i tried to use it but it didnt work so i thought it was just locked and someone was in there. Turns out the cashier just gave me the code for the boys potty room instead of my assigned gender's (edited)

I NEED TO PASS I NEED TO PASS I NEED OT CT MY HAIR BEFORE SCHOOL BEGINS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

There was also this confusing time where a bunch of maga protestors were calling me sir and saying ill never be a woman aggressively

7:35 PM

I got really confused

7:36 PM

People think i look like a chick when i get my hair cropped though

Also my irl childhood friend has a little brother and he keeps addressing me by kuya even if other people try to "correct" him

LITTLE KIDS ALWAYS KNOW

7:36 PM

Shits crazy

the most euphoria i got was when a bunch of kids at this birthday party gave me a male name since i looked guy enough to them

kenneth

I NEED TO PASS I NEED TO PASS I NEED OT CT MY HAIR BEFORE SCHOOL BEGINS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Looking like a boy isnt hard. You just dress like shit and fill in your eyebrows

somehow im going to fuck up that second part

I just wear the shittiest graphic t shirts and baggy cargos or sweatpants

7:38 PM

I want more flannel

remembering when van was surprised i was a trans guy because he was mistaking me for a 13 year old squeaker

1

I also ordered a bunch of shit from hot topic recently

kenneth

remembering when van was surprised i was a trans guy because he was mistaking me for a 13 year old squeaker

YOU DONT NEED TO TELL THEM

IT CAME IN TODAY B UT THE DAMN PARCEL KEY GOT FUCKING STUCK

wan

YOU DONT NEED TO TELL THEM

HOW DO I EVEN TAKE THAT BRO

7:38 PM

oh yeah you sound like a male alright but not like a MAN

Van how do u perceive my voice

This sounds bad but i cant tell anyone apart

LOL

that sounds voice racist

VOICE RACIST?

7:39 PM

Were almost the same race???

almost aint enough

Is it because we're both filipinos van

N

7:40 PM

No

This somehow reminds me that one of my friends thought i was fucking wasian

7:40 PM

She hasnt seen my face she just had a false memory that i was wasian

the genz in my family end up dating white people vro like even my lesbian cousin has a white girlfriend LMAOO

i have a little crush on someone and shes half white

7:41 PM

Cries

kenneth

the genz in my family end up dating white people vro like even my lesbian cousin has a white girlfriend LMAOO

Theres this dude i know whos blasian but he looks white and he keeps getting jumped when he uses the n word

THOSE FUCKING GENES MIXED THE WORST WAY POSSIBLE

White mom. Black dad. When u look at the guy its like his dads sperm gave up and swam away

I can imagine both of his parents going "whos white baby is that" in the delivery room

wan

White mom. Black dad. When u look at the guy its like his dads sperm gave up and swam away

Wh

7:42 PM

Asian?

Sorry i meant blwhite

7:43 PM

Its really unfortunate for him

boyslove white

7:43 PM

Lightskin final boss

Being two blends of asian myself kinda blows chunks

7:44 PM

White people will always assume im japanese, but asian people arent really sure what i am or if to be racist or not

racism roulette

I was havin a little walk in the city once and a chinese lady looking for directions came up to me with hope in her eyes hoping i was the one who could finally understand her

While i was at the mall with my friends this hispanic mom thought i was mexican and came up to me asking for the price of something while pointing at the price tag i think she expected me to speak in spanish. My actual mexican friend was right next to me btw (edited)

I watched her optimism and joy die when i said some "ehhh... 중국어를 하지 마세요"

>₍^. .^₎<

While i was at the mall with my friends this hispanic mom thought i was mexican and came up to me asking for the price of something while pointing at the price tag i think she expected me to speak in spanish. My actual mexican friend was right next to me btw (edited)

What would u say

I just said what was on the pricetag in english bro idk spanish Crys

LMFAOOOOOO

ALSO

7:48 PM

IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. I used to live in california right. Right by the border

Oh man

7:48 PM

I can see where youre going

7:48 PM

And i dont like it

I got placed in a fucking spanish class

7:48 PM

For kids who already speak spanish

7:49 PM

I was so embarrassed bro

This is embarrassing but i used to think filipino people spoke spanish

7:49 PM

Maybe someone mistakenly thought the same

They deduced that i was put in the wrong class and they had me play games on the computer for the rest of the time until i was moved to the correct one

PLEASE

wan

This is embarrassing but i used to think filipino people spoke spanish

Bro

como estas

I mean

7:50 PM

The colonists

>₍^. .^₎<

Bro

With names like dela cruz and garcia (edited)

7:50 PM

I kinda just thought

That makes sense

7:50 PM

My grandmas maiden name was mejia

Oh, is your grandmas family jewish?

No

i remember when i was a little kid playing minecraft i met this player who was korean and suddenly i asked her "from which korea are you from" as if north koreans played minecraft

Catholic all the way through

Wild

7:52 PM

Thats not a usual spanish name

Bro my family last names were cool I couldve had mejia or paranal (save for the anus jokes) but then i got a fucking brainrot-ish word (edited)

is maiden name just middle name

No

7:53 PM

Its ur moms last name

7:53 PM

Previously

ah

Its the one 'fore taking the husbands last name

7:53 PM

My mom didnt have a maiden name

7:54 PM

In indonesian law, you only have a legal given name thats as long or as short as your parents chose

then her maiden name would be ‘jag’ for short which is funny cause that’s what my mother used in her emails (edited)

West indonesians dont usually have surnames

7:54 PM

Just first names

netrunner from the year 2077

then her maiden name would be ‘jag’ for short which is funny cause that’s what my mother used in her emails (edited)

Ur mothers maiden name

7:55 PM

Not urs

still figuring it out

7:55 PM

but yes

7:55 PM

her maiden

moves like jagger

jaggot

2

it’s weird cos in poland men’s last name usually ends with something like ‘i’ and women ends with ‘a’

7:57 PM

still the same family name with different endings

Huh, is your mothers maiden name outside the polish norm or somethin'

no it’s very much polish

7:59 PM

the name she took though (and what I have) is italian I think

7:59 PM

then she switched back to her maiden name after the divorce

8:02 PM

my grandmother on my mothers side kept her divorced husbands name tho

grand theft name

That sounds really confusing to keep track of

8:02 PM

Whos last name did u keep ?

8:02 PM

Oh wait

8:03 PM

Literacy fail XD

wan

Whos last name did u keep ?

my father’s

For some reason i thought your mom took the name of a random italian and not just ... your dad

lowkey what i wouldndo bc what if ure marrying someonenwith the last name bluballi

Change my first name to Yomomgivmi

My last mame is chinese

Oh ...

Because guess what

8:08 PM

My great grandpa

8:08 PM

Was

So he got on the boat to ellis island and they named him bluballi

8:09 PM

Dude

NO

8:09 PM

I JUST MADE BLUBALLI UP

8:09 PM

Im scared whenever i make self inserts with chinese last names bc what if they think im a poser

A poser !?

Bc im filipino and even thougg im 1/8 chinese thats not significant enough to put on my profiles

8:10 PM

even though.. heh..... im pretty much chinese .......

Thats like saying youre one eighth native american

HELP

8:11 PM

IHAV A CHINESE LAST NAME IRL SO I GIVE MY SELF INSERTS CHINESE LAST NAMES

OH

I SWEAR

Okay that makes a lot more sense

DID YOU THINK I WAS JUST GIVING MY S/IS CHINESE LAST NAMES FOR AESTHETICS

I dont know man maybe you just really liked your chinese heritage

8:11 PM

I cant gatekeep

Im crying

8:11 PM

Bro

>₍^. .^₎<

My last mame is chinese

i justsaid this

Oh yeah well guess what?

chicken butt

Is that shame

8:13 PM

What if he took ur last name in marriage and he was a white guy with the last name seong

Heck yeah! I have a white guy name too, so its like we're twinsies

8:15 PM

Platonically

Bro named himself theodore

8:15 PM

Whats with trans asians and taking white guy names

8:16 PM

My favoritenames are charley and cody

I actually took the name matteo 'cuz my trans girl friend didn't want her name anymore, so we swapsie'd

8:17 PM

Even though im not white or latino, i still like the name

8:18 PM

Sue a guy for having good taste

Holy shit

8:18 PM

Cool

>₍^. .^₎<

My favoritenames are charley and cody

Your names sound like theyd wear bowties

AND YOURE RIGHT!

8:19 PM

My gender is tuxedo cat

Aww

8:19 PM

I hope you have a lot of good bowties

Soon

8:19 PM

Trust

8:20 PM

Also im planning on ordering a binder

8:20 PM

bc i can do whatever i want now

8:20 PM

#swag

ICANTUFKCING BREATHE

It's obvious you're homophobic like the rest of them

>₍^. .^₎<

It's obvious you're homophobic like the rest of them

kenneth

ICANTUFKCING BREATHE

i love scary girls, that is correct they do wipe the floor for scary guys

stuff

i love scary girls, that is correct they do wipe the floor for scary guys

https://x.com/dGFsYXN1a2UK/status/1951099400559927337

den(kenneth)bak (@dGFsYXN1a2UK)

No? I'm just saying that creepy women wipe the floor. You're wrong about me being a homophobe btw. I'm a homofictosexual, which means as a guy myself I can only be attracted to other men if they're not real. The thought of being in a relationship with a REAL man disinterests me.

2

8:55 PM

rate my ragebait

LMFAO

9:04 PM

https://x.com/dGFsYXN1a2UK/status/1951101691723653623

den(kenneth)bak (@dGFsYXN1a2UK)

@theworstofyumes That's funny because if I remember, we were talking about .. *checks notes* repulsive appearances, not repulsive behavior. Hm, funny. Must be a pibby glitch

PIBB GLITCH

Hm, funny. Must be a pibby glitch

im still trying to wrap my head around this

9:09 PM

so theyre saying its okay to say "oh yeah male yumes stink" or what lol

stuff

im still trying to wrap my head around this

they're confusing lighthearted online "misandry" with actual homophobia

ohhhh

9:11 PM

dumbass

9:11 PM

not at you obviously

9:11 PM

the most tumblr issue everrrr

https://x.com/dGFsYXN1a2UK/status/1951103506691264554

den(kenneth)bak (@dGFsYXN1a2UK)

@theworstofyumes There's a reason they call them creepypastas and not diddypastas

HOLY SHIT

9:12 PM

HAHAHAHAHA

9:16 PM

Theres no way anyone is taking this bait right

Im not homophobic. all my online friends are gay so i cant hate gay people

do you want us to rp as the gay friends

yeah siure

i am a soulbonder nonsharer i am their worst nightmare

9:21 PM

I Am a #Quasihomosexual. Anyone else?

i like my wife

robloxsexual here ^_^

No? I'm just saying that creepy women wipe the floor. You're wrong about me being a homophobe btw. I'm a homofictosexual, which means as a guy myself I can only be attracted to other men if they're not real. The thought of being in a relationship with a REAL man disinterests me.

Dont cancel me but I fucking hate when im trying to comfort someone and theyre stubborn as shit #SORRY

12:36 AM

Listen i get it but also i can still be frustrated

If someone ever self deprecates too much you can sometimes confuse them by agreeing and calling them fat

HELPPP

Then they will get so mad that they stop being depressed

I try to tell them that i believe in them and then they go "sure"

12:37 AM

like

12:37 AM

I dont believe in you anymore nvm

Maybe they just dont believe in them

as do i

12:38 AM

Accept my love and care bozo (edited)

If im not sure where to go when someone vents to me, i sometimes ask if they want solutions or if they just want me to listen

Im not being performative i genuinely do care for this person but Um.Fine I guess

When im super sad, reassuring words can sometimes feel hollow from how the Affliction acts 'pon me

12:40 AM

I dont think it is anyones fault, but refusing to accept help is pretty annoying regardless

Nah yeah i get that

12:40 AM

Esp if theyre egregiously vocal abt it

Have u told them about this?

12:40 AM

Could be that they dont know

>₍^. .^₎<

Dont cancel me but I fucking hate when im trying to comfort someone and theyre stubborn as shit #SORRY

yeaahh

I probablt just should

sometimes it's just best to leave people alone at times

We have personal channels in that server and she's been filling hers with vents the entire day and hardly anyones been responding and i just felt bad

Rip bro

I know I wanna help people but sometimes people wanna be alone

Also like myself she likes attention and has been complaining about not being seen recently

The biggest scam is expecting something from your friends and not telling them what specifically you want

wan

The biggest scam is expecting something from your friends and not telling them what specifically you want

true

12:42 AM

sometimes I think they know what I want

Ill probably tell her about it when she feels better i dont want to tell her then get a notification saying "im an awful person" in her channel

U can ask her if theres anything she wants u to do to help her

Yeah uh in hindsight i probably shouldve just done that to begin with whoooops LOL

Lmfao

>₍^. .^₎<

Dont cancel me but I fucking hate when im trying to comfort someone and theyre stubborn as shit #SORRY

Ok i think her bad attitude the entire day was genuinely affectingthe hell out of me as well

3:45 AM

She started venting again and i feel like shite

3:46 AM

Unfortunately, I cant shut my trap, so instead of just muting her channel like i shouldve, i tried to talk to her again

3:47 AM

And i asked her what she would like me to do

3:47 AM

Bc she was like "i want comfort rn"

3:47 AM

And then she answered with

3:47 AM

"idk"

3:49 AM

"I want u to do something to comfort me" "Like what" "I dont know i dont really want anything"

EXACTLY

She's been bringing this attitude to our recent vcs too and, i mean this nicely, its kind of been gettin on my nerves. I'll probs talk to her next time she does it but then she's going to feel awful about herself but so be it I Guess

3:57 AM

Just earlier she saw a bluesky post that was making her feel bad, then me and a friend were trying to reassure her that the poster's opinion was trash. She then brought it up to another server to which someone else (who isnt as close to her) replied with "i'd just scroll and move on" and then she went back to our server crying about how she's wrong and a terrible prson

3:59 AM

I know she's an emotional person and I empathize with her but also tbh she kinda makes her self loathing everyones problem

3:59 AM

On my Birthday she started self deprecating bc someone left her server out of discomfort and i had to comfort her and be a carrier pigeon

4:00 AM

She isn't a bad person, not at all, but man she needs to have more frequent therapy sessions

Man that sucks... You should talk to her sooner or later!

1

dude i thought this was an ex friend, and then its just some guy who i commented on their post

if I ever get a message that says only "sorry" I'm gonna automatically think its my old friends from three years ago

12:49 AM

except they probably dgaf for me by this point

12:49 AM

last time I ever talked to them

12:50 AM

its weird cos I feel like he would still treat me as a friend but doesn't care for me anyways

12:51 AM

he probably has me blocked so I probably won't be able to say 'sup' to him casually

i just saw him on bloxcards lol

he's been appearing on bloxcards a few times yeah

12:53 AM

surprising to see him come up after all these years

DUDE

1:07 AM

DYUDE

1:07 AM

@>₍^. .^₎< THE GUY FROM THE PEOPLE CLUB

1:07 AM

HE GOES TO MY HS . HIS DAD VISITED MY HOUSE TODAY

.

1:07 AM

Um

MY MOM WANTS ME TO RECONNECT WITH HIM IM

Oh this is gonna be awkward

1:07 AM

Can we move this to dms

Yeah

https://x.com/soussi_ratio/status/1951243506376130778

haitham ⵣ🏳️‍⚧️🍉 trans aventurine's strap lover (@so...

Do you ever see something so chronically online you have to laugh

stuff

https://x.com/soussi_ratio/status/1951243506376130778

it be other transgender ppl saying this shit im

transphobic trans

hey if cis men dont want male pattern baldness why am i any different

ohnwait those are called transmeds

Ure tleling me ... gay men ... fetishize .... gay men ?? (edited)

grug trangender gay boylove fetishist

yaoi didnt even make me realize i was trans i just watched brokeback mountain icl

all of a sudden I pushed myself as far as to add shawdo on an alt and tell him what’s up after so long

1:32 AM

I hope he will see the change I have experienced but I’m perfectly fine if he turns me away

1:32 AM

we will find out

stuff

https://x.com/soussi_ratio/status/1951243506376130778

Pick me trans r the worst

netrunner from the year 2077

all of a sudden I pushed myself as far as to add shawdo on an alt and tell him what’s up after so long

that's good to bite the bullet, hopefully you can atlest be on good terms

t

11:24 PM

still waiting

11:25 PM

YOU ARE LITERALLY ONLINE BRO

Uhm hey guys did i do the right thing by telling my oomf that i found out that their long-since broken up with ex is a shotacon

>₍^. .^₎<

Uhm hey guys did i do the right thing by telling my oomf that i found out that their long-since broken up with ex is a shotacon

Yes wtf

I saw her ex's new blogs and got so shaken up i went to her dms and told her and now she feels upset and recently she posted about feeling shitty and i cant help but feel like i ruined her day

I mean

7:10 PM

why does she care it’s her ex

Because "it couldve been happening behind [her] back"

oh

7:10 PM

well

I get why she's upset

regardless I guess the reality is that happened

7:11 PM

so

7:11 PM

not sure what else you could have done other than not telling but I discourage lying

pixel to speed things up shotacon means you like little boys who are 10,000 years old but they look like little boys

7:11 PM

it's fucking gross

shotacon is anime pedophilia

2

stuff

pixel to speed things up shotacon means you like little boys who are 10,000 years old but they look like little boys

yeah I took a look and it makes sense why char’s freund is upset

lolicon/shota same thing

yeah

I just feel guilty and i probably couldve saved her the realization since they arent in contact anymore but i felt like telling her and she feels terrible now

>₍^. .^₎<

I just feel guilty and i probably couldve saved her the realization since they arent in contact anymore but i felt like telling her and she feels terrible now

remind her she’s no longer associated with her ex so she’s perfectly okay now

Not sure if thatll do the trick thats probably too um. Blunt.

yeah I’m also the blunt type of person

I'll leave her be and heal on her own or with the people she chooses for now idk if she wants to talk to me rn

probably best to give space

7:14 PM

she will most likely get over it especially since she’s no longer affiliated like mentioned

telling my friends what I learned yesterday

7:35 PM

apparently it’s very unknown

its not a slur just offensive to some

was still timed out here for it so I consider it one

stuff

pixel to speed things up shotacon means you like little boys who are 10,000 years old but they look like little boys

or sometimes just actual little boys.

1

stuff

its not a slur just offensive to some

https://www.lpaonline.org/the-m-word

The 'M' Word

8:24 PM

dwarfism is considered a disability

8:24 PM

https://understandingdwarfism.com/m-word

M WORD — UNDERSTANDING DWARFISM

>searching for discussions of a filesharing service >come across exploitation trading ring I would like to temporarily leave this world

put den in hypixel limbo

kenneth

>searching for discussions of a filesharing service >come across exploitation trading ring I would like to temporarily leave this world

i have some saved, you might already know them but its worth a shot

8:34 PM

no its not meganz or mediafire

stuff

i have some saved, you might already know them but its worth a shot

do tell

https://catbox.moe/ https://imgbox.com/

Catbox

The cutest free file host you've ever seen

imgbox - fast, simple image host

Use imgbox to upload, host and share all your images. It's simple, free and blazing fast!

i know catbox

https://feelingmachine.moe/links more resources for other things by a friend

feelingmachine.moe

8:35 PM

if this is for neocities i know the supporter tier is a good deal

backblaze does file hosting as well for free

8:37 PM

it’s basically a content delivery network (CDN)

stuff

if this is for neocities i know the supporter tier is a good deal

50 gb for $5 isn’t worth it imo

8:39 PM

probably a better idea to go with a CDN that’s free instead of paying neocities for a tiny amount of content space

8:40 PM

$6 per terabyte on BB after 10 gb of free space (edited)

the air quality in vegas today

it's 80 deg outside today yeesh

That one image of

It is 110 degrees . Is it over ?

I was at a waterpark and it was so fuggin cold coming out of the water

2:58 PM

even though like it is warm outside

102 here rn

57 aqi

I havent gone outside today 'cuz my doorknob is made of metal and it faces the sun

2:59 PM

145 aqi

Im scared that once i go back in ill melt my hand to it

>₍^. .^₎<

Click to see attachment 🖼️

hazy skies tho

2:59 PM

wait

2:59 PM

why did I reply to that

LMFAO

anyways

man its 102 degrees outside ???

its gotten worse before lol

>₍^. .^₎<

Click to see attachment 🖼️

finally i have justification to stay inside

UV was pretty bad on saturday but not as bad as it was in san francisco

3:00 PM

I just hope my skin doesn't start peeling after the waterpark

remembering when the air was smoky that one time and i got sick because of it. i think

3:03 PM

ongezellig looks cute but the fandom is hitler reincarnate

ongezellig ?

indie webseries

This has really bad vibes

3:06 PM

I guess theres nothin wrong with the style, but it reminds me of if camp camp and a cancelled twitter artist had a baby

fire descriptor

Something truly diabolical about the creator will be written in twitlonger in 7 to 8 months

after all this time I'm still in serious doubt van even saw any bones

4:09 PM

it's just... how? how has he saw bones?

Wouldnt u like to know "piss kel"

Im an idiot

why so?

I just realized that the weird dude on the server earlier was yo stalker

6:44 PM

I thought he was playin about "you know your fate"

6:45 PM

Was that him or just a parody acct

wan

I just realized that the weird dude on the server earlier was yo stalker

i actually talked things over with him, im not gonna invite him to this server but no stalking is happening anymore

FR?

he has me added on roblox, hence why he can join

6:45 PM

yea

Grats on the character arc. I think

wan

I just realized that the weird dude on the server earlier was yo stalker

ui found it fucking crazy they ere in that r6 testing sevrer with us

stuff

ui found it fucking crazy they ere in that r6 testing sevrer with us

?????

b...baldi

6:58 PM

Im giggling like an idiot right now. The day i saw that "dont show up to grow a garden" tweet i saw this guy on roblox

stuff

Click to see original message

fucking stalker

no that was after i talked to him

I'm still not sure how van saw bones man, it just boggles my mind

??

11:20 PM

@wan

11:21 PM

https://x.com/venisonprincess/status/1952539798541144378

venison (@venisonprincess)

@suxcideangxl hey! i know wenda and i can tell you exactly how she worked. she never missed a deadline for her voicelines and was never late. she was given a deadline and was always on time, so she was working to that schedule. the "low quality" is something zeal could've rectified with (1/2)

Aw fuck no

Bro why does this game get into new discourse every mont

what happened

11:22 PM

i dont go here so im curious

I used to play pressure w ex friends

11:22 PM

Seeing new shit abt this game is like passing by an ex getting into trouble

did they get into something?

Wenda, VA of HQ intercomms, was complaining about her treatment by the forsaken team and urbanshade fired her

11:26 PM

Said that she didnt meet deadlines and gave low quality work, but reasons seem to indicate that they were trying to stay buddy buddy with the forsaken team

i fuckign hate forsaken Sorry i had to say.it

11:27 PM

And im not saying it bc its popular

The game looks kind of fun but everyone i see talking about it is always mentioning some sort of controversy

wan

Wenda, VA of HQ intercomms, was complaining about her treatment by the forsaken team and urbanshade fired her

ohhhok well that makes snese why the forsaken fan in the first post was defending forsaken

wan

The game looks kind of fun but everyone i see talking about it is always mentioning some sort of controversy

march 15th was crazy

What happened on march 15

Idgaf if anyone likes it the dev team is messy as fuck and also. I played it once and never saw the appeal

wan

What happened on march 15

i frogot but a lot of shit went down and a lot of people thought the game was done for

I wish there was a wiki for roblox controversies so i could read fandom historical events

11:33 PM

Actually, in hindsight, thats not the best idea

11:33 PM

But man do i wish i knew everything that happened

bro thought of dramaalert but for roblox

Its not my fualt...

11:35 PM

The people NEED to be nosy

as a nosy newt i agree

ntm on bloxy news

11:38 PM

i see you

11:38 PM

pixel

11:38 PM

dier

kenneth

bro thought of dramaalert but for roblox

it already exists, its called bloxy news

11:38 PM

of course you do with my stream on

kenneth

bro thought of dramaalert but for roblox

parlo exists

stuff

parlo exists

hes annoying and i want him dead so he doesnt count

ohok fair

guys help

11:39 PM

den wants to kill me

Do Not help pixel!

NO PLEASE DO

11:40 PM

I REALLY NEED IT

Do Not help pixel!

pixel what are you eating

fuckcorn

11:41 PM

popshit

ohmygod

3:22 PM

was cleaning my mail and shes back

3:22 PM

3:23 PM

3:24 PM

im not scared or anything cause shes not capable of doxxing but i seriopusly need to get in touch with her sister or mom

3:24 PM

they have a instagram

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

jesus fucking christ dude

3:31 PM

please get in touch with their relatives

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

dude what the fuck is wrong with you... please unblock me

3:38 PM

like why the fuck won't you unblock me?.. please come back

gonna go dm another online friend who used to know callie and see if they remember callies siblings insta

3:39 PM

cause at one point they would talk to us about callie n shit (edited)

3:39 PM

lawd they gotta go to another mental hospital

my lordy lord

why does her mom keep letting her go online

3:41 PM

or atleast ban discord

fuuuck i cant find her sister

3:55 PM

maybe ill try spreading the word and see if anyone is in close contact with her

I wonder what her sister would have to say about yumi

3:58 PM

probably the most unwanted sister she could have

we used to chat and they pretty much said this

4:02 PM

look man they shouldnt be online but theyre my sister and you just gotta play roblox with them

stuff

we used to chat and they pretty much said this

this meme feels like it relates to me a bit

4:03 PM

in a different way

4:04 PM

hopefully her sister is actually sane and understands the reality that yumi is causing lots of damage

can only hope

4:05 PM

i think something needs to happen irl for her to get put offline

we need to kill her

4:05 PM

lobotomize her

stuff

lawd they gotta go to another mental hospital

do you really think it’ll help I mean it’s close to criminally insane now that I think of it

4:07 PM

sometimes there are things almost nobody can change

Theres a certain something about going to hundred dollar haircut places and having the one you give yourself with no tutorials and a dream be lookin better

Funny enough I just received a haircut

kenneth

Funny enough I just received a haircut

Aw finally! I knew youd go bald!

kenneth

Funny enough I just received a haircut

kenneth chopped edition

How does it look? Is it good or is it chopped?

Idk... Gotta look at myself for 30min still

those 4chan larpers in pinterest comments

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

And No one uses the sharty if they're not mentally deranged on some level

1

8:45 PM

Feels so good not to have annoying curly hair when its like, a billion degrees out

8:46 PM

I didnt wanna, but desperate times call for desperate measures

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Fag silhouette, it's over for u

8:47 PM

That censor thing is cute tho I might do the same later

kenneth

Fag silhouette, it's over for u

Im tired of all these newfag 4chan larpers in my discord rant channel...

wan

Im tired of all these newfag 4chan larpers in my discord rant channel...

I-I'm not a. Newfag. BAKA!!

8:48 PM

Stfu glowie stop fedposting

>At the end of the day all anons are a bunch or retards

stuff

>At the end of the day all anons are a bunch or retards

this sounds like something a Pinterest 4ch larper with a lottiesona would aay

i searched lottiesona and i got ai art of a black toddler

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

I Have Your IP

kenneth

I Have Your IP

I know ...

stuff

i searched lottiesona and i got ai art of a black toddler

Lottie canihavepromo

stuff

i searched lottiesona and i got ai art of a black toddler

Wat da hell is this

She's chill now since all that shit she did was a product of being groomed by catcel but like. Jesus fuck was it a dumpsterfire

wan

Wat da hell is this

She made a lot of art before about old 4chan

8:54 PM

Mootykin snacks and the like

im sorry but looking at her art just feels like this

Wow

8:55 PM

That kinda sounds like retroslop for pedophiiles

stuff

im sorry but looking at her art just feels like this

Exactly

So glad she's no longer doing that shit

amen

wan

That kinda sounds like retroslop for pedophiiles

4chanslop

8:57 PM

larperslop

hes -slop, your -slop, im -slop, is there any -slop that i should know about??!!!

9:00 PM

fuuslop

im outta here

stupid fucking dog ruining it for everyone

Me when i am a litter of puppies drinking milk: slop slop slop slop slop slop slop slop slop

9:01 PM

Just started taking prozac and now i get horrifyingly vivid flesh nightmares

7:11 PM

Its so freaking over

7:11 PM

Im so tired all the time too

someone I know takes prozac

wan

Just started taking prozac and now i get horrifyingly vivid flesh nightmares

WHAT

wan

Just started taking prozac and now i get horrifyingly vivid flesh nightmares

this hasnt happened to me yet and im on prozac

ngl stuff I feel like ever since you took prozac you definitely have been different

7:13 PM

I just don’t think I can specify that here

ive been on it for like a year lol

yeah and my opinion spans back to since I first heard you started taking it

Its like... im really tired all the time, and my dreams get really vivid

like uhm

7:14 PM

2023

Is this normal?

i remember being super sleep deprived in middle school and i started seeing roblox characters

I think

wan

Its like... im really tired all the time, and my dreams get really vivid

when i started it put me to sleep

stuff

when i started it put me to sleep

an anti-depressant that doubles as nyquil

however about the dream maybe ive gotten that? theres nightmares that felt very real

yeah

like nightmares sourcing from traumatic shit that scare me and i go "what the fuck"

Ive definitely gained a lot more senses in my nightmares than i had before

I haven’t ever took meds

Before, i wasnt able to smell or feel much

nightmares are just comically unrealistic

nightmare so bad i cant look at my mom when i wake up

In my dream, I "woke up" and decided to talk to my best friend who was sitting on top of my chest

7:17 PM

I asked him a few questions like a mopey little shit, and after a bit, he kinda just laughed and turned my bed into intestines

7:17 PM

Hate when that happens

i get super excited when my wife shows up tho

In your nightmares?

7:18 PM

Like shes your call markiplier button or something

7:18 PM

its like a tv show format where theres episodes and she

7:19 PM

she'll have an episode and then the horrors

PLS

last nights dream was just me raising baby chicks

1

would be awkward if roblox mcgee showed up while my mom berated me and i got scream and beat up by past bullies

I mean, dreams are pretty weird

my favorite dreams are probably when david baszucki shows up

WHAT

7:21 PM

yeah here

7:22 PM

7:23 PM

sorry spam

stuff

Click to see original message

square enix?

SQUARE ENIX?!

7:23 PM

ignore the captions I just found a random gif

stuff

Click to see original message

does scott have his own emote too

idk i dont remember

next time that dream comes into action think of him doing a witty emote

7:25 PM

okay I mean if you have that dream again

7:25 PM

it’s obvs not gonna be real

(edited)

All I can imagine is just a "hey all" mp3 sound effect over and over

jade | poet's playground

All I can imagine is just a "hey all" mp3 sound effect over and over

do y’all think our dreams are powered by unreal engine 6

no i just imagined it and found it amusing

my dreams are powered by google veo 3

trueandhonest

7:28 PM

that’s den

7:29 PM

I would dream of US army men being replaced with jerma saying “I’m killing you” over and over again

7:30 PM

that meme is hilarious

wait that sounds awesome

7:30 PM

jerma could stop the war

he would end all wars

netrunner from the year 2077

I would dream of US army men being replaced with jerma saying “I’m killing you” over and over again

I think I made my dream a little too real

1

@stuff sooooo you know that group we both reported way back in March because it was a hate group against Callie?

8:00 PM

Sometimes i feel really embarrassing cuz i think that my best friend hates me all the time, but then i remember he has adhd and no emotional permanence

8:55 PM

Its crazy that people can kinda forget their buddies exist when theyre not there

8:56 PM

I kinda thought that he secretly hated me or something

8:56 PM

He doesnt though

8:56 PM

His life is just kinda crazy

8:57 PM

Cant

8:58 PM

Live in woods

Um

8:58 PM

Its basically exactly as it sounds

8:58 PM

His family moved from california to somewhere upstate and he lives in a cabin in the woods with no wifi

8:58 PM

They are going to farm

8:59 PM

Just like stardew valley in real life innit

9:00 PM

Man hes so cool!

wan

His family moved from california to somewhere upstate and he lives in a cabin in the woods with no wifi

I woudl Love for that to happen to me

9:01 PM

except the

9:01 PM

no wifi part

Theyll fix it at some point

9:03 PM

I think i am really jealous

9:04 PM

I really suck as a best friend

I dont think you do

Dude i think everyone who wrongs me becomes really successful

9:13 PM

My evil ex got accepted into an ivy league and became a computer engineer

9:13 PM

My best friend is living stardew valley in real life and planting apple orchards

9:14 PM

My abusive mom has a millionaire husband to bum off of

9:14 PM

And what do i get

Hello???

I was forced to get a job at fourteen, spent a good portion of my eighteen year old life being homeless, moved to a state i dont like to study a major i dont like, and will probably never get a good job

9:17 PM

Also, i have five figures of medical debt and probable brain damage

9:17 PM

And its totally never getting better

what major is it

Computer science

9:17 PM

And brother

9:17 PM

Artificial intelligence is in

Grimaces

I hear its still pretty good if youre working on one of the older languages that banks and shit rely on

9:19 PM

Yeah

9:19 PM

Or like, go for software engineering

9:20 PM

I know right

9:20 PM

I gotta change majors soon

9:21 PM

I have no idea

9:21 PM

FUCK

I picked it bc 1. thats my dads major 2. i like arcade machines and those are computers and 3. the Bag but like ive said before im considering a change

*Unhelpfully* Just do what you like

I'd probably be better in english or sociology, but i want the Bag

To be honest as long as you can pay rent and fund your hobbies there aint really much need to sell your soul for the bag

9:23 PM

You should do things you like instead of spending 60 hours a week on shit you hate

soooo youtube age check ai muight've rolled out

Um

9:24 PM

The what

https://x.com/jaxonloid/status/1953226343186886934

Jaxonloid (@jaxonloid)

WE ARE IN HELL

lucky for me ive been pre-training the AI to think im some washed 40 something

What do u mean

roblox, toystory, anything remotely childish is off limits. only things i will watch is mature content

I get eddsworld and 100 view cognitohazards in my recommends

wan

To be honest as long as you can pay rent and fund your hobbies there aint really much need to sell your soul for the bag

This is good advice but unfortunately my parents are money monkeys

its working i think, getting cnn in my feed

>₍^. .^₎<

This is good advice but unfortunately my parents are money monkeys

What the hell is a money monkey

9:27 PM

Dude

something i made up to describe my parents who are crazy about money

I mean if theyre paying for ur tuition then thug it out i guess

cash chimps

If not

9:27 PM

wan

I mean if theyre paying for ur tuition then thug it out i guess

No i have good scholarships

holy shit

I'm never donating vrchat+ to a friend again, I just wanted to donate to not-even-a-close oomf who I know irl and one of their online friends found out and begged me for vrchat+ as well, I basically caved in today and gave it to them because it's been like a month so whatever I might as well to get them to stop pecking at me

11:49 PM

I just hope their little friend group doesn't find out I'm the one with a job because next thing I know I'm going to be constantly pecked left and right

vrc+ is pointless if you're not actually playing on vr or making avatars

they play in vr and usually do play a lot but like why do you have to ask me, just mow the lawn or something instead

exactly

it’s even funnier when I spend money on something I have never even tried out before so I could be spending my money on shit or something that’s actually good but I don’t know that

pixel I think people take advantage of your generosity. put your foot down sometimes and treat yourself

like I’ll give a friend nitro because it’s actually a great subscription and I like to be generous yeah

stuff

pixel I think people take advantage of your generosity. put your foot down sometimes and treat yourself

I treat myself a lot, I just don’t want to be asked for something unless it’s a favor when I could be the one being thoughtful without being asked

11:55 PM

I can afford it but I think I’ll lean more on myself going forward (edited)

11:57 PM

I just hope I made someone's day doing that even though I don't know them irl to say the least

feel so stressed out rn

2:15 PM

so much going on, including things I am really betting on happening soon but I’m just worried they won’t combined with just running out of summer time such and such (edited)

Everyone who wronged me should go to hell

1:13 AM

World is a fuck and i hate my ex friends

1:13 AM

Why is it always the white pieces of shit bro

yeesh dafuq did they do bro

Refuse to communicate with me which drove me to a breakdown and one of them had her 20 year old groomer gf explain everything to me but also start venting to me for some reason

>₍^. .^₎<

Refuse to communicate with me which drove me to a breakdown and one of them had her 20 year old groomer gf explain everything to me but also start venting to me for some reason

Wtf fuck them and I hope the groomer gf kills herself

damn the ghosting is shitty as well

Its not necessarily ghosting they just never told me if i did anything that made them uncomfortable

oh yeah that politeness bullshit

1:17 AM

I can't stand that

Because they didnt want to "hurt me"

>₍^. .^₎<

Because they didnt want to "hurt me"

I always tell my friends they're just hurting themselves more really because first they let this discomfort go on then once I find out they're lying it just gets worse

kenneth

Wtf fuck them and I hope the groomer gf kills herself

Am i pulling at straws or was i also technically groomed by her gf if her gf encouraged me to draw porn

UM YES YOU WERE?

1:18 AM

WTF

I was 17 she is 20

small but big difference

I DONTHAVE THE FUCKINF EVIDENCE BC ITS IN THE DAMN SERVER I LEFT

What the fuckkkk

I ALSO TOLD THE 20YO PERSONAL SEXUAL STUFF

1:19 AM

That fucking sucks

1:20 AM

Uh, okay, if you want evidence, you could say youre sorry and that you had a change of heart

1:20 AM

Then you can ask to get let into the server so you can have screenshots

im not doing thst bro

1:20 AM

My dignity

Do what makes u feel comfortable

netrunner from the year 2077

I always tell my friends they're just hurting themselves more really because first they let this discomfort go on then once I find out they're lying it just gets worse

Imo if you're going to lie to only hurt yourself more than the other person the friendship isn't worth it, because at this point you're putting someone else in front of you and not controlling yourself well

1

If anyone wants to try getting into the friend group server my probable groomer's tumblr blog user is bubblesthedreamer and her gf is cyberaxolotl (Joke probably)

When u say that the twenty year old is a groomer, whats the story behind that

She and her gf started dating at 17 and 14

EW

dang that's crazy

1:22 AM

its technically legal under romeo and juliet law in my state lolz

When they were called out for it, someone wrote a defense post for it saying Its Legal but also a lot of bullshit things are legal so that reason kinda falters

netrunner from the year 2077

its technically legal under romeo and juliet law in my state lolz

I dont trust florida laws

I guess thats technically legal but fourteen is still a kid to seventeens near adault

1:23 AM

What the fuck man

1:23 AM

A lot of things are legal. That doesnt make them less shitty though

3

wan

What the fuck man

what kind of relationship even is that to happen

U guys wanna know something funny. They told me the story of how they started dating

1:24 AM

Apparently the groomer identified as aromantic and her younger gf who had a crush on her was like "damn i have a crush on an aromantic person"

1:24 AM

But then

like yes I'm friends with a lot of people who are two years younger than me but like I don't see that weird cos like we share similar interest and the gap doesn't matter much

Apparently her younger gf CHANGED THE GROOMERS MIND

1:25 AM

BECAUSE THE GROOMER ADMITTED THAT "[younger gf] made [groomer] realize [they] arent aromantic"

what

so like groomer thought younger was aro

No other way around

No dude

weird

Groomer was aro at the time but was suddenly not aro when she started dating the younger gf

"I'm not aro I just like minors" basically

2

1:28 AM

puzzles me how the fuck does this world have so many preds

1:28 AM

I can easily find someone who has some story about one

1:29 AM

like, maybe its because minors r dumb and cute and easy to abuse vs someone who is much more mature or something idk its just a theory

1:30 AM

regardless just shameful

The deal with being in nerdier subcultures is that because its an in group that accepts outcasts and people generally outside of the norm

1:31 AM

Everyone in em generally is more desperate for acceptance and validation

1:31 AM

Than, say, i dunno, the average person

how does literally grooming children make society look at you with acceptance/validation, maybe they're just not thinking steps ahead

Children who look for validation dont know who to trust

oh you mean the children look for it (edited)

1:34 AM

in principle children don't really know anything, over time it takes experience and habits for them to learn

Predators who go after those people in fandom or art circles always present themselves as bullshit like fandom moms gathering a flock of weirdos

1:34 AM

Only to show their true colors later

1:34 AM

I really hate them

3

can preds like grow up and go find actual partners to live a real life

No cuz theyre abusive

mmm

I am pretty sure they go for people who dont know better

I forget people aren't totally like me where they have some understanding of healthy relationships

1:37 AM

I was going to say just to understand but even I have yet to learn

One of my ex friends was so starved for attention she joined a puppygirl polycule and now shes stuck in the united states with no passport or job skills

1:37 AM

Its so bad, its really so bad, because even though her girlfriend is a known manipulator

1:37 AM

She just chooses this shit

wan

She just chooses this shit

does she ever try to work herself out of it

1:38 AM

sorry don't know polycules much kind of learning along

No she developed weird fetishes instead

1:39 AM

I loved her like a sister, but i couldnt handle her anymore

damn probably one of the seven people on this earth who are attracted to feet

1

1:39 AM

jokes

wan

I loved her like a sister, but i couldnt handle her anymore

what did she look at you weirdly often or something

netrunner from the year 2077

damn probably one of the seven people on this earth who are attracted to feet

Actually Its not as obscure as it was before

netrunner from the year 2077

what did she look at you weirdly often or something

No shed just bring them up into every conversation

1:41 AM

I seriously hated it

kenneth

Actually Its not as obscure as it was before

yeah I still don't get what's so attractive though but that's fine

1:41 AM

everyone can have their own fetish

Every time we told her to shut up about that, her girlfriend told her to cut us off because we couldnt accept her for who she was

yeah seems like her life isn't that interesting to talk about anything else than that

1:43 AM

but hopefully she'll find a good place to work at and figure things out for herself

i hate people who are like "SEXXXXX SEEEEEXXX SEEXXXX" but have zero awareness as to why people find them annoying

kenneth

i hate people who are like "SEXXXXX SEEEEEXXX SEEXXXX" but have zero awareness as to why people find them annoying

I think they're aware they just don't care or something

1:45 AM

hey if you find me annoying that's fine I'll just find someone else to rant about that one plane we made in build a plane.......

No

1:45 AM

NO....

NO

1:45 AM

NO

1:45 AM

NO

1:46 AM

what happens in fuucord stays in fuucord

can you build the twin towers as a plane in build a plane

wait that would be a great idea but how would you even get to it

fly

if I could like have the twin towers fly more slowly then either of you starts 30 seconds after then it could potentially work

1:49 AM

we could also build the twin towers in plane crazy

1:49 AM

it has explosive tnt

Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room! A rubber room with rats,and rats make me crazy.

netrunner from the year 2077

it has explosive tnt

remember, gastric acid cant melt steel beams

wan

Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room! A rubber room with rats,and rats make me crazy.

plane.. crazy? I was crazy once.

1:52 AM

the earth smp server has a trigger for carl bot lol

Van do you have prime

1:53 AM

Can we watch war of the worlds

No i dont have prime

1:53 AM

I will NEVER get prime. I HATE amazon

https://vxtwitter.com/NebsGoodTakes/status/1952592972585037974

Neb | 🏳️‍🌈 (@NebsGoodTakes)

War of the Worlds (2025)

1:53 AM

I hear you like watching shitty movies though

Once i worked for Amazon and a coworker pranked me by trying to drop me off a fifty foot crane

I lowkey might as well jump ship from crunchyroll to prime video at some point

Ever since they fired me for this i feel nothing but hate for that damnable company

https://vxtwitter.com/NebsGoodTakes/status/1952595271323640047

Neb | 🏳️‍🌈 (@NebsGoodTakes)

↪️ Replying to @NebsGoodTakes

https://t.co/nogEGFvngJ

1:55 AM

Please we have to pirate and watch this shitty movie its callingiout to me

I just don’t watch television in general so my selection of shows is sort of limited with the lack of streaming services

1:56 AM

I sometimes will try to watch again every now and then

Dont u have a watchlist that does have stuff on crunchyroll

1:57 AM

Theres like, netflix and apple tv for shows too (edited)

I think yeah I should go through those asap before my sub ends

wan

Theres like, netflix and apple tv for shows too (edited)

I would watch TV+ for severance and maybe some others

SEVERANCE

1:57 AM

I LOVE THAT SHOW

1:58 AM

Omg.........

i have yet to watch severance

kenneth

Please we have to pirate and watch this shitty movie its callingiout to me

This can't be real

kenneth

i have yet to watch severance

same

i remember my ex talkingn about that show but he would exclude me from watching it with him it was always just him and his bff Whatever

I suggested it to my father though he seems to love it

1:59 AM

hear me out this weekend we do a severance watch party

Lowkey my friends mom was watching severance and when i passed by her in the living room i was hella interested

2:00 AM

We should watch severance this weekend

2:00 AM

Its so goated ........

Yeeeeed

2:00 AM

s

Its a show for anyone who ever thought, "i wish i could put office workers in an unethical enclosure and watch them do things

"

1

wan

Its a show for anyone who ever thought, "i wish i could put office workers in an unethical enclosure and watch them do things

"

I've always wanted to put office workers (you) in an unethical enclosure

What

Thats right buddy

2:03 AM

We're taking youto hell

No

2:04 AM

YOU CANT

2:04 AM

MY INSURANCE IS TOO GOOD

remind me later about this btw I’ll still be down

https://vxtwitter.com/NebsGoodTakes/status/1953516493821686067

Neb | 🏳️‍🌈 (@NebsGoodTakes)

War of the Worlds (2025)

wan

MY INSURANCE IS TOO GOOD

Let me see your medical debt Boy

netrunner from the year 2077

remind me later about this btw I’ll still be down

Lets set up an event so we dont forget

kenneth

https://vxtwitter.com/NebsGoodTakes/status/1953516493821686067

rickycore

van

2:08 AM

wanwt to watch some

2:08 AM

videos

yeas :)

I Love watching videos with you yay

https://x.com/YumiAndCallie/status/1952737807023133133 if i join on a alt then i have to change my layout and everything

Yumi ~ Number 1 LORD X LOVER (@YumiAndCallie)

screw it y'all get in https://t.co/KTFeDXvmC1 we got free candy /j

Im Scared...

7:51 PM

the urge to vaguetweet

dont i dfont want you getting roped into this

stuff

dont i dfont want you getting roped into this

i wont dw

but thats very kind of you

we work, to earn the right to work, to earn the right to work

I lowkey think I'll just approach yumi myself to explain in a comprehensive manner by this point I can take her bullshit for as long as she keeps it up

if you want me to actually join her server and say something to her i can probably do that

12:17 AM

since it is not like i have any stakes in this

neither

12:17 AM

what is yumi even going to do bro

I dont think she can really do anything, but i wouldnt know

she's gotta give up soon

Hey, I'm a close friend of Stuff and I wanted to explain to you the situation going on since it seems like it is not fully clear to you what is going on. Stuff blocked and detached all of his connections from you because of repeated behaviors you have been exhibiting that have not changed at all in recent years. Your continued actions leading up to the moment you've been blocked have been a big part of why things happened the way they did. Please understand that for the safety of Stuff's own wellbeing and social reputation, which plays a big role in his decision, he decided to no longer be associated with you.

Some examples include the fact that other people knowing Stuff was friends with you combined with your own behavioral issues, he has been negatively affected by consequences that shouldn't have applied to him including how he was blocked by people he respected the most. On top of that while I think he means well when answering to your rants he had simply given up and cannot stand your continuous engagement in trying to "gang up" and attack people you don't like and sometimes you go too far in how you rant too often.

Unfortunately, because of these past experiences and how long they have been going on for, these factors suggest he is not looking to forgive you at all in the future even if it is possible you could change. You are not going to be happy by what I have to say but I think you need to move on from Stuff and find some new friends. Stuff is not the friend he used to be anymore and cannot support the behaviors you exhibit now and during the times he did, it had a negative impact on his own wellbeing and is something he can no longer sustain. Continuing to engage Stuff and trying to win him back will not help especially so soon after he blocked you because as it stands right now he doesn't have a change of heart for your former friendship anymore. He respectfully left to take better care of himself.

Try to appreciate the moments you had with him and move on to find other friends because I'm confident someone else will suit you better.

maybe she'll know who I am (edited)

12:35 AM

that was very long but I prefer high comprehensive bodies of text rather than low context like "fuck off" type shit (edited)

wow

12:40 AM

idk it's a good idea to attach your name to this shit but wow

okay fine I won't but what's so wow-y about it

it's very impressive

This is a good letter l:

stuff

it's very impressive

-# ~~thought you would be annoyed~~ LOL nojustkidding

12:42 AM

what is the best way to reach yumi anon

I'm just scared you're gonna get harassed

does yumi have a tumb

12:44 AM

lr

12:44 AM

wait

12:44 AM

straw

12:44 AM

shit

12:44 AM

fuck strawpage is for short body questions

yea but she only made one just to bother my dms

not high school english essays

join her server on a burner tbh

netrunner GO!

12:47 AM

xelon don't let me down

xeep zorp

I wonder if I should post this in the server or dms

12:48 AM

I feel like its too personal to go server but like doesn't everyone know about this drama atp

12:55 AM

fuck I gotta rewrite this a bit because it exceeds the free character limit hang on

12:59 AM

Hey, I'm a close friend of Stuff and I wanted to explain to you the situation going on since it seems like it is not fully clear to you what is going on. Stuff detached all of his connections from you because of repeated behaviors you have been showing that have not changed at all in recent years. Your ongoing actions leading up to when you've been blocked have been a big part of why this has happened. Please understand that for Stuff's own wellbeing and social reputation, which plays a huge role in his decision, he decided to no longer be associated with you.

Some examples include the fact that other people knowing Stuff was friends with you combined with your own behavioral issues, he has been negatively affected by consequences that shouldn't have applied to him including how he was blocked by people he respected the most. On top of that while I think he means well when answering to your rants he had simply given up and cannot stand your continuous engagement in trying to "gang up" and attack people you don't like and sometimes you go too far in how you rant too often.

Because of these past experiences and how long they have been going on for, it shows he is sadly not looking to forgive you in the future even if it is possible you could change. You are not going to be happy by what I have to say but I think you need to move on from him and find some new friends. Stuff is not the friend he used to be and cannot support the things you do now or did before and during the times he did, he put himself in an uncomfortable position. Continuing to engage Stuff and trying to win him back will not help especially so soon after he blocked you because as it stands right now he doesn't have a change of heart for your former friendship anymore. He respectfully left to take better care of himself.

Try to appreciate the moments you had with him and move on to find other friends because I'm confident someone else will suit you better.

(edited)

12:59 AM

alright that's under the 2000 char limit

1:00 AM

gonna hand it over to netrunner to do all the work now

1:02 AM

netrunner's job is done, the message has been sent

1:02 AM

I left the server immediately after

never heard of netrunner

orangeport

1:06 AM

the dude snorping around in builderman archives during our downtime

1:06 AM

which is basically my alt LOL

ah

he's my main alt I say, I use him a lot and even with adding shawdo (which he STILL hasn't added me back on yet)

1:11 AM

previously he was also maliwan defender during my borderlands phase (edited)

aww that's cute

12:15 PM

THE NEO NAZI MIKU LARPER IS A JEWISH MAN NAMED KENNETH

12:16 PM

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

wait I should see if she ranted about the post on xeeter

12:18 PM

my post

kenneth

THE NEO NAZI MIKU LARPER IS A JEWISH MAN NAMED KENNETH

oh im so sorry but also jewish nazi is such a sentence

oxymoronic I might say

12:20 PM

still nothing but she probably added me on my alt

12:25 PM

since I’m watching final destination I might as well make a reference that I am on “yumi’s list” now

evil penny

like whatsapp danger

2:01 PM

I still remember what that refers to lol even though last time you said that you explained it to me two years ago

do people know that you don’t try to “win a friend back” by telling them to kill themselves

2:06 PM

also is she like following you into other servers or something

yea

>₍^. .^₎<

https://www.lpaonline.org/the-m-word

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_ethnic_slurs hey it might be worth noting that what you cite as a slur isn’t even listed on this article. I understand you might be offended but the reality is nobody even recognizes it as a slur (edited)

List of ethnic slurs

The following is a list of ethnic slurs, ethnophaulisms, or ethnic epithets that are, or have been, used as insinuations or allegations about members of a given ethnic, national, or racial group or to refer to them in a derogatory, pejorative, or otherwise insulting manner. Some of the terms listed below can be used in casual speech without any ...

4:02 PM

it’s fine if you don’t want me saying it though, I respect that (edited)

netrunner from the year 2077

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_ethnic_slurs hey it might be worth noting that what you cite as a slur isn’t even listed on this article. I understand you might be offended but the reality is nobody even recognizes it as a slur (edited)

.....you linked a list of ethnic slurs

oh wait good point but it’s considered a “disability-related term with negative connotations”

4:05 PM

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_disability-related_terms_with_negative_connotations?wprov=sfti1#

List of disability-related terms with negative connotations

The following is a list of terms, used to describe disabilities or people with disabilities, which may carry negative connotations or be offensive to people with or without disabilities. Some people consider it best to use person-first language, for example "a person with a disability" rather than "a disabled person." However identity-first lang...

4:05 PM

not a slur though, otherwise it would have been specific

You realize the R slur is also listed there right

yes

Why are you. Trying to scrape the barrel to prove that you can say it

why the fuck would I be finding an excuse to say a word

Uhm

yeah that's what I thought

4:06 PM

you said it's a slur, its not actually a slur but it can be offensive to some

No i mean like

4:06 PM

Dude

4:06 PM

Quit it

it's fine, let's just be clear on that and that I will not say it (edited)

4:08 PM

I stand to be corrected on my own terms but also to have corrected what it actually is, thank you for understanding

just to be clear he did leave the server after this debate, I wish him the best of luck and we should move on from this topic

breuh thats crazy

hold on I should read this in order rq

stuff

breuh thats crazy

can i qrt yumi i have nothing to lose because i never interacted with her

"ex-friend exposed me" bitch you deserve it (edited)

kenneth

can i qrt yumi i have nothing to lose because i never interacted with her

sure why not lol

6:07 PM

tf

6:09 PM

anyways

6:09 PM

DUDE IT KEEPS FUCKING RELOADING JESUS

veerus

steve jobs is haunting my computer

6:11 PM

she did not add me luckily on my alt

6:13 PM

also pretty sure the exposure document cited this kind of behavior as well...

6:13 PM

only guessing but yeah

6:14 PM

we need to KILL STUFF! BECAUSE HE WON'T BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE!

#KILLSTUFF

-# this lowkey feels like some sort of super mario bros movie

the stuff fandom is so toxic

its funny she says she wants to kill you now cause who's she gonna talk to when you're dead bruh

6:15 PM

the logic aint logicing

I'm gonna be real I think I need a short pause from fuucord, I might just be a little dramatic but I still don't feel right after the argument. y'all are cool and all but I need time away after what just happened but if you want to talk to me feel free to ping me or just DM me. I'll be back in a week and I'm still going to stay in the server just won't be active throughout the week, until then I wish you all the best

3

10:55 PM

thats not even the correct email

10:56 PM

also super funny she just resorted to my old pronouns

10:56 PM

yea go send shit to my burner

10:57 PM

thats not even the real name

Confused bc I came out to my mom and she said she supports me but not to think too hard about transitioning rn

1

kenneth

Confused bc I came out to my mom and she said she supports me but not to think too hard about transitioning rn

Being queer in the philippines is pretty weird cuz on one hand, i hear its the most tolerant place in asia, and you can get hrt there

5:35 PM

On the other hand, older people will only shittalk behind your back to not break the peace

Jfc

Not as bad as indonesia at least

And she said something like "you're too soft to be a boy" I wonder why I ended up like that

Shes only tryna protect you i think

5:39 PM

If youre going to college anywhere outside a major city or tourist spot, theyre really cruel towards queers

Yeah

my school district has a gender plan that I can undergo but it needs my moms permission tho

its all i love gays till you come out as trans or wanna get the thing done smh

Worth a shot, at least

no fr im gonna come out as enby to my mom and shes gonna be like "are you sure?"

stuff

its all i love gays till you come out as trans or wanna get the thing done smh

Southeast asians are very fair weather friend about this sort of thing

5:41 PM

Love gays and queers until its their son

5:41 PM

Then they joke about hanging them in a tree

kenneth

Yeah

my school district has a gender plan that I can undergo but it needs my moms permission tho

When your school district is garbage but still woke asf

On the bright side, may is next year, isnt it

Yeah

Once you turn eighteen, you dont need parental permission

kenneth

When your school district is garbage but still woke asf

you're going to gay college, this is like a gacha life mv

Planned parenthood offers informed consent hrt and doesnt need a psychiatrists approval

5:45 PM

When ur eighteen, u can carpool or bus there and discuss treatment options with a clinician :P

5:46 PM

I dont know much about overseas prescriptions, though if its anything like the standard stuff, you should be able to transfer it over or order from an online pharmacy while you shop around in private clinics

if mfp-arg was woke Ricky would be buying nara testosterone and not expired coke heartthrob

If mfp arg was woke ricky would try to make it himself

5:48 PM

seong nara we need to cook

https://youtu.be/1wmtJoqAOCY?si=rtTnpbi1pLX6bux9 unrelated but i saw this ad on a ad comp and i went "god this is so coke heartthrob coded"

wiifermadness

Diet Coke commercial, with Roger Rabbit (1988)

TRUE

you know when they talk about diy hrt I used to think they were cooking that shit in their garage

They ... they dont ?

They dont

What does this say I'm 5 years old

Its a casual way to show pleasant surprise in korean

5:54 PM

Make sure to tell all ur korean friends this so u can impress them with how well u speak like a native

no it means dick

5:59 PM

van is trying to trick you

Fuck you

i need a Binder

kenneth

i need a Binder

https://www.underworks.com/

Underworks Mens and womens shapewear | Underworks

Your home page description

yay

11:41 PM

bro always in clutch

Fuck, I feel so useless

kenneth

Fuck, I feel so useless

Tell me bout it bro, my day fuckin sucked

8:38 PM

Whats going on? Something happen as of late?

wan

Whats going on? Something happen as of late?

Nothing specific really i just feel like im developing really slow

kenneth

Nothing specific really i just feel like im developing really slow

9:43 PM

Yeah nah thats rough

9:43 PM

Like socially, physically, or something else?

socially and mentally

9:45 PM

i try putting myself out there, its the whole reason i chose office aide as an elective despite my autistic fear of working in an office environment

9:46 PM

but then again, i still lack in other areas, like not having the courage to apply for a part time or putting off studying for my license test

Sounds like youre doing pretty good in terms of getting job training

9:50 PM

It cant be easy if youre anxious

im trying my best to learn java stuff so my chronic computer addiction can help me go somewhere, at the very least, but i think to my mom this looks like im slacking off 100 percent

But u r learning java and u r planning to take a college course or something later about it, arent u ?

9:57 PM

Applying for a part time isnt as important as studying, and some such like that

9:57 PM

Might do some good if you get a license, though, so you can be more independent

wan

But u r learning java and u r planning to take a college course or something later about it, arent u ?

i mean last year i took AP computer science applications, which teaches basic java (although i wasnt a big fan of code.org lol)

9:58 PM

and i found the physical national workplace readiness skills certificate for my cte test

Damn u lowk smarter than me

9:59 PM

Some wise mod developers told me that the best way to learn code is to make something even if you dont know how to and google the skills you dont

9:59 PM

So, if youre bummed out, maybe you can just work on a project

true..

Best case scenario, you learn new stuff and have actual work to prove your skill

10:00 PM

Worst case scenario, you go through a course again so you have the knowledge to make it

10:01 PM

Its always better to start on projects like that when youre a teen with free time

10:02 PM

Um

10:03 PM

If you need money, if i recall correctly, replit used to have a freelancer program where youd build webapp or do spreadsheets related tasks for fifty bucks

10:03 PM

Dunno if thats still there, but thats worth looking into

10:04 PM

Just keep coding, learn to drive, and socialize enough so you dont kill yourself

wan

Just keep coding, learn to drive, and socialize enough so you dont kill yourself

Im sensing that u have a real affinity for coding . Keep it up! l:

:P

Oh yeah

10:12 PM

Speaking of which, hows modding mc going

wan

Speaking of which, hows modding mc going

Havent done that in a while..

10:14 PM

also im cleaning my room and i remembered i have a ton of hololive posters i really need a frame for Haha

My goat has a room full of hololive posters....

10:20 PM

Hes chopped

i still ned to frame a splatoon poster

wan

My goat has a room full of hololive posters....

STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP IM ONE OF THE GOOD FANS I M OENGFEOF THJE GOOD FANS

10:22 PM

MMY FAVORITE LIVER IS TOKINO SORA WHO IS OVER THE AGE OF 20 YEARS OLD AND LOOKS LIKE AN ADULT SHES VERY MATURE I SWEAR GUYS

awwww so baby

10:23 PM

grown ass women is now a puppet

stuff

awwww so baby

She is very scary dont be fooled by her charm

10:25 PM

stuff

i still ned to frame a splatoon poster

There are times when i think about killing my lvl 1 teammates in visionary squad. Then i remember its just a game

wan

There are times when i think about killing my lvl 1 teammates in visionary squad. Then i remember its just a game

listen to your voices

My scout didnt know how to shoot, ran headlong into enemies, and told me to shut my fucking mouth after i told him to lock in

10:35 PM

He was on 5 hp for several waves straight

10:35 PM

My party asked him why he joined on hard mode if it was his first game, and his dumb ass said it was the only lobby

10:36 PM

My other scout wasnt annoying actually except for how bad he was at being scout

10:36 PM

They have a gun

10:37 PM

Why the fuck they running straight into enemies like theyre gonna beat them with it

10:37 PM

My merchant has guns and flash grenades she can use to fight, but spent the entire game spamming chat to buy her items instead of helping fight

10:37 PM

Which left my tank all alone up front fighting fifty guys

10:38 PM

Omg bro im going to kms

the theme for the tsa video game competition is "retro revival" tf do i make

10:41 PM

Maybe a platformer or a remake of an old arcade game

yeah the description does specify an 8 or 16 bit game with a modern twist

Something like megaman

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/kXGgjggW9vo

Jay Eazy

Jay Eazy - Tomioka

AMAZING

10:46 PM

What does modern twist even mean

10:47 PM

Do they want you to make galaga as an anime girl or something

i have No Idea Dude

wan

Do they want you to make galaga as an anime girl or something

.......................

Wait a second

10:47 PM

I think i miss pixel art

1

i think i miss seong nara

By the nine im tweaking

I think i miss pixel

1

11:20 PM

I think i miss

1

11:20 PM

I think i miss your mom...

1

11:21 PM

Did you just use a different pleading react

1

11:21 PM

What the fuck dude

1

11:21 PM

React to this message if youre gay

11:22 PM

Gottem

1

somethings wrong because im sleepy at 9 pm

i will just watch but probably shortly dip

most lazy verify stystem ive ever seen

https://x.com/heathterritory/status/1956768931294720318 rcta transplants are real

montag.grrl ⚢ (@heathterritory)

sometimes I feel very bad for my oomf's dealing with the most dumbest of dumbasses

i havent talked to my aunt and one of my grandma's for a long while, today is my grandpa's birthday and im hearing my grandma is in the incubator after a fatal injury. my uncle called me about it and he told me not to tell my mom right now, but to call my aunt right away, im still trying to contact my aunt

10:09 PM

apparently my grandma and aunt heard i came out to my mom as transgender, but they think my mom is mad at me for it and it stressed them out .. however my mom didnt appear mad at me, which makes me wonder who my mom talked to about my gender identity

I’m sorry dude, the fact you couldn’t foresee this must be hard and you did your best to be transparent with your parents, I feel like this is what most people develop trust issues over is because they can’t foresee the consequences that come when they all of a sudden open up to be their true selves

10:33 PM

also damn I bought some cushiony soles on tiktok shop and they’re lowkey great I feel more comfortable with them at work, might even just get them for regular footwear (edited)

kenneth

i havent talked to my aunt and one of my grandma's for a long while, today is my grandpa's birthday and im hearing my grandma is in the incubator after a fatal injury. my uncle called me about it and he told me not to tell my mom right now, but to call my aunt right away, im still trying to contact my aunt

WTF dude

10:37 PM

Im so sorry about your grandma. And all that other shit. Jesus

10:38 PM

Sounds like ur mom asked her family about what to do after u came out to her

10:38 PM

They dont seem too upset

10:38 PM

About u being trans and all, r they?

my uncle said he'd support me, i dont know what my aunt and grandma think atm (my aunt is republican leaning as far as i know and my grandma's a devout catholic), im just in shock right now, i told mymom the news and she told me to not be sad and just pray (edited)

10:39 PM

i dont know when ill be able to visit my grandma at the hospital

-# I would make a joke now but usually in moments like these it would probably be inconsiderate (edited)

10:41 PM

but like what even happened or all you know is that they got into a fatal injury

my aunt and grandma were out to celebrate my late grandfather's birthday, all i know is that she fell from her wheelchair and a lot of blood was lost

I hope ur grandmas ok

wan

Sounds like ur mom asked her family about what to do after u came out to her

i dont think so, as my mom has some problems with my aunt uncle and grandma and they didnt even tell her about my grandma's accident right away

10:44 PM

what i assume is that my mom was venting to her friends and word of mouth spread to them

Ahhh

yeah that's shitty, this is partially why I can't stand people venting about me and is why I just try to figure things out with other people together

sorry my familys kind of torn at the moment, i think the cracks got wider after my grandpa died, my aunt and grandma disapproved of my moms parenting style when it came to me and told me she was emotionally negligent (which was true, for a while) (edited)

Not ur fault

and please don't feel like you have to stop draining out your feelings on us rn (edited)

10:46 PM

I like to talk

10:47 PM

if this is what you have to talk about then we'll work through it

kenneth

sorry my familys kind of torn at the moment, i think the cracks got wider after my grandpa died, my aunt and grandma disapproved of my moms parenting style when it came to me and told me she was emotionally negligent (which was true, for a while) (edited)

when i listened to their concerns more often, my mom got so upset she began crying at one point and begging for me to stay with her, this is how i got my first dog

so like basically she only had you and didn't want you to go once you could move out? cause at the relative moment you are reaching adulthood (edited)

i wish i could say my aunt and grandma were exaggerating about my mom, but i genuinely dont know, because the fact that my sexual abuser has no charges against him because my mom prioritized my brothers over me doesnt help in her favor

netrunner from the year 2077

so like basically she only had you and didn't want you to go once you could move out? cause at the relative moment you are reaching adulthood (edited)

she thought she was gonna lose me because i was listening to my aunt and grandma say that my mom hasnt been a good parent

oh yeah that gives me anxiety infinity

10:50 PM

like just if someone very close to me abandoned me because they listened to other people about what I might appear to be

Sounds like your mom is really traumatized and made a lot of that your problem, and your extended family couldnt do much to help either of you

i definitely dont wanna manifest this, but if my grandma dies i think this is the end of it for my mom and relatives keeping touch

Sorry about this bro...

wan

Sounds like your mom is really traumatized and made a lot of that your problem, and your extended family couldnt do much to help either of you

she had me really really young

10:52 PM

like 19

kenneth

she thought she was gonna lose me because i was listening to my aunt and grandma say that my mom hasnt been a good parent

but do you really think what they have to say is going to change your view on your mother? or do you think your life experience with her still weighs the most in deciding?

and growing up there was a moment in time when i was in new jersey where me and her would both face the same abusive man

kenneth

like 19

yoikes, I thought my mother was already young when she had me

10:53 PM

but some people find themselves in different situations and that's okay

thats why she doesnt want me to transition medically or socially right now, i think

netrunner from the year 2077

but some people find themselves in different situations and that's okay

unless it was like a rape/incest situation but I highly doubt you'd be here if she didn't want you

she jumped the gun then and she thinks im jumping the gun with my gender

netrunner from the year 2077

unless it was like a rape/incest situation but I highly doubt you'd be here if she didn't want you

Not to make a lot of assumptions dude but if kens mom and him faced the same abuser i dont think they had the best relationship

wan

Not to make a lot of assumptions dude but if kens mom and him faced the same abuser i dont think they had the best relationship

her ex was verbally abusive towards her, was an addict, is currently the father of my two brothers, and he sexually abused me

my brain is kinda spinning in ciurcles but I'm still going to keep working through the topic

Hey, its okay

10:56 PM

You just came back from a hiatus, so no ones expecting you to be perfect

that's true

the relationship was so bad i witnessed with my two eyes my mom threatening her ex with a knife

I just don't wanna come off as disrespectful when I say what I say so please bear with me I don't mean anything bad what I say

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10:57 PM

I feel like the misinterpretation char took would be an example but that's old stuff

And im guessing that your relatives are casting a lot of judgment on your mom for bringing you up in this environment

wan

And im guessing that your relatives are casting a lot of judgment on your mom for bringing you up in this environment

yes

10:58 PM

they were judging my mom because she partied often at the time

10:58 PM

i would sometimes be brought along to those parties

10:58 PM

my aunt had an issue with my mom inviting men over to our house (edited)

10:59 PM

after my aunt found out i was sexually abused, i guess she didnt want my mom to tak that risk again (edited)

yeah I can see that, your mother perhaps wasn't being the most responsible when it came to living her own adult life while also juggling raising you

10:59 PM

also your sibs

Teens dont make the best moms

definitely

before i was going to the airport with my aunt and mom at thanksgiving break, i was picked up from school and she yelled and berated me for wearing striped pajama pants to school (it was pajama day bro) to the point i broke down in tears, and when me and grandma were dropped off i told my aunt everything and yeah i can see why its hard for my aunt to see my mom as redeemable at the moment (edited)

11:03 PM

she no longer yells at me, but its so hard to connect with my mom emotionally given everything

I was talking about this before but I was conceived in south korea because both my parents were in the military (which I guess explains the discipline she had in putting her priorities in the right place), my mother was discharged while my father finished his service for the next 4 years of my existence but by that point they divorced, I just find it fascinating to see how far I come being by the side of my mother aiming for graduate in college while also doing everything she could to raise me

I mean, if your mom was having that much trouble raising you, why couldnt she have worked something out with your relatives to drop you off with them a few times every week

I love my mother and I love my father but they do NOT work together at all

11:03 PM

in fact the only thing holding up my relationship between my mother and father is the court

wan

I mean, if your mom was having that much trouble raising you, why couldnt she have worked something out with your relatives to drop you off with them a few times every week

sometimes i felt like a burden for even asking my mom to drop me off to places and this gets worse the older i get

kenneth

sometimes i felt like a burden for even asking my mom to drop me off to places and this gets worse the older i get

god I hate when parents make their children feel like burdens

11:04 PM

bro they don't know any better and they can't do shit at a young age what do you expect

kenneth

sometimes i felt like a burden for even asking my mom to drop me off to places and this gets worse the older i get

Did she ever say you were a burden

no but how would you feel if I yelled at you because I needed to do something for you all the time

11:05 PM

den's mother forgets you make a sacrifice for your children

sometimes i wish i could tell my mom straight up hey i know im retarded and i know im supposed to write my resume and study for my drivers test please let me take my time im slow as fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant say id know for sure what perfect parents are like, but under such shitty circumstances, i feel like its normal to want to lash out

11:08 PM

From the sounds of it, it doesnt seem like she planned on being a mom

11:08 PM

And yeah its really shitty of her

my father had anger issues and sometimes would just get angry out of nowhere and this went on for a while til I said I don't want to be at my father's house as often as I used to for the time being

Fucking evil of her not to protect ken when she shouldve, but if shes trying to make sure they both have a better life when they started from nothing

11:09 PM

It feels hard to find a bad guy anywhere

this is rare now and we heavily talk everything out

wan

From the sounds of it, it doesnt seem like she planned on being a mom

the conception wasnt planned but she decided not to abort me

11:09 PM

in fact she was crying one time while she was carrying me because she thought she had a miscarriage (edited)

I wanna say the same with me but honestly my parents wouldn't tell me and would probably think I'm questioning myself much

11:10 PM

but I never question that they both love me because they CONSTANTLY gauge for my attention

kenneth

the conception wasnt planned but she decided not to abort me

but it probably didnt help my mom didnt have much of a choice, as abortion is still illegal in the philippines

lmao I'm still on my computer in my work clothes hold on

the wagie yearns for a desk job

Lmfao

nah this convo got so engaging I'll do anything but get ready for bed

kenneth

but it probably didnt help my mom didnt have much of a choice, as abortion is still illegal in the philippines

At least you have the assurance that if theres anything on her mind, losing or getting rid of you wasnt ever one of them

11:12 PM

I wouldnt know, cause youd have to ask her

11:13 PM

The fear of being a burden sounds more like your own thoughts than hers (edited)

also people change, just because someone wanted one thing before doesn't mean they stick by it now

11:13 PM

you can't change the past

11:13 PM

BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN ITS POSSIBLE SHE WANTED AN ABORTION

@netrunner from the year 2077 @stuff @wan thoughts?

peeka

11:15 PM

is this your family pic

NO?

jokes bro

kenneth

NO?

Looks a little small and ugly like u

no wtf

kenneth

@netrunner from the year 2077 @stuff @wan thoughts?

look at the mom's eyes. shes so content with her situation

you all are a bunch of tiny ferrets ❤️

Truly this is what it means to love

11:18 PM

im looking at w naps rn

W Naps?

w maps

11:18 PM

world maps

11:18 PM

or not

11:18 PM

we don't know

11:18 PM

why the fuck is bro looking at w naps, there's an entire website to napping?

(edited)

I should join that web site

netrunner from the year 2077

used /launch

fuck you

you lied

11:20 PM

YOU FUCKLING LIED

WTF!!!

they take that shit down so fast bruh

netrunner from the year 2077

used /launch

ALSO DOWN

11:21 PM

BRO

11:21 PM

WHAT IF I WANT TO PLAY UNDERTALE OR DELTARUNE IN MY DISCORD

netrunner from the year 2077

used /launch

fuck it we play doom

How r u doing that ?

discord activities

Whatthe hell

you know how you do watch together

11:23 PM

shit this actually works

this is how @wan talks

just kinda fucked up a bit

Unfortunate that it doesnt work for me, but thats really cool

kenneth

this is how @wan talks

How did u find my alt account

wan

How did u find my alt account

>.< care to enlighten an ace bean? (edited)

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

This stupidfucking image made by thej racefaking white transmasc who pretended to be amab afrolatine transfem who ccucked his boyfriend who still defended him on twt

?

destinytomoon

Wow im really surprised he didnt change his handle to something japanese and racefake being asian

11:32 PM

Thats usually what crazy racefakers do

11:32 PM

Good on him for bringing diversity into the field

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

aside from the beef about who made this, believe it or not but as much as (those things) are easy to catch my eye I don't find myself dreaming or thinking about them when I don't see them lmao I don't actually know, do usually men dream or think about (those things) when they don't see em or is it just portrayed that men do by society

11:36 PM

every time my eye darts at those things I look away immediately as I worry people will think I'm a perv or some shit

who needs to dream about those things when i can play minesweeper in my head instead

#true

imagine dreaming about (those things) when you could just dream playing sudoku in your mind

11:39 PM

-# ignore me not wanting to say feminine features I feel wrong if I say it being amab (edited)

its okay, its gender inclusive

11:39 PM

stay woke

teets

11:40 PM

lmao

11:41 PM

-# ~~pixel why are you talking about boobs n shit, you're not a girl~~

11:41 PM

ANYWAYS let's uhm what were we talking about

My grandma's dying

11:57 AM

i'll be inactive for a bit

kenneth

i'll be inactive for a bit

ILYSM bro!!! I hope youll be ok!!!

1

i started my day by holding my grandma's cold hand and i have no idea what to do now

Well ... when my dad died, i felt surreal, like i was changed inside and something would be missing forever. I guess, i dont think anyone ever gets over their first corpse

4:07 PM

That experience is yours now

4:07 PM

And if you want to process it, it might help to write or draw something

4:09 PM

It might also help to go outside to distract yourself, or be with a friend

4:09 PM

What do you wanna do?

unsure

4:11 PM

this is really the first corpse i saw

4:13 PM

of course, i was around when my grandpa died, but i was too young to ever fully process his death. the only memory i have of him is waving goodbye while he was lying in bed sick (edited)

It sucks

4:15 PM

Not to be tone deaf or anything, but how do you feel about it right now

i dont know , i cried lots when i arrived at the room? they took her off life support before i could arrive. but i didnt make a single sound

Christ

netrunner from the year 2077 started a thread. 8/17/2025 4:18 PM

kenneth

i dont know , i cried lots when i arrived at the room? they took her off life support before i could arrive. but i didnt make a single sound

I hope your relatives spend time with you and smother you to death with care so you dont have to go through this on your own

4:22 PM

The night when you got the news she was in the hospital, she must have been so scared

4:23 PM

Im sorry man

kenneth

this is really the first corpse i saw

uhh may or may not have just read this now, but first corpse I saw was my dead great grandmother in poland. in a hospital. the room just felt so.. desolate. everything did. this wasn't someone I had a deep connection with but just looking at the motionless corpse was... surreal. if that makes a good description

9:32 PM

you almost never see a person motionless like they're always breathing or slightly moving when they're alive

i was squeezing her hand and it felt really weird feeling her be this cold

yeah we didn't interact with her but like she died within a few days after we arrived (which FUCKING SUCKED FOR MY MOTHER) and so she was still like fully in tact bout to be cremated which we attended a funeral for later on

9:39 PM

imagine seeing a dead person for the last time whose about to just go up in flames with the remains into a bottle

9:39 PM

I mean this wasn't someone I cared for as deeply as let's say my grandparents or parents still tho

9:39 PM

so my feelings weren't as particularly strong compared to if it was probably someone else

10:07 PM

I'm glad I have a friend group at school that would support me at least

I miss my friend group but tbh I don't think anyone really liked it as much as me and maybe one other friend did

10:09 PM

its dead asf now

https://vxtwitter.com/finalgirlmikan/status/1957174237745254575

୨୧ mikan ୨୧ (@finalgirlmikan)

me to oomfs

shit dude I keep fucking power napping and its gonna keep haunting me each day until I figure it out

8:23 PM

js leave me alone exhaustion I need my 100% best (edited)

If i had a dollar for every time i was friends with an filipino cat-thing programmer who talked like a 4channer ironically and was actually trans, id have two bucks

6:50 PM

But man is it weird it happened twice

6:50 PM

How do i not know how to clock my own friends

wan

If i had a dollar for every time i was friends with an filipino cat-thing programmer who talked like a 4channer ironically and was actually trans, id have two bucks

bro.

Ive known her for a freaking decade and i couldnt tell she was trans

6:51 PM

God Damn It.........

we all have niches yours just seems to be transgender filipino cat-thing programmers

Okay well that implies id have to be one

i always knew you were actually filipino

no

6:52 PM

THIS CANT BE

Its hilarious drawing your mascot characters, cuz if i blur my eyes, they look pretty much the same XD

6:54 PM

No....this cant be.........my long lost cousin...what the fuck..................

i just had a neuron activation moment seeing a speedy character with a ribbon and glasses but if i say who ill get shot

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kenneth

No....this cant be.........my long lost cousin...what the fuck..................

Shes a thirty year old weeb whos the most gay and homophobic chick ive ever met (edited)

6:57 PM

Truly i can see the resemblance T_T

stuff

i just had a neuron activation moment seeing a speedy character with a ribbon and glasses but if i say who ill get shot

to whomever concern reacted what i meant is that my sleeper agent sense have awoken because anything can be related to roblox somehow

Oh yeah, i totally know who that character is

7:00 PM

Umm

wan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

i cant help myself i see her, its her

OH MY GOSH

7:01 PM

This character is adorable

7:01 PM

Shes from roblox ?

I CAN MAKE THIS ABOUT ROBLOX

7:01 PM

yes

WTF

7:01 PM

❤️

Her palette is curiously beachlike . Is this an aquatic character

7:02 PM

I cant tell what she is exactly

7:02 PM

But her stripes remind me of a shark :P

literally if she didnt have that fuckass logo on the back i doubt people would think shes roblox

wan

Her palette is curiously beachlike . Is this an aquatic character

her character theme is like race car drive but for some roblox and jazwares thinks its electric water staff girl

OHHHHHH

7:04 PM

Oh yeah! Cuz of the finish line pattern! I didnt even think about it

stuff

her character theme is like race car drive but for some roblox and jazwares thinks its electric water staff girl

How does that even happen

miscommunication or running out of ideas, perhaps to make her figure more "cool"

7:05 PM

her designer however didnt care as far as im concerned

i was so confused when the pallette swap happened like its a nice change but did the artist suggest it last minute

If i dont think bout it too hard, her electric water staff is like a big magic wrench

yea the hair change was weird

Um

similar\ to digit last min jacket change

If u know about it, this design reminds me of aangs original design

actually theres quite a few last min design changes

7:08 PM

and its just weird cause they not drastic just minor texture shit

He used to be the last survivor of some sci fi civilization and his staff was a big ratchet like thing that could help him fly

that honestly sounds more entertaining lmao

7:08 PM

had a friend leech off my netflix to watch airbender cause it was popular on tiktok

7:09 PM

Id definitely play this as a game, but i like the airbender the show gave us as it is XD

ooo these desigbns are so fun

The style :D

7:11 PM

Interesting to think that one of the show creators worked on invader zim at some point

7:12 PM

I wonder what made them switch to the animelike

yea you can see a bit of vasquez's style in this concept

wan

I wonder what made them switch to the animelike

perhaps test groups

7:12 PM

nick trying to make it seem cool and have edge cause im positive CN had toonami and that was popular

I MISS TOONAMI

stuff

nick trying to make it seem cool and have edge cause im positive CN had toonami and that was popular

Youd think that theyd have more shows that looked like anime, but avatar was pretty much was the only one

wan

Youd think that theyd have more shows that looked like anime, but avatar was pretty much was the only one

kappa mikey LOL

OH WAIT

mikey came right after airbender

I forgot bout the nicktoons shows

also ying yang yo might've been trying to profit off of "japan. place"

7:16 PM

wait shit ying yang yo is jetix

7:16 PM

disney attempt

7:16 PM

i know disney also did some other anime-esqe shows too

7:16 PM

so did cn

Disney lowkey had a lot of shows like that

super monkey hyper force comes to mind

Omg...

7:17 PM

I wasnt even sentient when that show came out

7:17 PM

I used to watch it though

7:18 PM

Its almost tokusatsu like

7:18 PM

The way they designed the robots

she is the only good character design

Why do u lie

7:19 PM

I love mr gibson

speaking of robots robotboy has a good design but also god the humans reek teletoon

HELP

7:20 PM

HIS FOREHEAD IS SO BIG

this actually pmo

They look like ass

stuff

she is the only good character design

I could be misremembering things but jinmay had a giant robot form that looked kinda like circus baby

more scrapy baby lol

This show had alot of cool shit even if most of it was probably ripped off from other shows

7:24 PM

Looks at sky\ I miss my scrapperton .......

7:24 PM

7:25 PM

I need to rewatch this show

7:28 PM

Do u know any good animated shows with ugly robots who love their friends

i can feel the house start to get a little more catholic

8:33 PM

just came back from day 1 of 9 days of prayer for my grandma

kenneth

just came back from day 1 of 9 days of prayer for my grandma

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Novena

Novena

A novena (from Latin: novem, "nine") is an ancient tradition of devotional praying in Christianity, consisting of private or public prayers repeated for nine successive days or weeks. The nine days between the Feast of the Ascension and Pentecost, when the disciples gathered in the Upper Room and devoted themselves to prayer, is often considered...

RAHHHHH IM RIPPING MY ASS OF! !!!! I HATE MODPACKS!!! "Forks" "Loaders" "Launchers" and "Mod Compatibility".. Its ALL bull shit. FUCK.

10:43 PM

I can Make a Mod Pack in Neoforge in the Same Version. 1.21.1. And the mods in that version wont be compatible. Not because they conflict with each other

10:43 PM

But because there are DIFFERENT versions of neoforge for ONE. VERSION. And the mod pages DONT tell you WHAT THEY ARE.

10:44 PM

you only know when a mod crashes!

10:45 PM

Ive Never been so fucking mad trying to assembel a mod pack in my life. And i play rimworld. In modpacks with hundreds of mods. That dont even always work

the curse of community modding is that it becomes extremely fragmented after a while

10:46 PM

minecraft has to be the worst example though

10:46 PM

my finger will fly up the ass of people who decided to make more modloaders after fabric

I wish minecraft modding worked like the steam workshop where you can just install shit in a collection and it works

kenneth

my finger will fly up the ass of people who decided to make more modloaders after fabric

NO MORE!!!!!!

its on quilt. its on neoforge. its on neofabric. its on velvet. its on obsidian. its on beeloader. its on neoquilt

10:48 PM

WHY IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME THAT

In life you got Blocks

i justi nstalled eclipse because i was tired of manually typing the getters on nvim sssstopk showing me "the vlaue is not used" IDC SOGTOLG

It simply is not done yet

kenneth

my finger will fly up the ass of people who decided to make more modloaders after fabric

I hate that whenever a mod launcher or a game updates all the mods from the last version instantly stop working

10:54 PM

It doesnt even make sense

10:55 PM

Post 1.20, updates dont Bring Anything groundbreaking, yet mojang insists on frequently making useless changes to the game's internal systems and code

10:57 PM

Therefore either trapping mods in one version or making people bitch at devs who work for free to constantly update the same thing over and over in a Sisyphean Cycle

10:58 PM

Modders need to like ... fuck i dont even know. Pick a veresion and stay with it for four years. Or have mojang just make a modding api already

11:02 PM

I stick to forge because its the biggest and easiest to use, but its done so much to schism the modding community. U know this shit is bad when its spawned fabric and neo

11:02 PM

11:03 PM

Everytime i have to choose between mods i like. Its like being in a burning building and having to decide which one of my beloved children i will rescue. And which one i will leave to Die

I love my co-workers thank god my comp sci friend also works here cause we lowkey had a crazy ass conversation about teachers doing dumb shit lmao

also someone in drive thru requested that their shake be shaken to the left and we all wheezed like crazy when they were finished LMAOOOOO

Brother got visited by james bond at the dairy queen

worlds best shift: we came across three of the dumbest customers to ever exist including one who was asking about the banana split blizzard when they didn’t even know what a banana split was to begin with (THERE’S A FUCKING PICTURE TO SEE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE)

retaaard

10:02 PM

“what’s the difference between a banana split and a banana split blizzard” GIRL WHAT THE FUCK

normally I'm not the one to lie to people but I told someone I can't take their shift tomorrow with their 5 - close when I just didn't wanna tell them I don't wanna take it so I came up with saying "I'm busy tomorrow" (edited)

10:29 AM

shit makes me feel bad because what if he really needs me to take it

10:29 AM

need to figure out how to consider myself "busy" tomorrow so it doesn't remain a lie bru

10:30 AM

its an opportunity to make money but dude I don't wanna work more than I already do besides I miss out on things when I'm working

im trying to write a simple software renderer in java using an int[] array for all the pixel data and that white line above is pissing me the fuck off i will fly my finger up the jvm's ass because ive been trying to fix that for nearly an hour to no avail the bufferedimage is being displayed on a canvas being showed on a centered jpanel and they are fixed size fuck java fuck jswing fuck graphics.g fuck you fuck me why is this the language im most comfortable in

ah

2:21 PM

i fixed it

2:21 PM

i will take a break and work on drawing images later :3

Try stack exchange it will help :P

Its really funny that the most devout occultists i know are from bog standard white suburban families with negligent parents while the guys i know whose parents were satanist church leaders are apathetic to occultism and just like hollow knight and indie gaming

2:41 PM

Has anyone else noticed this

What the fuck

What

I have a really boring autistic hyperfixation thats just drawing for peoples stories

2:54 PM

It is bad though . Whenever i dont draw for more than a few hours i start getting clammy hands

2:54 PM

#Addiction

2:54 PM

They need to put me in a comic sweatshop so i can draw all day for one dollar

i wish i had your problem

so small.. how would i make it bigger

was watching a movie and i was telling my mom the only memory i have of this movie was her and my dad fighting at the credits and i laughed it off recollecting about it. she felt bad and said it was ptsd and not a light hearted memory. this escalted into talking about my dads former alcohol issues and then my brother started talking about shit like my mom throwing a wine glass/shot glass at my dad which i have no memories of

8:38 PM

dude cptsd effing rocks

nah I don't think it's ptsd, sometimes even I remember the most random shit that happened like the time your father was uhmm... (saying some unintentionally offensive things while being drunk) but it's absolutely not traumatic nor did I think anything bad of him just funny

8:41 PM

in case you forgot https://discord.com/channels/@me/872618598907125831/1282062771625787455

ahhh the trauma

alcohol just does things to people

my finest of wine

8:43 PM

I do like to hear stories though about your family's history with drinking in general and it gets pretty interesting, definitely don't see them as bad people at all though (edited)

8:44 PM

maybe its just me hearing interesting stories about people drinking in general is what's driving that

8:45 PM

I like my friends but they do the dumbest fucking shit you'll ever hear and one example is way back early this year they thought it would be funny to spike hawaiian punch and give it to everyone at lunch at school

8:46 PM

yeah they were never caught but its funny hearing how they dealt with the hangover

8:47 PM

and in case you're wondering who I'm talking about let's just say one of them is a bird

8:47 PM

basically a bird

perhaps a brain

genuinely an achromatic twisted aeronaut

8:50 PM

fun fact you can get drunk in tower unite now I want to get drunk while gambling at the casino

kenneth

so small.. how would i make it bigger

If ihad to take a guess Java probably lets u import a library for Dimension or Border Layout. So u could try setting the drawing size your self, or seeing if u can getSize() the parent container for the image :D

8:55 PM

Ive never programmed in java, so if its all right with you, could i try messing around in the files

8:55 PM

I wont tell you what the fix is if youd like to figure it on your own

stuff

was watching a movie and i was telling my mom the only memory i have of this movie was her and my dad fighting at the credits and i laughed it off recollecting about it. she felt bad and said it was ptsd and not a light hearted memory. this escalted into talking about my dads former alcohol issues and then my brother started talking about shit like my mom throwing a wine glass/shot glass at my dad which i have no memories of

aside from that I was also going to say I was talking about how I was gambling in tower unite to my father and the conversation led all the way to it being about my great grandmother having a hardcore gambling addiction lmao

8:56 PM

but I think that's because I was questioning about why children don't learn card games that are usually used to gamble or why gambling is considered a bad thing for children (edited)

8:57 PM

I mean the plaza literally taught me blackjack when I was younger and now it was removed due to a Roblox community guideline term (edited)

wan

If ihad to take a guess Java probably lets u import a library for Dimension or Border Layout. So u could try setting the drawing size your self, or seeing if u can getSize() the parent container for the image :D

id like to figure it out on my own haha , although im not using any library to automatically draw the image onto the canvas, the pixel data is stored onto an integer array containing argb color values so i have to make functions myself

9:06 PM

hold on

9:06 PM

tilerenderer.7z

30 KB

Huh, like a bitmap

9:12 PM

Interesting

basically im just using bufferedimage + canvas for a pixel by pixel display and then to draw onto that display i use the renderer class which stores all the pixel data into one single array that stores argb colors (formatted in hexadecimal)

9:13 PM

it should be noted i was following a tutorial for that (and trying to make sense of it on my own because i basically rewrote the renderer like. two times already) but i took a detour for a bit to try figure out drawing images on my own

9:15 PM

to solve the issue of "omg image too small i wan 8x8 sprite :(" i was considering rewriting AGAIN but this time making a variable to manually adjust the pixel size myself (using loops in the way i would make a rectangle pixel by pixel i duno) instead of manually upscaling the spritesheet Every Damn Time in asesprite

Oh, this sounds pretty useful! So youre using this to turn images into pixel art?

ehh im using it to display images but i want it to display my pixel art but. bigger

9:18 PM

drawing a rectangle is simple of course but because the pixel data is one-dimensional i have to access the area i want to plot a color in with x + y * the width of the canvas because that helps skip over a row instead of fucking your rectangle up

Hmm

9:19 PM

You shouldnt really have to upscale pixel art

yeah i dont want to upscale the png manually because thats inconvenient. i want it to take 8x8 and make it bigger in runtime instead

What context is the pixel art being displayed in

wan

What context is the pixel art being displayed in

i want to make a spritesheet/tilemap system if thats the context ur asking for

9:24 PM

of course i couldve just saved myself some trouble and use a game library but i like going through the nitty gritty of 2d graphics thats why i was trying to figure out how to draw images pixel by pixel

Ohhh

i put myself through hard times and wonder why im mad :P

Well if youre working in a game engine, pixel art sprites arent blurry if you tweak the project display settings

true

what is bro even doing

netrunner from the year 2077

what is bro even doing

torture

I cant see this being practical for spritesheets, but this would be pretty interesting for illustrations

9:30 PM

Ill look into this after i work on my actual coding homework

bro didnt do his homework

wan

I cant see this being practical for spritesheets, but this would be pretty interesting for illustrations

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Unless youre trying some weird artistic shit pixel art should be drawn only to the resolution u want them in for the finished game

9:35 PM

Pixel art is really bad at being upscaled

ahhh

9:36 PM

so like

dude

id just need to make a bufferedimage with smaller dimensions then

wan

Unless youre trying some weird artistic shit pixel art should be drawn only to the resolution u want them in for the finished game

a lot of pixel art games have that smooth scrolling effect for moving maps / sprites so i kinda assumed

stuff

dude

seeing roru in there Bruh

1

okay so i can try restarting or running a command -_-

9:40 PM

im gonna go test my other drive

kenneth

a lot of pixel art games have that smooth scrolling effect for moving maps / sprites so i kinda assumed

U can do this by upscaling but i havent seen the best results with this because it makes the edges of the pixels look funny

isnt there like nearest neighbor Lol

Game engines have a camera with different settings for this

okay blunder is fine its just blinder acting weird

see if i just made a bufferedimage with a smaller pixel resolution i feel like the movement would look #chopped (edited)

kenneth

isnt there like nearest neighbor Lol

I guess so but only works in integer multiples

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vK1DB7lvEeA&t=302s you see . i learn this from 8 year old java tutorial

Majoolwip

2D Java Game Engine #3 : Renderer

stuff

dude

its just this folder in particular

9:46 PM

fuck this folder in particular said windows 11

kenneth

see if i just made a bufferedimage with a smaller pixel resolution i feel like the movement would look #chopped (edited)

Id look to games like stardew valley for how pixel art is animated

stardew valley uses xna/monogame

9:47 PM

right

Yeah

I think celeste uses monogame too

sorry for popping in while you guys discuss le pixel art this is just stupid

me art

No its totally fine . I have an interest in pixel art so i wanted to address that topic first XD

netrunner from the year 2077

me art

Thoughts on the matter ?

I just appeared after having a shower

9:51 PM

so

9:51 PM

lemme read over things first

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

chkdsk my beloved

kenneth

see if i just made a bufferedimage with a smaller pixel resolution i feel like the movement would look #chopped (edited)

Lowkey a lot of this is reliant on the art as opposed to the engine

on an unrelated note it is Hell to pace myself when practicing or learning anything computer science related because i will be like ouhhh i want to try my hand at data structures. ouhhh i want to tryto make a parser. ouhhh i want to try making a chip 8 emulator. ouuuuuuuhhh i wanna try this language. ouhhhh like Vro life cannot be That Fast for me to worry so much about what i wanna do

Pixel artists usually design their sprites to one resolution and use different animation techniques to simulate movement

wan

Pixel artists usually design their sprites to one resolution and use different animation techniques to simulate movement

>Pixel artist

me artist

9:55 PM

I'm gonna replace the character in the box with myself

wan

Pixel artists usually design their sprites to one resolution and use different animation techniques to simulate movement

i understand pixel art animation is like that im just saying if the x coordinate of a sprite increments i expect the sprite to glide instead of like. choppy movement (edited)

kenneth

on an unrelated note it is Hell to pace myself when practicing or learning anything computer science related because i will be like ouhhh i want to try my hand at data structures. ouhhh i want to tryto make a parser. ouhhh i want to try making a chip 8 emulator. ouuuuuuuhhh i wanna try this language. ouhhhh like Vro life cannot be That Fast for me to worry so much about what i wanna do

Its OK, all of this stuff is useful no matter what you want todo

also seeing FAT32 still being used to this day makes me wanna kms it sucks that all operating systems diverted to making their own file systems

9:56 PM

macs use APFS, windows uses NTFS, and linux... we don't know

netrunner from the year 2077

also seeing FAT32 still being used to this day makes me wanna kms it sucks that all operating systems diverted to making their own file systems

file systems are like minecraft modloaders

kenneth

file systems are like minecraft modloaders

wan

Its OK, all of this stuff is useful no matter what you want todo

@stuff worst case scenario do you think this could be related to the windows update bug

kenneth

i understand pixel art animation is like that im just saying if the x coordinate of a sprite increments i expect the sprite to glide instead of like. choppy movement (edited)

U need to store coords with floating point (lets u move fractions of a pixel) and the time elapsed since the last frame for smooth movement

netrunner from the year 2077

@stuff worst case scenario do you think this could be related to the windows update bug

maybe

10:00 PM

it fixed itself

picture my booty up in 3d

that's good but let's hope that we get a response from shitsoft soon

i jhuyst found it weird cause it was only that folder

10:00 PM

nothing else

10:00 PM

or other drives

microshit

10:00 PM

fuckshit

If an object moves less than one pixel a frame, u can make the edges of the sprite change in color to suggest movement like an in between frame :P

my pc hates lost media

your love-hate relationship with windows runs deep

10:01 PM

mine does too except its mostly hatae

Unity and godot also have a pixel perfect camera or a stretch mode for subpixel movement

I divorced windows and left it for a better operating system

10:02 PM

macOS oh how beautiful she is

wan

If an object moves less than one pixel a frame, u can make the edges of the sprite change in color to suggest movement like an in between frame :P

I dont have my Phone Number linked to other accounts as of 2 Days ago . Why cant i use phone verification in Servers

10:37 PM

Im Mad Asf

10:38 PM

They Are trying to stop me from joining the homestuck community.............

10:39 PM

For every day this happens im making a shitty horse drawing

10:43 PM

Do i have to get another phone number just so i can be in homestuck

10:43 PM

:(

WHAT

10:43 PM

i hate

10:43 PM

phone number vertification

As we all know only real people have phone numbers

buy a new phone for homestuck

911 is a friend of mine

you should call 911 and say what's up

Ture

imagine your friend working for the emergency dispatcher and you call 911 and get hung on a conversation because you haven't talked to them in so long (edited)

10:46 PM

MY LEG GOT CUT OFF-- oh hey we haven't talked in so long

Real though

I wonder if you can call people as a dispatcher

10:47 PM

cause next thing you know I'm gonna start calling my friends as 911

I spent an hour and a half talking to a new friend who really seems cool to talk to and it feels very exhilarating but boy do I get drained and sometimes I find it hard to end a conversation

5:34 PM

like I love giving attention to other people but once they actually seek a lot of attention it can be hard for me to keep up

5:35 PM

it was just something as simple as hey I used to work here before and it’s cool they worked there to talking about school to talking about careers and then our pets and holy shit it felt great but that was really long

just another work day but damn I have a fucked up sleep schedule I hope I can scrape a little energy before I go

I want to go home and unite my towers already bruh

7:50 PM

we unite to earn the right to unite to earn the right to unite to earn the right to unite

coming home from my ass job to go gamble awauy the house

YESSS EXACTLYYYY

7:56 PM

do not let tower unite implement microtransactions as I might start spending my actual wage on gambling bruh

I fucking installed Roblox on the school computer by accident when I meant to install steam

12:41 PM

stupid roblox installer being at the top of the downloads folder

I spent the class period reading steam reviews because it turns out you can sort by funny so you get all the reviews rated funny at the top and I’m just WHEEZIN

what a shitty fucking day, I hope tomorrow isn’t as bad as it was today

Googles removing the one thing that makes Android special

3:44 PM

We need Linux phone

3:50 PM

>android user

kenneth

We need Linux phone

YEA DID NOBODY TELL YOU OF MOBIAN?

4:11 PM

IT'S A MOBILE VERSION OF DEBIAN

4:12 PM

https://mobian-project.org

Mobian

Mobian, Debian for mobile devices

a gripe i have with proshippers is that "dark/taboo" content isnt progressive just because its spotlighted. romanticized depictions of abuse arent transgressive or unorthodox. this kind of shit has been justified by organized religion and "tradition" for ages. there was a point where establishing an age of consent was progressive for its time (edited)

honestly

kenneth

a gripe i have with proshippers is that "dark/taboo" content isnt progressive just because its spotlighted. romanticized depictions of abuse arent transgressive or unorthodox. this kind of shit has been justified by organized religion and "tradition" for ages. there was a point where establishing an age of consent was progressive for its time (edited)

i think stories about rape and abuse can be progressive if shown in a negative light, not a positive one meant for fetishistic reasons

yeah it probably depends on execution but you have to either make sure your audience is educated on the topic of rape and abuse or teach them along in the book

https://letterboxd.com/film/midori-1992/ an example

Midori (1992)

After losing her parents, young flower selling Midori is put up by a fairground group. She is abused and forced to slavery, until the arrival of an enigmatic magician of short stature, who gives her hope for a better future.

I'm not sure if that adds anything as I'm not familiar with this category of content so I'll just throw that out there based on limited knowledge, take with a grain of salt

9:30 PM

still interesting how one of my fav anime shows is about a girl who wants to cosplay as a slave

stuff

https://letterboxd.com/film/midori-1992/ an example

the plot files over peoples heads

9:30 PM

they think its fucked up to be fucked up

stuff

they think its fucked up to be fucked up

well yea shits fucked up but that's the point

9:32 PM

maybe I'll take a look at this for educational reasons

netrunner from the year 2077

maybe I'll take a look at this for educational reasons

i can send you a video essay going over it

netrunner from the year 2077

well yea shits fucked up but that's the point

yea but they think its like that to be edgy

9:32 PM

when thats not the case

9:33 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LFlK1ssUDY

mara

shoujo tsubaki, ero guro & growing up too fast

stuff

i can send you a video essay going over it

thank you kind sir

heavy content warning though

stuff

i think stories about rape and abuse can be progressive if shown in a negative light, not a positive one meant for fetishistic reasons

the argument that a shotacon au is transgressive or unorthodox is not gonna fly past me

1

stuff

heavy content warning though

what tws in particular?

9:34 PM

just

9:34 PM

bleud, violence, depressing

netrunner from the year 2077

what tws in particular?

rape and abuse

ight thanks for the heads up

kenneth

the argument that a shotacon au is transgressive or unorthodox is not gonna fly past me

like enlighten me how a shota au of forsaken will empower queers like what stonewall did?

9:35 PM

goofy

and the argument that pedophilia isnt inherently trad or rightwing because there have been queer ppl who advocate for it doesnt make sense like there are queer people that are hitlerite yet it doesnt mean fascists were famously supportive of the gays (edited)

9:37 PM

when i see those gay/trans homotrad accounts its like seeing chickens for kfc

radqueers are straight up retarded

9:37 PM

brain damage

stuff

radqueers are straight up retarded

muh youth liberation queers when you tell them pedophilia has been a traditional practice for centuries and not some cool new hip thing to own the conservatives because they've been doing it longer (edited)

9:40 PM

true youthlib activists would not advocate for csa apolgia but unfortunately thats very common

kenneth

muh youth liberation queers when you tell them pedophilia has been a traditional practice for centuries and not some cool new hip thing to own the conservatives because they've been doing it longer (edited)

it actually pisses me off so much when people umbrella leftists and liberals under the same roof

9:41 PM

one wants basic needs and the other side wants to fuck kids

9:42 PM

I was listening to a podcast earlier today and they joked about how we're gonna normalize pedophilia because of conservatives in office and it's just gonna be something we have to deal with

9:44 PM

btw the podcast went inactive in 2019/2020

9:46 PM

sorry I killed chat but yea a lotta retards exist tl;dr

dw im just coding

9:46 PM

it's fine lol

yeah I was showering but nothing comes to mind as I’m learning

I like associating my trauma with rabbits

i feel like i switch repeatedly from being a rabbit to a hare and its not really a gender related thing (edited)

holyshit I can’t keep this to myself but my stepmother is maybe going to upgrade her car to an EV and they’ve been in the talks of handing down her old car to me, I’m just so fucking excited but I know there’s still a chance it might not happen cause in order for everything to work out it has to happen soon

6:53 AM

kinda makes me feel shitty for bringing that up cause boy that’s a big thing to have but it’s supposed to be the thing I’ll be driving for years to come

the jokes write themselves

OH SHIT

6:40 PM

OH SHIT

6:40 PM

ITS GINALLY ON SALE

6:40 PM

OHSHIT

6:40 PM

THAT TOOK LIKE

6:40 PM

5 MONTHS

6:40 PM

YOOOOOOOO

patrick drooling gif

6:58 PM

that owen guy

6:58 PM

dudeeee

6:58 PM

he has a fatish inflation fetish someone please put him in his place

I'm sorry you do this to yourself stuff, putting yourself in front of other twitter weirdos

7:07 PM

the mute button is down the hall and to the right

yea i have him blocked but everyone hates him

they JUST turned on priv mode lmaooo they're probably getting actively harassed rn or something (edited)

just when you thought the schlep drama wasn’t heard of enough the most random irl friend brings it up and that’s how you know it’s become a global phenomenon

10:16 PM

hey it even has its own wikipedia article https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roblox_Schlep_ban_controversy?wprov=sfti1

Roblox Schlep ban controversy

On August 9, 2025, Schlep, a Roblox-focused YouTuber known for conducting sting operations against sexual predators, was permanently banned from Roblox due to his violations of terms of service. Roblox Corporation sent him a cease and desist letter, threatening to take legal action against him if he resumed his activities. The ban gained tractio...

10:16 PM

that’s how you know its a serious problem

man I have been talking endlessly with this one person every day I feel so good being able to divert my attention to other people and not just stream it all through the very few irls I have

the final destination fans arriving to the scene

work called me off so I get to sit back and relax

how does one play texas hold em

12:33 PM

I need to figure out other ways to gamble my units in tower unite

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leppy of .\*twt (@leppycolon3)

JUST PRESS He/Him AND MOVE THE FUCK ON How is that So hard ???

QRT: Pirat_Nation https://t.co/KwAMfIan4v

7:44 PM

who the FUCK gives a shit about where the pronouns are placed

7:45 PM

if you have gender and agender pronouns that’s all that should really matter, absolutely no need to bloat it with different positioning

7:47 PM

people who overthink how they want to position their pronouns honestly need help there is zero reason to contemplate this shit (edited)

7:48 PM

okay stupid idea but it would be funny if they also added him/he and her/she(y)

LOL

fuck it, if you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em

FUCK I’M AT A WEDDING AND TURTLE’S FRIEND IS HERE WTF

7:55 PM

THIS JUST GOT WEIRD

7:55 PM

AND I’m like HOURS AWAY FROM HOME

7:56 PM

oh yeah if I haven’t mentioned before turtle is an irl

craazzy

the full rundown is my mother is friends with turtle’s friend’s mother or something and they’re mutually friends with the bride

7:58 PM

crazy how that friendship tree got here

8:01 PM

she came to me asking if I wanted to participate in a coding challenge where we make a game and apparently we’re going to make an oregon trail style game but when she started describing the part where “parties go out to collect resources” I automatically knew this was a frostpunk spinoff

exhausted, wedding was fun tho

8:56 PM

now I gotta do school work hours away from home

8:59 PM

getting to use a 100 hz monitor though really changed my perspective on what kind of monitor I want

fuuuck my anxiety is skyrocketing cause I want to reach out to an old oomf who I haven't talked to in years (edited)

9:07 PM

all of a sudden I have this slight urge to talk to people I haven't talked to in a long time besides the one that unadded me randomly

9:09 PM

asfasidohasidhuasd

9:09 PM

sending is so hard bro

9:09 PM

cause I'm worried they're just gonna unadd me or something considering we aren't really friends much or just haven't talked to each other in a long time so it's gonna look awkward

9:10 PM

besides my old friends never really reach out to me so that just makes it weirder

netrunner from the year 2077

all of a sudden I have this slight urge to talk to people I haven't talked to in a long time besides the one that unadded me randomly

hey thats good, good to reach out to people

9:13 PM

my mom does so on facebookm, its good to reconnect

yeah.. you're right

9:13 PM

then it's done I broke the silence

9:14 PM

hope they still use discord but I can always add them on snap

Really hope my mom plans to sign up for citizenship if we do move back to the philippines because i dont want to be committing a gentrification

are you not a citizen???

6:33 PM

thought you were dual citizen

I have to ask her again, dual citizenship should be easy for me because I was born in philippines soil

right

technically im a first gen immigrant here so

netrunner from the year 2077

are you not a citizen???

btw you should read up on digital nomads and how they're fucking up the housing of non-US countries

6:35 PM

I watched a video where mexican citizens were protesting them (edited)

that’s crazy, according to google it’s just the economic side of it right?

6:37 PM

like higher rents and shit making things less affordable for its people (edited)

yeah, but culturally ppl are starting to see a lot more stores in new mexico only cater to english speakers to accomodate the digital nomads who still dont speak spanish

oh yeah I can see that

6:39 PM

I wonder how it’s like in japan with it being so touristy and how they handle non japanese speakers

i think japan immigration has like a , really heavy filter lmao

yeah but what if I wanted to go to japan for vacation? I thought anyone can just visit lol

netrunner from the year 2077

yeah but what if I wanted to go to japan for vacation? I thought anyone can just visit lol

oh yeah thats just. tourism. but if u wanted to actually live in japan its pretty difficult

kenneth

Really hope my mom plans to sign up for citizenship if we do move back to the philippines because i dont want to be committing a gentrification

Last time i checked u werent a digital remote worker making six figures in tech and buying condos in manila

wan

Last time i checked u werent a digital remote worker making six figures in tech and buying condos in manila

Thats what they want you to think

6:50 PM

kenneth

Thats what they want you to think

ARGHHHHHHH!!! NO!!!!! Dont gentrify the philippines!!!

wan

ARGHHHHHHH!!! NO!!!!! Dont gentrify the philippines!!!

jarvis deploy five hundred new millennial burger restaurants onto metro manila]

My Day in the Life as a digital nomad in the Philippines

4 am- Wake up and do my morning facial cleanses 5 am- Go on a 7 km run around the streets of manila to clear my head and think of business ideas 6 am- Write in my reflection journal 7 am- Yoga 8 am- Zoom call with my client 9 am- Drink my $12 / 1000 peso authentic starbucks ube halaya breakfast smoothie (Its Gut Healthy) 10 am- Check out the local market 11 am- Sight-seeing in the pagsanjan falls with my tour guide Noon- Pilates 1 pm- Have brunch at my favorite local street food stall 2pm- Diarrhea 3pm- Diarrhea 4pm- Diarrhea 5pm- Network with other digital nomads at a cafe inspired by seattle culture 6pm- Vegan dinner with a glass of wine 7pm- Send inspirational posts on insta 8pm- Check the airport schedule so i can visit my three properties in bali next month 9pm- Telenovela time 10pm- Fifteen step skincare routine 11pm- Off to Bed ❤️

wan

My Day in the Life as a digital nomad in the Philippines

4 am- Wake up and do my morning facial cleanses 5 am- Go on a 7 km run around the streets of manila to clear my head and think of business ideas 6 am- Write in my reflection journal 7 am- Yoga 8 am- Zoom call with my client 9 am- Drink my $12 / 1000 peso authentic starbucks ube halaya breakfast smoothie (Its Gut Healthy) 10 am- Check out the local market 11 am- Sight-seeing in the pagsanjan falls with my tour guide Noon- Pilates 1 pm- Have brunch at my favorite local street food stall 2pm- Diarrhea 3pm- Diarrhea 4pm- Diarrhea 5pm- Network with other digital nomads at a cafe inspired by seattle culture 6pm- Vegan dinner with a glass of wine 7pm- Send inspirational posts on insta 8pm- Check the airport schedule so i can visit my three properties in bali next month 9pm- Telenovela time 10pm- Fifteen step skincare routine 11pm- Off to Bed ❤️

Hey what the fuck how did you get so accurate

7:03 PM

2-4pm being diarrhea hours

7:03 PM

This is just a day in the life for me as a software developer from san francisco

wan

This is just a day in the life for me as a software developer from san francisco

I am a software developer from san francisco and this is my electorn app❤️

Believe it or not this is basically what haley and emilys parents from stardew do, except im not sure if they have a job or not

7:07 PM

Speaking of which

7:07 PM

Did u know ?

7:07 PM

1.7 update announced

kenneth

I am a software developer from san francisco and this is my electorn app❤️

and this is my dogshit crypto startup i used with chat gpt

7:08 PM

i once summoned a random ass bot by saying like crypto or nft

wan

1.7 update announced

I hope concernedape complicates my relationship with shane even more

kenneth

I hope concernedape complicates my relationship with shane even more

On everyones souls he is NEVER updating their stories

stuff

and this is my dogshit crypto startup i used with chat gpt

Moving in with my best friend splitting the rent and working on our passion project together... what do you mean we're gay we're working on a startup Duh (edited)

My friend is actually exactly like this but instead of 2 pm to 4 pm diarrhea theyre constipated cuz they moved to poland

fancy shit just got installed

Bro is a computer and he installed an rgb fan in his ceiling

true

7:11 PM

notice how gamers love rainbow lighting #curious

it comes with a fancy remote

den i swear to god

im right

7:12 PM

btw

i have m rgb set to green does that make me ace

Denkenbak, I wish that three years in the future, your entire room was lit in neon purple and rgb. And you became a valorant player

does this have razer synapse support

stuff

i have m rgb set to green does that make me ace

No umm,,this makes you barlo

oh...

I turned my fan into a macOS beach ball

No way i actually like this

7:13 PM

It reminds me of clip studio paint

7:13 PM

What is this fan

wan

Denkenbak, I wish that three years in the future, your entire room was lit in neon purple and rgb. And you became a valorant player

I'll shoot myself to book a personal meeting with god and I'll convince him to shorten your lifespan by twenty years before getting resuscitated and writing about my personal experience with death in an essay for a five million scholarship I will win (edited)

got it from menards

7:14 PM

lmao

7:14 PM

my mother calls it early birthday present but really I think she just wanted to get rid of the fan that was there before it

7:14 PM

fucking piece of shit

kenneth

I'll shoot myself to book a personal meeting with god and I'll convince him to shorten your lifespan by twenty years before getting resuscitated and writing about my personal experience with death in an essay for a five million scholarship I will win (edited)

Youre more likely to get that 5 million in an esports tourna. I made a deal with the devil and i asked him so

I hate you

7:16 PM

This is why I'm with shane and you're not

netrunner from the year 2077

fucking piece of shit

This is a dog bowl

eggsactly

kenneth

This is why I'm with shane and you're not

Oh yeah? Well guess what? In my latest save, ive got 16 hearts AND the ultra rare living hat

7:17 PM

Sooooooo.... #Ratio

7:19 PM

New save and its 6pm

7:19 PM

Time to buy another beer from the Saloon :)

wan

Denkenbak, I wish that three years in the future, your entire room was lit in neon purple and rgb. And you became a valorant player

stuff

Click to see attachment 🖼️

I hate this fucking image never use it when talking about me ever agin

stuff

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Seeing this image is legit a mental flashbang

7:24 PM

Never send this again . I was thinking about something and now im so locked out

ts is not transition goals (edited)

goddammit

2:46 PM

@netrunner from the year 2077

yikes that was a sudden twist...

2:48 PM

well uhm

2:48 PM

I hope there's some sort of plot twist but other than that.. yeah, I guess that's disappointing

but I guess what you could do is apply at the other DQ if you could get them to refer you there

Dont know how to phrase my feelings on most irls' impression of me without seeming like an edgelord "heh im a master manipulator" type

You? Pfft. No way

wan

You? Pfft. No way

Yeah i would suck ass at manipulating people. I would end up manipulating myself before anyone else

1

Okay man too real

9:31 PM

Are you like masking super hard in public? Im gettin curious

But I think I let myself get infantilized by certain classmates and even staff at my school because I think theres some sort of benefit to appearing meek and quiet to the right people I talk to (edited)

wan

Are you like masking super hard in public? Im gettin curious

I dont believe i make an effort to mask anymore

9:35 PM

I might do it without knowing, but the starting point of where I was trying to mask I was a preschooler and heavily suspected of having autism (edited)

Yeah when i girlmoded i used to play up being meek and strait laced so people would go out of their way to help me

9:36 PM

Not the same situation, i reckon, but i figure i sorta get it

9:38 PM

People tend to assume things about me regardless of what i say, so its best to give a decent impression ^_^;

wan

Yeah when i girlmoded i used to play up being meek and strait laced so people would go out of their way to help me

Turns out theres an appeal to being a quiet friend who always follows behind you (and sometimes holds your hand) during passing periods and seems to be doing their own thing while still wanting your company. Bonus points if you dont mask as much as you did before

9:40 PM

My ap psychology teacher from last year thinks im the ditzy type because I mistook a scoop of butter for ice cream during a field trip

i try to keep a low profile while i fidgit with roblox toys in English and then i drop one and it hits a metal table leg and yes i am very nonchalant

Ahh dumbass

I can only describe my situation as half-assed walmart aegyo that works for some reason

I think my teachers feel bad for me cause im just very keep to myself, refuses to work with others, and then I end up being not the brightest

wan

Tldr i dont think im that cute but if you think i am thats more power to me because you'll be more inclined to help me

Enjoy it while you can cuz all of that will fly out your ass once you start hormones

9:48 PM

Once i was heading to a bus stop in the middle of the night, and when i was walking with this lady, we both were being followed by some creepy guy in the dark

For some reason im averse to guys my age infantilizing me Like uhhh bro wyd. If the staff is male ok makes sense im literally a kid but ur on thin ice brother

She shrunk towards me and made a mouth gesture like she wanted me to do something but i was scared too bruh whatd she want me to do

9:49 PM

Then i remembered i was a guy

Women fear men and men fear men

wan

Enjoy it while you can cuz all of that will fly out your ass once you start hormones

the moe swag leaving my body on the first testosterone shot

Im not normally scared of men . However his eyes were pale blue, he had deep sockets, and those peepers were jutting out of his face like a deep sea fish

wan

Im not normally scared of men . However his eyes were pale blue, he had deep sockets, and those peepers were jutting out of his face like a deep sea fish

I think you have a right to be scared of anyone with blue eyes

Walking around at night and seeing that is diabolical

kenneth

For some reason im averse to guys my age infantilizing me Like uhhh bro wyd. If the staff is male ok makes sense im literally a kid but ur on thin ice brother

Short bro activities

9:52 PM

Why do u think short men act so damn mad all the time

Ohhhhh

9:52 PM

Its because im short. Fuck my life

9:53 PM

At least you make me feel tall

Kys

You first

At least i have asian unc status to justify my height

awesome sentence

My wisdom filled head weighs down my spine

9:54 PM

Whats your excuse

wan

At least i have asian unc status to justify my height

Not for long

What

You know

That doesnt make sense

You know why

Like im going to age backwards or ill suddenly grow taller or what

9:55 PM

No i dont know why

Bring this back up in 20 years if you're still able to

In 20 years i will be the exact same height

You in 20 years

9:57 PM

Okay maybe not that image

Damn you got me

I forgot hes hanging from the fan thats kind of fucked up

This is me in twenty years when im an old man and im still five feet tall

9:58 PM

How will i ever pull bitches without a six fig salary to compensate

wan

How will i ever pull bitches without a six fig salary to compensate

Start learning electron and thinking of an ai startup idea while you still can

If only i had a millennial burger restaurant

kenneth

Start learning electron and thinking of an ai startup idea while you still can

The trustworthy digital remote worker making six:

Theres an untapped yaoi market when it comes to best friends moving in together to work on the next big tech idea or whatever

I don't know if i believe you

10:01 PM

I get business co owners, like in the walten files, but doesnt being roommates detract from the ceo mystique

https://fxtwitter.com/awawawhoami/status/1836808978342322571

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they're building an app that lets them confess their love to each other 140 4.3K ❤️ 106.7K ️ 2.93M

Average roblox yaoi

got a free blizzard cause they made a mistake on someone’s order

wan

Average roblox yaoi

still think about how funny Dave just ran up to Erik's desk and pitched his idea about roblox to.him

stuff

I think my teachers feel bad for me cause im just very keep to myself, refuses to work with others, and then I end up being not the brightest

used to be me for a while I hated people

10:19 PM

please shut up and stop saying my name I don’t want to give you attention

10:20 PM

being low profile actually increased my profile because people talk to me like I’m some sort of mysterious person because I’m mostly the quietest person of everyone

10:22 PM

"heeyy [redacted] what's up bro" you freak me out already please don't talk to me

10:22 PM

it's cool when it's friends but these are people I had zero interaction with in the past so I fucking hate when I get that

yea people pretending to be friends with you is weirddd

stuff

still think about how funny Dave just ran up to Erik's desk and pitched his idea about roblox to.him

so theres these robots, right? and they're made of blocks

kenneth

so theres these robots, right? and they're made of blocks

the imag of Erik silently working on code for interactive physics and then Dave runs up dropping papers n shit and knocking everything over on Erik's desk to explain his idea of a 3d toybox

stuff

the imag of Erik silently working on code for interactive physics and then Dave runs up dropping papers n shit and knocking everything over on Erik's desk to explain his idea of a 3d toybox

WTF this is exactly how i convinced my friend to make games

I've found that theres a point where certain older art instructors arent just concerned about their students learning the fundamentals and are projecting their xenophobic biases onto the anime artstyle (edited)

yea for some fucking reason they all hate anime

Like there's a clear difference between instructing students to practice realistic anatomy so they can warp it and thinking western stylization is inherently superior

it's total bullshit

stuff

it's total bullshit

Bonus points if they're old and white it just confirms they're an eurocentric dickwad

2:23 PM

I'm The Child Of A Wealthy Public Official In The Philippines And This Is My Outfit

>Tfw get a feeling professors assigned readings dont make sense >Click on article >See chatgpt.com appended to the link

12:06 AM

12:07 AM

Oooh la la! More ai slop in my college curriculum please

sslop slosp;lospflsosslsosp

*Tear Rolls Down Cheek* Roblox is so shit

12:25 AM

I got the "your avatar looks nice and youre so mature for your age" from some rando and im 24 years old

The way people like that hop off the game instantly when you tell them youre an adult is crazy

12:35 AM

I wish i was able to kill them in real life

wan

I got the "your avatar looks nice and youre so mature for your age" from some rando and im 24 years old

Bro got minor-coded

kenneth

Bro got minor-coded

Bros were really hoping i was 14 not 24

12:37 AM

Dont tell anyone but i pretend to be dumber than i am so people carry me in games

Hey so um thats like really problematic :/

Lowerclassman walked up to me and gave me a fist bump while saying "Kenneth hi what's up" I assume he overheard my name at art club but I think he's clocked me as a semi girlmoder

I would start my college essay right now but Im in that state where Im not too fond about myself

Charlie Kirk Has Been Shot And Is In Critical Condition

2:03 PM

Surprisingly the shooter isn't of any minority but is an old white man

2:04 PM

I just stumbled upon a video, good God he lost a lot of blood

kenneth

Surprisingly the shooter isn't of any minority but is an old white man

awful to think but I feel like this happens with every political shooting

@echo what charlie kirk sees when hewakes up

3:51 PM

3:53 PM

hazbin hotel would be better if it was charlie trying to reform dead political figures

1

its not too late to say sorry ferdinand marcos..

"So what if you own a few slaves Thomas Jefferson, I think everyone has a slaaaave phaaaaseee~♪"

3:57 PM

kenneth

@echo what charlie kirk sees when hewakes up

HES STAYING AT THE HAZBIN HOTEL

4:29 PM

Since he is poor now he lives there

I might get prime for a little while to try and watch hazbin but I did that before and the plan didn't stick

4:29 PM

trial ended up lapsing before I remembered I was supposed to watch the entire season

4:30 PM

oh shit I think I remember a friend dumped all the episodes on my school drive

4:31 PM

why did my friend put up his videos of his risk of rain gameplays

4:31 PM

oh wait

4:32 PM

he wanted me to edit them

4:32 PM

right

4:33 PM

nvm it was only episodes of murder drones and tadc they put up

kenneth

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Charlie Kirk Right Now:

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This gif needs updating

welcome to the museum of pixel’s career history, culver’s is on your left and dairy queen would be on the right

shooter must be a pro

I think trump was involved in Charlie Kirks death as he was also demanding the release of the Epstein files I just can't prove it

my mom said it was to distract from 2026 midterms

Ah... guy friend asked me out

10:26 PM

Dont know why I feel the opposite of good about it

Prank him by coming out in the middle of your date and making him gay

10:27 PM

Just kidding

No he knows im trans

Is it cuz hes ugly? U can say no

Hes alright looking im just not attracted to him

10:27 PM

I dont think ive been interested in

10:27 PM

anyone

10:27 PM

at my school

Well

10:29 PM

That doesn't mean much, since when i went to school, most of my classmates were kinda annoying

10:30 PM

Would you want to give him a chance in case the date makes him more endearing, or would you rather just stay friends

10:31 PM

Its pretty awkward to reject people you know

wan

Would you want to give him a chance in case the date makes him more endearing, or would you rather just stay friends

Tried to have deniability

wan

Would you want to give him a chance in case the date makes him more endearing, or would you rather just stay friends

well he’s also taking the risk of friendzoning and a lot of people don’t like being put in that feeling

10:33 PM

lmao of course it’s about homecoming

i think i fucked up because he just dmed me "yeah sure.." with an ellipses im fuckingn cooked im ngifvn vifjkvmf

You fucked up

wondering if they have feelings for you SkypeThink

Hes a cis bi guy so i dont feel llike hes being a chaser or anything dont worry but ouhh god this is the worst feeling righg nnow

No its not that

NOW HESXZVENTING

10:35 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ

You just rejected someone and offered to hang out as friends

10:35 PM

Id kill myself if i were him

10:36 PM

You just gotta say no sorry and hope he finds someone else

wan

Id kill myself if i were him

Youd kill yourself if someone rejected to eat garlic toast and drink warm milk with you

kenneth

Youd kill yourself if someone rejected to eat garlic toast and drink warm milk with you

Warm milk ?

wan

You just gotta say no sorry and hope he finds someone else

well with den saying he would still hang out it doesn’t mean he outright doesn’t wanna be around that person he just doesn’t want this to be a relationship setting unless I got it wrong

Sounds like an invitation to hold hands and shit our brains out on the co op toilet

I hate lactose intolerant "people"

stuff told me something like that before and that’s how things roll now (edited)

Were legit asian

10:38 PM

Shut your mouth

Yeah but im not lactose intolerant so im better than you.

Yet

wan

Sounds like an invitation to hold hands and shit our brains out on the co op toilet

would you kill yourself if someone rejected to co op shit with you?

kenneth

would you kill yourself if someone rejected to co op shit with you?

Yes

it’s unfortunate that some people no matter how you say no they’re going to be disappointed

netrunner from the year 2077

well with den saying he would still hang out it doesn’t mean he outright doesn’t wanna be around that person he just doesn’t want this to be a relationship setting unless I got it wrong

I wouldnt wanna hang out at homecoming with the guy who rejected me at homecoming

10:40 PM

Thatd be awkward as hell

wan

I wouldnt wanna hang out at homecoming with the guy who rejected me at homecoming

if I was the other person I’d see it as more rejecting a future relationship but still wanting to be friends

10:40 PM

but I never was put into that zone before so take my thoughts with a grain of salt

10:41 PM

I don’t know if I’ll ever go to homecoming with anyone in HS, or just date in that matter, it feels too early for me

Rly ?

netrunner from the year 2077

if I was the other person I’d see it as more rejecting a future relationship but still wanting to be friends

In my experience that just leads to the other person still having feelings and accusing me of leading them on

dating in HS lowkey feels way too weird vs doing it as an adult but the tides might change

wan

In my experience that just leads to the other person still having feelings and accusing me of leading them on

true yeah I guess you're not wrong there

This is the third time my friend has been rejected

10:45 PM

Fuck

10:45 PM

Triple homicide

in some way I guess if I know a little bit about another person then maybe I'll consider taking an interest in them but I'm not always the one to approach another person

10:46 PM

quite literally someone I have thought about took four fucking years for me to actually get to talk to them

Whaaat

10:48 PM

How are you interested in someone without having a real convo with them for four years

I started following them on social media through moots

10:49 PM

maybe it was less than that but still it's weird how I got to that point

Bro had a croomf unironically

The guy who asked me out, hes part of a hs friend group im in with all cis guys, im the only trans guy there and they all know about my identity so this is ;;[4;2;[234[; Its literally not his fault because he sees me as a guy but manmnnn now im having dysphoric thoughts again

then I think once I learned a bit about them through their posts that's just what kind of made me even more interested cause they like a handful of things I do as well

10:51 PM

so now the weird thing is I talk with this person like every day for the past two weeks

10:52 PM

and I talk with them like a lot

Fate works out in funny ways

nah fr

kenneth

The guy who asked me out, hes part of a hs friend group im in with all cis guys, im the only trans guy there and they all know about my identity so this is ;;[4;2;[234[; Its literally not his fault because he sees me as a guy but manmnnn now im having dysphoric thoughts again

This sounds bad, but at worst, he could be bi and just interested in feminine guys

10:53 PM

It doesnt mean youre not a dude

would I still change my mind on dating probably not yet but the turnover might be sooner than I would have thought

10:54 PM

only time will tell

Thats how a lot of my friendships start

10:54 PM

By having similar groups on socials X]

wrong organ discord server

Daisuke collab actually

10:56 PM

I recognized a few of the artists there, so i was super excited talking to them

thank god you all are here I feel like I was traveling on this path of friendships and potential future relationships alone at first (edited)

10:56 PM

but I didn't exactly want to think that deep because I didn't think other people think the same way I do

You sound kinda like me

that other person I brought up might just wanna stay friends and I don't want to go down a rabbit hole when it wasn't ever meant to sink too far down

10:58 PM

similar stance to stuff after he said he wasn't interested in dating I just kinda leveled things out because we still wanna be friends ofc

Ill take interest in people and want to learn everything about em, but i dont care about romance

10:58 PM

Maybe u r aro

10:58 PM

Not that u are or anything, but just a thought

you might say so but like I still have some sort of attraction being straight, am I feeling ready to go deeper well not quite yet (edited)

wan

I recognized a few of the artists there, so i was super excited talking to them

im just so surprised you still recognized tala

kenneth

im just so surprised you still recognized tala

I Can Remember Everything

11:02 PM

I think it also helps that u posted the only oc with a paragraph of lore

I have insane memory I can remember the most random thought from years ago even though its probably like nothing at all (edited)

Oh yeah same

11:03 PM

When im well rested i remember basically everything

11:03 PM

That said, im awful at sleeping

sometimes it feels like my memory fades a little and that's where I have a feeling to relive certain things

thinking about the backstory of my shitty oc i used for danganronpa roleplays was an early indicator of my bpd symptoms

https://vxtwitter.com/seiyaposting/status/1966523303960682635

seiya (@seiyaposting)

Bro actually got slimed by a redditor

QRT: PopBase Charlie Kirk’s shooter’s bullet casings had the following messages engraved: “*notices bulge* OWO what’s this?” “Hey Fascist! Catch!” “Bella Ciao” “If you read this, you are gay lmao" https://t.co/8vpwtAYvkX

was wondering why my varg sub was missing

8:22 PM

mannn

8:22 PM

atleast i got tomb raider and saints row out of it

gaming is banned for people under 18 now

8:22 PM

played toh only for my game to not log any of my progress

11:51 PM

killing myself

yea its annoying realizing you have to click play quest

Living with my aunt over the weekends who now lives alone until her lease ends at January feels like I'm living an alternative life

1:45 PM

Where she lives it's so quiet and peaceful, but community is easily accessible and a vegetable garden is nearby

1:45 PM

She doesn't treat me like a niece she treats me like a daughter, since all her biological children are grown

1:45 PM

I say daughter because I don't know if she actually knows I'm trans

Aw, that sounds nice! Hard finding peaceful places like that

wan

Aw, that sounds nice! Hard finding peaceful places like that

The only problem I have with her is that she's clearly conservative leaning

2:03 PM

But it's jarring, spending time with her and knowing she clearly cares about me (she's the first relative to make me realize something was up with my mom's parenting style). I know she's tolerant and nice to her lesbian daughter with a wife but I don't know what she'll think about her niece actually being a nephew (edited)

Prob nothing if your moms reaction is anything to go by XD

wan

Prob nothing if your moms reaction is anything to go by XD

I have an apolitical lib mom whose kind of neglectful and a protective Republican aunt who treats me like her child. Crazy stuff

If she ids as republican id be cautious . Moderates went extinct about a decade ago im afraid

2:30 PM

Immigrant conservatives are weird though

I'm praying she's the endangered moderate it's only SLIGHTLY better

May just be holding over values from filipino relatives

wan

May just be holding over values from filipino relatives

True

2:32 PM

Philippines is just really weird when it comes to lgbtq stance

2:33 PM

Because my aunt supports her lesbian daughters gay marriage

kenneth

Philippines is just really weird when it comes to lgbtq stance

The filipinos i know seem to be living the most normally about queer issues

2:35 PM

Nobody lives their life frothing about gays ruining everything, but no ones queening out either. They seem to treat them as about the same as everyone else

wan

Nobody lives their life frothing about gays ruining everything, but no ones queening out either. They seem to treat them as about the same as everyone else

True but also like drag culture is pretty common in Philippines entertainment iirc

kenneth

True but also like drag culture is pretty common in Philippines entertainment iirc

ture...

(racial slur ahead) damn that ratio is crazy

SPOILER

4:10 PM

note that Tim Sweeney is the CEO of Epic Games who created Fortnite and Tim actually replied to this

4:13 PM

https://vxtwitter.com/timsweeneyepic/status/1966711990237225215?s=46&t=14dBAhP0phd2dJLL_yjz9A

Tim Sweeney (@TimSweeneyEpic)

↪️ Replying to @TimSweeneyEpic

@SergioVengeance @nicecrewtech @ClemsonUniv All of that said, I am not even criticizing Clemson or any organization for their hiring or firing decisions. Rather, the problem here is simply that they are falsely stating that the constitution doesn’t protect speech that “undermines dignity”. It does.

4:13 PM

this is just pure comedy

4:17 PM

I love this guy

4:17 PM

AHAHAH

4:26 PM

first we fort, then we nite…

I'm kind of worried to be semi openly trans in school right now but now I'm also feeling the urge to try and assert I'm a dude more

yeah that's good, but also my opinion comes from a person who prefers raw and true colors when it comes to other people

6:36 PM

I heard of people who refuse to be their true selves around other people and it seems like a struggle, when I'm close friends with them I typically prefer to accept them for who they are cause this is what they are most comfortable with and I don't like when people lead on a modelled self to please someone else or me (edited)

It feels weird to feel called to be more openly trans but at the same time feeling called to have a closer relationship with God

6:44 PM

It sucks too

6:45 PM

Majority of the people who will share my faith will most likely say a rendition of this to my face https://x.com/settebellissimo/status/1954718895069360145

George ☦️ (@settebellissimo)

@MarcyRheintgen I was going to point out that since you’re a woman, your opinion was immediately discarded, but then I saw that you’re actually a man. God love you, Mark

Im lowkey distrustful of queer catholics because to me it signals that fitting into an aesthetic / community is more important than the values it has

7:28 PM

Although, i dont care for institutions in general, so my opinion can be taken with a grain of salt

7:30 PM

Cuz i cant lie people basically just use the bible to reaffirm the beliefs they already have

7:32 PM

The bible promotes women submitting to their husbands, regulates but does not condemn slavery, and thinks the sin of homosexuality is comparable to rape, abuse, and idolatry

7:34 PM

And yeah, while egalitarian people argue that this is mistranslated or dependent on historical context, this is the christian culture everyone grew up with

7:34 PM

It is taught in schools and written in the good book itself

the person I was yipping about yesterday is christian I think and I was sort of imagining on how they view diversity and other societal expectations like women's role (edited)

7:35 PM

because they also are team blue when it comes to politics which isn't very common for those who believe in the bible

7:36 PM

woke if you may

Whether red or blue, you kinda need a lot of cognitive dissonance to be a christian

7:37 PM

Team red discards the part about caring for immigrants and the poor, while team blue ignores that wives should be led by their husbands and that chattel slavery is okay

I hate the idea that men are the superior of the household just work together or something and be happy omg

Marriages historically werent about love, but to consolidate wealth and property

oh

7:40 PM

well

The idea of marriage being a romantic partnership is a recent one, and in that sense, the bible is more progressive

you learn something new every day

wan

The bible promotes women submitting to their husbands, regulates but does not condemn slavery, and thinks the sin of homosexuality is comparable to rape, abuse, and idolatry

Yeah the bibilical view of women as far as I can tell feels sooo. outdated. It's jarring how my christian aunt and grandma adhere to christianity but my aunt is a divorced single woman who made money for herself and my grandma

yes I would rather marry someone I would love to spend life with rather than do it to bind wealth together

7:41 PM

and if that means I'm gonna be a bachelor forever because I don't like anyone then so be it

It does make sense knowing we're filipino and the filipino family structures are more likely to be matriarchal

Sometimes i feel like people adhere to religion just because they need a tradition to believe in

7:42 PM

And not because they truly are searching for a path of moral good

I would just believe that someone is looking after me even when I'm at my lowest really

7:43 PM

beyond that the bible setting expectations is outdated for modern society

wan

Sometimes i feel like people adhere to religion just because they need a tradition to believe in

Therer are people who think redeeming themselves is as easy as just declaring you're part of the christian faith now

7:43 PM

Poking at God with a stick and going "come on, make me a better person"

first off fuck pro-lifers, yes everyone deserves a life but women deserve a choice too

kenneth

Therer are people who think redeeming themselves is as easy as just declaring you're part of the christian faith now

You cant trust people who suddenly become super religious

7:44 PM

Theyve got one hell of a wicked something going on if they have all that guilt

and the idea of homosexual marriage being condemned doesn't make total sense to me

The ex prisoner population for one, is incredibly catholic

netrunner from the year 2077

and the idea of homosexual marriage being condemned doesn't make total sense to me

It makes sense if you think about the bible as a rulebook used to maximise the survival of the jewish people

This is a funny thing to discuss right before me and my aunt are about to craft rosaries as a bonding project

If your population is a persecuted minority, you want to make sure it populates as much as possible and that theres little internal dissent

kenneth

This is a funny thing to discuss right before me and my aunt are about to craft rosaries as a bonding project

Dont tell her that youre entertaining heretical views

7:47 PM

Poor woman would get an aneurysm

wan

Dont tell her that youre entertaining heretical views

I dont think she's strictly catholic, that's my late grandma, she puts her entire faith in the catholic church

netrunner from the year 2077

I would just believe that someone is looking after me even when I'm at my lowest really

Id hope that there isnt a god, because itd be cruel of him to help me find my house keys when there are other people who need his help more every day

wan

Id hope that there isnt a god, because itd be cruel of him to help me find my house keys when there are other people who need his help more every day

God is a glowing white ball of infinite arms

wan

Id hope that there isnt a god, because itd be cruel of him to help me find my house keys when there are other people who need his help more every day

in physical space no I agree but the belief in god helps people who need faith in themselves imo

kenneth

God is a glowing white ball of infinite arms

In the web serial unsong, where god is real, the problem of suffering is solved by having every person in africa be a soulless homunculus

wan

In the web serial unsong, where god is real, the problem of suffering is solved by having every person in africa be a soulless homunculus

What hte fuck

7:50 PM

Why africa specifically. Wouldnt God consider southeast asia too

kenneth

What hte fuck

According to the angel uriel, the amount of suffering was so great that they decided to simply stop having souls be routed there

kenneth

Why africa specifically. Wouldnt God consider southeast asia too

Of course not

7:51 PM

The author was white and this was written in the 2000s

wan

Im lowkey distrustful of queer catholics because to me it signals that fitting into an aesthetic / community is more important than the values it has

Conclave fandom is chock full of queer catholics

netrunner from the year 2077

in physical space no I agree but the belief in god helps people who need faith in themselves imo

Exactly what im saying

7:52 PM

People dont really want a god

7:52 PM

They just want something to believe in at all

people want to believe that someone is still with them through every step

7:52 PM

that's how I see it

7:52 PM

that moment when you let everyone down in life but god is still there and he won't give up on you

Its like giving water to a scared kid and telling him its a potion of bravery

7:53 PM

When the power was with him all along

no I'm not religious it's purely speculation from some observations I made

wan

Its like giving water to a scared kid and telling him its a potion of bravery

right

netrunner from the year 2077

people want to believe that someone is still with them through every step

Basically

7:54 PM

I sincerely think the world would be a lot better if everyone thought that the only thing that can save humanity is itself

moon-sized meteor from far away: hold my beer

homestuck reference ?

7:55 PM

Hearts in eyes

lmao that was a coincidence I never watched homestuck

wan

I sincerely think the world would be a lot better if everyone thought that the only thing that can save humanity is itself

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

that tiktok bit at the end is so real

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Our species is gonna have to lock in fr

7:57 PM

Whatever dude. Alien butt probes upon you

Alien what.

Is this

7:57 PM

Is this lost alien media now

7:58 PM

The first alien abduction story in 1961 featured aliens flying up your ass or some shit

7:59 PM

It was like, the standard of alien abduction stories for years to come

are alien abductions homosexual allegories

Buddy i think aliens are fucking gay

ricky's theory about the aliens:

alien yaoi

is this alien stage ?

No the humans are gay in alien stage

Well yeah all the humans are gay in the alien abduction theory too

8:02 PM

Are the aliens like not gay

8:02 PM

Or what

Wait

8:03 PM

Yeah

8:03 PM

You have a point but

I thought that the plot of alien stage was that they kidnapped the entire human species to do gay yaoi and shit

8:04 PM

And that yuri was like the unexpected resistance

Bro

8:05 PM

I swear to god its true

8:06 PM

Why else did the aliens clone till ten times and not make him look less like a weird little homo

8:07 PM

I know they have the technology

8:07 PM

In the future, everyone is a twink

1

8:08 PM

They did this

8:08 PM

Thats why theres no fat people in alien stage

8:09 PM

The makeup of the human species was irrevocably changed to fit kpop shipper standards

Honestly thats not too far off for the segyein

8:11 PM

They would do some eugenics shit on the humans

8:11 PM

I mean luka is a powder white coughing baby and aliens think hes the pinnacle of human beauty

Its kinda weird cuz almost every alien in the show is fat and kinda lumpy looking

8:12 PM

If they wanted humans to resemble a beauty standard, wouldnt it be their own

Idk

8:12 PM

Its like men wanting women to shave while being a grizzy bear

Id argue its like some kind of poodle selection

8:13 PM

If the aliens also didnt try to have sex with the humans

Whats the cute inbred equivalent of those bulldog breeding stuff

Uhh

8:15 PM

Im not totaly sure

Teacup breeds

8:16 PM

I think my first dog was a teacup. NGL. She was so small for a 7 yr old shihtzu

8:16 PM

Or just a runt

Luka seems the type

What dog breeds would Ricky and nara b

8:18 PM

Also Maltese dogs are the cutest crusty white dogs ever

8:19 PM

Ricky is a red golden retriever

8:20 PM

They all look dumb in some kind of way

8:22 PM

If i had to think about it ...

8:23 PM

Nara would be a jindo, which is a loyal hunting dog, mixed with a nureongi, a yellowish dog raised for meat

8:23 PM

Im sure there R hybrids

wan

Nara would be a jindo, which is a loyal hunting dog, mixed with a nureongi, a yellowish dog raised for meat

I was thinking jindo too!!

8:25 PM

Either that or she was an aspin

wonder why my aunt is suddenly watching videos on transgender identity by filipino trans content creators

Mom keeps pointing out my stretch marks and weight gain

8:14 PM

:(

My family is so split on the issue of my mom's parenting style I just don't care anymore I can't even take a stance

11:39 PM

Whatever. If I have to hear one more thing about my mom completely failing me as a parent or my mom complaining that everyone else in the family is the problem and not her I'm going to blow my brains out

THE PARENTAL CONTROLS HAVE BEEN PUT DOWN ON MY """REAL"""" GOOGLE ACCOUNT

stuff

THE PARENTAL CONTROLS HAVE BEEN PUT DOWN ON MY """REAL"""" GOOGLE ACCOUNT

so that means you can finally download YouTube and all your social media apps without a problem?

just for google actually

4:30 PM

not parent link

4:31 PM

but now i can properly sign in and do google shit without an alt or parent verification

My menstruation hasn't occured for over a month now, but a few minutes ago I was hit with the worst stomach pain ever accompanied by nausea, I hate this fucking chud life bruh (edited)

Twinniong

6:18 PM

:'(

wan

Twinniong

This is your fault somehow

Working in tech Support makes me Incredibly Angry. But with the power of positivity i can surviv anything

7:37 PM

Customer cant read the three steps in the help article, yet pasting the sentences in the chat miraculously makes them understand?

7:38 PM

They Love Me and must ask for my help because they want to spend more time with a beautiful asian man

7:38 PM

The longer they take repeating simple tasks, the more infatuated they are

7:39 PM

Because thats more time spent with me

7:39 PM

Always Stay Positive ❤️

take the techsupportpill or whatever they say

I know someone who also works in support and they love it.. sometimes npc_herbert

7:41 PM

but yeah I can see how that's annoying, I used to do something like that and most people had a brain but those who didn't were the worst to deal with

7:42 PM

I want to kill myself reading this because I wrote an entire fucking article and this guy STILL opened a ticket

Generations of people do not know how to use google

7:44 PM

Its so depressing cuz they spend even more time online than i do

lmao

I bought minecraft for my friend and it took like thirty minutes to set up an account cuz they live overseas

7:45 PM

I give them the email and password

7:45 PM

They log in with their own email and ask why they dont have the game

what a generation of losers

Tell them to log in with the email given

its like to me everything I do is basic fucking sense

They dont kno how to download the game

7:45 PM

Tell them to look it up

guys help how do I download overcooked 2

They say Google search is tell them how to download minecraft for free

7:46 PM

Wtf ?

I can't log into my steam account it asks me for my password

7:46 PM

how do I open safari

7:47 PM

I need help turning off my computer. help

7:47 PM

-# can we kill everyone on earth who does not know how to perform basic computer tasks

Ok to be fair if u cant open safari then u also dont kno how to look up how to open it

7:48 PM

But ppl have computers for years and still cant solve problems on their own without a bitch on their shoulder tellin em what to do

lmao spotlight is so smart

7:49 PM

the tips app is great though cause hopefully people know that if they have questions about using apple products the tips app has everything

7:49 PM

7:50 PM

got this question a handful of times from my grandparents

How do i wean my bum friends off askin me for help so they can look up the article themselves

7:53 PM

They say they don't understand the words

7:53 PM

But i dont believe them...

I generally don't weave off friends asking for help as it makes me feel like I am useful to them

7:54 PM

don't know why but sometimes that bit of validation feels good

guys how to download discord

netrunner from the year 2077

I generally don't weave off friends asking for help as it makes me feel like I am useful to them

Killian, I wish your brain was harvested and placed into microsoft assistant so you could serve humanity for the rest of time

wan

Killian, I wish your brain was harvested and placed into microsoft assistant so you could serve humanity for the rest of time

uh believe it or not I dressed up as a microsoft helper for halloween so I guess I was one for a day LOL

netrunner from the year 2077

uh believe it or not I dressed up as a microsoft helper for halloween so I guess I was one for a day LOL

LMFAO

7:58 PM

Were u clippy the paperclip ? Love that fucking guy

nah rover LOL

8:12 PM

but you’ll never guess who did dress up as clippy that night..

Did

8:29 PM

Did stuffy

wan

Did stuffy

HOLY SHIT

also mad asf but my mom's paranoid about some linkden shit so she's using pc

8:41 PM

okay we back

Oh? What happened

she didnt want someone seeing her most recent job and i tried helping her and then she just came upstairs and hopped on my pc and tried fixing it herself or whatever

losing my shit PepeLaughing

(edited)

9:53 PM

my metaphorical testosterone is off the charts after what tea told me

The first female nepali prime minister has been elected via discord. God bless

wan

The first female nepali prime minister has been elected via discord. God bless

Another win for women

10:39 PM

Months later, pope leo xiv found dead by suicide; two shots to the back of the head

wan

Months later, pope leo xiv found dead by suicide; two shots to the back of the head

i just find it so funny we have a pope from chicago now

U CANT BE SERIOUS

?

comparing le based tradwife grifting off her husband's death to Saint Olga of kyiv

(edited)

Do they know Saint olga wasn't granted sainthood for her vengeance

Mentally exhausted to reply to someone trying to convince me I'm a woman in dms

10:02 PM

I'm tired boss

Icl not to be mean or anything but yeah I mean being a man sucks in some way, most notably selective service system (edited)

I'm not trying to pretend to be a man for the "aesthetic." I know what I'm getting myself into dude. If it was hard for me to live life as a girl why would I assume being a guy doesn't have unique hardships as well

not trying to gaslight you but what do you know about being a man? like just curious, I know what it’s like and I wanna see how thoughts compare between us (edited)

10:07 PM

sure you can take what you have from your male figures like a father or something

I'm more so asking because I feel like I'm still understanding why people even choose to identify as trans, and also while I'm not going to give up on trying its kind of hard to see afabs as male because the experiences between a male and female contrast starkly due to the different things each deal with in relation to their own orientation, as such its easier for me to identify a male who has been through male things... if I represented transfem for example I could never relate to having periods because I am not physically built like that (edited)

Bro thinks being a woman is about having periods and that men have been drafted in the military in the last fifty years

11:50 PM

Lets be real

11:50 PM

There are major differences in how the two are treated but those arent it

wan

Bro thinks being a woman is about having periods and that men have been drafted in the military in the last fifty years

???

11:53 PM

I'm just naming the most common examples of how we are biologically different I don't know why you worded it in a way that negates my intelligence

11:55 PM

that biological difference has small but significant impacts on our life experiences as well in some way

11:56 PM

and its not like I'm just saying as a man you have to be drafted in the military but its the concept of men being expendable

I get it, but the line of questioning seemed insensitive given the context

how else am I supposed to word it? there are things that I just can't wrap my mind around so I go ask someone else who is involved under the trans umbrella

If a friend is told to detransition, isnt it more important to say that youd be there to support them rather than to sate your own curiosity

12:01 AM

Theres a time and a place, you know

to me its more of a now or never, who knows when the trans topic will cross paths in the server in the future

12:04 AM

normally I would agree yes I would hate to hear a friend is told to detransition but once that person started making those points it reinforced my past thinking (edited)

12:05 AM

because, admittingly, being male sounds cool and all before transition but I actually wonder if people who are transmasc know what its really like (edited)

Well no shit they do once they transition

wan

Well no shit they do once they transition

yes I'm aware

Its a body dysphoric disorder and a lack of identification with the sex they were born of that makes a transgender. Everything else that comes with that is an individual experience

netrunner from the year 2077

yes I'm aware

but by that point there's no turning back and if you hate it even more you're kind of stuck with it

12:08 AM

that's the part I would hate for people

12:09 AM

I'm talking about people who have procedures btw not just smaller changes that can be easily reversed

Detransitioning is rare at 1% or less due to informed consent and the time it takes before sexual reassignment

1

12:10 AM

Most who go through procedures and hormone surgery have been certain they wanted it for over a decade. Maybe even two

12:10 AM

Its not exactly cheap or easy

what's the right kind of answer to ask, what's cooler about being a man or what sucks about being a woman

12:11 AM

cause perhaps its not that being male is more appealing but the life experience of being a female just outright sucks for some people

If i understand it right, youre asking why people want to transition even though both sexes have social troubles

yes

theres this really funny thing called dysphoria

stuff

theres this really funny thing called dysphoria

so.. I think van already mentioned that think

12:13 AM

and last time I recall, you said that like three times before in the past two years

12:14 AM

so I think that's not really a mystery but this is a more specific question

Typically trans people dont fit in with the sex they grew up in as they might not relate to or want to participate in the usual roles or behaviors, or simply, their secondary sex characteristics cause extreme mental distress

secondary sex characteristics?

Its a commonly said cliche. For the most part feeling strongly that these things about your body is wrong is one of the main identifiers of being trans

12:22 AM

The physical incongruence with their identified sex causes dysphoria

I wouldn't 100% understand it as I can't really relate to or just think exactly how someone else might feel about that but still that shouldn't go as far as to deny someone else's feelings in that

While trans people will usually grow up as their assigned sex, they also dont fit in due to others sensing something is different about them and outcasting them for not acting the way theyre meant to

that part does make sense in some way though

This sort of thing is more marked in transfems because men arent allowed a broad range of expression

yes that is correct

12:25 AM

good that you know that

12:26 AM

probably an explanation for most people why men don't typically cry or anything like that, even I would have channeled that as anger instead

Going on testosterone actually does dull the strength of emotions for trans men

12:27 AM

So its partially biological

you mean transfem?

12:28 AM

or transmasc?

Transmasc

testosterone makes men go crazy

12:29 AM

well maybe that's just in younger stages

12:30 AM

I don't know why but I was never like other men are, I've always been divergent in my opinion probably because my mother raised me for the most part

Interesting

12:30 AM

How would you consider yourself different

when i look at other dudes they're usually loud and obnoxious and don't have self control then I'm just sitting there thinking people are crazy and just keeping to myself

12:31 AM

I umm.. also think I do better around women more than I do around men

12:32 AM

as I surround myself around them more socially than I do with other men

12:32 AM

and I still have male friends of course

12:33 AM

but I tend to be more reserved and chill and last time I checked that's not how usually my male peers are like

You know i feel the same way although im not sure if its because how i was socialized or if i just dislike loud morons

probably both

I had both parents growing up, and i was raised by mostly male figures, although since my entire community were asian, they preferred quiet and intelligent

12:36 AM

Probably i would have been different if i was raised in a typical household

I think starting out with stuff I just toned down myself a lot to a point where I was more relaxed and try not to be obnoxious to keep a low profile, the more I was around stuff the less I was like crazy and more self-reserved and just... respectful and quiet? that sounds like really weird but now that I look back to the past several years I do notice I changed quite a bit

12:38 AM

yes stuff is more deeply rooted than meets the eye

12:39 AM

before I did used to be like just obnoxious and rude in general and was energetic

12:40 AM

then I guess as it went for other people I started talking to it was basically the same way where I was just mid to low tone and nothing too overwhelming

12:40 AM

I think my brain is melting at this hour I'm just going to go back to fusion to recharge

hammer time

After reading this guys hate mail about why its hard being a man, im starting to realize a lot of his argument is faulty because hes talking about the responsibility he has to take up when living with a single father

9:15 AM

Regardless of gender, children in single parent households have to work and take on more duties to support their parent

9:17 AM

Its rare for anyone to vehemently despise their own sex due to causing their quality of life, so frankly, i think the father may just have issues with masculinity that he imposed on his child and past partner

9:18 AM

Everybody works and takes on a lot of responsibilities to stay alive at some point. It came free with your capitalism

9:18 AM

Pp64le is a moron

My question is

9:29 AM

How does kenny know this guy? And whats the 40ish messages about. Im kinda worried for him

wan

How does kenny know this guy? And whats the 40ish messages about. Im kinda worried for him

Old friend. The 40+ pings are because imma lazy fuck who doesn't check his servers

10:05 AM

kenneth

Old friend. The 40+ pings are because imma lazy fuck who doesn't check his servers

Why havent u blocked him yet ?

maybe they have feelings for you TinaPOG

wan

Why havent u blocked him yet ?

We never got onto the subject of my gender identity until recently. I think I should tell you this is the same guy who pointed out the direction of my life

I don't see why this guy would care about what you do unless he felt something about you

10:14 AM

but everyone's reason to approach that topic might be different

He thinks I hate myself still

well depression is a deeply rooted thing that not even he could fix honestly even if he tried to show you the light in your orientation

netrunner from the year 2077

but everyone's reason to approach that topic might be different

Its shitty of you to say as a friend that someone who mistreats kenny has feelings for him

what

10:19 AM

when I mean approach that topic I meant the topic of transitioning

10:20 AM

best you know I don't really know who that person is either so if that's what's going on then you've proved me wrong

netrunner from the year 2077

when I mean approach that topic I meant the topic of transitioning

This person is trying to form a dependent relationship with kenny and wants him to detransition because being trans is a delusion

10:21 AM

Hes toxic and a psycho

10:21 AM

And theres no reason to have him as a friend

hi guys

It's exhausting reading this over and over again because you guys know I had no issues with femininity i m just sex dysphoric and yearn for a change in my body How else am I supposed to prove shit to this guy other than move on and live a productive happy life while not caving in to the wants of transphobes You want to see when I truly hated myself? I've been in denial that my body does not currently fit with me for sixteen fucking years

Youve got to just fucking block him

wan

This person is trying to form a dependent relationship with kenny and wants him to detransition because being trans is a delusion

if that's the reality of the situation then I was mistaken about what the topic is really about, but there's still no reason to be that lashy towards me (edited)

other token

hi guys

Hi Token

kenneth

Hi Token

hi

10:23 AM

uhh

10:23 AM

squid game baby

netrunner from the year 2077

if that's the reality of the situation then I was mistaken about what the topic is really about, but there's still no reason to be that lashy towards me (edited)

Its never okay to soften what abusive people do because they might have "feelings for you" (edited)

other token

squid game baby

Thats retarded and saying that kind of thing only ends up in harm in the long run

wan

Its never okay to soften what abusive people do because they might have "feelings for you" (edited)

that was before you put me back in my lane clarifying the problem

10:24 AM

I didn't even think there was abuse going on until you made that statement

kenneth

Click to see attachment 🖼️

stupid ass baby im gonna punt it

10:24 AM

also whatshappening

kenneth

I'm tired boss

@other token start here

other token

also whatshappening

Some guy sent kenny transphobic hate mail and pixel was trying to play devils advocate on whether trans identities are legit

10:25 AM

Pmo

kenneth

I'm tired boss

ignore button

please understand I try to take all perspectives, being narrow to one perspective can be fatal

wan

Some guy sent kenny transphobic hate mail and pixel was trying to play devils advocate on whether trans identities are legit

whops kenny

10:25 AM

south park?

Server owner

digital remote worker making six?

Yep

10:25 AM

Hi kenny

wan

Some guy sent kenny transphobic hate mail and pixel was trying to play devils advocate on whether trans identities are legit

why are you now accusing me of advocating for the devil when I was asking my own questions that were literally independent of that guy

other token

ignore button

I have not responded to this guy ever since he sent paragraphs of this 2 me there is just so much wrong with what he said I keep looking back at it

x button

other token

x button

Elon button

2011x

10:27 AM

oh my god its sonic exe from outcome memories

netrunner from the year 2077

why are you now accusing me of advocating for the devil when I was asking my own questions that were literally independent of that guy

Im saying you were wrong for making what happened to kenny about yourself, because you agreed with a lot of this guys views and saw this as a chance to ask questions

10:27 AM

Instead of thinking

let's go to dms just so it doesn't get too toxic here just because the direction of the convo is off the tracks

Oh my god, some psycho is blowing up my friends dms

hi guys

10:27 AM

what do you think of mozzrella

peanut gallery ass

guys

10:29 AM

what do you think of mozarella

netrunner from the year 2077

let's go to dms just so it doesn't get too toxic here just because the direction of the convo is off the tracks

Im not interested in being acquainted with someone who lies about supporting peoples identities and would trample over his own trans best friends points in a convo about trans identities

other token

what do you think of mozarella

it gets everwyehre

kenneth

it gets everwyehre

no it doesnt

10:30 AM

thats only if you throw it around ye dink

Respectfully, im going to have to leave